Images of the Year 2012
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Images of the Year 2012
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St. Louis, Missouri
December 31, 2012
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Reflections on the Integral Program
What does it mean to have a degree in the Integral Program? One would guess that it doesn’t mean much more than a philosophy major or a theology and religious studies major since it isn’t actually a “real” major. And besides, you can’t actually get a “real” job unless you study something more practical, such as a major in business, accounting, or engineering. So why even bother studying the liberal arts to begin with? These are the very questions that I encounter on numerous occasions and from various different people, my friends and family included. It always comes down to, “So what are you going to do with that anyway?” I’ve responded, “I’m seeking to understand the truth, and figuring out the meaning of what is ‘real’.”
One of the main reasons I decided to attend Saint Mary’s College is because it was a liberal arts college. I took some personality test and it told me that I was best fit for studying the liberal arts. I had no idea what that meant until about half way through my first year in the program. The seven liberal arts of classical studies from the medieval period are broken up into two groups: Trivium, grammar, logic, and rhetoric, and Quadrivium, geometry, arithmetic, astronomy, and music. These seven studies make the basis of a classical liberal arts education, one that sharpens the mind to think critically and make strong arguments. I’ve learned that the Integral Program is pretty much that of a classics education in its entirety. Its name suggests that it is the integrated liberal arts program.
To my surprise, just about every single class in the program connects with each other in some way. What I learn in math class relates to the same discussions in music class. My close studies of the ancient Greek language bring up questions that my class debates about during seminar. The structure of the program is so intertwined with the content of the books that I am reminded that these same discussions have been around for thousands of years. There is a reason why the seminar is called The Great Conversation and why the curriculum is based from the Great Books.
What I have learned about this Great Conversation is that just about every single human being takes part in it, whether they realize it or not. It is one of the most basic questions that all humans ask themselves, “Why am I here? And what is my purpose?” Philosophers and scholars throughout history attempt to answer this very question by engaging in conversations and writing down their thoughts and ideas so that they may be tested and debated. Socrates, for sure, never lets anyone settle on an argument. This Great Conversation continues through the lengths of thousands of years, the same questions arise now as they did back when Socrates or Jesus was living. That astonishes me. Yet, all scholars have the same approach to tackling and understanding the questions. They do it by means of the liberal arts and by testing their knowledge through observation and reason of the Great Book texts. Therefore, one cannot arrive at “truth” simply by taking philosophy classes. There are many more areas of study to consider. For instance, truth through a scientific approach is much different from truth through a artistic approach. Mathematical truth shares commonalities with musical and astronomical truth, but they are not entirely the same either. The liberal arts takes the approach of questioning what is true and applies it in many different areas of study.
One interesting thing I’ve noticed about the way the Great Books are selected in the Integral Program, many people question why we read Lucretius right after the Old Testament, or why there is such a heavy emphasis on Catholic texts, as opposed to other text. Some think that the reading list is made to express and advocate certain ideas; this is may seem like a tricky spot since Saint Mary’s is a Catholic institution. From what I have observed about the text is that The Great Books and the order of the reading list is put in chronological order. The ideas that come from the books come about because the authors themselves were influenced by what they read, the authors preceding them. Each book contributes the same Great Conversation just as it is today. Lucretius wrote On the Nature of Things because he was influenced in part by the Euclid and the Old Testament. Saint Augustine’s Confessions was written with influence from the Bible, Plotinus, and Aristotle. And if this progression continues, the more people study and read the Great Books and participate in this Great Conversation, the closer humanity will arrive at discovering this “truth.” According to Plato’s theory of recollection, should not humanity come to discover truth if we keep on building to this conversation? It makes me wonder if even though the library at Alexandria was destroyed, along with all its books and writings, the ideas will eventually come back by scholars reading and debating.
Additionally, there seems to be some kind of system of operation that is necessary for humans to seek truth. There are principles that guide our understanding. The first three liberal arts, grammar, logic, and rhetoric are essential before one even begins to consider seeking truth. Its seems that the very action of communication is crucial, for if one cannot communication and if there is no understanding between two people, there cannot sensibly be any “objective truth.” We walk away saying, “what’s true for you is true for you, and what’s true for me is true for me.” But because we can have discussions and have common understandings there seems to be a way for us to talk about “truth.” I think Euclid describes these principles the best in his Elements. In order to get any kind of understanding and attempt at any kind of truth, one needs to create a system of rules, operations, and definitions. These basic guidelines are the make up to how people can participate in conversation and understanding. In Book 1 of the Elements, Euclid begins without any introduction and states the definitions of things within his system of mathematics. Next, he gives us common notions, or things that we must agree upon before beginning by use of logic. These common notions must be held apart from the definitions because they must be applicable and hold true beyond the boundaries of the definitions. Finally, Euclid states the postulates, things that must be taken as true, though not defined, nor a common notion. (Perhaps postulates are an act of faith?) [More on this in another Wordpress on Faith and Reason] All of these things considered, Euclid builds a system with rules and from them they create perfect Euclidian geometry. This also implies that truth can only be discovered within a boundary of a system. (Something I’ll also try to talk about in another Wordpress)
This formula for seeking truth is repeated in many of The Great Books read in seminar. (or at least the ones we’ve read so far) Lucretius for example, creates his own account on how the world operates. He begins with his description and definition of atoms and says that all things are made from atoms. He builds his argument from this definition and subsequent propositions, such as how the earth was formed, what are dreams and visions, etc. Saint Augustine, too, follows a similar formula. Much of Saint Augustine’s work built from the Bible and from Aristotle. So his definitions are those from the Bible. Given that the Bible is true, then Augustine’s argument may also be true. Which brings back to the point of the postulates, they work like an act of faith. The system cannot work on definitions and common notions alone; postulates are necessary. This is where finding the truth needs faith along with reason.
Question of the Day: Is the News Media Turning Mass Killers into Anti-Heroes?
In the wake of the latest school shooting in Connecticut, this BBC news clip of a forensics psychiatrist urging the news media not to portray the gunman as the “anti-hero” has been making the rounds.
Editor’s Note: Video contains minor language.
Thoughts on Leadership.....From Kobe Bryant
Leadership is responsibility.
There comes a point when one must make a decision. Are YOU willing to do what it takes to push the right buttons to elevate those around you? If the answer is YES, are you willing to push the right buttons even if it means being perceived as the villain?
Here's where the true responsibility of being a leader lies. Sometimes you must prioritize the success of the team ahead of how your own image is perceived.
The ability to elevate those around you is more than simply sharing the ball or making teammates feel a certain level of comfort.
It's pushing them to find their inner beast, even if they end up resenting you for it at the time.
I'd rather be perceived as a winner than a good teammate.
I wish they both went hand in hand all the time but that's just not reality.
I have nothing in common with lazy people who blame others for their lack of success.
Great things come from hard work and perseverance. No excuses.
This is my way. It might not be right for YOU but all I can do is share my thoughts.
It's on YOU to figure out which leadership style suits you best.
Will check back in with you soon.. Till then Mamba out
http://www.grantland.com/story/_/id/8724362/the-kobe-question
“I Think I Am In Friend-Love With You” written by and illustrated by Yumi Sakugawa, published in Sadie Magazine, 2012.
I am so grateful this exists.
Freshly back from his Olympic campaign, Matthew Dellavedova returns for his senior season as he leads the Gaels to victory with 20 points, 5 Assists, and 5 Steals.
Saint Mary’s Basketball is back for the 2012-2013 season!
The Gaels cruised in their season opener with a 95-69 win over Sonoma State. Many Gaels, Jordan Giusti, Matt Hodgsen, and James Walker, also made their debuts on the court in front of a large crowd of Gael fans wearing the “White Out” GaelForce shirts. Saint Mary’s starts the season off 1-0. Next up, the Gaels travel to Utah State on November 15th.
James Walker III makes his debut for Saint Mary's in the season opener.
Saint Mary’s Basketball is back for the 2012-2013 season!
The Gaels cruised in their season opener with a 95-69 win over Sonoma State. Many Gaels, Jordan Giusti, Matt Hodgsen, and James Walker, also made their debuts on the court in front of a large crowd of Gael fans wearing the “White Out” GaelForce shirts. Saint Mary’s starts the season off 1-0. Next up, the Gaels travel to Utah State on November 15th, where James Walker III will face his former team.
Jordan Giusti #12 makes his Saint Mary's debut in the season opener.
Saint Mary's Basketball is back for the 2012-2013 season!
The Gaels cruised in their season opener with a 95-69 win over Sonoma State. Many Gaels, Jordan Giusti, Matt Hodgsen, and James Walker, also made their debuts on the court in front of a large crowd of Gael fans wearing the "White Out" GaelForce shirts. Saint Mary's starts the season off 1-0. Next up, the Gaels travel to Utah State on November 15th, where James Walker III will face his former team.
I want more out of life than to be average.
And there are more important things in life to seek than the bounds of society. I do not want to be labeled or confined to a box. I am seeking my own identity and I will not settle for less.
I'm not happy.
I haven't been keeping up with my writing. Which is bad. But it's just so hard. And I'm just so busy. [excuseexcuseexcuse]
But I have been thinking a lot. Like always. Never stop thinking. I'll write again soon. For now, I have work that I need to finish. *sigh*
In other news, today I registered for Jan Term 2013! Sooooo excited! Something that I love about SMC is January Term. I can be free and relax and still be a nerd for a month. Why I school so awesome? And what am I taking exactly? Something educational of course! The Inspired Inklings. The course is designed to reenact the various lifestyle and habits of the Inklings, *according to Wikipedia* an informal literary discussion group associated with the University of Oxford, England. I'm basically gonna be hanging out, reading Tolkien and CS Lewis, discussing, taking nature walks, and writing my own myth. Sounds chill, inspiring, interesting, and bad-ass. Can't wait for it!
Anyways, here is a list of ThougtCatalog posts that have caught my attention. Perhaps I will comment on a few of them.
On Loving Cities More than People
http://thoughtcatalog.com/2012/on-loving-cities-more-than-people/
Of Solitude
http://thoughtcatalog.com/2012/of-solitude/
One last thing, today I attended a lecture on the role of Catholic Higher Education as well as the role of Education in the soul becoming its full self. Some interesting, complicated, stuff. Presented by Monsignor Bishop Marcelo Sanchez Sorondo from Rome, Italy. I expanded my mind today. And it was awesome.
Tonight I had an elaborated conversation with a friend on the state of the College, its Catholic grounds, and its liberal activity. We also discussed feminism and its part in society. And to paraphrase another friend, "Never reveal what you really think about your friends, because you might not have any left when you're done"
I don't know where I stand.
Staring down the face of authority and asking for money
This school year has brought me many responsibilities, perhaps too many. Two of them however are related in my work on the college campus. I represent both the Asian Pacific American Student Association as well as InterVaristy Christian Fellowship, both as Vice President of Finance, or Treasurer respectively. Over the course of the first 12 weeks of school, I have been busy away with financial responsibilities of being organized with club funding. My latest endeavor? Drafting and presenting a Program Funding Proposal on behalf of IVCF for Urbana 12. This proposal totaled out to a little less than $12,000. That. is. a. lot. of. money.
Anyways, in the process of drafting this proposal, I've been dealing with added pressures of pitching it in such a way that will allow 12 people to fly over to St. Louis, MI for this international conference, with cost fully covered. Now, you just don't simply go around asking people for $12,000 dollars. And if you do, you generally don't get the friendliest responses. So during the Finance Committee meeting that was held earlier this evening, I had to sweat out my response and give my best "sale's pitch" to this committee.
I don't know how to describe this, but there is something totally nerve wreking about looking someone in the eye and asking them to fully fund your $12,000 trip. I knew many people depended on my for this proposal and that the financial weights were hovering over me, pending the decision.
Being a liberal arts major, I have found that my position in handling finances has been such a growing experience. Learning new skills about the importance of transparency, trust, and integrity of spending, especially when you spend other people's money. These are more than financial lessons, they are life lessons. Transparency and consistency in intent, thoughts, and actions. Meaning what you say, saying what you mean. I found myself beating around the bush when asked on whether or not I or my club has personally began fundraising for an event like this. I was left with no other answer than admitting that our largest source of funding would rely on the Associated Students of SMC. It is a truly humbling experience to be in a position of need; the signs being desperate, and assertive at the same time require both confidence and humbleness.
There have been hundreds of people praying for this meeting, and I can't help but feel the pressure of doing my best to see this proposal get passed. But in the end, all I know for certain is this: God always provides.
Written Expressions: Sharing myself, my thoughts, and my life.
For the past 6 months, I have been trying to find the time, energy, and spirit to finally sit down and continue writing again. Now, blogging is definitely not actual writing, but its the closest I'm going to be able to get, given my available time. I have been trying to write my reflections and evaluations of how I am doing at the current stage of my life in 6 month intervals. So far, I am four months behind schedule.
There are many things that I wish to express and write about from the many, many rambling thoughts that occur in my mind at any given moment of the day. As a "philosophy" major, I guess my mind likes to wander on end. And as I can barely get my academic reflections in on time, these blog entries are going to be fairly late as well.
The idea of writing my ideas came to me about five years ago when I started to blog recapitulations of my days, what I did, where I went. Those became too burdensome and with not enough substance. Now, I want to express more of how I think and how I understand the world around me. I have found in my last six months the importance of sharing oneself. For me, I have often bottled up my thoughts and feelings to myself, and that resulted (in my opinion) in a lack of consistency of my thoughts, actions, and behavior. What I really want to discover, and what I am still constantly asking myself is this: Who am I? What do I believe?
I will attempt to do this by starting up my regular blogging again. This is mostly for me, and my private thoughts, but again the idea is to open up myself so that what I envision myself to be is also consistent with how others view of who I am as a person. Integrity is a big virtue that I strive to achieve.
A friend of mine has advised me on a strategie to tackle this "writing" bit. She has suggested that I spend at a minimum, 30min a day writing and reflecting. On about anything at all, just so long as I am working on something. These don't have to be perfect, and can be in drafts, but that I can always come back to them any day and continue working on them. I think I will give this a try. Writing everyday, or every other day, or as regular as possible. The hardest part has been getting started.
I've been keeping a running list of words, quotes, phrases, and ideas that I really wish to write about on my phone, but I haven't gotten the chance to write on any of them. So I guess I will start now. Here is my active running list of ideas (And I will still go back and revise, edit and add to all of these future entries):
The importance of sharing yourself and thoughts through public writing
People just don't understand why I do the things that I do
To write or work on a future autobiography
Jan Term and Spring Semester reflections (6months)
Summer reflections
RA Training reflections
Life of an RA
The return to academia
Family heritage
What is my legacy?
Potential vs Kinetic energy/Potentiality vs Actuality/Thoughts vs Actions
Proximity and relationships
Symbols and Ideas: realm of forms
Bad Friends
Super Heroes Don't have Friends
Love for sports and athletics
Pursuit of Excellency: The Greek Way
Being busy isn't happiness, nor success
Finding Truth in the Integral Program, given postulates true
Love and loving others
More to come!
They even used food that represents the country! I love this!
FULL POST:
Some will ask me, is your Grandpa getting any better? God didn’t answer you, your family, and everyone else’s prayers for your grandpa to get better. Why don’t you just give up?
Everything happens according to God’s plan. He already thought out your life and everyone else’s before you and I were even created. Now, I know my grandpa isn’t getting better and I know he still has liver cancer. But did you know that my grandpa was split up from the rest of his family while escaping Vietnam and somehow was able to find and meet up with them in the states? Did you know that my grandpa was drafted into the Vietnam Army and while he was away, the place he was assigned to was captured by the enemy and many soldiers went missing and many were captured? But when my grandma went to go search for him, she stopped by a hospital and somehow she found that he was sitting right in the hallway as if just waiting for my grandma to show up. Did you know while escaping to Vietnam, he encountered pirates that knocked him upside the head with an axe? He somehow escaped and somehow made it to Thailand right before he lost enough blood to die. His sight had been messed up, but he did not die. And as for the family, they came to the United States without a penny in their pockets, barely able to survive. Yet somehow, they were given a house, an opportunity to go to school, to practice their religion freely, land to grow crops in order to sell and make money. About 30 to 40 years later 8 of my grandparents’ 9 children got married and each raised a family, gifting my grandparents with 26 beautiful grandchildren. The other child became a priest.
Now does someone want to tell me that all this was a coincidence? That we just got really lucky? Let me tell you about something that is infinitely better than coincidence and luck. It’s called God’s Grace. If everything I just told you isn’t a miracle, then I don’t know what is.
God isn’t punishing me, my family, or my grandpa. He’s ensuring that we get to see my grandpa again and forever after. How? He’s inviting my grandpa Home. And He’s planning on inviting Grandma, all nine of their children along with the other eight spouses and all twenty six grandchildren. And most of all, He’s planning on inviting you. That’s why I won’t give up. Don’t give up. Never give up on Him.
It’s also not a coincidence when ong suddenly was able to talk and pray with us after not being able to speak for about a week. Faith.
I owe everything I have, my whole life to him. Have Faith and watch over us Ong. We only hope to be half the person you were <3
Yes, I can see a light that is coming For the heart that holds on And there will be an end to these troubles But until that day comes Still I will praise You, still I will praise You.