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[lukas-musings]

                                         Stop idolizing me.                         Stop looking at me with those wide eyes             Acting like I’m going to sᴡᴏᴏᴘ ɪɴ and solve this shit. 

                                   I’m not a ᴅᴀᴍɴ ʜᴇʀᴏ

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hcmicidalkiss:

“You realize that doesn’t make you any better right? It’s still murder. It’s not like I have much of a choice, if I don’t- well, bad shit happens.” Sophie huffed. She didn’t know why she felt the need to explain herself. He was cute, but a stranger none the less. “Justifying it because ‘I deserve it’ just means ‘it’s only okay when I do it.’” 

     “Humans killing other humans is just murder. Vampires killing humans is like humans killing animals... I target bad people because I have to do this.” He paused then, thinking about the kinds of things that would make it necessary to kill. 

     He slumped a bit, brow furrowing. “Bad shit happens?” This time, annoyance was overshadowed by concern. 

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thesasstasticsoldier:

“Make-up exists.” Alex replied somewhat arrogantly, as though that thought should’ve crossed her mind. Then again, it’s not like she could have even done it herself since she couldn’t exactly use mirrors. 

At her ludicrous accusation, he looked down at his current attire, noting that he was in fact still in his absurdly emo clothing. “I thii-think I’m dressed in stup-stupid enough clothing to hate life.” He sighed, scratching at the back of his head as he thought about her last statement.

“Is it eeven dark enough for you to go out?”

     “I can’t put make up on,” she replied a bit more bitterly than last time, but once again forced her smile back on. “Yeah, right now, but you dress like this, you gotta have it as a way of life!” Commenting on that, she actually sounded genuine again. 

     The question made her pause, and she looked toward the covered windows. “I dunno... Can you check for me??”

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hcmicidalkiss:

“You don’t know anything about me sweetheart.” Frankly, his assumptions were pissing her off. Like it was so easy. She fought it every fuckin’ day. Sophie turned away, annoyed. 

“Right. Do you show remorse and restraint when you kill the people you feed on?”

     “No, because I kill people that deserve it.” He snapped in return, eyes narrowing. “Which is why I targeted you,” the hand that had taken hold of the thin fabric of his shirt detached and roughly motioned in her direction. 

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My OC as Heather Chandler from Heathers. Please do not use or redistribute, remove the watermark or the caption.

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thesasstasticsoldier:

Since she seemed to be in pain with even the smallest of movements, he attempted to keep still as much as possible now that she was leaning against him further. Aside from that though, he couldn’t exactly do much. Not without injuring her of course. 

After a bit, she appeared to be trying to respond to him. And while the head motion of hers alluded him, he did manage to catch what she’d said. Even if it did require him to strain himself to manage.

“Too much?” Alex repeated back, partially to see if he was correct as well as simply to try and decipher it himself. “Do you m-mean that you ate too much?”

     Again, Sophie’s instinct was to nod in response. This time it was more noticeable, but the movement itself pretty much caused the vampiress to collapse against him. She closed her eyes tight, trying to steady herself to no avail. 

     She took a shallow breath then weakly asked “can you carry me?”

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thesasstasticsoldier:

“If you did that then you’d be just like him so thank god you don’t. That still makes it seem like you’re trying to get me on your side though.” Alex argued. “And it’s none of your business what I do and why I do it so just stay out of it.”

     “So then why didn’t you just say you don’t wanna talk about it instead of answering all my questions?” Sophie asked just as calmly, closing her eyes for a second as they walked, but realizing how bad an idea that is. 

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hcmicidalkiss:

The woman paused, regarding him in a new light. Well. He wasn’t wrong, her victims did often beg her for mercy. Begged for their lives. She wondered how he was able to tell, how he even knew. The blonde hummed, pursing her lips together. 

“I never obey unless it’s in the bedroom,” Sophie quipped. Or she had a hand around her throat but that was hardly the point. “Because you can kill me. Unless you’re too much of a pussy to do it, but at that point I can’t fuckin’ help you. They can’t kill me. They were weak. You are not.”

     “If I wanted to kill you, I would.” He replied, not quite realizing the connotation of his words at first. 

     “I-I... People can change. And you show remorse and restraint.” Again, he looked at the ground, this time out of shame that he’d caught himself lying. 

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thesasstasticsoldier:

“Yeah you’re right but still.” Alex nearly hissed. 

“Why exactly does it matter to you so much anyway? I mean, how would you like it if someone you just barely met started policing your damn life?”

     “I’m not policing your life, I’m just sayin’. If I was doing that, wouldn’t I be going on and on and on about how dumb you are and about how you need to stop doing that? I’m just asking why you wanna if he’s so bad and upsets you so much.” Despite his tone, Sophie didn’t really return the aggression at all. 

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thesasstasticsoldier:

“That’s considered stealing them. Especially if you combine that with pointing out all the flaws of the other person.” Alex sighed as they continued to wander around aimlessly.

     “I’m not pointing out the flaws, I think he does pretty good of that on his own.” Sophie stated, before sighing as well. “I’m not trying to take you for me, I know that for sure. I just think you’re not bad, and I think you shouldn’t be stuck with a jerk. He seems like a shitty guy, and I don’t like shitty guys or you being treated like shit by a shitty guy.” 

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thesasstasticsoldier:

“Are you sure about that?” He questioned. Perhaps she wasn’t aware of it herself, but given how clingy she was with him already, he wouldn’t put it past her to do. She also didn’t seem to like his roommate so that was just more incentive to fuck their relationship up.

“Let’s just go to the first one we see then.”

     “Mostly,” she shrugged. “I’m not gonna do that though, I don’t steal boyfriends. I persuade boyfriends and show boyfriends I’m cool and a good choice, but I don’t steal boyfriends.” 

     As she continued on, she just nodded in agreement to his suggestion, though whether that was clear or not, she didn’t know. 

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Does a booster juice replace the dairy with ice and a large fry equal 3 meals

No. I don’t know what that first thing is, but no. 

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hcmicidalkiss:

Sophie noticed the difference in tone immediately, backing away from him. She placed her hands on her hips and watched as his gripped his shirt, looking away from her. She was many a things, but she wasn’t about to make someone uncomfortable while she was flirting with them. 

“Look, dude, if you want me to back off say so.” She tucked her hair behind her ear. “I’m not going to bite your head off or force myself on you. I’m not that much of a bitch.” 

It was a bit of a turn off, Sophe mused, she thought they had a good thing going. But apparently he wasn’t too good with his personal space being invaded. She could respect that.

     “Yeah, with the blood on your hands, you expect me to think you’d obey?” The moment she took a step back his attention moved back on her and he shook his head as he spoke. “How many other people tell you to back off? Either you see a lot of death or you cause a lot of death, and I guarantee every person you hurt tells you to get off them, but you don’t listen to them. Why should I expect you to listen to me if I tell you to?” 

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thesasstasticsoldier:

“As annoyed as I am with him half the time, I’d prefer you didn’t try to sabotage my relationship.” Even if it didn’t exactly need any help with that in the first place. Regardless, having her intervening that blatantly would more than likely just cause more trouble for him. Hell even just being friends with her would probably cause him issues since fuck face was a jealous little bitch.

Even more reason to avoid him for tonight.

“Kinda. I can’t say that I know for sure though since I did the same as you before I had a place to stay.” That and just sleeping in his car anyway. And Tim’s attic.

I’m sure Jay would know all about hotels and shit, I bet he could even recommend some if he weren’t unfortunately dead.

     “It was a jooooke.” Sophie replied a bit more quietly then, too exhausted to toy with him further on the subject, or even tease and question as she usually would. 

     “We can go back to the last one I stayed in? I think it’s close, but I really don’t know at this point. All this space is scary and I’m tired...”