“ The goal is to SURVIVE another day ”
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@aintgonnabeyourbitch
“ The goal is to SURVIVE another day ”
Independant modern Steve Rogers where there is no Captain America, only a veteran. x
I’m still alive, I swear. Finals are still kicking my ass plus I went to parties (I’m still trying to get over this two-weeks hungover) so be patient with me please. Draft count is 7 ( @officerfuckboy, @beaniesandmachetes, @missinghymn, @officerdxddy, @withusnow & @mothergrimes ). Feel free to send asks & stuff people.
Shoot me again? You best pray I’m d e a d.
It felt like love [insp]
His words made her feel a little better but there was still guilt in her heart. She remembered how it was when she was pregnant with Carl, a lot of people, Rick included started doing things fro her. Lori did not mind it so much back then, sometimes she felt guilty she couldn’t help but it was different now. Now when you did something for someone you risked your life. People could literally die trying to help her and there was no way for her to return the favour.
“I just don’t want anything to happen to anyone because of me” She spoke softly. “I don’t want anyone to die trying to help me. I can’t live with that”
Truth was escaping her mouth & he knew that he had nothing much to add. He could understand where her worries were coming, he understood that she didn’t want anyone to die. He wasn’t the brightest man but he knew that she wouldn’t mind Rick putting her life in jeopardy to protect her. Except, Rick was done giving a shit. However, it didn’t mean that he would let anything happen to her. “Rick ain’t doin’ shit fer y’all,” he muttered, though he kind of hated himself for speaking ill of his friend, “but he wants y’all t’be ok, I know t’at. ‘n waitin’ fer him t’realize t’at, ah’m gonna make sure y’all is ok.” That he could do, that was what he was good at anyway.
fvckinrope:
❝It COULD be, but ye never REALLY know.❞
‘T’s like wishin’ fer food to appear on yer doorstep ‘cause yer hungry.’
missinghymn:
the trade is something she’d been anticipating since they’d informed her of it. she misses her family dearly && had no time to waste. dressing quickly in her former attire, the girl, slides the scissors under her cast. secretly, she’s fuming. her stay at Grady was hardly pleasant. between dawn’s daily abuse && gorman’s FAILED attempt at assaulting her, beth greene will never be the same.
when she’s escorted towards the narrow hallway, her breathing is stable as she sees part of her group. all familiar faces && then she sees HIM. she sees daryl. && her heart skips a beat momentarily. under any other circumstance, she would normally offer a comforting smile his way, but she can’t. not here && certainly not now.
eyes narrowed at the brief exchange, beth makes her way towards her group. && it isn’t long before daryl has her in his reach. her HEART screams for her to embrace the older man, but her BRAIN rationalizes she can’t while they’re still here. so she’ll simply settle for a soft spoken, ❛ hey. ❜
Her face was smeared with SCARS, his eyes darted to the cast around her arm. They hurt her, they put their hands on her & his lips pressed into a tight line at the thought, hands closing into fists at his side. FURY started to boil inside him, it left a bitter taste on his palate & he found himself wanting to make a bloodshed, wanting to KILL them all for taking her away from him, for making her suffer for ONLY a second. Finally, her feet moved toward them & his teeth went to dig in his lower lip as his eyes darted down. She was blinding but it was something else that made him lower his gaze to the white floor of the hospital. GUILT. SHAME. Daryl was the one who lost her, HE was the one who let her escape his grip, HE was the one who told her to run.
She was near, he could feel it in his bones, in his heart, she was near him & her soft voice made his raise his gaze. A need to wrap his arms around her, to tuck her against him so she would forever be with him made itself known but he ended up patting her shoulder. BROKEN as he was, it was no surprise that he couldn’t express his needs, his wants, his feelings but he still ended up disappointed by his inability to express himself. He wished he had done more, wished he had said more. He had wished for SO LONG that they had stayed in this kitchen. He had walked back on his own footsteps so many time, trying to change the path it had taken but the reality had never changed, he had never been able to bend it to his will. Beth had been gone & he had been alone without her. That had been the truth for so long. Thinking about all that pain, all those times he had wished he had done when he had the opportunity to, he gripped whatever bravoure he could gather & let his fingers close around her hand.
Beth was NOT going anywhere. Over his dead & cold body.
His fingers tightened around the handle of the gun as his feet led him from corridors to corridors, hoping he would catch a FLASH of blonde hair. Being aware of his friends, his family following, he couldn’t stop his feet from moving ( he was not running & it was something already ). Then, they stopped & he stopped too as did his breath when his blue hues found her. Beth. BETH. BETH ! His heart slowed for a second before it went wild, beating so fast, wild behind the cage of his ribs, as if it wanted to BURST out of his chest. The bowman resisted the urge to bring his hand over the beast in his torso because it hurt, it hurt SO damn much to have her in his periphery. A harsh breath entered his lungs as her eyes finally met his. It was like breathing again, like he had been under water for so long, holding his breath. However, FEAR clung to his skin like a bad omen & he knew it wouldn’t leave him before he had her under his protection, before he could put his body between hers & any danger. He would NOT be ok until she was safely in his arms. He found a strange thought wandering his mind, a thought about folding her, making her so little he would be able to tuck her in his breast pocket, keeping her forever over his screaming heart. Rick was speaking but words couldn’t reach him as he tried to convey just by staring in her eyes how much he had MISSED her. ( & he had missed her SO freaking much.)
bye.
beth feels like everything is in slow motion, she looks to him, looks to his arm && all the crimson leaking from it, && the BLOOD that is beginning to soak completely into her shirt. her eyes once full of un-shed tears are now spilling uncontrollably. if she didn’t know any better she would think she’s having a heart attack.
amputation isn’t an option with the size of her knife && she’s panicking ;; breathing becoming erratic as his name is coming from her mouth in incomprehensible syllables && sounds. the blonde can’t possibly live without him && it’s clear as day that he’s not going to make it.
the realization makes her whole being ( a c h e ). she can’t make it without him. it’s just not possible. he knows, as well as she does, this is it. the mighty archer has succumbed to a bite all because of the useless songbird.
he sits in a corner, cradling his wound && she sits beside him. tears flowing down her cheeks && her neck. she pleads with him, asking him why he’d take a bite for her.
❛ would do anythin’ for ya. ❜
&& this hurts the most for her. she would do ANYTHING for him. the group couldn’t make it without him && neither could she. it’s SELFISH of her, she knows. it’s then he asks her to put him down. he tells her she’s strong && he loves her && how life isn’t worth living if she was absent in his.
thus the greene girl presses her lips to his in a final goodbye && her gun, her gun is pressed to the side of his head with trembling hands && she pulls the trigger. && as his body slumps against the wall, she finds herself curling against it, ears ringing && chest heaving.
she can’t go home && face everyone. she can’t tell them their beloved archer is DEAD, she can only be selfish ( && cowardly ! ) once again && press the hot metal to her own skull && press down hard.
his name on her lips.
❝Ye s’ouldn’t be AS’AMED t’at ye want someone T’PRAY fer yer brot’er.❞
“Ain’t ‘shamed, just feel like t’s useless.”
❝AYE. I will.❞
He felt stupid just mentioning it, God ain’t EVER done shit for them.
❝It was me brot’er an’ I —– we got SEPARATED. T’at is w’y ‘M prayin’. Prayin’ t’at ‘e’s OKAY.❞
"—— add a word for mah brothah."
missinghymn:
❛ well that can only mean you ain’t spendin’ nearly enough time with me ! ❜ she giggles softly. ( && he’s right. ) her nose does scrunch up playfully. she sits behind him on the ground. floral dress spreading out on the floor when she does. it’s something glenn had picked up for her upon request along with new hair ties. beth grins up at the older man && shifts to sit on her knees so she becomes just a fraction of an inch taller than him. ❛ i’ve been talkin’ t’Jessie, && before you get all grumpy && groan-ey, think about how good it’d feel to have your hair washed && cut a lil’ ? ❜
Having people behind him, in his back, makes him TWITCH, feeling uncomfortable. There is a lump in the back of his throat & his teeth dig in the flesh of his cheeks. But this is Beth, it’s Beth, he knows her, he trusts her & so he tries to be brave & only tilts his head so as to keep her in his sight. She’s a light, like the sun she burns his eyes but he CAN’T for the life of him look away. Daryl doesn’t mind having his eyes burnt if it means she would be the last image behind his eyelids. “Spendin’ all mah damn time with y’all, girl, can’t spend more,” he muttered, lowering his eyes. His mouth keeps running around her but somehow, he doesn’t think the blonde girl is going to hold any of his words against her. Muscles strained in his back & teeth gritting, he can’t help the way his body express his anxiety. He knows he won’t ever feel ok with some woman bringing scissors near his face. “Why would ah want t’cut mah hair ?” he asks, his eyes looking back at her. & he knows he shouldn’t have because he’s a sucker for her, he would build an EMPIRE just for her smile.
fvckinrope:
❝W’atever ye SAY, lad.❞
'Ya got a group or t's just y'all 'n God ?'
fvckinrope:
❝W’en yer born into a FAMILY t’at prays no matter w’at, ye can’t just STOP.❞
‘When y’all will be fuckin’ DEAD, y’all is gonna hav’ all the DAMN time to pray.’
✵ [ bcs i'm sure you'll do smthg great !! ]
there’s a thing going on between them. a very COMPLICATED thing. beth greene ( l o v e s ) daryl dixon. && not in just the way where she’d like to spend the rest of her zombie slaying life with him, but in a number of ways.
she wants to be his partner on runs or recruiting missions like the DYNAMIC DUO they’ve come to be known as. she wants to playfully spoon feed him spaghetti when people are watching ( no matter how red his face gets ! ) she wants him to laugh freely as they joke about another cheesy && smutty romance novel they find. she also wants to be his daily reminder that he is appreciated wherever he may be.
daryl has a habit of constantly feeling like he doesn’t matter. && quite frankly, this upsets the girl girl dearly. there is too much blame && hurt on his shoulders that she can’t remove with a mere massage.
beth greene’s best friend is daryl dixon && whatever will come of it in the future doesn’t matter as long as he’s in her life in any way possible.
so here they both are. walking in comfortable silence in the chilly Georgia air. her hands clad in a pair of pink fluffy mitts holding a small box that contains a new brush eugene had been asking for. his hands full of a number of other sized boxes to leave at someone elses door.
she almost forgets that eugene’s house has a mistletoe. they both stare up at it && she smiles. laying the box down on the doorstep && turning to the man.
❛ you know what this means don’t ya ? ❜
&& she presses a small kiss to his cheek. ( not wanting to freak him out too much. )
beth greene loves daryl dixon && she knows he loves her back. ( even if he doesn’t say it. )
❝Ye gonna be a PRICK an’ make fun af me ‘cause I STILL pray?❞
‘God ain’t gonna do shit for none of us. T’s just a waste of fuckin’ time.’