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Introduction post I suppose? For people that are interested. I am not good at making these at all.

Name: Ainur, but I also have a nickname "Cynur" which I don't mind people using for me

Pronouns: Mostly she/her but I really like they/them too. Anything is fine as long as it isn't he/him.

Age: I am 17 years old.

Idk what else I should write so that's about it, I think, if anyone has more questions, just ask.

Things that people try to shame me for but I legit don't care:

- Not shaving at all. I don't shave my armpits, arms, legs, the slightly visible mustache or the bush and I do NOT plan on doing so either. I don't care.

- Manspreading when I am alone on the bench. "Can't you close your legs? It's very inappropriate" Man, stfu and just don't look. I will close my legs only if I'm taking up too much space and someone wants to sit down, other than that just look away.

- Not wearing a bra. "Your nipples are visible" again, just don't look at them if they make you uncomfortable. Crazy thing to get mad for.

- Laughing loud. I would understand this one if it wasnt often accompanied with the "Tone your voice down, you are a girl!" No thanks I will be the loudest person in the room. Fuck you all.

IM SOOOO PISSED RN THE SOFT PINK ISN'T VISIBLE ON THE PICTURE 😭😭😭 IT LOOKS SO GOOD IRL BEKDJSO1JOZNXOQKA

I remember my roommate (and former classmate) tell me one story that actually made me lose my shit laughing

So apparently when we were still in school in like, 4th or 5th grade during English class we were supposed to write a letter for our best friends and read it out loud. I wrote about my current roommate ofc because I do consider her my best friend but she misunderstood the task and wrote the letter to the girl in the example, thinking that she is supposed to write smth similar to example.

And then after everyone read their letters out loud the guy sitting next to her started scolding her. "How could you?! Ainur wrote about you while you wrote about some random girl! That's unforgivable!"

She only recently told me about this and I legit cried laughing 😭😭 That classmate guy was concerned for me like no one else damn

Actually though, would anyone of my moots ne down to play the game where you say a word and the other person had to say a word that starts with the last letter of the previous word but with countries and cities? It's actually such a fun game

People who hate boundaries are weirdos and I do not respect them. I don't care what were your intentions, if you couldn't just stop doing something that I said makes me uncomfortable, I do not respect you and I do not want to talk to you.

A lot of people genuinely have such a fragile ego it makes me irrationally mad. NO just because I do not want to talk to you does NOT mean you are the worst person ever or that I hate you or whatever. WHY are you so desperate to get my fucking approval???? Can't you just stop caring about whether I want to talk to you or not???? Just go talk to other people that want you near??? I AM NOT ACTING ARROGANT I JUST DO NOT WANT TO INTERACT!!!!!

Something I noticed is that how when an objectively evil character is shown to be sad/grieving or going through literally anything that shows them different from their "evil" side, people think that it's done to make the character morally good and tbh it's pretty black and white type of thinking.

Most of the time, "evil" characters are still humans and it's literally normal for humans to experience emotions instead of being one dimensionally evil all the time. Might be surprise for you all, but evil people also do feel sad ig??? It's not an exclusive emotion to morally good characters, damn.

I don't deny that there ARE times when a show wants you to sympathize with an evil character by making them sad but it doesn't happen all the time. Sometimes they show a sad backstory to add some depth while leaving the character itself to be irredeemable and it's stupid to say that "THEY ARE TRYING TO MAKE KE SYMPATHIZE WITH THIS ASSHOLE!!!" everytime a villain is shown to be going through complex emotions.

Everytime I think I calmed down about this topic I discover that..

No I did NOT calm down about this. I hate Megumi haters!!!! Seriously hating a 15 year old boy because of what a shit ass 1000 year old evil mf did is genuinely braindead and anyone who victim blames him is a loser, I do not make rules.

Obv you are allowed to not like him as a character but seriously hating him for something that isnt even his fault is just stupid man, idc.

I just can't really get along with people who think that a character has to be a super strong person that never lost a fight in order to be likeable. That's just isn't my taste at all. I don't care whether my fav loses all their fights and is a loser in general I just want them to be interesting personally wise.

Me feeling pissed off when someone doesn't allow me to wear a black leather jacket and pants during summer is quite literally the equivalent of an animal getting sad because they aren't allowed to eat human food.

I know it's done out of concern but I'm still pissy about it 👎👎👎

The traffic lights glitched and the number was half green half red 😭🙏 Looks cool I can't lie

Saw this car number and immediately thought of my aromantic moots✌️

People piss me off so fucking much I swear. Person doesn't know how to do something if they were never taught to do it!!!! This cannot fucking be that much of an insane concept!!!! Stop making me feel like a worthless piece of crap when I do ONE thing wrong when I literally have never ever been TAUGHT how to do it!!!!

Just dreq a quick and messy sketch of Flimsa, another one of my OCs. Idk if I mentioned it before but she and Cordisia were gfs.

I feel really tempted to draw her properly, she is one of my prettiest characters I can't lie😭

#my ocs #oc #ocs #oc art

Man I wish I had a bigger fan base in here I would love if someone asked me smth related to my OCs

But well I'm still pretty optimistic that it is gonna happen so I will just wait until one of my posts will be a hit 👍

My palettes btw

The small 3 color blue one is actually my mom's. It's barely usable because it's veryyyyyy old but I keep it because the colors are good and I csn work with them and I want to buy a similar but a new one.

The last one is purely glitter palette and my favorite ones are white and gold. They make everything look good fr

#make up #makeup

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