Ain zakiah

my little secret hideout. 22. UPM.

[ainzkh]

I walk slowly towards the door just to make sure he will arrive at the same time.

Push the door and the lift is slowly coming to the second floor. He is still nowhere to be seen.

Enter through the open door and from the reflection of the mirror, there he was coming to me.

Door shut and we both stay in silenced. 

Bell rings, we arrive on the ground floor.

Both hesitate who should walk first. 

I turn towards him. We look into each other eyes, smiling, while pushing each other to step out first and I decided to make the move.

Thank you and welcome makes my heart blooms and my cheek blush. 

[fyp-philosophy]

To be lonely is to feel unwanted and unloved, and therefor unlovable. Loneliness is a taste of death. No wonder some people who are desperately lonely lose themselves in mental illness or violence to forget the inner pain.

Jean Vanier (via fyp-philosophy)

[lomasdope]

[wnq-writers]

I don’t know if you’ll ever get to read this, but I hope you know that I miss you. I hope you know that there isn’t a day when I don’t think about how eager I was to experience you, and how you seemed to feel the same. I remember it all. The way your laugh sounded. The how your voice changed when you got tired. The deep conversations and the dumb inside jokes. I remember you. I wonder if you remember me. I wonder if you think about me the way I’m thinking about you right now. Are you too busy running in the other direction to take a stroll down memory lane? If you are, I understand. I hope you come see me again someday. Maybe then, the idea of us would make more sense to you. Maybe then, you’ll be okay with letting my soul shine next to yours. Maybe all of this thinking I’m doing will be worth it. Or maybe not, but I guess that’s okay too, as long as you’re alright. The one thing that should have changed, hasn’t. I still care about you, even though you’re gone. I guess all I can really say is thank you for stopping by.

Maxwell Diawuoh, “To The Ones I Cared About That Left” (via wnq-writers)

[ainzkh]

[wordsnquotes]

The capacity to be alone is the capacity to love. It may look paradoxical to you, but it is not. It is an existential truth: only those people who are capable of being alone are capable of love, of sharing, of going into the deepest core of the other person—without possessing the other, without becoming dependent on the other, without reducing the other to a thing, and without becoming addicted to the other.

Osho (via wordsnquotes)

Osho (via wordsnquotes)

[wnq-writers]

I complain in my head that I’m lonely, but then why do I avoid every stranger?

eccentricoptimist  (via wnq-writers)

[ainzkh]

[wnq-writers]

sometimes I feel like a wrong answer someone blurted out by accident, I’m awkwardly hanging in the air, wrong and stupid, hoping someone else will come in with the right answer and save me from the embarrassment of myself

philosophically-poetic, wrong answers. (via wnq-writers)

[wnq-writers]

I’m a paradox, a contradiction, an unfinished masterpiece, a half solved mystery. No one knows who I am, not even me And the task to resolve this enigma lies upon thee

casualnessdreamer (via wnq-writers)

[bob-belcher]

[roshiniii]

Me when I Igo to a haunted house 😂😂

[bruhwat]

💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀 I’m in tears

[lovekia13]

My favorite part of Halloween

[thequeenof-me]

I’m in tears fuck @blacc-divmond

[wnq-writers]

do not strive to be another person but be the person you wish to be when I say this I do not mean you should be wealthy in materials but wealthy in your soul free of greed jealously & hate have an overwhelming freedom within yourself to be what you are naturally nothing more nothing less

bowlpack (via wnq-writers)

[nobletrends]

Amazing, to die for, GelinAbaci Elaborate Tension Engagement Ring 

[wnq-writers]

Letting go of somebody you truly love is not like burning a picture or closing a door- It’s drifting away on a sailboat as they’re forced to stand ashore and watch you leave them. It’s allowing the lazy current to carry you away as you witness the agony and pain etched on their face. It’s screaming apologies across the vastness of the ocean even though you know they can no longer hear you. And it leaves you gazing at the horizon, longing for that shore, wondering if you’ll ever see it again.

Z.M.   (via wordsnquotes)

[tiredofthiscentury]

Quotes: Teacher Fazilah Dahman

Illustration: Noname

[catatanbesarku]

“Cry if it will reduce your heartbreak, then wipe your tears.”

[devvyapriani]

Life must go on… 😂

[hurufpertama-deactivated2019070]

ini lagi gini banget

[wnq-writers]

I’ve always had the fear of being inadequate, of not being good enough. I stressed about everything and wreaked myself. It was only until I realised that this pain I inflicted on myself was because I was only trying to impress the people around me. Know that the only reason you are improving yourself should be because you are doing it for YOU. You’ll be much happier.

floreo-vivere (via wnq-writers)

[ainzkh]

How to cope with failure.

It's true that overconfident kills you. That superior and alter ego of you.

Yes, I'm in the verge of failure. Especially in the things that I'm confident with.

Merely thinking that you are better than others doesn't guarantee that you are able to surpass them.

I have to admit this is one of my greatest failures of all time and I'm sorry I have been a dissapointed everyone.

It is hard to live to people's expectation and on the perceptions that they have made on you.

I just want to give up.

I really want to stay strong and lift my gun again; to enter the war.

But tell me how?