i refuse to suffer

the anthropomorphic personification of last october's jack-o-lantern

[aiyexayen]

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Chapters: 24/24 - COMPLETE 🎉

Words: 53,135

Fandom: Stardew Valley (Video Game)

Rating: Explicit

Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply

Relationships: Emily/Sebastian/Shane (Stardew Valley), Sebastian/Shane (Stardew Valley), Emily/Sebastian (Stardew Valley), Emily/Shane (Stardew Valley), Abigail/Sam (Stardew Valley), Maru/Penny (Stardew Valley), Abigail & Sam & Sebastian (Stardew Valley), Maru & Sebastian (Stardew Valley)

Characters: Sebastian (Stardew Valley), Emily (Stardew Valley), Shane (Stardew Valley), Abigail (Stardew Valley), Sam (Stardew Valley), Maru (Stardew Valley), Robin (Stardew Valley), Demetrius (Stardew Valley), Harvey (Stardew Valley), Marnie (Stardew Valley), Jas (Stardew Valley)

Additional Tags: POV Sebastian (Stardew Valley), Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Canon Rewrite, Queer Themes, Gender non-conformity, Recreational Drug Use, Dysfunctional Family, Supernatural Elements, Canon-Typical suicidal ideation, Angst and Hurt/Comfort, Hope, Healing, Happy Ending, Festivals, Friendship, Mutual Pining, Slow Burn, Getting Together, Polyamory Negotiations, Complicated Relationships, First Kiss, Making Out, Oral Sex, Anal Sex, Anal Fingering, Vaginal Fingering, Biting, Sharing a Bed, Exhibitionism, Dirty Talk, Mild Kink, Rare Pairings, Podfic Welcome

Summary: In which Sebastian yearns for freedom and finds it down a very unexpected path.

[aiyexayen]

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Chapters: 23/24 Fandom: Stardew Valley (Video Game) Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Emily/Sebastian/Shane (Stardew Valley), Sebastian/Shane (Stardew Valley), Emily/Sebastian (Stardew Valley), Emily/Shane (Stardew Valley), Abigail/Sam (Stardew Valley), Maru/Penny (Stardew Valley), Abigail & Sam & Sebastian (Stardew Valley), Maru & Sebastian (Stardew Valley) Characters: Sebastian (Stardew Valley), Emily (Stardew Valley), Shane (Stardew Valley), Abigail (Stardew Valley), Sam (Stardew Valley), Maru (Stardew Valley), Robin (Stardew Valley), Demetrius (Stardew Valley), Harvey (Stardew Valley), Marnie (Stardew Valley), Jas (Stardew Valley) Additional Tags: POV Sebastian (Stardew Valley), Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Canon Rewrite, Queer Themes, Gender non-conformity, Recreational Drug Use, Dysfunctional Family, Supernatural Elements, Canon-Typical suicidal ideation, Angst and Hurt/Comfort, Hope, Healing, Happy Ending, Festivals, Friendship, Mutual Pining, Slow Burn, Getting Together, Polyamory Negotiations, Complicated Relationships, First Kiss, Making Out, Oral Sex, Anal Sex, Anal Fingering, Vaginal Fingering, Biting, Sharing a Bed, Exhibitionism, Dirty Talk, Mild Kink, Rare Pairings, Podfic Welcome Summary:

In which Sebastian yearns for freedom and finds it down a very unexpected path.

[aiyexayen]

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Chapters: 22/24 Fandom: Stardew Valley (Video Game) Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Emily/Sebastian/Shane (Stardew Valley), Sebastian/Shane (Stardew Valley), Emily/Sebastian (Stardew Valley), Emily/Shane (Stardew Valley), Abigail/Sam (Stardew Valley), Maru/Penny (Stardew Valley), Abigail & Sam & Sebastian (Stardew Valley), Maru & Sebastian (Stardew Valley) Characters: Sebastian (Stardew Valley), Emily (Stardew Valley), Shane (Stardew Valley), Abigail (Stardew Valley), Sam (Stardew Valley), Maru (Stardew Valley), Robin (Stardew Valley), Demetrius (Stardew Valley), Harvey (Stardew Valley), Marnie (Stardew Valley), Jas (Stardew Valley) Additional Tags: POV Sebastian (Stardew Valley), Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Canon Rewrite, Queer Themes, Gender non-conformity, Recreational Drug Use, Dysfunctional Family, Supernatural Elements, Canon-Typical suicidal ideation, Angst and Hurt/Comfort, Hope, Healing, Happy Ending, Festivals, Friendship, Mutual Pining, Slow Burn, Getting Together, Polyamory Negotiations, Complicated Relationships, First Kiss, Making Out, Oral Sex, Anal Sex, Anal Fingering, Vaginal Fingering, Biting, Sharing a Bed, Exhibitionism, Dirty Talk, Mild Kink, Rare Pairings, Podfic Welcome Summary:

In which Sebastian yearns for freedom and finds it down a very unexpected path.

[songthursh]

Alright, I will start with this one then - everything starts with the glorious revolution and everything starts with the night watch 🌸

[aiyexayen]

3 chapters left

Chapters: 21/24 Fandom: Stardew Valley (Video Game) Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Emily/Sebastian/Shane (Stardew Valley), Sebastian/Shane (Stardew Valley), Emily/Sebastian (Stardew Valley), Emily/Shane (Stardew Valley), Abigail/Sam (Stardew Valley), Maru/Penny (Stardew Valley), Abigail & Sam & Sebastian (Stardew Valley), Maru & Sebastian (Stardew Valley) Characters: Sebastian (Stardew Valley), Emily (Stardew Valley), Shane (Stardew Valley), Abigail (Stardew Valley), Sam (Stardew Valley), Maru (Stardew Valley), Robin (Stardew Valley), Demetrius (Stardew Valley), Harvey (Stardew Valley), Marnie (Stardew Valley), Jas (Stardew Valley) Additional Tags: POV Sebastian (Stardew Valley), Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Canon Rewrite, Queer Themes, Gender non-conformity, Recreational Drug Use, Dysfunctional Family, Supernatural Elements, Canon-Typical suicidal ideation, Angst and Hurt/Comfort, Hope, Healing, Happy Ending, Festivals, Friendship, Mutual Pining, Slow Burn, Getting Together, Polyamory Negotiations, Complicated Relationships, First Kiss, Making Out, Oral Sex, Anal Sex, Anal Fingering, Vaginal Fingering, Biting, Sharing a Bed, Exhibitionism, Dirty Talk, Mild Kink, Rare Pairings, Podfic Welcome Summary:

In which Sebastian yearns for freedom and finds it down a very unexpected path.

[aiyexayen]

🍋

Chapters: 20/24 Fandom: Stardew Valley (Video Game) Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Emily/Sebastian/Shane (Stardew Valley), Sebastian/Shane (Stardew Valley), Emily/Sebastian (Stardew Valley), Emily/Shane (Stardew Valley), Abigail/Sam (Stardew Valley), Maru/Penny (Stardew Valley), Abigail & Sam & Sebastian (Stardew Valley), Maru & Sebastian (Stardew Valley) Characters: Sebastian (Stardew Valley), Emily (Stardew Valley), Shane (Stardew Valley), Abigail (Stardew Valley), Sam (Stardew Valley), Maru (Stardew Valley), Robin (Stardew Valley), Demetrius (Stardew Valley), Harvey (Stardew Valley), Marnie (Stardew Valley), Jas (Stardew Valley) Additional Tags: POV Sebastian (Stardew Valley), Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Canon Rewrite, Queer Themes, Gender non-conformity, Recreational Drug Use, Dysfunctional Family, Supernatural Elements, Canon-Typical suicidal ideation, Angst and Hurt/Comfort, Hope, Healing, Happy Ending, Festivals, Friendship, Mutual Pining, Slow Burn, Getting Together, Polyamory Negotiations, Complicated Relationships, First Kiss, Making Out, Oral Sex, Anal Sex, Anal Fingering, Vaginal Fingering, Biting, Sharing a Bed, Exhibitionism, Dirty Talk, Mild Kink, Rare Pairings, Podfic Welcome Summary:

In which Sebastian yearns for freedom and finds it down a very unexpected path.

[aiyexayen]

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

yes

Chapters: 19/? Fandom: Stardew Valley (Video Game) Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Emily/Sebastian/Shane (Stardew Valley), Sebastian/Shane (Stardew Valley), Emily/Sebastian (Stardew Valley), Emily/Shane (Stardew Valley), Abigail/Sam (Stardew Valley), Maru/Penny (Stardew Valley), Abigail & Sam & Sebastian (Stardew Valley), Maru & Sebastian (Stardew Valley) Characters: Sebastian (Stardew Valley), Emily (Stardew Valley), Shane (Stardew Valley), Abigail (Stardew Valley), Sam (Stardew Valley), Maru (Stardew Valley), Robin (Stardew Valley), Demetrius (Stardew Valley), Harvey (Stardew Valley), Marnie (Stardew Valley), Jas (Stardew Valley) Additional Tags: POV Sebastian (Stardew Valley), Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Canon Rewrite, Queer Themes, Gender non-conformity, Recreational Drug Use, Dysfunctional Family, Supernatural Elements, Canon-Typical suicidal ideation, Angst and Hurt/Comfort, Hope, Healing, Happy Ending, Festivals, Friendship, Mutual Pining, Slow Burn, Getting Together, Polyamory Negotiations, Complicated Relationships, First Kiss, Making Out, Oral Sex, Anal Sex, Anal Fingering, Vaginal Fingering, Biting, Sharing a Bed, Exhibitionism, Dirty Talk, Mild Kink, Rare Pairings, Podfic Welcome Summary:

In which Sebastian yearns for freedom and finds it down a very unexpected path.

[aiyexayen]

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

chapter 18. i genuinely think this is the best story i've ever written. i love it so much.

Chapters: 18/? Fandom: Stardew Valley (Video Game) Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Emily/Sebastian/Shane (Stardew Valley), Sebastian/Shane (Stardew Valley), Emily/Sebastian (Stardew Valley), Emily/Shane (Stardew Valley), Abigail/Sam (Stardew Valley), Maru/Penny (Stardew Valley), Abigail & Sam & Sebastian (Stardew Valley), Maru & Sebastian (Stardew Valley) Characters: Sebastian (Stardew Valley), Emily (Stardew Valley), Shane (Stardew Valley), Abigail (Stardew Valley), Sam (Stardew Valley), Maru (Stardew Valley), Robin (Stardew Valley), Demetrius (Stardew Valley), Harvey (Stardew Valley), Marnie (Stardew Valley), Jas (Stardew Valley) Additional Tags: POV Sebastian (Stardew Valley), Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Canon Rewrite, Queer Themes, Gender non-conformity, Recreational Drug Use, Dysfunctional Family, Supernatural Elements, Canon-Typical suicidal ideation, Angst and Hurt/Comfort, Hope, Healing, Happy Ending, Festivals, Friendship, Mutual Pining, Slow Burn, Getting Together, Polyamory Negotiations, Complicated Relationships, First Kiss, Making Out, Oral Sex, Anal Sex, Anal Fingering, Vaginal Fingering, Biting, Sharing a Bed, Exhibitionism, Dirty Talk, Mild Kink, Rare Pairings, Podfic Welcome Summary:

In which Sebastian yearns for freedom and finds it down a very unexpected path.

[aiyexayen]

chapter 17, in which sebastian shows off his ability to start a fire

Chapters: 17/? Fandom: Stardew Valley (Video Game) Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Emily/Sebastian/Shane (Stardew Valley), Sebastian/Shane (Stardew Valley), Emily/Sebastian (Stardew Valley), Emily/Shane (Stardew Valley), Abigail/Sam (Stardew Valley), Maru/Penny (Stardew Valley), Abigail & Sam & Sebastian (Stardew Valley), Maru & Sebastian (Stardew Valley) Characters: Sebastian (Stardew Valley), Emily (Stardew Valley), Shane (Stardew Valley), Abigail (Stardew Valley), Sam (Stardew Valley), Maru (Stardew Valley), Robin (Stardew Valley), Demetrius (Stardew Valley), Harvey (Stardew Valley), Marnie (Stardew Valley), Jas (Stardew Valley) Additional Tags: POV Sebastian (Stardew Valley), Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Canon Rewrite, Queer Themes, Gender non-conformity, Recreational Drug Use, Dysfunctional Family, Supernatural Elements, Canon-Typical suicidal ideation, Angst and Hurt/Comfort, Hope, Healing, Happy Ending, Festivals, Friendship, Mutual Pining, Slow Burn, Getting Together, Polyamory Negotiations, Complicated Relationships, First Kiss, Making Out, Oral Sex, Anal Sex, Anal Fingering, Vaginal Fingering, Biting, Sharing a Bed, Exhibitionism, Dirty Talk, Mild Kink, Rare Pairings, Podfic Welcome Summary:

In which Sebastian yearns for freedom and finds it down a very unexpected path.

[aiyexayen]

Chapters: 16/? Fandom: Stardew Valley (Video Game) Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Emily/Sebastian/Shane (Stardew Valley), Sebastian/Shane (Stardew Valley), Emily/Sebastian (Stardew Valley), Emily/Shane (Stardew Valley), Abigail/Sam (Stardew Valley), Maru/Penny (Stardew Valley), Abigail & Sam & Sebastian (Stardew Valley), Maru & Sebastian (Stardew Valley) Characters: Sebastian (Stardew Valley), Emily (Stardew Valley), Shane (Stardew Valley), Abigail (Stardew Valley), Sam (Stardew Valley), Maru (Stardew Valley), Robin (Stardew Valley), Demetrius (Stardew Valley), Harvey (Stardew Valley), Marnie (Stardew Valley), Jas (Stardew Valley) Additional Tags: POV Sebastian (Stardew Valley), Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Canon Rewrite, Queer Themes, Gender non-conformity, Recreational Drug Use, Dysfunctional Family, Supernatural Elements, Canon-Typical suicidal ideation, Angst and Hurt/Comfort, Hope, Healing, Happy Ending, Festivals, Friendship, Mutual Pining, Slow Burn, Getting Together, Polyamory Negotiations, Complicated Relationships, First Kiss, Making Out, Oral Sex, Anal Sex, Anal Fingering, Vaginal Fingering, Biting, Sharing a Bed, Exhibitionism, Dirty Talk, Mild Kink, Rare Pairings, Podfic Welcome Summary:

In which Sebastian yearns for freedom and finds it down a very unexpected path.

[aiyexayen]

we've passed 30k 😳

Chapters: 15/? Fandom: Stardew Valley (Video Game) Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Emily/Sebastian/Shane (Stardew Valley), Sebastian/Shane (Stardew Valley), Emily/Sebastian (Stardew Valley), Emily/Shane (Stardew Valley), Abigail/Sam (Stardew Valley), Maru/Penny (Stardew Valley), Abigail & Sam & Sebastian (Stardew Valley), Maru & Sebastian (Stardew Valley) Characters: Sebastian (Stardew Valley), Emily (Stardew Valley), Shane (Stardew Valley), Abigail (Stardew Valley), Sam (Stardew Valley), Maru (Stardew Valley), Robin (Stardew Valley), Demetrius (Stardew Valley), Harvey (Stardew Valley), Marnie (Stardew Valley), Jas (Stardew Valley) Additional Tags: POV Sebastian (Stardew Valley), Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Canon Rewrite, Queer Themes, Gender non-conformity, Recreational Drug Use, Dysfunctional Family, Supernatural Elements, Canon-Typical suicidal ideation, Angst and Hurt/Comfort, Hope, Healing, Happy Ending, Festivals, Friendship, Mutual Pining, Slow Burn, Getting Together, Polyamory Negotiations, Complicated Relationships, First Kiss, Making Out, Oral Sex, Anal Sex, Anal Fingering, Vaginal Fingering, Biting, Sharing a Bed, Exhibitionism, Dirty Talk, Mild Kink, Rare Pairings, Podfic Welcome Summary:

In which Sebastian yearns for freedom and finds it down a very unexpected path.

[aiyexayen]

new chapter!

Chapters: 14/? Fandom: Stardew Valley (Video Game) Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Emily/Sebastian/Shane (Stardew Valley), Sebastian/Shane (Stardew Valley), Emily/Sebastian (Stardew Valley), Emily/Shane (Stardew Valley), Abigail/Sam (Stardew Valley), Maru/Penny (Stardew Valley), Abigail & Sam & Sebastian (Stardew Valley), Maru & Sebastian (Stardew Valley) Characters: Sebastian (Stardew Valley), Emily (Stardew Valley), Shane (Stardew Valley), Abigail (Stardew Valley), Sam (Stardew Valley), Maru (Stardew Valley), Robin (Stardew Valley), Demetrius (Stardew Valley), Harvey (Stardew Valley), Marnie (Stardew Valley), Jas (Stardew Valley) Additional Tags: POV Sebastian (Stardew Valley), Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Canon Rewrite, Queer Themes, Gender non-conformity, Recreational Drug Use, Dysfunctional Family, Supernatural Elements, Canon-Typical suicidal ideation, Angst and Hurt/Comfort, Hope, Healing, Happy Ending, Festivals, Friendship, Mutual Pining, Slow Burn, Getting Together, Polyamory Negotiations, Complicated Relationships, First Kiss, Making Out, Oral Sex, Anal Sex, Anal Fingering, Vaginal Fingering, Biting, Sharing a Bed, Exhibitionism, Dirty Talk, Mild Kink, Rare Pairings, Podfic Welcome Summary:

In which Sebastian yearns for freedom and finds it down a very unexpected path.

[deadbranch]

Reblog if you're okay with receiving asks for backstory info on any/all of your fics.

If not all, specify which ones in the tags.

[lilnasxvevo]

U don’t understand people growing up so you read lots of novels so you can still feel connections to fictional people and to the people who write the novels and maybe you hope you will learn more about how people work from reading all those novels but unfortunately novelists are not usually great at knowing how normal and well-adjusted people work or else they probably wouldn’t be novelists

[quackysprouts]

ares slays his daughter’s rapist

[fearlesshades]

Hi, OP, hope you don't mind my rambling texts to my husband about this art because I've been having feelings about it since yesterday and I've been talking about it since yesterday.

[quackysprouts]

this is literally so flattering thank you😭🙏 i love when people notice the little details i put into my art and id almost forgotten about this piece, it’s been so long

[weepingchoir]

When a book is bad, oh well, the failed artistry of one rube, maybe co-authors. But when a movie is bad, and you consider the military-like scale of production, man-hours, the money involved: you must understand, it feels like I’ve been at war with the world for 29 years.

[elexuscal]

#when a book is bad you can be like. wow what a fascinating insight into One Guy's personal issues#when a movie is bad it's like. hundreds of people thousands of hours and millions of dollars were marshalled to make this thing#and it Completely Sucks (@specialagentartemis)

[coffeeeandbaileys]