Summary: Toji asks you to join one of his streams so he can show his fangirls how he really fucks
Warnings: established relationship, smut, 0 plot, mean!dom!Toji, sub!reader, older toji (reader is like 22 and hes like 27..?), p in v, unprotected, on film, rough sex, dirty talk, oral (m!receiving & f!receiving), facefucking, messy pussy eating, fingering, kinda daddy kink like not really (he calls himself it like twice), squirting, spitting, biting, choking, spanking, scratching, creampies, manhandling, overstim, dacryphilia, degradation, praise,
Wc: ~3.7k
a/n: i literally have so many abandoned drafts but i keep writing new ideas instead of finishing them </3
This is pretty proofread but again im posting at almost 4 am so if theres typos its cause im about to fall asleep
It had been 3 days since your boyfriend had asked if youd be willing to join in on one of his videos. You had been in the kitchen, leaning against the counter as you scrolled on your phone, waiting patiently for him to finish filming. When Toji finally emerged from your shared bedroom, skin flushed and covered in a sheen of sweat he immediately slumped against you, pressing you further into the counter.
“Yknow what i was thinkin’ babe?”
“Hm” you hummed back, not looking up from your phone.
“You should join a video of mine, sure my fangirls would love to see it” he smirked, kissing along the column of your neck as you finally paused your mindless scrolling.
It had taken a bit of convincing, understanding how his privacy and subscription was set up and how it wouldnt be a public thing, only accessible to those paying the highest tier for bonus content. He also went on about viewership and such, grinning widely when he talked about how everyone will love to see how good you are for him.
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3 days later and you sat on the bed in your room, watching him as he set up a few cameras — one facing the bed, one towards the side and another strapped to his chest which he called the “dom cam”.
“Cmon baby jus’ relax, gonna be like how we normally do it” his deep voice fills the space between you, reaching a hand up to cup your cheek. You offer him a soft smile when you nod, fixing your position on the edge of the bed.
“Atta girl, always so good for me” he praises, gently slapping your cheek a few times before returning to fiddling with the camera.
“So we just like… pretend theyre not there?” You ask, tilting your head as he stepped behind the camera, positioning it properly on you.
“Mhmmm” he drags out, his eyes flicking from the small screen on the camera to you. “Jus’ gonna fuck you like i normally do. Already look so hot when im inside anyways” he smirks at you as your cheeks flush, his sharp canines peaking out from the corners of his lips. He reached out and pressing a button on the cameras, the glowing red light immediately popping up. You chew your lip as you focus on the one strapped to his naked chest, eyeing the camera before focusing on his face.
A wide grin is spread on his lips, canines flashing as he leans down to cup your jaw, kissing along the opposite side of your neck. When you let out a small whine he pulls back, grin still wide as his hands fall to your waist to tug you closer to the edge of the bed. He stands in front of you, grey sweatpants hanging low on his hips. You looked up at him properly and your face was met with the bulge in his sweats, breath hitching as you took in how good he looked like this — hair a little messy, a wide smirk on his face, broad shoulders, a muscular chest that towered over you, and a straining cock hidden just out of sight.
His hand fell into your hair, brushing it away from your face gently before giving it a harsh tug back, making you wince. His other hand moves to your face again, thumb trailing over your bottom lip. You take it into your mouth, tongue swirling around it before sucking on it gently. His grin grew wider, gesturing with his head down at his crotch.
“Be a good girl and help me out a lil yeah? Like you usually do”
You stare up at him, eyes flicking from the camera to his face as you reach out to run your fingers along his thick thighs. Your fingers trailed further up, digging into the band of his sweatpants, fingers rubbing gently at his skin. When he pulls his thumb from your mouth you bite your lip as your eyes focus on his green ones, tugging down his sweats.
His cock springs free at the sharp tug of his sweatpants, thick and hard and leaking as it slaps against his abs. Veins travel up the length of it as pre decorates his tip, like little small pearls of desire signalling a demand for attention. He tugs your face closer to it and nods, urging you to continue as you wet your lips.
You lean in closer, licking a long stripe up the length of it, hand reaching out to firmly hold the base as your tongue works. Your eyes cant help but focus on the little flashing red light of the camera, tongue swirling over his reddened tip as he lets out a deep groan.
“Thatsss it… doin’ so good, look so pretty” he tugs your hair hard and your lips part slightly; small sparks of pain tingling across your scalp. He grins as he takes the opportunity to shove himself into your mouth, stretching your lips wide around his girth.
You choke slightly at the shove in, eyes widening as they flick up to his face. You smack his thigh lightly in protest but he just laughs, pulling his hips back before ramming them back in. You gag around him again, gripping onto his thighs as he holds the back of your head, using it as leverage to thrust harder into your mouth.
You stare up at him, small trails of drool sliding down from the corners of your lips. Hes grunting above you, deep sounds that fill the space between you as his head falls to the side, eyes fluttering as he shoves in particularly deep. You gag loudly against him, more drool sliding from your lips and tears stinging your eyes. Hes so big compared to you, shoved so deep in your throat you can barely breathe around him.
“Look so pretty when you cry like that” he grunts out, a hand moving to slap against your cheek. You whine at the slap, a few wet tears sliding down your flush cheeks. He pulls out suddenly and you pant hard, air immediately filling your lungs after having his cock shoved down your throat. He slaps his length against your face a few times, fucking his cock slowly across the side of your nose. You pout up at him, saliva and precum spreading across your skin. He grips your jaw harder, squeezing your cheeks together. When your lips part he leans down slightly, spitting directly onto them before dragging his cock back and forth through them. You let the spit rest on your lips, allowing his cock to drag over them before he pulls away.
His hands reach down and tugs your shirt off, buttons popping and rolling along the floor of your room; your eyes on his as you lean back slightly for him. He pushes you all the way back on the mattress, grabbing your shorts and tugging them off along with your underwear. You shiver as the cool air hits you, already soaked for him as you lean your head up to watch him. He sinks to the ground between your spread thighs, pointing the camera at your slick cunt.
“Shes so wet for me already” he purrs, moving closer to ghost his thumb over your clit. “Such a slutty thing for me arent ya?” He asks, blowing cold air over your folds.
You shiver at the feeling, looking at him with a pout “Tojiii” you whine out, trying to squirm your hips away from both his and the camera attention.
“Awww don’t be shy, baby. She looks like she tastes fuckin delicious, bet the viewers think so too” he flashes you a grin, all sharp teeth on display before sinking them into the plush skin of your thigh. His bite makes you cry out, hips bucking away from his mouth as he sucks on the spot, leaving a dark mark when he finally pulls away.
His arm reaches up, hand grabbing at your tit. He squeezes over the skin, fingers circling and tugging at your nipple. He leans down, spitting a glob of saliva onto your clit before using his ring and middle fingers to spread it around. He circles your clit slow, eyes flicking up to watch your face as you pant out, eyes locked on his. His other hand slides down from your chest, grabbing your thigh to open it further as his fingers trail down from your clit and run along your folds. They trail back up slowly before he slaps your clit hard, letting out a mocking laugh as you jerk your hips away.
“Ah-!“ you call out at the slap, hand flying down to push at his head in retaliation, pouting when he looks up at you.
“Stop teasing Toji”
“Fine, fine” he mumbled, kissing along your thigh until his mouth was connecting with your cunt, tongue slurping at your skin as he drinks you in. Saliva mixes with your slick as he drags his tongue all along your folds and shoves into them. Messy noises fill the room as he shifts the camera over so it would pick up everything. Coats of slick cover your pussy, mixes of saliva and your own juices glistening in the faint lighting of the room as he rams his tongue back inside you, licking into every crevice.
“F-fuck Toji!” You moan out at the feeling, back pressing further into the sheets as your hands grab at his hair. He pulls out of your hole with a grin, tongue dragging higher to suck and nip at your clit, swirling his tongue around it. He hums around the sensitive bud before flattening his tongue on it and moving his head back and forth. He pulls away to spit on it again, fingers moving up to spread your wetness around. His tongue fucks back into you, his fingers rubbing along your clit.
You were a moaning mess above him — hips bucking down along his face, fingers tugging at his hair so hard it almost ripped out, your mouth falling open and your eyes on the verge of rolling back in your head. Your slick stuck to your thighs and his chin, messily spreading all over you and dripping onto the sheets below your hips.
The room was so warm from what you both were doing, the cameras pointed at you making every sense twice as strong. Something deep in your gut churned, a need to be louder and hotter, a slight possessive nature to make sure your boyfriend’s fangirls knew he only fucked you.
You tugged his head closer to your pussy, his nose nudging into your clit along with his fingers. His tongue still thrusts into you, mouth drooling saliva in and around you, your thighs drenched. Your insides warm, the messiness of it all turning you on so much. His free hand moved to slap across your thighs, the feeling burning across your skin. You yelp out at the feeling, tugging again at his hair.
“‘M clo- ah fuck - close -nghh- Toji” you moan out louder than normal, hips bucking against his face. One of his eyebrows raise at your moan but you never noticed, too focussed on the feeling of his mouth on you.
He doesnt pull away to speak, does let out any mocking sounds or laughs like he usually does. He just focusses on you, briefly mumbling something incoherent into your cunt before going back to work. The heat builds steadily under your skin, a slow ascend that threatens to boil over at any moment as Toji maintains his pace, continuing to messily slobber over your cunt, tongue digging around in your hole as his fingers press harder on your clit, rubbing with a passion to make you cum.
Your high peaks, right at the cusp of falling over but still needing one last push. As if on cue his hand flies down against your thigh, hips jerking up violently into his mouth. You cum as the spank sends you tumbling from your high, heat spreading along your skin as every nerve feels like its been zapped by lightning. You gush into his face, screaming out at the pleasure. His tongue messily lapping it up as his face drenches in more juices, chin and nose coated in your essence.
He doesnt stop, doesnt even slow down at you squirt on him. His efforts double, nose pressing into your clit as his tongue fucks into you. You cry out harder, fresh tears spilling from the overstimulation. You try to jerk your hips back to escape but he just shakes his head against you, hands digging hard into your plush thighs until they bruise. His tongue drags out of you, sucking at your clit before spitting on it and sucking again.
“T-toji - fuck- s-stop - ohmygod - gonna cum again” you squeal out, eyes shutting from pleasure as your second orgasm crashes into you like a freight train, limbs locking up and head spinning from the sheer pleasure in your veins. Tears spill harder from your cheeks as he still doesnt let up, hips thrashing against him but he just holds you firmly down against the mattress.
“One more, gimme one more baby” he hums against your pussy, not pulling away for long before his fingers are thrusting into you and his tongue is spelling his name against your clit. Your thighs slam closed around his head, burying him closer to you and he laughs out. His fingers curl inside you, fucking messily into your cunt as loud squelches fill the room.
You felt the familiar sensation deep in your gut, so easily ready to fall over the edge again as he continues his ministrations, his fingers rubbing each time against your sweet spot. You shatter around him again, squirting against his face and hands as you cry out. Your legs squirm around him, hips bucking into his face as you try to shimmy up the mattress and away from him. He lifts his face slowly from between your trembling thighs, his chin and nose drenched in you. His dark greedy eyes rake down from your flushed face to your heaving chest and then back to your quivering cunt. He licks his lips, savouring the taste of you before slapping your clit. Your hips jerk away again and you whimper, a few more tears rolling down your cheeks. His eyes lock on them as he moves up your trembling body, licking them off your skin.
“Look so pretty when you cry like a slut for me” You whine out as his dick pokes at your swollen clit, spreading your slick around. He leans closer to your face, kissing along your jaw to your ear.
“Was gonna make you ride me but my baby looks too tired for that, yeah?” He mocks, biting at your ear before moving down your neck. You nod quickly, hands grabbing at his shoulders as your thighs still twitch around his hips, another small whine leaving you at the ache forming in them.
You look over at the two other cameras in the room, watching them as he kisses down the valley of your breasts. His hand moves up to roughly turn your jaw from looking at the camera to looking at him, his teeth sinking into the skin of your breast. You let out a soft moan, thighs pressing further around his hips. He trails kisses between both your nipples — kissing and sucking and biting at the skin — drinking in the sounds of your whines and moans.
His tongue swirls around one of your nipples, sucking it into your mouth harshly. His hand moves to grope at the other, slapping and squeezing at it. He grins into your skin at the sound of your little gasps and whines, your fingers digging into his hair.
He pulls away and trails kisses back up your neck, biting into the skin and sucking. He points the camera at you, deep marks littered across your flushed skin. Your eyes meet his and you let out a small whine, the camera moving from your neck down your breast and navel and stopping at your pussy. He spreads your legs apart wider, one hand holding the camera as the other runs through your swollen folds, still sensitive from your 3 orgasms.
“Gonna fuck this pretty thing so good” he laughs out, setting the camera back against his chest as he runs his tip through your folds, pushing your legs wider. “Tell me how bad you want it, baby”
You whine out, grinding your hips against him despite how overstimulated you feel. “Please Toji, need you to fuck me”
He grins widely, slamming his hips into yours. You cry out, falling back against the pillows as his hips repeatedly slam into yours, pace already brutal as he fucks you. Your hands reach out, nails dragging down his arms until small droplets of blood form on his skin. He grunts out loudly, grabbing at your thighs to hold them open.
“Fuck you feel so good, such a dirty girl for me” he groans out, his deep voice dripping with pleasure as he plows into you. The camera strapped to his chest picks up everything — your tits bouncing widely with each violent thrust in, the squelching sounds filling the room from your soaked pussy, and the delicious bulge in your lower stomach from how deep he is in you.
He reaches down, pressing his palm into the bump and speeding up slightly, fucking widely into your pussy. You cry out again, whole body moving up the mattress from the force of his thrusts. The headboard repeatedly smacks into the wall, the noise filling the room loudly. Your moans and his grunts add to the noise, conjoint sounds of pleasure that prove how good hes fucking you.
His hand slides down, thumb rubbing into your sensitive clit and you jerk away from him again. His free hand tugs you back in place, thrusting himself so deep inside you feel like youll choke on it.
Drool drips from your chin, mind hazy and empty, only the thought of how good his cock feels remaining. Every harsh thrust in drags against your gummy walls, slamming into your cervix and that sweet spot. You feel so full, already so close to spiralling off the edge as he picks up speed.
“T-toji ‘ts t-too muchhh” you choke out with a whine, trying to sink your nails deeper into his skin.
“Awww is Daddys cock too much for you?” He teases with a choked laugh, giving a particularly harsh thrust that has your eyes squeezing shut.
“N-never said t-that” you moan, hips bucking against his as he pinches your clit, the heat in your gut suddenly snapping.
You let out a choked sob, tumbling over the edge as your orgasm washes over you. It was harsh and sudden, lighting your nerves up like fireworks as your hips buck uncontrollably against his. Your mind swirls, getting dizzy from the pleasure as your eyes roll into the back of your head. When you finally come down his hips are still fucking into you, thick cock dragging against your sensitive walls as he chases his own high.
You cry out his name as tears spill from your eyes again, trying to get away from the relentless thrusting of his hips. He leans forwards on top of you, hand grabbing at your throat and squeezing, a lewd moan escaping you.
“Almost there baby, jus’ be a good girl for Daddy for a bit longer. You can do it” he mumbles against your skin before slotting his lips over yours and kissing. His mouth dominates the kiss, biting at your lips before sliding his tongue against yours. You moan into his mouth, fingers tangling in his hair as your thighs wrap around his waist more firmly, pulling him closer to you.
The heat in your stomach builds again and you feel like youre going to lose your mind, body ringed out of every last drop of pleasure inside you. His hips lose their rhythm for a moment and he swears into your lips, forehead dropping to rest against your chin as his fingers tighten by a fraction around your neck. Hes fucking into you like an animal, desperate to reach his release after watching you get yours so many times. His fingers continue their work on your clit, not letting up as he gets closer to his peak, needing you there too.
He lets out a sudden broken sound, biting into your skin as he cums inside you. Warmth spreads inside you as you squeeze around him, reaching your peak as he slams into you roughly, releasing thick ropes of white into you. You grab at his shoulders, shaking against his strong chest as you sob out, cumming hard again. His hips rock gently into you, pushing his sticky release further into you before hes crumpling on top of your body.
“N-no more” you beg with a small whine, grabbing at his hair as he slumps further ontop of you, panting out as he tries to catch his breath. Your skin is sticky as you fit together, making him grunt out when he finally peels himself away and rolls over. Toji stays like that for a few moments, hands sliding down his sweaty face as he curses under his breath and lets out a laugh.
“Fuck that was good baby, holy shit” he turns to you with a wide grin, kissing along your shoulder before moving to turn off the cameras positioned around the bed. He uses the one that was on him to film between your legs, capturing how his cum leaks from you and drips down your thighs onto the mattress. He runs his fingers through it a couple of times before you jerk away, grumbling something as you turn away.
“Alright baby we done, dont worry. Did so good for me, you were so pretty” he praises as he kisses your thigh, turning the camera off and tossing it to the side. He reaches down and picks you up in his strong arms, pressing you to his chest as he walks you both to the bathroom. “Lets get you all washed up and then we can cuddle, hows that sound?”
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Sukuna’s chamber was dim, lit only by the faint glow of a single oil lamp that burned low on the far table. The faint glow of flickering flames danced across the wide futon. You're laying on your back in the center of the silk sheets, thighs spread wide around Sukuna’s powerful hips.
The weight of him presses you deep into the bedding, four massive arms caging you in, four crimson eyes stay locked on your face with an intensity that steals your breath with every passing moment.
One of his massive cocks fills your cunt, stretching you open so completely that every tiny shift of his body sends jolts of overwhelming fullness through you. He's been inside you for so long that you've lost all sense of time.
It feels like hours his cock has been keeping you full, letting you feel every inch of him. The burn in your muscles deepening with every breath. Your legs tremble from holding the position you're in.
Sweat cools on your skin. Tiny droplets tracing paths down your sides. Yet the heat radiating from Sukuna wraps around you like a living flame, keeping you warm, while his first cock rests heavy and thick against your tummy. Its warmth seeping into your skin where the fat head is nestled perfectly in the soft dip of your navel. Thick, sticky precum dribbles steadily from the slit, filling that little hollow and spills over where the taut skin beneath your belly grows warmer from inside out. The sensation makes your breath hitch.
You can feel the way your own pussy drips around his second cock, sweet juices soaking his girth and the sheets below with every flutter of your walls. Sukuna felt every little pulse, every flutter of your walls around his massive length. Your cunt's molded itself to him now, gripping him tightly and welcomes him deeper with each subtle shift as you clench helplessly around his massive length, pulsing and squeezing as if trying to pull him in even deeper.
Your fingers are fisted tight in the silk sheets, knuckles white, the fabric's scrunched up in your palms so hard that if you let go, the imprints of your grip would remain. Every muscle in your body felt deliciously sore already. The kind of ache you knew would linger tomorrow and remind you exactly who had claimed you so thoroughly.
Sukuna moves with aching gentleness. He fucked his cock into you slowly. Just a little more with each rock of his hips, pushing a little deeper, then easing back only to press forward again. Every thrust paired with a tender-rough kiss to your neck. He's sucked purple kisses into your skin, marked you as his, over and over again, he can’t help himself.
This was one of those long nights, where he had you right where he wanted you. His version of making love to his sweet wife involved this slow worship. He kissed your beautiful skin. He felt your warmth and revelled in the pace of your heartbeat under his palm. The way your blood circulated throughout your body hypnotized him. It captivated him completely alongside the tight constricting heat of your cunt around his cock.
Wet squelches were significantly audible now, sopping wetness that flowed out thickly from your cunt, made them most prominent in the quiet room. He loved those lewd noises. He loved the scent of you even more. The warm salt of your skin. The sweetness of your hair and the sweet, heady aroma of your arousal that hung thick in the air around you both. His eyes traced every detail of you.
The heat across your cheeks. The way your lips trembled. The subtle sheen of sweat making your breasts glisten. He noticed how your nipples peaked in the cool air, noticed the rapid rise and fall of your chest. The soft thrumming of your heartbeat under his fingertips calmed him. Love made him drink in all of it. You were his. Utterly and perfectly his.
By now, you started to whine as the pressure built unbearably.
“s'too much...haaah...Sukuna-” The words left your lips high pitched and dazed. Voice coming out soft and breaking on little incoherent babbles when another slow thrust nudged his thick cockhead against that deep, sensitive gummy-soft spot inside you.
Sukuna shushed you gently, lips brushing your ear. “Shh, little wife. I know. I know it stretches you so full. But you are taking me so well. Just a little more. Let me feel you.”
His crimson eyes drank in every detail of your face, the way your lashes fluttered, the way your lips parted on little gasps as he rocked into you more intentionally but tenderly. He knew he was big. Everything about him was. He always tried so hard not to overwhelm you. Yet the stretch of his huge cock already did that. Your body always tried its hardest to take him. It fluttered and clenched around him. You wanted to cum.
The need to is excruciating but his resilience held him back from fucking you roughly. He wanted to savor you first and only then he'd make sure to fill you full with his cum, and leak him for days. Pump load after load into you and watch your lower tummy swell with him. It was always so much. It always had been and always will be.
Right now, he savoured you. You kept taking him deeper and deeper, then his gaze left your face. He looked down at your body, eyes focused on your breasts. The slight movement of them every time you heaved for air entranced him.
The way Sukuna took his time was excruciating. One of his lower hands trailed from your shoulder down your sweat-slicked skin, cupping the soft weight of your breast. He stroked it tenderly, thumb brushing over the nipple before pinching it lightly and tugging the stiff bud. It grew firmer instantly under his touch, so sensitive and soft.
You arched with a quiet cry, and Sukuna groaned low in his throat as he leaned forward to capture your nipple between his lips, mouth closing around it tenderly as he sucked gently at first, with slow devotion. Then harder, tongue swirling and teasing around the taut bud while his hips continued those shallow, devastating thrusts.
Pleasure coiled tighter inside you. Slowly, his hands moved down, two big palms finding purchase on your soft curves. His eyes followed the expanse of your body as he gripped your waist lightly, both thumbs pressing on the swell there, his first cock still resting on your lower tummy, smearing thick, warm precum on your skin.
He massaged the sticky mess, thumbs rubbing slow circles on your bloated lower tummy. Feeling his other cock under your skin, shift as he moved and began fucking into you deeper with purpose, now that he had a proper hold on you. Pulling you down on his cock to meet his thrusts.
You cried out. It felt so good, yet it was too much. The fat tip of his cock meeting the puckered tight entrance of your cervix, bullying it sweetly. More and more, it yielded gradually. You felt him so deep. So impossibly deep. Body trying so hard to take him. Your walls fluttered and clenched, milking his thick cock with every movement. The pressure built inside you, excruciatingly perfect, until it finally broke.
The intensity crashed over you. You came hard, body shaking as your pussy milked his cock with powerful spasms. Sweet juices gushing around him. Sukuna's control finally snapped. He held you tighter, four arms wrapping around your trembling body as he fucked into you with desperate, deep strokes claiming you completely.
His second cock rubbed hot and heavy against your tummy, smearing more precum across your skin. With a guttural growl he buried himself to the hilt and came. Heavy pulses of thick cum flooded the narrow channel of your cunt. So much of it. Your lower belly swelled visibly with the warmth of him. You felt every spurt, every throb, walls milked him greedily, drawing out every drop as he emptied himself inside you.
He stayed buried deep, arms cradling you close while the last tremors ran through both of you. His forehead pressed to yours. Crimson eyes soft in the dim light as he looks at you with something close to wonder.
“My perfect wife,” he murmured, voice rough and low. One hand stroked your swollen tummy, he pressed gently feeling the evidence of his release there. “So full of me. So good for me, always.”
You whimpered softly. Your cunt still fluttering around his cock. Yet you smiled up at him, arms wrapping around his neck. Sukuna kissed you slow and sweet, savouring the taste of your lips. The warmth of your breath. The way your body yielded so completely to his. He noticed the way your lashes brushed your cheeks when your eyes closed. He noticed the faint tremor in your thighs still wrapped around him. Noticed how your pulse slowed under his palm. Every detail etched itself into him. His wife. His light in the endless darkness.
He would stay like this for a while longer, still warm against and inside you, savouring every pulse, every shared breath, every quiet moment where the King of Curses could simply hold his beloved wife and feel utterly at peace. Outside, the night continued on. Inside, wrapped in each other, time held no meaning. Only love and the burn of pleasure remained.
Pavloving him drabble with frat!kuna x psychstudent!reader
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Your game had started off small, something you had thought of randomly one day when trying to figure out what your end of semester psychology project should be.
You organized ideas, drew hypotheses and set up your study data. It was all really simple — a study on which type of rewards create stronger connections between conditioned stimuli and their desired responses for humans.
Sukuna had fallen victim to you easily, already your tutee and situationship/almost boyfriend kinda for the past few months. It really was simple, your rewards would be two things: good grades lead to good sex and good sex would lead to good food. On separate occasions of course, you couldnt have one set of data messing with the other.
You wanted to see which would make your favourite frat bro more inclined to perform — food, or sex.
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Experiment Log: Day 2 Study Sesh… Gone Right?
Your notebooks and laptops remained forgotten on his desk, your back currently planted in the mattress of his bed and his face pressed further between your thighs, groans slipping from his lips as his tongue fucked into you and lapped at your juice.
“F-fuck Kuna! Slow down a bit” you cry out, hand sliding into his hair as he shook his head against you, fingers gripping your thighs firmer as he pushed your legs back to give himself more room.
You had met up with him to check his grade for a test, having already put your study in action you told him youd meet him at his dorm. When the grade popped up on the screen, a big passing 70% you both were overjoyed (seeing as his usual grades were closer to 40s). Not long after you had spread your legs for him, offering him a reward for his job well done. Something he took happily.
Your head falls back against his rumpled sheets, the smell of him infiltrating your senses — something woody mixed with cigarette smoke, a smell you decided was so deliciously him, something youd hate on anyone else.
Your legs twitched around his head, lips sucking at your clit harshly as his tongue fucked into every crevice of your cunt, his saliva drooling into your already overly messy pussy. You grip his hair tighter, feeling yourself near the edge as you hump down on his face, coil snapping as his fingers dig into your plush thighs.
He hums in satisfaction, drinking you all in as you gush on his face, vision going hazy as you pant above him from the force of your climax. He pulls away from your sopping cunt, kissing both of your thighs before letting your aching legs down, a wide grin on his cum soaked face.
“What do i get for scoring 100 on the next one?”
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Experiment Log: Day 6 Big Dick and McDonalds
“Fuckin’ hell- doing so good for me baby, so pretty like this” his rough voice groans out above you, legs folded over his shoulders as you cry out. His cock bullied into your abused cunt, every thick inch of him stuffed to the brim as he pounds into you roughly, biting and kissing at your calves as they rest on either side of his head.
“T-too much Kuna- ‘ts too big” you whine, skin sticky with sweat and his saliva, deep marks littering your pretty flushed skin. He grins above you but he doesnt let up, thumb circling your clit as his other hand locks your legs against his chest.
“Too much? Funny, before you said you needed more” he laughs, snapping his hips harder into yours. The loud squelching of your wet pussy fills the space of your dorm room. His head tilts sideways to rest against your leg, hips faltering as you squeeze around him, another orgasm ripping through you.
You shatter around him, ears barely able to register the sound of his voice and how he talks you through it, the ringing in your ears so loud as your eyes roll back. Warmth blooms in your gut as he cums inside you, hips fucking his seed deeper into your pussy, his groans filling your ears when you finally come to.
“Fucking love how your pussy takes all of me like that, shes so good for me, so fucking pretty stretched on my cock” he mutters out, dropping your legs to watch how your pussy clenches around him, cum seeping from your hole until it gathers at the base of his cock in an obscene white ring.
After a while he rolls off you, dragging you against his firm chest, face nuzzling into your neck. You brush him away when you can finally feel your legs, much to his displeasure as he watches you disappear into the kitchen, his eyes trained on your ass. You return a few moments later with a bag of fast food, placing it onto his lap as you get back in bed to cuddle him.
“Here, since you fucked me so good baby” he stares down at you, a pierced eyebrow lifting in question. You just smile sweetly at him as he opens the bag, eyes widening at the amount you got for him.
Hey, who is he to deny free food?
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Experiment Log: Day 15 Frat Boys Can Be Needy Too
“A hundred fucking percent baby” he calls out as he pummels into your dorm room, a wide expectant grin on his face. You stare up at him with a smile from your sofa, ready for phase 2 of your experiment.
It had already been a while of you doing this, rewarding him for quizzes and assignments and tests, everything leading up to that glorious 100 percent that should guarantee a reward. It was this moment you planned to revoke your rewards, seeing how he would react.
You had already come to the conclusion that what you were doing here offered the better incentive for him to perform, seeing as your food rewards after sex often didnt actually yield any difference in his behaviour besides being slightly more needy and clingy in his demand for nourishment after the deed.
“Well?” He stares down at you, already moving to pull his shirt off. “Woah woah woah, calm down lover boy” you laugh out, a hand covering your mouth “whatcha think youre doing?”
He pauses, staring down at you in disbelief “what, you got amnesia or something? I want my reward for acing that stupid fucking test. Dont be a brat”
You laugh again, shifting on the couch as he pulls his shirt off, hands already moving to grab at you. “And what reward is that?” You smile coyly, his face thoroughly unamused.
“Dont test me, woman. You know what reward im talkin ‘bout. Had you screaming my name two days ago while we were studying” his hands pull your shirt off and over your head, lips already moving to connect with your neck. Your cheeks burn from his words, slightly embarrassed from the sudden jog in memory.
You swatted him away, hands on his shoulders. “You expect sex cause you got an 100?” You ask, needing this critical piece of information. “Fuck yeah, been two weeks of you rewarding me to this 100. Lemme make you feel good as a thank you, yeah? We both deserve it” he slides onto the couch next to you, pulling you onto his lap, your legs straddling his hips.
“And if i didnt reward you? What would you do then?” You need to gauge his reaction, see how far hed be willing to go after you had trained him for 2 weeks straight, your study sessions practically everyday since the first time you spread your legs for him.
His eyes narrowed but he resumed his motions kissing over the column of your neck, sucking over previous bruises he had left the night before. “Id be pretty fucking mad, wouldnt you be?” He scoffed but there was a small pout on his lips, his annoyance clear as he demanded his reward, grinding you against the thick bulge in his pants.
“Alright alright, but only since you were so good for me and got your 100” he rolls his eyes, already pulling your jeans and panties off, fingers dipping between your thighs to feel your wet folds, a hum coming from him as he grinned in triumph.
“Yeahh whatever you say baby, know you fuckin love it too much to really mean that” he bares his teeth, grinning as two digits break through your resistance, sinking into your warm heat and pumping you open.
A soft moan slipped from your lips, hands planted firm on his chest as his middle and ring fingers thrusted slowly into you. His other hand moved to your jaw, fingers squeezing around it as he dragged your face forwards and kissed you roughly.
You hummed into his mouth, hips shifting down against his thick fingers as they curled inside you and rubbed your sweet spot. Your mouth fell open at the feeling, his tongue plunging in and tangling with yours, spit mixing together messily.
You moan louder and his mouth swallows up the sound, hungry lips devouring you as drool slips down your chin, fingers working faster in you as his thumb rubs your clit.
Your manicured nails bite at his shoulders, a familiar heat pooling in your stomach as you gush further onto the palm of his hand. You break the kiss, forehead pressed against his as your eyes squeeze shut, cumming as his fingers ram into your sweet spot and curl deliciously.
Your brain is fuzzy, body slumping against him as you squirt onto his hand, juices sliding down his palm and wrist, his pants and abs soaked.
You pant as your face finds his neck, arms wrapping around his shoulders to hold yourself steady as his thick fingers pull out. His hand goes to his mouth, sucking his fingers clean while the other works at pushing his sweats down to free himself.
“Good job baby, bet that felt reallll good huh?” He nudges your head out of his neck, kissing your lips until you can taste yourself on his tongue. His fingers wrap around the base of his cock, nudging your entrance. His other hand moves to your hip, pressing you down onto it. You whine out loudly, thick inches spreading you open.
“Fuck baby, how you so tight even after i fuck you everyday? Always feel like a virgin” he grunts against your skin, hips bucking up into yours. You moan out loudly, his head dipping into the crook of your neck to leave fresh marks over fading ones, letting everyone know who you belong to. “Gonna fuck my pretty girl so good, make all that time you spent on me worth it. Dont even worry bout it baby, Sukuna’s got you”
Your hips sink down on him fully, his throbbing cock snug inside your tight walls as you twitch against him. Your thighs tense as you lift slowly before sinking back down, head falling backwards as he continues to trail kisses along your skin. He licks at your collar bones and neck, your face scrunching at the feeling of his saliva on your skin.
“D-dont lick me like a fuckin dog” your voice breaks as his hips thrust up into you, his hands firmly planted on your hips, blunt nails digging at your skin.
“Mmm but you taste so good” he grunts out, biting at your skin as his hips speed up their pace. He fucks up into you everytime he pulls you down against him, his tip slamming into your cervix as you cry out from the force.
Your hands grip tighter at him, nails scratching deep marks into his tattooed skin. He moans out at the feeling, head falling backwards against the back of the couch as he jerks his hips up faster until youre basically flying off his lap and coming back down with loud wet smacks.
“F-fucking shit! Holy crap Kuna” you cry out, the dorm next to yours banging on the wall for you to shut up. His hips never stop, even as his hand moves from your hip to reach behind his head and grab the back of the couch for more support. His teeth bite at his lip, eyes locked on your flushed sweaty face, tits bouncing with each of his brutal thrusts as he sends you spiralling.
“Youre so fucking hot like this, should make you mine just so nobody else ever gets to see you. Bet they couldnt make you cum like i can anyways” he laughs out before a rough moan slips from his lips, fingers tightening into your skin and the back of the couch.
“F-fuck- gonna - ohmygoddd - c-cum - shit!” You sob out, nails clawing down his chest as you crash on top of him. The pressure in your stomach snaps clean in half, body shaking as your thighs give out and clamp around him, whole body going slack.
“Just like that- good girl. Almost there just gimme a minute” his arms lock around your waist, hugging you tight against him as he uses your body. His hips speed up, working faster towards his own climax. You whine and whimper in his ear, so wet your pussy drools down his cock until his thighs feel sticky with your release, your warm tears against the side of his neck.
He lets out a strangled sound, bottoming out fully as he cums. You clamp tighter around him and his hips buck, teeth sinking into your shoulder as he ruts into you and drags his orgasm out.
You both go slack, the only sound between the two of you being your rough panting as you try to catch your breathes. He recovers first, littering kisses along your neck and chest, kissing over your neglected tits.
“Did so good, like always. So proud of you baby. Lemme help ya into the shower ok? Then ill cook for ya and we can cuddle. Hows that sound?” You nod, kissing the side of his face as your fingers drift into his pink hair, ruffling it further.
He picks you up, cradling you close to his chest, not pulling out until youre finally in the shower and he can set you down.
“Proud of you too ‘Kuna. Youre so smart, soon you wont even need my help” you smile up at him sleepily, pressing a soft kiss to his lips as the shower turns on.
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Experiment Log: Bonus Chapter Cumming Clean
“No way you fucking used me for this stupid project” his voice was rough, eyes sharp as they flicked from you to your presentation board. You laugh at the look on his face, only now telling him you had been using him as a guinea pig for half the semester, your data logs full from how much the two of you went at it.
“Is it really that serious Sukuna? Acting like you didnt benefit from it” you reach out, pulling him into your side. His arm wrapped around you instinctively, staying with you as you presented your project to whoever stopped at your stall, knowing eyes of other students and staff members flicking between the two of you.
He leaned down, his warm breath over your ear “i expect another reward when you get your grade for this” he kisses your temple, his hand craning your face sideways to look at him “oh, and for unknowingly helping my pretty girl out”
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His thick bicep locks around your neck, your body planted onto the mattress as your hips are raised behind you, his own coming down to repeatedly slam into yours.
The frat house was loud, a party raging downstairs as youre trapped in Sukunas headlock, his cock beating its way into your abused cunt with every thrust of his hips.
You yell out at the feeling of being stuffed so full of him, elbows planted in his dark sheets as your nails dig into the skin of his bicep, his face next to yours as he leans over your body.
Lewd moans rip from your throat repeatedly as he fucks you — his reward for helping you get a 98% on your final project. Two bangs come from behind his locked door before cheers and laughter, Gojo’s voice breaking through the sound of the music as he cheers you both on.
You laugh, or at least you try to before it turns into another cry. Sukunas hand slips under your body, grabbing at your tit and rolling your nipple between his fingers. He licks at your ear and you whine out, grossed out by the feeling of it.
“How you still not - shit- used to that?” He laughs behind you, nibbling at your lobe before kissing the side of your face.
Your skin was practically purple at this point with how many marks litter your skin — dark hickeys and bite marks that have your friends asking if he tried to eat you the previous night.
“S-still gross” you whine, head tilting sideways to rest against the pillow that was his muscles.
His angle shifts, his knees planted firmer behind your own legs as he meets your hips harder and deeper, feeling him in your guts.
“Hows that baby, feel better?” His hand trails down from yours tits, smacking your ass a few times under the skin turns red before slipping to your tummy, hand pressing into the bulge that formed there from his cock.
You sob out, body jerking from the force of his palm. You nod your head, legs weak as you slump forwards, his strong arm the only thing keeping you up as you cry from the feeling. His hand on your stomach makes it so much better, makes you feel like youre touching heaven before he drags you back down to hell with him.
“S -so… ahhh! Nghh s-shit- b-better anh!” You babble incoherently, your eyes rolling back as drool and tears roll off your face and wet the skin of his bicep. You cum with a particularly hard thrust to your cervix, feeling like his cock managed to break into it as you scream out. You squirt over his skin, hips twitching against him as you try to ride it out despite not being able to feel your body anymore as you tingle all over.
“There we go.. bet that felt so fucking good, my dirty little girl looks so pretty” he grunts in your ear, cumming inside you a few moments later. His arm locks around your neck, head swirling from the momentary loss in oxygen before hes releasing you and pushing you onto your back.
He pulls out, cum seeping onto his dark sheets and he curses softly, watching as it floods from your stretched out cunt, his mouth moving to kiss over your sore bite riddled thighs.
“Mm that was nice yeah? Say thank you to me for getting you that 98”
You roll your eyes when you can finally process anything in the world around you, wiggling backwards against his chest as he sits up against the headboard.
“Thanks soooo much, you really did your big one” you say sarcastically, your fingers interlocking with his despite how you sass him.
“Thats a new record i think, 2 minutes after sex and i already need to fuck the attitude back outta ya. Funny how that works”
“Was this not reward enough? What else could you possibly want?” You glare up at him.
“Hmmm how bout… you be my girlfriend?” He grins down at you with a raise of his pierced eyebrow.
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a/n: superrr self indulgent as a psych major and much longer than i originally intended
Guys tell me if this should become a recurring dynamic ok bai :3
Pavloving him drabble with frat!kuna x psychstudent!reader
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Your game had started off small, something you had thought of randomly one day when trying to figure out what your end of semester psychology project should be.
You organized ideas, drew hypotheses and set up your study data. It was all really simple — a study on which type of rewards create stronger connections between conditioned stimuli and their desired responses for humans.
Sukuna had fallen victim to you easily, already your tutee and situationship/almost boyfriend kinda for the past few months. It really was simple, your rewards would be two things: good grades lead to good sex and good sex would lead to good food. On separate occasions of course, you couldnt have one set of data messing with the other.
You wanted to see which would make your favourite frat bro more inclined to perform — food, or sex.
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Experiment Log: Day 2 Study Sesh… Gone Right?
Your notebooks and laptops remained forgotten on his desk, your back currently planted in the mattress of his bed and his face pressed further between your thighs, groans slipping from his lips as his tongue fucked into you and lapped at your juice.
“F-fuck Kuna! Slow down a bit” you cry out, hand sliding into his hair as he shook his head against you, fingers gripping your thighs firmer as he pushed your legs back to give himself more room.
You had met up with him to check his grade for a test, having already put your study in action you told him youd meet him at his dorm. When the grade popped up on the screen, a big passing 70% you both were overjoyed (seeing as his usual grades were closer to 40s). Not long after you had spread your legs for him, offering him a reward for his job well done. Something he took happily.
Your head falls back against his rumpled sheets, the smell of him infiltrating your senses — something woody mixed with cigarette smoke, a smell you decided was so deliciously him, something youd hate on anyone else.
Your legs twitched around his head, lips sucking at your clit harshly as his tongue fucked into every crevice of your cunt, his saliva drooling into your already overly messy pussy. You grip his hair tighter, feeling yourself near the edge as you hump down on his face, coil snapping as his fingers dig into your plush thighs.
He hums in satisfaction, drinking you all in as you gush on his face, vision going hazy as you pant above him from the force of your climax. He pulls away from your sopping cunt, kissing both of your thighs before letting your aching legs down, a wide grin on his cum soaked face.
“What do i get for scoring 100 on the next one?”
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Experiment Log: Day 6 Big Dick and McDonalds
“Fuckin’ hell- doing so good for me baby, so pretty like this” his rough voice groans out above you, legs folded over his shoulders as you cry out. His cock bullied into your abused cunt, every thick inch of him stuffed to the brim as he pounds into you roughly, biting and kissing at your calves as they rest on either side of his head.
“T-too much Kuna- ‘ts too big” you whine, skin sticky with sweat and his saliva, deep marks littering your pretty flushed skin. He grins above you but he doesnt let up, thumb circling your clit as his other hand locks your legs against his chest.
“Too much? Funny, before you said you needed more” he laughs, snapping his hips harder into yours. The loud squelching of your wet pussy fills the space of your dorm room. His head tilts sideways to rest against your leg, hips faltering as you squeeze around him, another orgasm ripping through you.
You shatter around him, ears barely able to register the sound of his voice and how he talks you through it, the ringing in your ears so loud as your eyes roll back. Warmth blooms in your gut as he cums inside you, hips fucking his seed deeper into your pussy, his groans filling your ears when you finally come to.
“Fucking love how your pussy takes all of me like that, shes so good for me, so fucking pretty stretched on my cock” he mutters out, dropping your legs to watch how your pussy clenches around him, cum seeping from your hole until it gathers at the base of his cock in an obscene white ring.
After a while he rolls off you, dragging you against his firm chest, face nuzzling into your neck. You brush him away when you can finally feel your legs, much to his displeasure as he watches you disappear into the kitchen, his eyes trained on your ass. You return a few moments later with a bag of fast food, placing it onto his lap as you get back in bed to cuddle him.
“Here, since you fucked me so good baby” he stares down at you, a pierced eyebrow lifting in question. You just smile sweetly at him as he opens the bag, eyes widening at the amount you got for him.
Hey, who is he to deny free food?
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Experiment Log: Day 15 Frat Boys Can Be Needy Too
“A hundred fucking percent baby” he calls out as he pummels into your dorm room, a wide expectant grin on his face. You stare up at him with a smile from your sofa, ready for phase 2 of your experiment.
It had already been a while of you doing this, rewarding him for quizzes and assignments and tests, everything leading up to that glorious 100 percent that should guarantee a reward. It was this moment you planned to revoke your rewards, seeing how he would react.
You had already come to the conclusion that what you were doing here offered the better incentive for him to perform, seeing as your food rewards after sex often didnt actually yield any difference in his behaviour besides being slightly more needy and clingy in his demand for nourishment after the deed.
“Well?” He stares down at you, already moving to pull his shirt off. “Woah woah woah, calm down lover boy” you laugh out, a hand covering your mouth “whatcha think youre doing?”
He pauses, staring down at you in disbelief “what, you got amnesia or something? I want my reward for acing that stupid fucking test. Dont be a brat”
You laugh again, shifting on the couch as he pulls his shirt off, hands already moving to grab at you. “And what reward is that?” You smile coyly, his face thoroughly unamused.
“Dont test me, woman. You know what reward im talkin ‘bout. Had you screaming my name two days ago while we were studying” his hands pull your shirt off and over your head, lips already moving to connect with your neck. Your cheeks burn from his words, slightly embarrassed from the sudden jog in memory.
You swatted him away, hands on his shoulders. “You expect sex cause you got an 100?” You ask, needing this critical piece of information. “Fuck yeah, been two weeks of you rewarding me to this 100. Lemme make you feel good as a thank you, yeah? We both deserve it” he slides onto the couch next to you, pulling you onto his lap, your legs straddling his hips.
“And if i didnt reward you? What would you do then?” You need to gauge his reaction, see how far hed be willing to go after you had trained him for 2 weeks straight, your study sessions practically everyday since the first time you spread your legs for him.
His eyes narrowed but he resumed his motions kissing over the column of your neck, sucking over previous bruises he had left the night before. “Id be pretty fucking mad, wouldnt you be?” He scoffed but there was a small pout on his lips, his annoyance clear as he demanded his reward, grinding you against the thick bulge in his pants.
“Alright alright, but only since you were so good for me and got your 100” he rolls his eyes, already pulling your jeans and panties off, fingers dipping between your thighs to feel your wet folds, a hum coming from him as he grinned in triumph.
“Yeahh whatever you say baby, know you fuckin love it too much to really mean that” he bares his teeth, grinning as two digits break through your resistance, sinking into your warm heat and pumping you open.
A soft moan slipped from your lips, hands planted firm on his chest as his middle and ring fingers thrusted slowly into you. His other hand moved to your jaw, fingers squeezing around it as he dragged your face forwards and kissed you roughly.
You hummed into his mouth, hips shifting down against his thick fingers as they curled inside you and rubbed your sweet spot. Your mouth fell open at the feeling, his tongue plunging in and tangling with yours, spit mixing together messily.
You moan louder and his mouth swallows up the sound, hungry lips devouring you as drool slips down your chin, fingers working faster in you as his thumb rubs your clit.
Your manicured nails bite at his shoulders, a familiar heat pooling in your stomach as you gush further onto the palm of his hand. You break the kiss, forehead pressed against his as your eyes squeeze shut, cumming as his fingers ram into your sweet spot and curl deliciously.
Your brain is fuzzy, body slumping against him as you squirt onto his hand, juices sliding down his palm and wrist, his pants and abs soaked.
You pant as your face finds his neck, arms wrapping around his shoulders to hold yourself steady as his thick fingers pull out. His hand goes to his mouth, sucking his fingers clean while the other works at pushing his sweats down to free himself.
“Good job baby, bet that felt reallll good huh?” He nudges your head out of his neck, kissing your lips until you can taste yourself on his tongue. His fingers wrap around the base of his cock, nudging your entrance. His other hand moves to your hip, pressing you down onto it. You whine out loudly, thick inches spreading you open.
“Fuck baby, how you so tight even after i fuck you everyday? Always feel like a virgin” he grunts against your skin, hips bucking up into yours. You moan out loudly, his head dipping into the crook of your neck to leave fresh marks over fading ones, letting everyone know who you belong to. “Gonna fuck my pretty girl so good, make all that time you spent on me worth it. Dont even worry bout it baby, Sukuna’s got you”
Your hips sink down on him fully, his throbbing cock snug inside your tight walls as you twitch against him. Your thighs tense as you lift slowly before sinking back down, head falling backwards as he continues to trail kisses along your skin. He licks at your collar bones and neck, your face scrunching at the feeling of his saliva on your skin.
“D-dont lick me like a fuckin dog” your voice breaks as his hips thrust up into you, his hands firmly planted on your hips, blunt nails digging at your skin.
“Mmm but you taste so good” he grunts out, biting at your skin as his hips speed up their pace. He fucks up into you everytime he pulls you down against him, his tip slamming into your cervix as you cry out from the force.
Your hands grip tighter at him, nails scratching deep marks into his tattooed skin. He moans out at the feeling, head falling backwards against the back of the couch as he jerks his hips up faster until youre basically flying off his lap and coming back down with loud wet smacks.
“F-fucking shit! Holy crap Kuna” you cry out, the dorm next to yours banging on the wall for you to shut up. His hips never stop, even as his hand moves from your hip to reach behind his head and grab the back of the couch for more support. His teeth bite at his lip, eyes locked on your flushed sweaty face, tits bouncing with each of his brutal thrusts as he sends you spiralling.
“Youre so fucking hot like this, should make you mine just so nobody else ever gets to see you. Bet they couldnt make you cum like i can anyways” he laughs out before a rough moan slips from his lips, fingers tightening into your skin and the back of the couch.
“F-fuck- gonna - ohmygoddd - c-cum - shit!” You sob out, nails clawing down his chest as you crash on top of him. The pressure in your stomach snaps clean in half, body shaking as your thighs give out and clamp around him, whole body going slack.
“Just like that- good girl. Almost there just gimme a minute” his arms lock around your waist, hugging you tight against him as he uses your body. His hips speed up, working faster towards his own climax. You whine and whimper in his ear, so wet your pussy drools down his cock until his thighs feel sticky with your release, your warm tears against the side of his neck.
He lets out a strangled sound, bottoming out fully as he cums. You clamp tighter around him and his hips buck, teeth sinking into your shoulder as he ruts into you and drags his orgasm out.
You both go slack, the only sound between the two of you being your rough panting as you try to catch your breathes. He recovers first, littering kisses along your neck and chest, kissing over your neglected tits.
“Did so good, like always. So proud of you baby. Lemme help ya into the shower ok? Then ill cook for ya and we can cuddle. Hows that sound?” You nod, kissing the side of his face as your fingers drift into his pink hair, ruffling it further.
He picks you up, cradling you close to his chest, not pulling out until youre finally in the shower and he can set you down.
“Proud of you too ‘Kuna. Youre so smart, soon you wont even need my help” you smile up at him sleepily, pressing a soft kiss to his lips as the shower turns on.
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Experiment Log: Bonus Chapter Cumming Clean
“No way you fucking used me for this stupid project” his voice was rough, eyes sharp as they flicked from you to your presentation board. You laugh at the look on his face, only now telling him you had been using him as a guinea pig for half the semester, your data logs full from how much the two of you went at it.
“Is it really that serious Sukuna? Acting like you didnt benefit from it” you reach out, pulling him into your side. His arm wrapped around you instinctively, staying with you as you presented your project to whoever stopped at your stall, knowing eyes of other students and staff members flicking between the two of you.
He leaned down, his warm breath over your ear “i expect another reward when you get your grade for this” he kisses your temple, his hand craning your face sideways to look at him “oh, and for unknowingly helping my pretty girl out”
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His thick bicep locks around your neck, your body planted onto the mattress as your hips are raised behind you, his own coming down to repeatedly slam into yours.
The frat house was loud, a party raging downstairs as youre trapped in Sukunas headlock, his cock beating its way into your abused cunt with every thrust of his hips.
You yell out at the feeling of being stuffed so full of him, elbows planted in his dark sheets as your nails dig into the skin of his bicep, his face next to yours as he leans over your body.
Lewd moans rip from your throat repeatedly as he fucks you — his reward for helping you get a 98% on your final project. Two bangs come from behind his locked door before cheers and laughter, Gojo’s voice breaking through the sound of the music as he cheers you both on.
You laugh, or at least you try to before it turns into another cry. Sukunas hand slips under your body, grabbing at your tit and rolling your nipple between his fingers. He licks at your ear and you whine out, grossed out by the feeling of it.
“How you still not - shit- used to that?” He laughs behind you, nibbling at your lobe before kissing the side of your face.
Your skin was practically purple at this point with how many marks litter your skin — dark hickeys and bite marks that have your friends asking if he tried to eat you the previous night.
“S-still gross” you whine, head tilting sideways to rest against the pillow that was his muscles.
His angle shifts, his knees planted firmer behind your own legs as he meets your hips harder and deeper, feeling him in your guts.
“Hows that baby, feel better?” His hand trails down from yours tits, smacking your ass a few times under the skin turns red before slipping to your tummy, hand pressing into the bulge that formed there from his cock.
You sob out, body jerking from the force of his palm. You nod your head, legs weak as you slump forwards, his strong arm the only thing keeping you up as you cry from the feeling. His hand on your stomach makes it so much better, makes you feel like youre touching heaven before he drags you back down to hell with him.
“S -so… ahhh! Nghh s-shit- b-better anh!” You babble incoherently, your eyes rolling back as drool and tears roll off your face and wet the skin of his bicep. You cum with a particularly hard thrust to your cervix, feeling like his cock managed to break into it as you scream out. You squirt over his skin, hips twitching against him as you try to ride it out despite not being able to feel your body anymore as you tingle all over.
“There we go.. bet that felt so fucking good, my dirty little girl looks so pretty” he grunts in your ear, cumming inside you a few moments later. His arm locks around your neck, head swirling from the momentary loss in oxygen before hes releasing you and pushing you onto your back.
He pulls out, cum seeping onto his dark sheets and he curses softly, watching as it floods from your stretched out cunt, his mouth moving to kiss over your sore bite riddled thighs.
“Mm that was nice yeah? Say thank you to me for getting you that 98”
You roll your eyes when you can finally process anything in the world around you, wiggling backwards against his chest as he sits up against the headboard.
“Thanks soooo much, you really did your big one” you say sarcastically, your fingers interlocking with his despite how you sass him.
“Thats a new record i think, 2 minutes after sex and i already need to fuck the attitude back outta ya. Funny how that works”
“Was this not reward enough? What else could you possibly want?” You glare up at him.
“Hmmm how bout… you be my girlfriend?” He grins down at you with a raise of his pierced eyebrow.
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a/n: superrr self indulgent as a psych major and much longer than i originally intended
Guys tell me if this should become a recurring dynamic ok bai :3
Synopsis: you are sent to become the King of Curses new bride, but you are not as innocent as the King thinks.
tw: 18+ content. oral (fem receiving) rude kuna, creampie, improper use of second mouth, slight choking, p in v, sexual content, p with plot lololol. Idk what else to put lol enjoy!!
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You must be cursed. By the gods, by your people, possibly even by the universe.
To avoid slaughter of your village, the elders chose you to send to the kings castle as his new bride. You had heard the rumors, a man with 4 arms, 4 eyes, and a heart made of darkness. The stories have been told for centuries, a demon, a king, a king of what? Curses. A man who is not even a man, slaughtering countless villages, kingdoms, and taking the world as his own. He is king of nearly every province stretching across all of Asia. He has had many wives, wives in which are.. gone now. Where? Who knows. Probably to hell. If you didn’t know any better, you’d assume he has his own gateway there where he dumps the souls of humans he no longer has use for.
The weather is quite unfitting for today, sunny, warm, a breeze that could roll away all of your worries. This breeze will not be of any help to you now though, seeing in which the female elders are bathing you, dressing you in a white bridal style kimono to show you are pure, and still innocent. Untouched.
You are hauled into a cart, pulled by two cattle. Some of the stronger men of the village accompany you on the descent up to the kings castle. If you could even call it that, more like his lair. You were told not to cry, not to disobey, and to do everything he asks you to. Not to speak without permission, better yet, do not utter a word at all.
Let us go back to the beginning, shall we? Why the elders chose you, out of all the women in the village.
For one, your mouth is untamable. You have a soul made of fire, of passion. A fire that cannot be put out, no matter how many times you’ve been punished for your slick words. No amount of threats, pain, or being locked in your room with no food for 3 days could ever break your spirit.
They figured he’d have fun with you. Break you until you’re at your wits end, and then they’d have to find another woman to take your place when he ultimately sends you to your demise.
What they didn’t realize was, you are not that stupid. Oh, the opposite actually. When they informed you of your new position, you knew exactly what you needed to do. Tame the king of curses, and take revenge upon the people in your village who had cast you out.
An honorable feat, yes. Was it undoable? Probably. Will that stop you? No, not at all.
You have decided to play the good wife, innocent woman, and then take him by surprise.
Nobody would dare talk back to him, nobody would even dare look Ryomen Sukuna in his eyes.
You will be the one.
You will not cry, your words will not falter, and you will not fear him.
Let’s get back to business.
The climb seemed endless. The higher the cart traveled, the quieter the world became.
Even the singing of the birds disappeared.
The chirping of the insects.
Even the cattle pulling the cart grew uneasy, their ears began pinning back as they trudged up the winding mountain path. Thick cedar trees towered overhead, and they swallowed what little sunlight was left at this time. Every so often, you caught glimpses of stone gates, each one stained a darker shade of red than the last.
Nobody spoke. The men escorting you had gone pale hours ago.
One of them clutched his prayer beads around his wrist so tightly his knuckles had turned white. Another was muttering blessings beneath his breath, his voice couldn’t stop trembling enough in a way which almost made you laugh.
Cowards. Every last one of them.
They were terrified of even walking this path. Did they have no empathy? Why should they be afraid when you are the one made to live with him.
The road finally leveled out, and there it stood. The kings residence.
It wasn’t the towering castle you’d imagined.
It was worse, far worse.
A sprawling estate built into the side of the mountain itself, roofs of black lacquer stacked one behind another until they disappeared into the mist. Massive oni statues stood guard at the entrance, each carved with snarling faces and fangs long enough to impale a man. Crimson banners hung motionless despite the breeze, embroidered with symbols you didn’t recognize, couldn’t even read.
It felt like it wasn’t built there, but yet the mountain itself bowed to the king.
The cattle refused to move another step, and so did the men.
“We are here,” One of the men said with quivering lips. “You will walk the rest of the way,”
Of course you will.
You stepped onto the stone path. No one reached out to steady you. No one offered words of comfort.
The elder cleared his throat.
“…Remember what we told you.”
You looked at him. For just a moment. His eyes flickered away.
“Of course.”
Your smile was small. Sweet. Perfect.
“I’ll make our village proud.”
The guilt on his face almost made the trip worthwhile. Without another word, the gates groaned open, and the men took the cattle and the carriage, and fled back down the mountain. Leaving you alone.
The heavy doors slammed shut behind you the moment you crossed the threshold.
The sound echoed through the estate.
The men outside didn’t call your name.
Didn’t wait.
Didn’t even look back.
“…How rude.”
The voice came from somewhere ahead. You followed it through a long corridor lined with flickering lanterns. The scent of sandalwood mixed strangely with iron, and beneath your sandals, the polished floors were so immaculate you could almost see your reflection.
The corridor opened into an enormous audience hall, and your feet stopped before your mind could tell them to.
There he was.
Ryomen Sukuna.
He sat lazily atop an elevated platform, one leg bent while the other stretched over the edge as though this entire meeting bored him.
Four arms.
Four eyes.
Pink hair that caught the late light of the evening.
Black markings crawled across his skin like living ink, disappearing beneath the loose folds of his robes.
He was beautiful. In the same way a lightning strike was beautiful. The same way standing at the edge of a cliff was beautiful.
Something magnificent that could kill you without a second thought.
His upper right hand rested against his cheek.
The lower left lazily spun a dagger between his fingers.
His eyes settled on you.
All four of them.
The room suddenly felt too small.
“So.”
His voice rolled through the hall.
“This is the offering.”
You lowered your head into a respectful bow. “My lord.”
Silence.
You counted the seconds.
One.
Two.
Three.
Four.
Five.
Six.
“…Look at me.”
There it was. Your first test.
The village had ordered you never to meet his eyes, and of course, you will not head their warnings.
So you slowly lifted your head. And looked directly into all four of them.
The dagger stopped spinning. One of his brows rose.
“…Interesting.”
A slow smile spread across his face.
"What's your name, woman?" He asks you, though his tone suggests he doesn't particularly care at all.
“It is y/n, my lord.”
"Y/n," he repeats, the syllables rolling off his tongue like something to be tasted. He tilts his head, studying you with an intensity that makes your skin prickle. “A simple name for a simple offering."
He then gestures toward the elaborate feast spread across the low table in the corner. There are roasted meats, sake, rice, seared vegetables, fresh mochi cakes, and seasonal fruits. "Eat."
This is where it begins. “May I decline, my lord? I am not particularly hungry.”
His eyebrows twitch at your polite refusal. Most would tremble and obey without question, but you possess a quiet confidence that intrigues him despite himself. His gaze sharpens, piercing through you."You'll eat my food," he states, more demand than question. "It's disrespectful to decline a King’s hospitality."
“Of course my lord. I am deeply sorry.” You bow again, playing the coy woman. You walk yourself over to the table of food, and take your seat.
His eyes follow you as you sit, noting the graceful movement of your body, the way the kimono falls around you. The village elders mentioned you were difficult. Rebellious. Unyielding. Yet here you are, bowing and eating according to his wishes, or perhaps just following the rules of survival. He does not know which it is yet. He walks to his seat across from you, pouring himself a cup of sake.
You keep your gaze lowered as you reach for the bowl of rice, careful not to rush. You know he is watching. Every movement that you make, and every breath you take into your lungs.
You bring the first bite to your lips. Then the second.
Only enough to satisfy the command.
Across from you, Sukuna lazily swirls the sake in his cup before taking a drink.
“You eat like someone expecting poison.”
You set your chopsticks down.
“If you intended to poison me, my lord, I imagine I would already be dead.”
A corner of his mouth lifts.
“You assume I wouldn’t enjoy watching it work.”
“I assume,” you reply evenly, “that if you wished to kill me, you wouldn’t waste good food doing it.”
Silence.
One of his lower hands drums a slow rhythm against the table.
“…The elders did not tell me you were clever.”
“They did not think I was.”
“Hm.”
His eyes narrow slightly.
“They told me you were troublesome.”
You almost smile.
His grin grows sharper.
“I was beginning to think they had lied.”
He reaches across the table with one of his upper hands, plucking a grape from the bowl between you.
Instead of eating it himself…
He holds it toward you.
“Open.”
Another test. You know it immediately.
If you hesitate, you offend him.
If you obey too eagerly, you become another frightened bride.
Slowly, you lift your eyes to his.
Without a word, you lean forward just enough to accept the fruit.
Your lips brush against the tips of his fingers.
Deliberately. Only for an instant. Then you lean back, chewing quietly as though nothing had happened.
His hand remains suspended in the air. Interesting.
Not because you touched him.
Because you hadn’t flinched. Most people recoiled before they ever came close enough to feel his skin.
You hadn’t even blinked.
He withdraws his hand.
“You’ve been taught manners.”
“I have.”
“And yet your village still wished to be rid of you.”
Your fingers pause around the porcelain cup.
So.
He already knows.
Of course he does.
“You’ve done your research.”
“I know everything worth knowing that enters my land.”
His gaze lingers on your face.
“So tell me…” His voice softens.
“What offense earned you this honor?”
You lower your eyes once more.
“They found me difficult.”
“I gathered that.”
“I asked too many questions.”
“Hm.”
“I disagreed with my elders.”
“I can imagine.”
“I refused a marriage.”
At that, one of his brows lifts.
“The son of the village chief.”
“And?”
“He believed my refusal insulted his family.”
“So they handed you to me instead.”
You nod once.
“They believed it solved two problems.”
A low chuckle rumbles through the hall.
“Cowards.”
The word leaves his mouth with unmistakable contempt. “They feared one woman’s tongue more than they feared sending her to a monster.”
His crimson eyes meet yours again. “…Pathetic.”
Out of nowhere, he crushes the ceramic sake cup in one hand without so much as looking at it.
Fragments scatter across the table.
“I despise weak rulers. There is no value in leaders who throw away useful tools because they cannot control them.”
His gaze settles on you once more.
The silence stretches between you two.
Neither of you reached for the food.
The brazier crackled softly between you, its flames throwing restless shadows across the room. Sukuna leaned back against the cushion at his side, one arm draped lazily over his raised knee while another rested on the table. To anyone else, it may have looked relaxed.
You knew better.
Predators looked calm before they struck.
“You’ve gone quiet.”
You folded your hands neatly in your lap.
“I was waiting for permission to speak.”
“Hm.”
His upper right hand tapped against his cheek.
“And if I never gave it?”
“I would remain silent.”
“You’d obey?”
“I would fulfill my duty as your wife.”
His lips curled.
“Liar.”
The word came so quickly that you almost looked up in surprise.
“I don’t believe a single thing you’ve said since you have arrived.”
Your expression remained smooth.
“Then why ask me questions?”
“Because eventually…”
He leaned forward.
“…everyone slips.”
His crimson eyes bored into yours.
“They speak without thinking. They forget themselves.They reveal who they are.”
One of his lower hands reached across the table, plucking your untouched cup of tea from in front of you.He drank from it.Then set it back exactly where it’d been.
“I have patience.” His smile widened. “You’ll disappoint yourself before you disappoint me.”
You looked down at the cup. “You’ve shared my tea, my lord.”
“I have.”
“Was there a reason?”
“Does there need to be?”
“No.”
“Good.”
He watched for a reaction.
Disgust. Embarrassment. Flattery.
Nothing.
Only that same composed expression.
“…You’re difficult to read.”
“I’ve been told.”
“I dislike that.”
“I gathered.”
Another pause.
Then, unexpectedly,
“What do you think of me?”
Your fingers tightened beneath the table.
It was a dangerous question. The truth would get you killed. A lie would insult him.
You chose neither.
“I think…”
You lifted your gaze carefully.
“…that you are exactly as powerful as the stories claim.”
His expression didn’t change.
“And?”
“You are observant.”
“Hm.”
“You see things others don’t.”
“Go on.”
“And I believe…”
You let your words linger for just a heartbeat.
“…that you’re lonelier than anyone would dare admit.”
The room froze. The air itself seemed to grow heavier. Outside, the wind died.
For the first time since entering his palace…You wondered if you’d gone too far.
Sukuna stared at you. Expressionless.
The wooden table cracked beneath one of his hands.
A jagged line spread through the lacquered surface with a sharp crack.
“You presume much.”
His voice had dropped lower than before.
“I do.”
“You think because I’ve allowed you to breathe…”
His smile returned, though there was no amusement in it now. “…that you’ve begun to understand me?”
“No.”
“Then why say it?”
You met his gaze without wavering.
“Because you asked.”
Silence.
Another long…
Uncomfortable silence.
Then, to your surprise,
He laughed.
Not loudly, or mockingly. It was short.
A single breath of amusement through his nose.
“Good.”
He stood.
Towering over the ruined table.
“I was beginning to think you’d answer like every other woman brought before me.”
He stepped around the feast, stopping at your side.
One large hand came to rest atop your head. Not affectionately, of course.
He gripped your chin just enough to force you to tilt upward.
“You have courage.”
His thumb brushed your chin lightly.
“Or astonishing stupidity.”
“I haven’t decided which.”
His four eyes searched yours again.
Long enough that your neck began to ache beneath the weight of his hand.
Finally, he released you.
“You’ll stay.”
The words were spoken as though they required no explanation.
He turned toward the doorway.
“Oh.”
Without looking back, he added,
“And stop pretending.”
Your heartbeat began to quicken.
“I don’t know which version of yourself is real. But the obedient bride…”
A quiet chuckle echoed through the hall.
“…is the least convincing performance I’ve seen in centuries.”
Then he walked away, leaving you alone before the half finished feast.
Your hands remained folded in your lap. Perfectly still.
Only after the doors slid shut behind him…Did the smallest smile tug at the corner of your lips.
He had seen through the act. Not all of it. But enough.
Which meant one thing.
The real game…Had finally begun.
The room was yours again.
You exhaled slowly, the breath leaving your lungs far shakier than you would’ve liked.
“…He is insufferable.”
“Careful.”
The unfamiliar voice made your shoulders stiffen.
A man emerged from one of the shadowed hallways carrying an empty serving tray. His hair was pale, tied loosely at the nape of his neck. Unlike everyone from your village, he didn’t look terrified.
Only tired.
Very tired.
“You’ll offend him if he hears you.”
You watched him carefully.
“And you are?”
He offered a shallow bow.
“Uraume.”
“So he does keep servants.”
“I serve because I choose to.”
You weren’t sure you believed that.
Uraume stepped around the cracked table as though it were an everyday inconvenience. Which, judging by the ease with which they moved, perhaps it was.
Their eyes flicked toward your untouched meal.
“You hardly ate.”
“He wasn’t interested in whether I was hungry.”
“No.”
They began collecting shattered pieces of the sake cup as casually as if they were flower petals.
Perhaps the village had been right. Perhaps there truly was no taming him.
“Come.”
Uraume balanced the tray on one hand.
“I’ll show you your quarters.”
The palace was even larger from the inside. Long corridors stretched endlessly beneath carved wooden beams blackened with age.
No guards patrolled. No servants bustled about.
The place was eerily… empty.
“Does no one else live here?”
“Many do.”
“I haven’t seen anyone.”
“You aren’t meant to.”
You resisted the urge to roll your eyes.
Eventually, Uraume stopped before a pair of cedar doors.
“This is yours.”
The room was beautiful.
Tatami mats covered the floor. Silk bedding rested upon a raised platform. An open veranda overlooked the mountains below, where clouds drifted lazily through the valleys.
Fresh flowers sat in a porcelain vase near the window.
You blinked.
“He had these prepared?”
“They’re replaced every morning.”
“For… his wives?”
“No.”
Uraume answered without emotion.
“For you.”
Your brows knit together.
“How could he have known I’d like flowers?”
“He didn’t.”
“Then why?”
“He likes them.”
You stared.
“…He likes flowers?”
“He likes beautiful things.”
That was somehow more unsettling.
Before you could ask another question, footsteps echoed through the corridor.
Uraume immediately stepped aside.
You turned just as Sukuna rounded the corner.
He had changed out of his ceremonial robes.
Now he wore a simpler dark yukata, though “simple” felt like the wrong word for a man whose mere presence made the hallway seem smaller.
His eyes landed on you.
Then on Uraume.
“Leave.”
Uraume bowed once and disappeared without another word.
You were alone with him again.
Sukuna glanced toward your room.
“You approve?”
“It is more than I expected.”
“I know.”
“…Thank you.”
One brow lifted.
“You thank me?”
“It seemed appropriate.”
“Hm.”
His gaze drifted past you, into the room.
“You’ve been asking questions.”
“A few.”
“What did you learn?”
“That lying to you is unwise.”
A grin tugged at one corner of his mouth.
“And…”
You hesitated.
“You like flowers.”
His eyes slowly returned to yours.
“…Does that surprise you?”
“A little.”
“Why?”
“I suppose I imagined someone who conquers kingdoms wouldn’t care for gardens.”
“I don’t.”
“…Then why keep them?”
He looked past you, toward the vase by the window.
“They bloom. They wither. They bloom again.”
A pause.
“They don’t complain while doing it.”
You couldn’t help yourself.
“So that’s the quality you admire?”
“No.”
His gaze lingered on the petals.
“The certainty.”
Before you could make sense of that answer, he started walking again. After only a few steps, he spoke without turning around.
“You will consummate with me tomorrow.”
Your stomach tightened.
He gave a low hum.
“You are to officially become my wife.”
He looked over one shoulder, one crimson eye catching yours.
Then he continued down the corridor, leaving those words hanging in the air.
You stood frozen in the doorway of your new chambers.
The words repeated in your mind.
You will consummate with me tomorrow.
Your fingers curled slightly into the fabric of your kimono. Of course.
What had you expected?
A monster who ruled through fear would not suddenly care about your comfort. He had accepted you into his home, given you a room, fed you his food, and allowed you to speak.
But that did not mean you were free.
You were still the offering. The sacrifice.
The village had dressed you in white and sent you here hoping you would disappear like every woman before you. And yet your expression remained calm.
Because if there was one thing you refused to give him, it was the satisfaction of seeing you break.
Tomorrow.
You had one night. One night to understand the man everyone feared. One night to decide whether your plan was possible.
Because if Sukuna believed you were nothing more than another possession…Then you would let him believe it.
The night was strangely quiet. Too quiet. You had expected screams. The sounds of battle. Anything that matched the stories you had heard. Instead, the King’s palace rested peacefully beneath the moonlight. Almost as if it wasn’t the home of a man who had brought entire kingdoms to their knees.
You sat by the open veranda, staring out at the mountains. Your mind wandered.The elders.The villagers.Their faces when they told you.
“You should be grateful.”
Grateful. The word still made your blood boil. They hadn’t sacrificed themselves.They hadn’t even considered anyone else.They chose you because they knew you wouldn’t bow easily.Because they knew your spirit was the only thing they couldn’t control.
A soft sound came from behind you.
You didn’t turn immediately.
You already knew.
“You’re awake.”
Sukuna stepped onto the veranda.
“You sound disappointed.”
“I’m surprised.”
“By what?”
“That you announce your arrival instead of appearing like a ghost.”
A quiet hum.
“You’re becoming comfortable.”
You looked toward him.
“No.”
“Good.”
His eyes narrowed slightly.
“Comfort makes people careless.”
He stepped beside the railing, looking out at the same mountains you had been watching.
For a moment, neither of you spoke. It was strange.
Standing beside the most feared man alive…
And realizing he was not interested in filling the silence.
“You aren’t afraid.”
There it was again. That observation. That curiosity.
You glanced at him.
“I am.”
His eyes shifted toward you.
“But?”
“But fear does not change what must be done.”
Something unreadable crossed his face. Most people would have expected anger.
Instead, it was Interest.
“You speak as though you have already accepted your fate.”
“I accepted reality.”
“And what is your reality?”
You looked back toward the mountains.
“That I was sent here.”
A pause.
“That I cannot leave.”
Another pause.
“And that if I wish to survive, I must understand you.”
The corner of his mouth lifted.
“Understand me?”
“Yes.”
“And you believe you can?”
“No.”
That answer seemed to catch him off guard.
“I believe I can try.”
For once, Sukuna did not immediately respond. The wind moved between you.
“You are strange.”
“I’ve heard.”
“No.”
His gaze settled on you.
You remained silent.
“you want revenge.”
Your eyes narrowed.
There it was. The first crack. The first sign that he had noticed more than you wanted him to.
“Be careful, woman.”
His voice lowered.
“Secrets are fragile things.”
You held his gaze.
“So are kingdoms.”
For several seconds, neither of you moved.
Then, Sukuna laughed softly.
Not kindly.
Not cruelly.
Amused.
“Tomorrow should be interesting.”
And with that, he left you beneath the moonlight.
Leaving you with the unsettling realization.
That the King of Curses was not fooled by your act.
He was waiting to see what you would do when the act was no longer enough.
The next day came quickly, quicker than you’d like.
Once awake, you spent your day wandering the palace. You visited the gardens, took walks in the bath house, and occupied yourself until the night stretched across the lands. You returned to your room, and waited. A short time passed before a knock at your door came, you walked up and opened it to be greeted by 3 women, your ladies in waiting. Apparently, to be ready to be bedded, was a 3 person job.
“Undress please my lady,” a woman spoke. Her voice soft and kind. The women looked for imperfections, scars, they studied your body until they were satisfied. An older woman spoke first. “She is perfect,”
Followed by another woman, “indeed,” she turned to face you, “you have a perfect body to give him an heir.”
“An heir? I did not think he was interested in that.”
“He isn’t, but it is good to know you are capable of it.” She walked away into the far end of the room, gathering spices. “You will soak in a bath, and then you will be dressed in your nightly robes. We will walk you to the door of his chambers, where the consummation shall take place.”
For the next hour, you are bathed, washed, and rubbed down in various lotions, oils and scents.
Your ladies dress you in a soft white nightly gown, to symbolize innocence and purity. “Are you ready, my lady?”
“Yes, I am.” Your voice is shakier than you want, but it is the truth. You are ready.
They walk you through many long corridors, stopping at two large doors. “We shall take our leave now,” and with that, you are left alone, standing in front of his chambers.
The heavy doors to his master chambers slide open, revealing a room dominated by a massive, elevated futon covered in dark red silks. You step inside with shaky legs, and await what is to come. And although it is not what anyone has ever felt, you are feeling excited, for what? That is unknown. The doors slide shut behind you with an ominous click.
You stood in the center of the room, hands folded neatly in front of you.
Waiting.
A few moments passed.
Then,
Footsteps.
Slow.
Unhurried.
The doors opened behind you. You did not turn immediately. You refused to give him the satisfaction of seeing you startle.
“You are better at pretending than most.”
His voice filled the room. You turned. Sukuna stood at the entrance, his gaze immediately finding yours.He had changed from his usual robes, though even without the armor of a king, he carried the same overwhelming presence.
“You make it sound as if it is an insult,” you start, but then are cut off with his voice.
“It is.”
He steps closer, closing the distance between you. His four eyes trace the curve of your white night attire, the way your hair catches the flickering candlelight, and the subtle defiant set of your shoulders. "You speak as though your obedience is a negotiation." He reaches out with one large hand, tilting your chin up to force your gaze to meet his.
"It is hardly negotiation, my King," you reply smoothly, lifting your chin to meet his overwhelming gaze despite your smaller stature. Your beautiful skin is lit softly in the candlelight. "It is simply acknowledging that I am a wife, not a slave. My duty includes obedience, yes, but I still possess a voice."
“You dare speak to me that way, woman? Your mouth has not learnt its place. No matter how much you pretend, you cannot hide anymore, can you?”
“Show me my place, my lord. And I will accept it.”
His thumb brushes against your jaw, the touch surprisingly controlled given his reputation for brutality. He seems almost... amused by your audacity. "Tsk. You don’t want to learn your place, you wish to dismantle it. A voice," he repeats, as if testing the word on his tongue. "Most women simply tremble and offer nothing but tears. You offer... commentary." His upper right hand releases your chin, moving to trace the edge of your white sleepwear, his fingers push softly into your shoulder.
Your breath hitches slightly as his clawed fingers trace the delicate fabric, but you force yourself to remain still. This is your moment. You will show him that his dark reputation doesn't intimidate you."My voice is merely the byproduct of my personality, my lord," you state, tilting your head slightly.
His four eyes narrow at your refusal to tremble, a flicker of genuine surprise crossing his face before settling back into his mask of cold indifference. "Personality," he repeats flatly, taking a step back. The distance between you now feels wider, more formal. "The court told me you were... energetic. I suppose that is a kind way of putting it."
"Energetic," you repeat with a dry laugh, your hair bouncing as you shake your head. "Is that what they call it at court? That's a very polite euphemism."
His lips twitch with something that might be amusement or simply irritation. He turns away abruptly, giving you a view of his broad, muscular back and the tattoo like markings that seem to dance in the candlelight. "I expect silence and obedience from my wife, not... commentary." He orders coldly.
“Yes my lord, I am deeply sorry.”
"Now, are you ready to consummate?" He demands, his voice dropping an octave, losing the patience for the verbal sparring. The question hangs heavy in the air between you, a command rather than an inquiry. He turns back to face you fully, his towering presence dominating the room. "Do not make me ask twice."
“Yes, my lord. I am ready,” your voice is breathy, and you can’t help but start to notice things about him. His muscles, his broad shoulders, his deep voice and his long fingers. The impure thoughts berating your mind feel as if they can be heard by him.
He gives a sharp, and satisfied nod, the tension in the room shifting instantly from verbal sparring to a kind of raw, primal intent. He steps forward, closing the small distance between you until his massive shadow completely engulfs your smaller frame.
"Good." He reaches down, gripping the fabric of your white embroidered night gown with both lower hands, beginning to tug the layers apart. The silk parts effortlessly, sliding down your shoulders and pooling around your feet, leaving your skin completely bare before him. Your hair falls down your shoulders, contrasting beautifully with your curves. His four eyes rake over you without shame, slowly assessing your naked form. There is undeniable approval in his gaze, even he cannot deny he was sent a stunning woman. "Lay down on the bedding."
You obey, stepping carefully out of the pooled silk and moving toward the massive futon in the center of the room. You lower yourself onto the luxurious bedding, your hair spreading out against the dark pillows like a halo, your skin glistening softly in the dim light. He towers over the edge of the bed, watching you like a predator observing its prey. He begins to disrobe, letting his own robe fall open to reveal his terrifying, magnificent form. Four powerful arms, intricate black markings stretching across his muscular chest, and the massive, erection that stands proudly beneath his waist. His four eyes burn into yours as he climbs onto the bedding, the mattress dipping dangerously under his heavy weight. "Spread your legs."
Your curiosity gets the best of you, despite the situation, you cannot help but let your eyes drop to his stomach. You stare, mouth agape, at a second mouth placed right above his groin. He obviously catches you staring, a cruel smirk tugging at his lips. "Do you find that distracting, wife?" His voice is dripping with mockery. Before you can respond, the second mouth on his stomach opens, a wet curling tongue emerging to lick slowly across his abdomen in warning. “Careful woman. Watch what you gaze upon."
“I- I am sorry my lord I am simply-“
“Nervous?.” He finishes for you, his tone dripping with condescension. He looms over you, positioning himself between your spread thighs, that thick cock pressing against your inner thigh. not inside you yet, but promising its entrance. His lower hands press your knees wider apart, keeping you open and exposed. “You need not apologize for looking.” He catches the subtle whimper that leaves your lips as his hands grip your knees, and the slick heat radiating from your thighs. His nose flares, the scent of arousal hitting his inhuman senses. One of his upper hands moves down, tracing along the inside of your thigh where glistening wetness already coats your folds.
"You are genuinely aroused?." He states observationally, almost like he's surprised. Perhaps expecting tears and trembling instead.
“Yes my lord, I am awaiting.” you sigh out, meeting his two sets of eyes.
His thumb finds your clit, circling it once slowly and deliberately. The touch is clinical, not tender but a surveyor assessing terrain. "This is good," he murmurs, his voice low and commanding. "Do not embarrass yourself by crying out during the actual act."He positions himself at your entrance, that massive head pressing against your slick opening. "Breathe."
Despite his command, your breath catches in your throat almost immediately. His voice remains steady, commanding you to maintain your composure. His upper hands grip your hips tightly, pinning you to the futon as he begins to push the thickest part of his length against your entrance, not yet inserting, but making his presence undeniable."Breathe deeply, wife. I will not have you choking." He stares sternly into your eyes, looking for any hints of fear.
You slow your breathing, taking slow deep breaths, allowing the air to fully circulate in your body before breathing out. He begins pushing in, his size stretching your opening to fit him. He pauses, for a small moment allowing you to adjust before he continues pushing into your core. The room is nearly silent, aside from the small creaking of the futon beneath you. He continues watching your face carefully, monitoring every single reaction. His lower hands spread your thighs wider while his upper hands maintain their grip on your hips, keeping you open and immobile. With slow, deliberate movements, he begins to feed his massive length into you inch by agonizing inch. “Calm down woman.”
“I- I am trying,” you breath out, gasps leaving you every second. “It is.. mmm.. I am,” the sound slips out before you can stop it. a sharp, stifled gasp. Your fingers dig into the silk futon underneath you, your brow furrowing in response to the overwhelming sensation of being filled. Your hair moves slightly as you tilt your head back in an involuntary struggle to maintain composure.
His gaze remains sharp, observing every flinch and micro expression your face gives to him.
"That sound," he says, his voice low and deep, "was not a breath. I warned you about crying out." He pauses, his massive length halfway inside you, stretching you beyond what feels possible. "Do it again, and I will gag you."
“do.. you not wish to know I am experiencing pleasure, my lord?” Unfortunately, despite your best efforts, your hips involuntarily roll up, chasing more movement, more friction. His grip on your hips tightens, hard enough to bruise.
He stops pushing, the tip of his massive cock resting against your cervix. His eyes narrow dangerously at your audacity, a wife questioning him during the act. "You are my wife, Your pleasure is irrelevant to my satisfaction." His lower hands push you deeper onto the futon, his tone final. You nod, biting your lip to control further noise. Unsuccessful of course. A moan escapes your plump lips and his eyes narrow at your stubborn resistance to control. The sound slips through your clenched teeth despite your efforts, leaving you vulnerable to his mocking gaze. His thumb brushes across your jaw, feeling the vibration of your struggle. "You cannot control yourself." He states, rather than asks. "I want no wife who leaks noise every time my weight touches her."
“I am sorry, I cannot..! It, it is excruciatingly pleasing.” Another push upwards, your body betrays you. Your mind says to obey, yet your body needs more. He stills instantly, his eyes narrowing into dangerous slits at your confession. He seems genuinely unbothered by your pleasure and more irritated by your lack of restraint. "I do not care if it feels good," he snaps, his upper hands gripping your jaw to force your eyes onto his. "This is about my satisfaction, not yours. Control yourself."
“I swear my king, I am trying my hardest,”
Your hips roll upward entirely without permission, your body betraying your mind's desperate attempt at obedience. The slick friction draws a ragged gasp from your throat, your skin glistening with a sheen of sweat as you instinctively chase more of that overwhelming sensation."Stop moving,"
“Well then you must!”
“You dare speak a plea for me to fulfill your desires, woman? I am not moving to accommodate your pleasures.” He snaps sharply, “you will remain still, and you will learn discipline while I fuck you, wife.” He pushes his cock in deeper, hitting your cervix.
“o-oh my god! I- I cannot, it is-..” A untamable mouth indeed. The loud cry escapes you instantly as his thick length pounds deep, hitting your most sensitive spot. His face contorts into an angry mask, the sight of your helpless, gasping body under him causing visible irritation rather than pleasure. "There it is again," He growls, "That disgusting noise."
“You.. you cannot tell me you do not find pleasure in the sounds of your wife in the chambers,”
His movements slow, his thick length pulsing inside you as he glares down at you, clearly displeased with your defiance. "You are my wife, not my lover," he corrects coldly, his massive form looming over you. "Your sounds are not music to my ears. they are a reminder of your lack of control."
“And if I am not to be your lover, then who is?”
“Nobody. I shall not partake in such humanly matters such as love. It is unruly and disgusting,” He does not hesitate, his expression remaining coldly indifferent. "I have a wife for duty, lineage, and convenience." He thrusts sharply, cutting off any further argument, his four hands pinning you completely immobile. "Love is a weakness for mortals. Do not mistake your role for affection."
“So.. do you not love pussy my lord?” You tilt your head, gripping onto the silk beneath you.
He stops moving entirely, the audacity of the question hanging heavily in the air. His four eyes narrow at you, the stomach mouth twisting into a jagged grin as he stares down at your trembling form. "I enjoy conquest. I enjoy taking what belongs to me." His voice is devoid of affection. "Pussy is a commodity. I do not 'love' it."
“I see,” you sigh, twisting your face into a small frown.
His jaw tightens at your simple observation, as if your acceptance of his coldness displeases him in some unspoken way. His massive cock pulses inside you, your wetness coating him as he considers your words. The stomach mouth curls its tongue deliberately against his abdomen, a strange, almost irritated gesture. "You sound disappointed." He resumes slow, punishing thrusts.
“Yes, I am. Quite,” You are now a little more able to quiet yourself. Allowing yourself only small gasps.
He freezes mid thrust, his four eyes blazing down at you with something dangerously close to curiosity. "You are disappointed?" He repeats, the concept clearly foreign to him. "A mortal woman is disappointed that her King of Curses does not whisper sweet nothings through four mouthfuls of teeth?"
“Yes my king. I am.” You avoid his gaze entirely, feeling as though your plan is actually undoable.
The sheer audacity renders him momentarily speechless. a mortal woman actually complaining that a monstrous Curse King does not offer romance. His four hands pin you harder, his cock burying deep inside you."You are absolutely ridiculous." He delivers a sharp, ruthless thrust. "I am a curse. I slaughter thousands. I ruin nations. You expect love?" He snaps.
“I do not, but would it be so bad?” You must have lost your mind. Truly. His massive frame tenses at your casual remark, something almost absurd and comical in the face of such cold, calculated violence. "It would be disastrous." His voice remains utterly matter of fact, as if discussing the weather rather than the potential for romance. "I do not 'do' love, wife. I do not 'do' softness."
“Should you not ever wish to try? Should you not wish to put the organ beating inside of your chest to good use?” You allow your eyes to meet his again, something you have been avoiding the past few moments.
"Try?" He repeats the word with visceral disgust, as if you've just suggested he try eating garbage. "I have existed for over a thousand years. I have never 'tried' anything that did not serve my purposes."
You cannot stop yourself from smiling. “Love shall serve you my lord. You do not know if it does, or doesn’t. Seeing as though you have never tried.” You did make up your mind, you will tame the king of curses. This may be your best attempt, and it seems as though it is going… not so well.
“You are clever, woman. I will give you that. Show me this ‘love’ you seem to speak of. I should like to see what you won’t shut up about.” His challenge hangs in the air like a dare. an impossibility. The King of Curses, who has carved mountains with cleave and dismantle, who has felled gods and amassed thousands of followers through terror alone, now sits perched on the precipice of something entirely unknown. He has devoured, conquered, and corrupted... but never loved.
And he demands proof.
“Well, I believe you should find pleasure in my pleasure, my lord. When you love, their pleasure is your own.”
The suggestion is heresy. Utter, blasphemous heresy. Sukuna has taken what he desired from countless women across a millennium. Their bodies, their cries, their submission and never once considered their satisfaction as anything other than a metric of his own dominance. To pleasure the woman? Why would he? She is there for his release. His satisfaction.
“This is a foreign concept. An unruly ideal.”
“Should you want to do this, or not my lord?”
“Speak, woman.”
“Fuck me as if you want me to make noise. For you, for your ears only.”
This order flips his entire existence upside down. For a millennium, he has fucked women and demanded silence, pounded them into oblivion where their noises were meaningless disgusting noise. To fuck with the specific intention of drawing out sounds for his own pleasure is a concept entirely alien to him. His four massive hands settle heavily onto your body, gripping your hips and thighs with terrifying strength. “I shall give you what you want wife, and if this gives me no pleasure or satisfaction, you will perish.”
“I am confident in my ways, my lord. Now show me what you believe it is to please a woman.”
He scoffs, as if this entire situation is a joke. Yet, he continues. He slips out of you, and positions himself again to slide back in. This time, with slow, accurate precision. You gasp at the softer entrance, dipping your head back against the plush pillows and allowing yourself to whimper. The sound that escapes your mouth hits hips. His hips shift instinctively, pulling back slightly to savor the sound. His eyes narrow, all four of them focusing on your face, watching your mouth, your throat, your chest heave with each desperate sound. Something dark and ancient stirs inside him, an extremely unfamiliar sensation. “Is this what you wanted, wife?”
“Yes, yes-“ You sigh and bring yourself to meet his eyes. “Keep going, I beg of you,” He obeys. Not because you command him, you couldn't command a flea even if you tried. but because your sound demands it. The king of curses, who has answered to no one for a thousand years, finds himself enslaved to the melody leaving your mouth.His thrusts begin, not with his usual dominating rhythm, but with something calculated.
You release more sounds, more noise that should not sound heavenly. More lustful melodies for him to hear. You reach your arms up to hold onto his broad shoulders, keeping eye contact. “I should like to call upon your name, your true name. May I, my king? Please?” He freezes at the request. No mortal has ever spoken his true name. It is a name whispered in ancient texts, a name that can summon his very essence. To hear it on your lips, in the midst of this... experiment... is almost unbearably painful. “Please, I beg of you. Allow me this,” You say within small moans and whimpers, your nails digging into the skin on his shoulder.
"Ryomen Sukuna." The name leaves his lips like a heavy decree, granting permission to something that has been forbidden to mortals for a thousand years. It sounds raw, stripped of its god-like terror, reduced to a mere identifier between your entwined bodies. "Scream it," he commands, his hips snapping forward harder, demanding the sound he now craves. A craving unknown to him. He has never wanted for a woman, a mere toy to speak his true name. To acknowledge him in any way other than Lord, or King.
The sounds in which that leave you now are primal, only the sound of true, pleasure. You don’t even try to stop the whimpering, the noise, the moans. The wet sounds of your bodies mixing together fill the room. A room in which has been silent for an amount of time unimaginable. “You are- you are so.. incredible when you want it sukuna.”
The sentence destroys whatever he has left in him. Your moan wrapped around his true name, something forbidden, sacred, intimate. strikes him harder than any attack he has ever faced. It hits his cursed brain with an addictive feeling. His rhythm shifts instantly, abandoning brutality for devastating, calculated perfection. Every thrust is designed to pull that exact sound from your throat. He needs it again, he needs to hear it forever.
"I can’t, oh fuck! please, sukuna, don't stop!" You cry out, your nails digging desperately into his broad, tattooed shoulders as your body arches off the futon. The pleasure is overwhelming, blinding, dragging broken moans from your throat with every snap of his hips. "You feel so good, oh god- right there, please!" Your legs wrap around him instinctively, pulling him deeper. Your back arches so sharply it threatens to snap as you throw your head back, a broken scream tearing from your throat. His hands find yours, pinning them above your head, not to dominate but to feel your fingers clench, to feel your need.
"Again," he demands, his voice stripped of its usual cruelty, raw and needy instead.
You gasp out a broken moan, your body trembling beneath him. "Yes, yes! sukuna, please!" Your hips buck upward, chasing the friction between you. your back arching like a bow. Your fingers tangle in his hair, pulling him closer, your nails scratching lightly against his scalp.
"Please- I'm s’close, don't stop-"
He doesn't stop. He can't. Your sounds have hooked into something primal within him, awaking a craving that eclipses his thousand year dominance. He watches your face contort, your mouth opening and closing, your eyes rolling back.
"Closer," he demands, his pace becoming relentless, brutal and precise. He is making sure he hits exactly where he heard your loudest cries.
Your moans hit him like physical punched. Every one is sharper, more desperate than the last. Your legs shake, calves cramping, but you can't release his hips, can't pull back.
"There!" your voice cracks, high and desperate, nothing like the respectful tones of court or temple. This is raw. This is wanting. For the first time in centuries, he wants for something other than destruction. He wants for you. For your desire, for your voice. He feels the moment your body locks up, the moment you lose control. Your inner muscles clamp down around him with crushing force, and he hears the broken, keening cry that escapes your throat. His name spills from your lips, over and over, like a prayer, like an incantation. Like a ritual.
That very sound of his name falling from your lips in that broken state sends a jolt through his entire being. A thousand years of bloody conquest, of destroying entire nations, of murdering gods, yet none of it compares to the feeling of your voice, so utterly human in its need, claiming him.
"Cum with me, wife. I command it.”
Your orgasm hits you like a tidal wave, your body convulsing beneath him. The sound that tears from your throat is almost inhuman, a cry of pure pleasure that echoes off the chamber walls. It drags him over the edge with you. The sensation hits his entire body with violent force, something that absolutely refuses to be categorized as dominance or domination. His release floods your body, hot and thick. He snarls, teeth bared, grip loosening on your wrists. His heart like rhythm falters, his pace stutters.
For a moment, he doesn't move. He just breathes.
The world tilts. His four red eyes stare down at your flushed, gasping face. Your chest heaves, struggling for air. Your legs are still wrapped loosely around his lower back, trembling. Your hands are trapped above your head. Slowly, carefully, as if he might break you, he releases your wrists. Your arms fall limply to the bed, covered in red finger marks. He doesn't pull out immediately, not yet. He's trapped in this moment, suspended between violence and something softer, much stranger. Content. Your body melts completely, turning into soft, liquid surrender. You look absolutely wrecked. hair a messy halo against the sheets, skin flushed deeply, eyes glazed and half opened. Your legs slide down from his waist, trembling. “My king,” you gasp out. The title slides from your lips in breathless reverence, laced with the exhaustion of your pleasure. Something inside him twists. A sensation he hasn't felt since the year 246. Possession. Not of conquest, but of claiming. His hand moves to your throat, not to choke, not to threaten. To rest.
“Shall you want more?” More. The word has no meaning to an entity that has had everything. But the way you ask, it's not the begging of a slave. It sounds almost like an offer. His thumb traces lazy circles on your inner thigh, still buried inside you. "You are asking me if I want more." You flash him a lazy smile, “indeed, sukuna.” The use of his name, without title, without honorific, should be an insult punishable by death. Instead, it hangs heavy on his mind laced with an intimate familiarity that makes his blood burn. The sound of it leaving your lips gives him a far greater rush than any massacre ever has. His hand tightens around your throat, a silent warning against using his name so casually, yet he enjoys it. "Mind your tongue, wife. And yes. I want more."
“May I speak freely?”
"Speak." The command is immediate, though his tone lacks its usual lethal sharpness. His hand remains loosely wrapped around your throat, his thumb stroking your pulse point absentmindedly.
“I am very… curious. About.. the uhm.. mouth” you point down to his stomach, “May I touch it?” His entire being recoils at the request. The mouth on his abdomen is sealed, ancient, dangerous. a cursed appendage that has consumed countless sacrifices. No mortal has ever touched it, let alone * asked to. His past wives have thrown up at the sight of it. His hand tightens on your throat instinctively. Not enough to hurt, but enough to signal.
"That is not for touching."
“Hm.. does it bite?” You reach your arm down, offering your hand to the creature. "Yes." The word is growled out as a warning. His abdomen tenses as your hand inches closer to the cursed mouth. He expects it to snap, to bite down on your wrist with vicious intent, it has always been a brutal, merciless thing. The moment your fingertips brush the sealed lips, the cursed mouth snaps open with terrifying speed. Rows of sharp teeth glint in the dim light. You don't flinch, offering your hand boldly. The mouth sticks out its tongue to your fingers, tasting your skin, before it closes over your hand, not biting, but holding you. Sukuna freezes, his four eyes widening. “I believe it likes me,”
“It does not ‘like’ anything but blood.” he snaps, though there is no real heat in his voice, only profound disbelief. The creature on his stomach is refusing to maim you. Instead of tearing away at your flesh, the tongue slides wetly against your palm, almost affectionate. It holds your hand gently, the sharp teeth resting harmlessly against your skin. "That thing eats men for breakfast."
“Do you allow it to partake during these times?”
“Are you mad, woman?” In the throes of pleasure, in the aftermath of this strange, quiet intimacy.
"Never." His jaw tightens. The creature remains gentle, its tongue still pressing into your palm.
“Should you allow it to taste me?”
His body tenses. The question borders on blasphemy. "Absolutely not." His voice drops to a dangerous whisper, his hand tightening around your throat. "That thing does not taste. It consumes."
“Should you then?”
“Should I what?”His voice is deadly soft, his mind reeling. The creature on his stomach squirms impatiently, its tongue pushing harder against your palm. You're playing with fire, with ancient, deadly magic and you have no idea. "Should I let it taste you?"
“No, my king. Should you taste me.”
The room goes still. His grip on your throat eases as he leans down, his lips brushing your ear.
"Where should you want me to taste you, wife?”
You grab one of his hands, and lead it down to your heat, keeping your eyes locked onto his. “Here, have you ever?”
His hand freezes the moment it's pressed against your wet, aching core. "Never." The word comes out strained, rough. He's a conqueror of nations, a killer of gods, but he has never tasted the juice of a woman. It is shameful, and disgusting. Or so he believes. “Should you like to, my king?”
“Taste that? Why would I ever allow my mouth near that?” His hand twitches against your core, fingers curling slightly. A monster, brought to his knees by a simple question. Should he like to taste you? Should he bury his face between your thighs and drink from your source like the starving monster he is?
“I will do it before you, to show you it is not this disgusting thing I assume your mind believes it to be.” You drag your hand from atop your chest, down your stomach, to meet his at your wet slick. You cover your fingers in it, and bring it to your lips.
“You are absurd, woman. Do not eat that. It is unclean.”
His eyes track your fingers moving, your mouth wrapping around your own slick. Four pupils dilate with an intensity he hasn't felt before. The creature on his stomach whines, hungry. But he is trapped watching you taste yourself.
“Is it anything but unclean, I can assure you. Should you like some?”
"Would you-" He stops, his voice hoarse. The king of curses, reduced to stammering at the sight of your wet fingers approaching his lips. "Feed me?" His red eyes burn with hunger, but not for blood or souls, just you. Your taste. Your touch.
You bring your fingers up to his mouth, and stare into all 4 of his eyes. “Drink, husband. Taste me.” His mouth opens before he can stop himself. He takes your fingers, his tongue sweeping over them, tasting your essence. It's sweeter than any sacrifice, more intoxicating than any stolen soul.
“What do you think now?” You smile.
He stares at you, four red eyes blown wide, pupils dilating until they swallow the iris. He withdraws your fingers slowly, making a show of licking his lips to savor every last drop of your essence. The creature on his stomach growls in jealousy, snapping its teeth. "It is... unacceptable." His voice is a ragged rasp. "That something this divine exists..."
“And you assumed it unclean and disgusting. How premature of you. Quite unfortunate.”
He stiffens, your words striking. A thousand years of assuming mortals to be filthy, unclean, unworthy. And yet you, this mortal, tasted yourself so freely, offered yourself so boldly, and made it seem divine.
"I am not-" He stops, breathing hard. "I assumed nothing."
“Do not lie to your wife. It is unfair.”
“Quit that, woman.”
“Hm. Should your second mouth desire a taste as well?”
“Unthinkable. It will not happen.”
The creature on his stomach whimpers, denied.
“Hm. A shame. It has been deprived of such a beautiful taste.”
"Deprived by design." He defends, though his authority is crumbling rapidly. "It eats flesh. Souls. Monsters. It is not permitted..." He trails off, watching your fingers hover dangerously over the snapping mouth.
The creature on his stomach is practically pleading, tongue licking out frantically. You are offering divine nectar to a cursed beast. It is absolute blasphemy. "Do not."
The cursed mouth opens, teeth bared, tongue extended eagerly. You're about to feed your essence to a monster that has never tasted anything pure or clean. Sukuna's heart races with a mix of horror and forbidden excitement. "Woman, don't you dare," he growls. Your fingers continue to approach the mouth, dripping with your essence. The cursed mouth has only ever consumed filth, sorcerers, sacrifices. Never something... divine. Never something that tastes of you. "If you feed it-.”
“Let the poor thing feast.”
“You are wretched. Forgive me…”
Four massive hands yank your legs apart with terrifying force, positioning his second mouth over your dripping heat. The cursed mouth snaps shut over your glistening heat, teeth bared but not biting, just clamping down with hunger. The creature on his stomach is thrashing with pure, unadulterated joy. It’s tongue thrashing, saliva pooling, licking your wetness with a desperate, feral energy.
“You are a vile woman, wife.” He says before he pulls your face to his in a kiss that can only be described as disgusting. It’s messy, wet, and unbelievably loud. His tongue swirls around yours, exploring every inch of your mouth while his other mouth is working vigorously against your clit. Your breath shatters into a desperate cry as the cursed tongue flattens against your clit, dragging upwards with a terrifying, starving pressure. The creature groans low against your heat, the sound vibrating through your entire pelvis. It is messy, relentless, absolutely feral, licking and slurping your wetness like it is the most sacred nectar it has ever tasted.
Your thighs tremble violently, fingers curling into fabric as you try to stay grounded. You’re trying to talk but only incoherent sounds come out. The cursed tongue strokes your most sensitive spot with a cruel rhythm. It drags up your slit slowly, then snaps down, pressing its full tongue onto your core. "H-nnngh..."
“You wanted this wife, now give your mouth back to me.” He leans down instantly, crashing his mouth against yours. He kisses you with the same ferocity as the mouth between your thighs, swallowing your broken moans. The lower mouth never stops, it’s tongue lapping aggressively at your clit.
You are sandwiched between two mouths, and both are set on devouring you.
Your back arches off of the futon, legs shaking uncontrollably as the twin onslaught overwhelns your senses. The cursed mouth buries itself deeper into your clit, tongue swirling with a mind of its own, filthy and insatiable. His mouth dominates yours, tongue pushing past your lips, claiming your mouth as his property.
“I- mhph! I-I’m ! cumming, now- ah- s.. sukuna!”
The cursed mouth snaps down on your clit with perfect pressure just as you cry it out. It’s teeth grazing but not breaking skin, tongue pressing flat and vibrating against your swollen clit. He swallows your scream, kissing you deeper as the creature between your thighs drinks from your pussy like it's receiving holy water.
Your thighs clamp around his waist, useless.
“f..-fuck!! my.. my king, please!”
He watches you come undone. He is enjoying watching you become absolutely helpless between his two mouths. Your thighs quake and squeeze around his waist, but he doesn't stop, doesn’t pull away to give you a break from his second mouth. The cursed mouth keeps drinking, keeps sucking and slurping your release like it's the most precious elixir it's ever tasted. Which it is.
His name falls from your lips in a wrecked sob, back to back to back. As if it is the only name you know.. The cursed mouth does not stop its feeding, its tongue continues working rhythmically, sucking every drop of your release, swirling against your swollen clit with unfathomable greed. Sukuna groans into your mouth, his four hands gripping your thighs bruisingly tight, keeping you open, keeping you vulnerable for him. All that you can speak now, are incomprehensible words. Noises, actually. “Ngh!! hmphhh! no- no more, please, I beg!” He doesn't stop. The cursed mouth latches onto your over sensitive throbbing clit with obscene determination. The tongue rolls against the swollen nub relentlessly. You're shaking uncontrollably, tears leaking from your eyes, body convulsing through waves of pleasure.
"Useless," he growls against your lips, kissing you, engulfing your whimpers.
His four hands suddenly tighten, one hand slipping beneath you to lift your hips higher, forcing you to arch. The mouth sucks and licks with a vicious rhythm, teeth grazing your soft skin as it tries to milk another orgasm from your exhausted body. “Is it too much for you, wife? Is it not what you begged for?” He grins against his ear, licking from your earlobe down to your neck. “It’s.. ahh! I-!”
“You cannot speak can you? Unbelievable. You unravel beneath the creature you so wanted to taste you.”
The cursed mouth releases your clit with a final, wet suck that makes you whimper. He pulls back slowly, lower mouth glistening with your slick.
"Too much?" he repeats. You're drenched, in your own arousal and the creature's excess saliva pooling visibly on your thighs. Your body is still trembling from the aftershocks, your core throbbing and overly sensitive from the merciless, ancient tongue. He stares down at your ruined state. And grins as he looks at you, completely wrecked, trembling, tears staining your cheeks. His chest rises and falls heavily. You lie there, utterly spent and overwhelmed. Sukuna's eyes flicker between your face and your ruined thighs.
"Did I break you already?" He leans down, his voice low and dark with amusement. yet something like tenderness flickers in his gaze. His massive hand cups your overheated cheek, thumb brushing away a tear. “N..no... My king. You will never.”
His thumb stills on your cheek.
"Never?" he repeats, amusement coloring his tone.
“Never, husband. I am here until I am gone.” Your voice is small, and quiet. Your chest still heaving from your orgasm. His thumb presses firmly against your cheek, pushing your face into his palm possessively. "Until you're gone, hm?"
“Until you be rid of me.”
He leans down, his lips brushing your ear. "And if I never intend to?" He murmurs, his voice low and rough, yet terrifyingly sincere.
Your breath hitches in your throat, heart hammering wildly against your ribs. You stare up at him. wide eyed, overwhelmed, lips parted as the weight of his words sinks in. Have you done it? Did you truly tame him? It could not be true. It couldn’t.
"I... you.. aren’t serious," you manage, voice trembling.
"Watch me prove it." He murmurs as he leans down, kissing your forehead with shocking possessiveness. You aren't leaving. Ever. That has been made abundantly clear. You have successfully tamed him. The untamable man.
His four arms shift, pulling you against his massive form. “You will sleep now, wife. In the safety of your kings arms.”
Wk:10.8k. Do not feed my work into AI, post without creds, or steal. ignore any mistakes, it’s 7:30am and I’ve been writing this all night off of little sleep. Had to get it done!!
Content: As a kid, all Sukuna ever really wanted was to be around you. He did just that for 10 years, only to spend the next 7 years wondering why you just stopped picking up the phone one day [tw: MDNI, angst/comfort/smuț, porņ with plot, friends to enemies(?) to lovers, uncle!sukuna, mentions of depression and low self esteem, sukuna's tongue is pierced, so is his 🍆, nıpple sucking, humpıng, óral (f receiving), fıngering, squırtıng, dacryphılia, matıng press] word count: 15k
Sukuna isn’t the type to hold on to promises, especially one made in elementary school. But, he never would’ve thought that you’d break it like that.
The promise? That you’d be each other's best friends until the day you died. Looking back, it might be a little dramatic, but you were eight years old— all eight year olds are dramatic.
Exactly how did you break said promise?
You ghosted him.
You fucking ghosted him.
You were friends for over a decade and the moment you went off to college, poof— gone! You stopped calling, stopped texting, deleted all your socials. It was as if you had never even existed and that you were just a figment of the man’s imagination.
Now that’s dramatic.
He’s texted and called you multiple times, no response. He’s asked mutual friends, they never got a response either. It got to a point where he had finally had it and texted your mother. You could only imagine how hurt he was when she told him you were doing just fine, and not that you were missing or in a coma.
He’d never admit it, though.
The years came and went. The hurt he once felt inevitably dulled. Yet, you always managed to linger around in the back of his mind, like a little ghost haunting him.
To this day, he still has no idea what he did wrong. You may have ghosted everybody, but he wasn’t just anybody. If anyone deserved an explanation, it was him.
He still cares for you, sorta, but it’s been so long, he’s not sure if he’d even want to reconnect with you. Not with how you just dropped him like that.
. . . . . .
“Are you excited?”
“No,” you respond a little too flatly for Ieiri, who shoots you the look right after. “Ugh, I’m sorry. It’s just been forever since I’ve seen everyone.”
She sighs, redirecting her attention back on the road— there’s not much to look at. Most people stay home on gloomy Sunday afternoons.
The GPS says you’re nine minutes away from your destination, making you remind yourself once more to relax. Though, you really wish you could be one of those people staying in right now. Cuddled up on the couch, watching a movie.
Ieiri taps her finger on the steering wheel. “It’s like what I said—”
What didn’t she say?
She held you hostage on the phone for over an hour last weekend, threatening and bribing, and then threatening you again if you didn’t go with her to Kento’s surprise birthday party.
You thought you had a good argument at the time.
“Do you realize how annoying that sounds? Kento doesn’t even like surprises, could you imagine how irritated he’d be if I just randomly popped up, too?”
“If you were Satoru? Yes. You? Doubt it. If anything, he’d probably like the distraction from it.”
“Yeah– probably,” you murmured.
“Can you please get out of your fucking head for once?” she scoffed. “Yeah, it’s been years since you’ve seen everyone, but it’s not like it’s because of a falling out. I don’t know where you got this weird idea that they hate you now because of it. It was them who told me to bring you!”
“Who’s them?” you stubbornly responded.
“Suguru, Satoru, Yuki, Choso— even Toji said something about bringing Megumi so you could see him.”
As much as you’d love to meet his kid, it would also be another reminder of all the years that’ve passed— how everyone moved on with their lives. Getting married, buying homes, having children, starting families.
The most you’ve done is get the job. You’d include the condo if you actually got to enjoy it, but it’s been a year since you bought it and you haven’t even bothered furnishing the place despite all the money you've saved up for it. The last thing you want to do after work is look at a screen and make more decisions. Deciding between color palettes and aesthetics, deciding on what decor and accents you want— it all sounded exhausting. Hiring an interior designer was an option. Except, you barely want to talk to a stranger, let alone work with one.
It’s too many decisions to be made for someone that didn’t want to make them. You often wonder if you’ve simply just become someone that couldn’t make them.
You’re well aware of the things that are wrong with you, but it didn’t make it any less surprising. You, paralyzed by choices and options?
The people who knew you professionally would laugh. Hard. Any sense of certainty that could be felt in the air almost always emanated from you. You were decisive. Sharp as hell— honed to perfection. Someone that was more than capable of a task as menial as filling a space full of items they liked.
You know what you like, don’t you?
No, not really.
You are sharp, there’s no doubt about it. It’s what your boss favors you for, and sure, one could say you’re valuable to the company, too. It’s a nice feeling for a while.
Then you realize there is quite literally nothing more subjective than the value of something.
Luckily, you are very useful. It was simply a fact, and every single one of your quarterly reviews solidified it. A coworker, or god forbid a client, could spend an entire hour talking shit about you, and they’d eventually reach the point where they’d have to backtrack with a little ‘well’ or ‘however’, before giving credit where it was due.
The devil works hard and you stole his pitchfork. Ripped it right out of his hands, because apparently, you needed it more than him to become the youngest portfolio manager the company’s ever seen.
Who cares about the value of something when you need it? Mr. Yaga claims to hate black tea, but leave him out in the desert long enough and he’d easily drink gallons of it.
Having you at the company isn’t a matter of life or death, there’s thousands of others out there that are more than qualified for your role. More than half probably had resumes twice as long as yours, too.
But for Yaga, there is no guarantee that day to day operations would run this smoothly, ever again.
You may be a little blunt. At times, impatient. But in a world full of sexual harassment allegations and sleezy managers abusing their power, not once has there ever been a formal complaint made against you. You’re not always like that either, you’re great with the clients and stakeholders.
It’s a talent, really— remembering all the personal details people tell you, like childhood stories, the places they’ve vacationed to, a spouse's birthday month that was briefly mentioned months ago. It makes people feel special.
It was very handy, too. Especially in the case where the company might deal with someone that isn’t likely to give them their hard-earned money or signature. Your job was to either sweet talk or gaslight. No arguing needed.
Yaga may have not preferred you at first. You were essentially a kid compared to the people that applied for the position.
The plan was to let you down easily, tell you to keep working hard and you’ll eventually get there. You were already lucky enough to have your foot in the door as an employee.
Yaga had a list of goals he wanted to reach before his retirement, though. Any of the other candidates would’ve helped with that, but none would've given him the opportunity to make a second list and cross that off as well.
The decision took months.
In that time, he realized a few things.
One, he spent his entire adult life playing it safe, which is an obvious sign of fearing growth. You’re not sure who taught him that, but at least he realized it was okay to start over and try something new. It was like a rebrand for him and he embraced that the “new” him craved more profit and welcomed different approaches.
The different approaches being, finding more aggressive people because they bring in the money quicker.
He never saw you as aggressive, though. He never saw you at all, actually. It wasn’t personal, those under 30 usually come and go, so he didn’t see much of a point in remembering names. What he did see, when he finally opened his eyes, was efficiency.
You were straight forward in a way that saved time, had an air about you that screamed “don’t ask me how my day’s going or what I have planned for after work”, yet approachable enough for work related questions. Stellar reports, received every quarterly and year-end bonus. Sharp.
Making you one of the managers meant he could wield you like a weapon, now you are the one he uses the most. You had the salary to prove it, yet no time or energy to enjoy it.
You’re respected. The young interns, the girls in particular, look up to you more often than not. Eyes bright and filled with ambition. Romanticizing everything, from how much coffee you drink, all the way to your style that they labeled as “effortless”. They’re not wrong, it is effortless— always some variant of trousers, a t-shirt, heels, and a long coat. They’re never planned, yet they somehow always manage to work thanks to the lack of color in your wardrobe.
You overheard your lack of jewelry and unpainted nails being appreciated once for how “clean” you look. All you could think of was the girl that used to do her hair and paint her own nails at one point. Except for the ones on her right hand. She saved that job for her best friend who surprisingly had a steady hand, despite complaints flying out of his mouth the entire time. Even on the days he gave in and painted his own nails black, he’d find something to be grumpy and complain about.
It was always you choosing whose house to hang out at, which movies to watch, what places to grab food from. He was a big brat whose favorite answer to most questions was an inaudible ‘I dunno’ from the way he’d mumble it. So, you always led the way.
Now it’s you mumbling that same exact ‘I dunno’ when you’re all alone.
You’re tired. Worn out. If you were a blade, you end each day dull and chipped. Nobody sees it, not even those young girls with all the time they’ve spent studying you, blinded by their own dreams and aspirations to be just as important, not knowing the difference between being valuable and useful.
Maybe it’s better off that way.
Who were you to try to burst their bubbles when you never had dreams or aspirations to begin with? Your eyes were never as bright as theirs— not as a student, not as an intern, and definitely not as a new hire.
You never had a spark to begin with, what makes you think they’d eventually lose theirs?
Maybe you were the unlucky one here.
You were the one whose head went under water after one bad semester, after all. Even now, years later, it still feels like you’re stuck in the deep end while everyone else has moved on.
Toji chose to get married and have a kid.
You can’t even choose yourself on most days.
“You have arrived at your destination.”
Fuck. You have a hard time believing the GPS was that loud when it was telling Ieiri which exit to take and where to turn.
Her lips thin into a reassuring smile as she makes the final turn into the apartment building’s parking garage, and you fail to return it as you take a deep breath. Ieiri doesn’t say anything this time, figuring you’ll probably just have to see everyone's excitement for yourself to realize this wasn’t a pity invite. It’ll settle half of your nerves.
The other half should settle itself with time and a drink. Several drinks, honestly. She did the best she could with telling everyone that what you pulled during your second year of college was 100% a you thing and to not talk about it unless you brought it up. Which you probably won’t— everyone will understand. No one wants to talk about being in a dark place when they haven’t fully left it.
One moment, you’re sitting in the passenger seat with your seat belt still buckled. Next, your chest is tightening as you watch her open the door to Satoru’s apartment. There’s already chattering, which stops once she announces your guys’ arrival.
You barely get the chance to look around before Suguru’s peaking his head out of the kitchen to see if you really did show up and lets out a laugh once he sees that you did. It was light and airy, the kind that’s accompanied by the warm feeling that you should get in your chest when seeing an old friend.
He’s obviously changed, it’s been 7 years. Yet, he never lost that quality that managed to make people a little more comfortable.
“Hey stranger.”
Your lips thin into a shy smile, “Hey.”
“Well?” Suguru asks, holding his arms out. “I know it’s been ages but there’s no need to be shy.”
“Sorry,” you murmur, stepping forward and accepting the hug.
He lets out another laugh. “Don’t be— it’s nice to see you.”
“Where’s mine?!”
You easily recognize the offended, slightly childish tone. You slowly turn your head around to see a slightly less lanky Satoru. Aside from getting some much needed meat on his bones, he doesn’t seem to have changed much. He’s still as unserious as ever, still wears sunglasses indoors like an asshole.
Ieiri stood back the entire time, sipping on a drink she had already managed to make, patting herself on the back as she watched her little plan run smoothly: Show up early and let you build some confidence from awkwardly greeting the old friends you shared together one by one.
It’s funny, you told her that they’d eventually move on to talking to the friends they made after you, but they all seemed more interested in circling back to you, whether it be handing you a shot or introducing you to a new face.
If there was one burden she wishes she could take from you, it’d be the burden that has you walking through the world as if you were everyone’s last choice.
Today should be enough to prove that.
“Yeah, no— at this point, fuck Nanami and his birthday. This is a better surprise.” Satoru throws an arm over you, slightly swaying from the shots he’s already taken. “Pfft– he doesn’t even like his birthday. I’m sure he’d be happier to see her, too—”
“He’s coming up the elevator,” Suguru cuts him off.
“SHIT! EVERYBODY SHUT THE FUCK UP AND HIDE,” Satoru suddenly yells, as if he weren’t just talking shit just seconds ago.
No one would be surprised if Kento heard him yelling at everyone like that, and given how hesitant of a knock there was at the door. The blonde probably already knows there’s something up.
Suguru goes to open the door, and the moment he opens his mouth to greet him, there’s a loud wave of people yelling ‘SURPRISE’ behind him, with Satoru saying it a split second sooner than anyone else did.
Kento’s eye slightly twitches. Half surprised, half irritated. He fucking hates surprises and knows that’s the only reason why Satoru decided to throw him one. Before a complaint can leave his mouth, Ieiri hands him an old fashion. He tries to speak again, but gets interrupted once more when she tells him who’s here.
At first he scoffs, already having enough of people of fucking with him today.
“No, I’m serious!” she swears, looking around trying to see where you were at, eventually catching a glimpse of your head in the kitchen. “There she is— come say hi.”
Ieiri grabs his wrist and pulls him through the living room and into the kitchen, where you, Yuki, and Choso were talking. She turns back to look at Kento, who’s already surprised by her rare display of excitement, as she gestures towards you.
“See? Surprise!”
“Yeah, surprise!!” Yuki says right after.
“Holy shit.” Kento rarely curses, but finds himself unable to come up with better words. “It’s been ages!”
“I know!” You try to sound more apologetic, but ultimately fail from the nice buzz you had going on. “Happy birthday!”
And for once, he’s a little less uptight about it when he gives you a hug and says his thanks. It was a nice surprise, he had to admit. If only Satoru didn’t have to ruin the moment with the way he barged into the kitchen with some stupid, frilly party hat in hand, begging Kento to put it on.
“I said no!”
“C’mon, Nanamin!” Satoru whines, taking a step forward each time the blonde takes a step back. “You’re not getting any younger.”
“I don’t want to get any younger— I’m a grown man, and so are you. Maybe you should start acting like one.”
“I do! I’m just fun,” he continues to pester him, ignoring everything Kento mumbles under his breath.
You end up excusing yourself to use the restroom, somewhat bummed you couldn’t stick around longer to watch them bicker some more. You’re sure it went on for a while, though, unaware of how it was cut short when Shoko grabs Satoru by the arm.
He hisses at how tight of a grip she has on him, fingers digging into his skin as she pulls him aside.
“What is your problem?!” he asks through a clenched jaw.
“Sukuna’s here?!”
“Yeah?” He tries and fails to free himself from her grip as he answers. “I thought it’d be a nice surprise!”
She looks at him like he’s stupid, nails continuing to dig into his flesh. “A nice surprise? He fucking hates her. I wouldn’t have brought her here if I knew he was coming!”
“Ow ow ow— No he doesn’t?! Do you actually believe that?!” he groans in between each sentence.
“Yes! He says it every time someone brings her up!”
“Ow ffuck! You know how dramatic he can be sometimes— fuck, Shoko, please, you’re breaking skin.”
“You deserve it!” she responds in a clipped tone, despite finally letting go.
“Jesus Christ— you can’t just assault people like that,” he pouts, rubbing his arm. “It’ll be fine! It’s been years, he can’t hold a grudge that long.”
. . . . . .
Sukuna can absolutely hold a grudge that long.
Except, he was staring at said grudge like some fucking loser, and had to remind himself that it was still alive and well.
At first he thought you were just one of Satoru’s new friends as you walked through the living room, shyly making your way around everyone, but then you just so conveniently looked up in his direction.
His eyes nearly widened.
And yours actually did, looking as guilty as you should be.
The longer you two stood there, looking at each other from across the room in shock, the guilt you had in your eyes started to fade. He was sure everyone else welcomed you back with open arms, and in turn got irritated because you probably thought he’d do the same. So before you could even think to take a step in his direction, he wiped the shock off his face and replaced it with a look that’s able to make even grown men turn around and walk the other way.
Which is exactly what you did, stomach slowly twisting into a tight knot as you immediately began to replay the death glare he gave you over and over in your head.
Sukuna didn’t stay long and left shortly after. Not without pretending like he didn’t know you when he said goodbye to everyone, including Kento, who he never even got the chance to say hi to in the first place.
Shoko didn’t think that was enough to have a complete 180 in your mood. She then realized you were already quiet before that. You also decided to stay in the kitchen, where there was a wall in between you and him.
So yeah, she blames Sukuna.
“Are you sure he didn’t say anything to you?” Ieiri asked one last time as she pulled up to your apartment building.
“Nah— my stomach just started to hurt. I don’t drink alcohol that much.”
She still didn’t believe you, not with how big of an asshole Sukuna can be, which is why a certain someone got an earful over the phone the moment you got out of the car. He barely got a word out while she threw nothing but insults and threats so specific his way, that he had begun to believe them.
Of course Satoru felt bad! He didn’t want you to disappear again for another seven years and have it be all of his fault. So, he gives Sukuna a call, continuing the cycle of abuse started by Shoko.
The phone rings three times. Sukuna never finishes saying hello before Satoru tries to grill him. “Alright, what did you say to her?”
“Who the fuck are you even talking about right now?”
Sukuna knows exactly who he’s talking about, Satoru can just see his face crinkling in fake disgust over the accusation because he’s just a bullshiter at the end of the day.
“Shoko thinks you said something to her— she said she was acting all weird and shit when she came back from the bathroom.”
“She’s already fuckin’ weird,” Sukuna scoffs.
“So you did see her before you walked into the kitchen to say bye?”
“Yeah, I saw her. Doesn’t mean I said anything to her though, you fuckin’ moron.”
Satoru sighs and rubs his temple, knowing he probably looked at you like he wanted to skin you alive.
“What? Is looking at her a crime now?”
“With the way you look at people? It should be.” It’s clearly not the first time Sukuna’s managed to simply offend someone his face with the way it comes out as a complaint on Satoru’s end.
“Why do you even care?”
“Don’t turn this back around on me?!”
“Then quit trying to grill me over the way I look at people. Seriously— she comes back and you all are fuckin’ babying her like she’s some victim. It’s not that serious.”
“Well Shoko—”
“Shoko can fuck off.” Sukuna cuts him off. “Don’t bother me about something stupid like this again. If she can’t handle someone looking at her in a way that she doesn’t like, maybe she should stay home and lock herself in her fuckin’ room.”
“I– she already did!” he tries to come to your defense. “Shoko won’t tell me much, but she was going through it for years. She probably still is! She doesn’t go out at all. I tried telling you before and you wouldn’t listen.”
There’s a long pause before a disappointed sigh could be heard. Satoru could tell it was directed towards himself instead of you. “She was going through it, so she locked herself in a room for years?”
“Not literally,” he scoffs. “Look, all I know is she was dealing with depression and now she’s all anti-social because of it.”
“She should’ve fuckin’ said something then.”
“Well, she fuckin’ didn’t.”
“That’s–”
“If that’s an opinion, it doesn’t matter,” he cuts the man off, starting to grow impatient. Satoru has adhd— the severe, annoying kind. There’s only so much he could handle before getting the violent urge to scream out random noises. “I’m just gonna give you her number so you can talk to her if you want. Who knows, she might even open up to you more since you were the one closest to her.”
“I don’t want her n—”
“YES YOU DO.” Satoru yells, leaving Sukuna more appalled than annoyed. “I just sent it. BYE.”
click.
Sukuna glares at his phone for a moment as if it were an extension of Satoru, convinced he was dropped as a child or something and just doesn’t know it. He knows he definitely wouldn’t tell his kid if he dropped them as a baby.
He relaxes his tensed brows and shakes his head as he pulls up the number Satoru sent. For some reason, he expected it to be your old number that he still somehow knew by heart.
He hates that he remembers it.
He also hates that the actual reason why you disappeared isn’t as dumb and selfish as he wanted it to be.
. . . . . .
In the three weeks he’s had your number, he hasn’t tried reaching out. He also hasn’t accepted any invitations to hang out with anyone as a group, despite being told that you were okay with him showing up. Part of it was spite, the rest being him genuinely tired from work.
His old man’s been taking more time off under the guise of letting him ‘take over for the day’. He acts so gracious with it, too, as if Sukuna should be thankful for the opportunity, when really, Wasuke should just fucking retire already so he can hire someone else to take his place as site manager. He’s essentially working two jobs now and when he asked for a raise, that old piece of shit laughed so hard that he damn near coughed up fifty years worth of cigarette tar.
You’d think watching his father nearly hack up an entire lung would be enough to make him quit smoking himself, but that shit pissed him off so bad that he smoked three cigarettes in a row just to calm down before going back to work. It still pisses him off. He doesn’t regret taking $50 out of that old man's wallet on his way out to cover his gas for the day. He honestly should’ve taken more.
It’s been months since he’s gotten home at a decent time. Tonight was probably the worst thus far.
He drags his feet into his apartment and kicks off his boots, heavy eyes landing on the clock that’s two minutes away from 10:00 pm.
The next ten minutes are spent shoveling leftovers into his mouth, followed by a hot shower that was mainly spent just standing there, zoning out as the hot water hit his back. It’s been days since he’s jacked off, realizing it doesn’t even give him the urge, his sex drives plummeted all the way down to hell. He just wants to sleep at this point.
Except when his head hits the pillow, he’s wide awake. It doesn’t help that he ends up scrolling through instagram— there was hardly a point for someone that barely followed anyone to begin with.
There’s not much to scroll through. The most interesting thing being a recent post of Suguru’s night. He absentmindedly looks through them, then pauses at the 4th photo of you and Shoko with your little drinks in hand.
You were barely smiling.
Your lips curved just enough for the camera— nothing like the photos of you from before, grinning and laughing. That’s how he’s always remembered you.
Would it have even made a difference if he told you not to move so far away for school? It’s not like he could’ve known, you never said anything. He thought you were doing just fine and you deleted everything one day and changed your number.
He taps the photo to see who’s tagged. Just Shoko. You still haven’t gotten back on social media, no profile to see what you’ve been up to. All he knows about you is that you moved back to the area after graduation and scored a cozy finance job without telling anyone. The only reason why you got in touch with Shoko again was because she ran into you at some bakery and made you give her your number.
It didn’t even matter if you did have a new phone with no contacts by the time you moved back. You didn’t need to text him or call him, you could’ve just shown up. Sure, he might’ve been annoyed at first, but he wouldn’t have turned you away.
You’ve known each other since 8 years old, you disappeared at 19. That’s his whole childhood right there. You played together, ate lunch together, walked to school together until he got a car, ditched school together. You had your own shampoo and toothbrush at his and would just use his clothes if you didn’t have a spare set with you.
It’s just dumb.
Still thinking about it, that is. It’s been years. It may have been fine to still be thinking about it at 21 or 22, but now it’s just ridiculous.
. . . . . .
You aren’t expecting Sukuna to warm up any time soon. At all, really. You couldn’t blame him for the reaction he had seeing you at Kento’s birthday. If there was one person that deserved an explanation, it was him, and you’re just about seven years too late for that.
He wasn’t the same person you knew. You couldn’t just go up to him expecting that you’d get to have a conversation. A civil one, at least.
It’s been years.
And honesty, it might not even be about being several years too late. He’s a grown man, why would he care about a childhood friend that just up and left?
All there’s left to do now is to stay out of his way. You’re sure his temper’s the same and the last thing you want is to bug him. Hopefully being at a kids birthday party shields you from it in the case that you accidentally do. From what you heard, he seems close enough with Toji to know not to fuck with his sons special day.
It’s not all bad. Toji couldn’t come to Kento’s birthday since his wife and son woke up sick that day, so you were more excited than nervous for today since you’d get to meet them.
This time it was you that picked up Ieiri. You felt a little guilty for being the one that constantly got rides, despite having a running car of your own. Once you two got to the little park in their neighborhood, everyone was already there, including Sukuna, who was stuck having to watch his nephew that you’ve heard about through Choso.
The biggest plot twist of all was probably learning that Jin is now technically Choso’s stepfather. You knew Choso had a teen mom, you didn’t know she was that young, though. You also had no idea how much of a milf hunter Jin was, either.
Jin apparently didn’t know that was Choso’s mother. No one believes him, especially not Sukuna, who still looks at two like they’re a couple of fucking sickos for making him Choso’s step-uncle.
The kid’s name is Yuji, and he looks just like Jin and Sukuna when they were kids. He’s the same age as Toji’s son, who’s turning 3 today. Yuji acts nothing like his father or his uncle. Jin was always quiet and sensitive. Sukuna was sensitive, too, but he was always very vocal about the things that annoyed him. The toddler was more like Gojo, hopped up on sugar and bouncing off the walls.
Sukuna calls out to him like an angry mother at a grocery store, gritting his teeth as he tells the kid to, “get your ass over here, NOW,” all while Yuji pretends not to hear or see him…. up until Sukuna gets up from the bench, which is when the little boy decides to run back to him, whining about how he’s sorry and how he didn’t know.
Megumi’s more quiet and follows Yuji around. He even ran back to Sukuna with the boy, worried that his friend's uncle was going to leave him at the park too, even though his father was at the grill just a few feet away.
Watching the two boys play is adorable, but you try not to look too much in an attempt to avoid making eye contact with the grumpy uncle, which ends up becoming more difficult than you’d imagined. The kid eventually wore him out to the point where he managed to slip out his view.
Yuji didn't go very far.
“...es’cuse me?”
You feel a little tug at your shorts and look down to find an incredibly worried Yuji, who should’ve gone to an adult he knew, but here he was after quickly deciding you were the trusted adult for whatever problem he had.
“What’s wrong?” You crouch down, getting at eye level. “Are you okay?”
“No,” he shakes his head, pointing to his feet. “I donno how to tie my shoes.”
“You don’t?” you ask, sounding just as concerned. “Do you want me to tie them for you?”
He pouts. “Yes, please.”
Your heart melts at his little voice. “Aw, okay.”
Like any other kid, Yuji’s amazed at how fast adults can tie shoelaces, unable to keep up with the strings crossing and looping around each other to create the little bow at the end.
“Yay!” He claps his hands, jumping in excitement. “We can play again, Gumi!”
Megumi thinks to celebrate with his friend, but closes his mouth right after opening it.
Then you’re startled by a scoff made directly behind you. “You make a stranger tie your shoes and you can’t even say thank you?”
The last to freeze is Yuji, who side-eyes him, rather than turning to face him. “Um.. ya I did..”
“No you didn’t?!” The toddler's ability to lie over something so simple amazes and offends the man at the same time. Does Yuji seriously think he’s that stupid? “I watched you lie about not knowing how to tie your shoes and then I watched you try to run off with even thanking her.”
“I donno how to tie my shoe!” Yuji stomps a foot on the ground to prove whatever point he thought he was making.
“Yes, you do— now thank her, before I take your shoes away.”
“Oh no, not my shoes!”
“Yeah. Bye bye, shoes.” Sukuna snorts, clearly enjoying this. “You’re a big boy now, remember? You don’t need them.”
“Yes, I do!” Yuji whines.
“Then have some manners and say thank you.” Sukuna continues to glare at the kid while pointing at you.
“Thank you for tying my shoe,” Yuji tightly grabs the bottom of his t-shirt with both hands and bows at you, then turns to his uncle and starts whimpering. “Don’t eat my shoes, Unkakuna! I need them!”
Sukuna’s even more annoyed now at how specific that was. “Who said I was gonna eat them?!”
“I dunno! You eat everything!” Yuji claims, bottom lip quivering and all, making his uncle's eye twitch in disbelief. “It’s all stuck in your big belly.”
Sukuna’s face drops, as if he didn’t see a 6-pack in the mirror this morning with his own eyes.
“I don't have a goddamn belly,” he scolds him through a clenched jaw, then lowers his tone as he begins to crouch down. “Do you want me to hit your Papa Jin?”
“No!!!”
“Then quit acting like I eat everything in sight, you little shit.”
Yuji scratches the back of his head as he continues to whine, trying to force a couple tears out. Eventually he turns to you. “He’s gonna hit my papa with his big belly.”
“Uh-oh. That's not nice,” you begin to laugh, all while Sukuna grumbles something about Jin being the one with love handles.
“Papa gonna cry,” he claims, continuing to act distraught over the news, trying to get all the sympathy he can from you. “My poor papa.”
You giggle. “I don’t think he’ll hit your papa, though.”
“He’s gonna EAT my papa!” Yuji stretches his arms out, emphasizing how big of a meal that would be for Sukuna. As if it couldn't get any worse, Yuji finds a random basketball and tries to stuff it under his shirt. “Then his belly will be big like THIS.”
“Stop it,” Sukuna snaps, pointing off into the distance behind the kid. “Get out of here before I barbecue you on that grill Mr. Toji’s using.”
“Hey!” Yuji gasps. “You can’t do that!”
“You can barbecue anything when you have barbecue sauce, Yuji.” he informs the kid, then notices a mortified Megumi standing off to the side. “You’re next.”
“DAAAADDDDYYYYYYYY.”
The boys run to Toji at full speed. Yuji thinks it’s a game, but Megumi’s genuinely scared, sobbing as his father picks him. His dad’s obviously confused as to why his son’s crying like someone threatened to kill him. Once Megumi’s able to actually get a full sentence out as he points right as Sukuna.
If Megumi thought he was going to receive any sort of comfort from his father, he was dead wrong. Toji bursts out laughing and doesn’t stop, even when Megumi starts screaming and hitting him for not being more concerned over something so dire.
“Megumi says you’re not allowed to have any cake,” Toji yells out.
“I’m taking Yuji home if I don’t get a slice.”
Sukuna’s response has the two boys whining in the distance.
“NO barbecue me.” Megumi glares as he tries to strike a deal with the most difficult person he’s encountered so far in his short, yet stressful life.
“Give me three slices and I won’t barbecue you.”
“But Unkukuna, you’re belly!” Yuji rounds his arms out in front of him, emphasizing how detrimental those extra calories would be for his physique.
Everyone grows quiet as Sukuna stares him down, wondering who the fuck even taught him that. Whoever it was better pray to god that he doesn’t find out.
“I’m not gonna be your uncle anymore if you keep talking about my belly.”
Yuji reaches out in despair as he screams, “NOOO.”
“No? You don’t want that?” he asks, fighting back a smile.
Yuji throws his back dramatically, shaking his head. “NO.”
“That’s what I thought,” he barks, not bothering to hide how proud breaking Yuji down with a singular sentence made him. “Now ZIP IT.”
“KAY’.”
Yuji looks away for a moment to take a deep breath, trying to calm down, all while sneaking little peeks at Sukuna.
He quickly looks away after seeing that his uncle’s staring at him, then peeks again. It happens several times, yet his uncle hasn’t moved a muscle once as he continues to just look at the boy like he’s better than him.
What kind of a sick game is this?
Naturally, he grows irritated knowing Sukuna is winning whatever game this is, which isn’t fair since he’s already going to have three slices of cake later. Even one slice was pushing it, to tell you the truth. He was too young to put into words why it pissed him off. All he knows is watching Sukuna enjoy good things, that are meant for good people, will never sit right with his spirit.
By the time Sukuna decided to stop staring at the kid as a form of psychological warfare, you had already been awkwardly standing there for quite some time, unsure if you should leave or not. It was either look rude or look too comfortable, neither of which you wanted to come off as.
Sukuna wasn’t mad at you anymore. At least not since Gojo called and told him you were and still are dealing with some mental health stuff.
He wasn’t planning on talking to you today, either, purely because he didn’t believe he should have to apologize for giving someone a harmless look. But then he caught Yuji trying to get your attention and figured it would’ve been fine since 2 minutes with him would make anyone want to choose peace for the next hour.
You couldn’t tell what he was thinking when your eyes finally met his, but at least he wasn’t giving you that same disgusted look you got at Nanami’s birthday.
You weren’t the best at starting conversations outside of work, though, and quickly embarrassed yourself with how bad you stuttered while trying to find something to say, which ended up being an apology for tying the kids' shoe.
In turn, Sukuna looked at you like you were a fucking weirdo.
“What? No, it’s— that’s fine,” he waves a hand, still thrown off by the apology. “He just goes around annoying anybody he can.”
“Oh– don’t worry, he didn’t annoy me. He's adorable.”
You suppress a laugh as he shoots you a look saying he’s anything but that.
“He’s a pain in the ass,” he grumbles, already rubbing his eyes from how tired he is. “We passed around a baseball for an hour before coming here and he’s still running around trying to convince people that I’m a fatass.”
He has to be at least 200 pounds of pure muscle and has the ass of a baseball player, so you neither confirm nor deny the words out of fear that you’d make yourself look stupid again. “He probably just likes your attention.”
“That’s the problem— he’s probably taken 10 years off my life already because of it,” he smiles a little, obviously more fond of the kid that he lets on.
You avert your gaze as you find yourself smiling as well. “His poor parents.”
“They have good life insurance, he’ll be set.”
“Oh, I'm sure,” you laugh with him until it dies down into another awkward silence. You’ve barely looked at him and try not to think too much about it after the realization. Having a conversation with him was surprising enough. Difficult on your end, too, but you pushed yourself. “How’ve your dad and Jin been?”
“Jin’s been good, he’s—” he huffs out a laugh, “you know he went and made Choso his fuckin’ stepson right?” He openly points at Choso, not very worried about getting caught.
“Yeah,” you nod, just as surprised by it, more so by the fact that Choso and Yuji and brothers.
“Well. He’s still going strong with Kaori. Just bought a house,” he struggles to list things worth sharing— aside from the mommy kink, his brother’s pretty boring. Sukuna quickly moves on to Wasuke, who he has no issue talking about. “Old man’s driving me nuts. Says he wants to retire, instead he just takes a bunch of days off and pretends he’s doing me a favor by letting me play boss while he’s gone, so now I’m doing my job and his.”
“You’re working for the company?”
He sighs deeply. “Yeah.”
It pains him to say, remembering all that talk about him wanting ‘something of his own’ when he was younger. Now here he is, set to take over daddy’s company.
“I mean… it’s already there,” you try to offer some words of reassurance, being the one that heard most of the said talk. “All you have to do is maintain it once it’s yours.”
“Exactly,” his tone changes, less ashamed of pulling the nepo baby card. “I’m not tryna work any harder than I should at this point.”
“Does he pay you extra on the days he’s off, at least?”
“Fuck no.” He laughs, even though there is nothing funny about being exploited at his grown age. “Yeah— nope— he works me like a fuckin’ dog.”
Hence why he’s been helping himself to whatever cash is in the old man’s wallet and whatever food he has in his pantry when he visits. He makes good money to begin with, so it’s not like he can’t afford any of it, it’s just the principal.
He’ll take Wasuke’s toilet paper, too.
That old man has one year to either give him a raise or retire completely before couches and T.V.s start to go missing.
“Old man’s been good, though… still kickin’,” he mutters, then stops himself before saying something really fucked up, “What’ve you been up to?”
You shrug as you let out an indecisive hum, knowing you didn’t have much to share. “Nothing really— work usually has me pretty busy.”
He’s well aware of how boring of a life you have, but still tries to push for more details. “Yeah? Suguru says you’re in finance now.”
“Mhm,” you nod, growing shy, “portfolio manager.”
“You spend the day telling people what to do now?” he asks as if he were almost impressed.
“Not really,” you laugh. “A lot of it’s research, reporting, meeting with clients, I— yeah, I mainly just take care of more of the sensitive stuff. If my manager hat’s on, it’s usually just collecting reports from the other managers or figuring out what’s going on with their teams if they’re not performing the way they need to.”
He nearly barks out a laugh.
You look at him with confusion. “What?”
“So instead of managing a bunch of people, you just terrorize their managers?”
“I don’t terrorize them,” you murmur, shifting in place. “It’s their job to make sure that their teams are performing well and if they aren’t—”
“You ask them why they aren’t doing their jobs,” he finishes your sentence with an amused grin. “Then they sit there for the next hour, trying to come up with an answer for that.”
You pause for a moment, wondering if he has to do the same. “Well— kind of.”
You don’t have time to sit there and listen for an hour, nor do you want to. The longest one went just over twenty minutes before you had to stop her.
“Listen, Linda— I,” you stopped to think twice about what you were going to say, “I’m just asking why there’s been a dip in the performance, I really don’t need an entire life story for that. Why don’t we take a few steps back— how has your team been?”
“Well… uhm… well… they…” You nodded, thinking it’d encourage her, and it did, but 5 minutes later she went off course to talk about her failing marriage, again. “And then Dave, he—”
“Is Dave a new hire?”
Her eyes dried right up. “No… Dave is my husband.”
You knew damn well who Dave was, but she was starting to get on your nerves.
“Okay, let’s talk about your team right now… this is about work— Dave doesn’t work here.” You tried your best to be patient with her, but it was like teaching a kindergartener how to self regulate. “I wanna know things like how everyone’s been mentally— are they eating, are they getting enough sleep, are they taking their breaks? Are they having to work through them?”
She didn’t know. She just wanted to give you a sob story so you’d let her off the hook. So, when she mentioned Dave a third time:
“This isn’t working,” you murmur to yourself as you turn to your computer and start typing. “I’m going to make a little worksheet for everyone, including you. Think of it as a peer review. You’ll have one for each team member and each team member will have one for you. I think that’ll be an easier way to get to the bottom of things.”
Instead of excusing herself, she stares at you like a deer in headlights.
“There’s no need to wait on me by the way, I’ll have them emailed out to everyone within the next hour.”
On the rare occasion that you do have to ask performance related questions, you send them the same exact worksheet so they have an idea of what you wanted to talk about— which is the only part you mention to Sukuna. He’d probably accuse you of terrorizing Linda when you know you could’ve been ten times worse.
You’re just glad he didn’t ask about any of the other stuff you had to do.
Sometimes you wished you spent your days in Linda’s professional shoes— god forbid you ever had to deal with a man like Dave. Her job was less demanding than yours. More human. Working with others and collaborating with them must be great in terms of keeping you grounded— normal people, that is.
You wouldn’t consider any of the people you answer to now as normal. The stakeholders, clients, the higher ups, Yaga— they’re all fucking crazy. You couldn’t just pretend like they were normal, you had to match their energy and in some cases, you had to be worse to finish whatever job you were tasked to do, which drove you closer to their territory with each day that passed.
“Do you like it there?” Sukuna looks at you and asks, tone fond and filled with warmth, as if he were proud of you.
In the same moment you realize that you were only fooling yourself earlier when you tried to believe that he hated you.
You wish you could turn back time by just a few seconds to change the subject. You didn’t want to answer a question that he clearly wanted a yes to— you’re sure it’d make him feel better about knowing you chose to spend all those years alone, when you had someone would’ve easily stayed by your side.
You grew stiff, eyes glossing at the question because you hated the real answer to it.
“Not really,” you murmur, almost ashamed to admit it. “That’s kinda how I feel about most things, though.”
It was true. You don’t even know why you’re wishing for a job like Linda’s, you always came off as cold and hardly spoke to others before the big promotion.
He didn’t know what to say to that, he wasn’t even sure if there were any words you could give to someone as apathetic as you sounded when answering. It’s not like he was the type to offer anything encouraging to begin with. Instead, he stayed quiet, comfortable in the silence as he let his own mind run free for a bit.
Just as you were starting to think you made him uncomfortable—
“Did anyone have to drag you here today?” he asks.
“No.”
“So you chose to come to soot sprites' birthday?” he asks, as judgmental as ever.
You smile. “I did.”
He gently rests his hand on top of your head, leaving you with a familiar sense of comfort as he leaned in. “You’re not doing too bad then.”
“Uncle-Kunaaaaaaa!” The man looks up to see his nephew sprinting towards him. “My tummy growling!!”
“This kid’s always coming up with the most extra ways to say things,” he mutters under his breath as he pulls away. “So you’re hungry?”
Yuji slows down the closer he gets, until he’s skipping towards the man. “Yeah. Mr. Toji says he make chicken sticks.”
Sukuna looks at Yuji the way he always does whenever the kid decides to rename something. “You mean skewers?”
“Yeah, chicken sticks,” Yuji nods, confidently repeating himself, because Sukuna was obviously wrong, even though Toji said skewers, too. Both men obviously don’t know what they’re talking about.
The man actually looked to you for help, and given how it’s an issue between a 3 year old rage baiter and a grown man that will make time to argue with a child, you decide to stay out of it.
“That sounds yummy,” you say to Yuji, and you could feel Sukuna glaring at you for not even bothering to call them skewers, too. “You guys should probably grab some before Suguru arrives, he loves chicken and leftovers.”
Sukuna lets out a mixture of a scoff and a laugh since it’s true, but if anyone’s taking those skewers home, it’s him.
Which is why he lets Yuji start to pull him away to get some.
. . .
Getting to talk to you more, after being pulled away from Yuji, hardly counted since it was with groups of other people.
Luckily for Sukuna, your car’s parked right next to his and you’re leaving at the same time he’s trying to get the little brat in his car seat. He’s half asleep and won’t let go— each time he physically tries to pry Yuji off of him, he does this weird muted scream.
He’s about 2.5 seconds away from wrestling this kid when he hears someone.
“Bye.”
It comes off as a little unnatural, but it’s in more of an awkward ‘I don’t know if I should say goodbye to you right now’ way.
Sukuna turns around. “Oh, wait—”
His hand slides into his pocket, only to find it empty, then realizes it’s in the pocket of his jacket. The side where Yuji’s on and won’t leave. You stay in the place the whole time, wondering if he’s aware of how funny he looks grumbling to himself as he checks all his other pockets.
He eventually finds his business card, then rolls his eyes after realizing he’s about to give you a business card, because he’d rather not tell you he already has your number. To add salt to injury, he didn’t even need to pull his phone out, because the goal was to give you his number.
“Here.” He hands the semi-decent card over for you to take, surprised it’s not more broken down since he’s always leaving them in his pockets, even when he’s throwing his clothes in the washer. “You don’t have to of course, but feel free to reach out if you’re interested in catching up sometime over lunch or something.”
“Yeah, that’d be nice.” You look at the card, flipping it over a couple times. “Um… I don’t actually… need this, though.”
He stares at you for a moment, wondering if it was just some pathetic, last minute excuse to turn him down.
“I already have it,” you shyly admit, handing the card back to him as if it were better off going to someone else. “Satoru gave it to me a couple weeks ago. I just wasn’t sure if you wanted to hear from me.”
“Fair enough.” He shrugs, reluctant to say more— he might be down to catch up, but he’s still not apologizing for his face. “Shoot me a text sometime, then. I wouldn’t mind.”
“Yeah, I will.” You smile a little, trying to hide a bit of the excitement that was starting to bubble up. “Alright, well— it was nice seeing you.”
“Yeah, you too.”
. . . . . .
‘You’re not doing too bad.’
It took around 3 months after the words left Sukuna’s mouth to actually start believing them.
It’s not like your life was crazy interesting now. It just slowly started to fill up with things you looked forward to over time. Whether it be hanging out with others or simply sitting in your living room with a latte you took your time making. Your apartment started to feel more like a home with each new addition you added to it. You were nowhere near done, but you found yourself enjoying the process of casually looking through items and randomly falling in love with different ones.
The newest addition was a painting you saw a year ago and decided not to buy, despite how much you loved it. You stood in that gallery for over an hour, convincing yourself that it would never get that much attention from you again once you took it home. You were convinced that it’d find a way to collect dust in a space that felt as sterile as yours, and left it for someone that had a home where it wouldn’t.
You found it again in a consignment store with a big coffee stain on the side of the canvas. The person who ended up buying it probably got rid of the moment it spilled. They didn’t even bother hanging it up, and most likely had it on some counter before the accident happened. By the time you got to it, it was collecting dust with dozens of other paintings leaned against the wall since they weren’t good enough to be hung up.
You paid less than a quarter of it was originally worth, but a part of you thinks you would’ve purchased it for its original price if it meant you got to take it home. You’ve thought about it nearly everyday since you stepped out of that pristine gallery, after all.
Sukuna stared at it for a while before hanging it up. You can’t remember how the conversation started, but he came over and put it up for you after finding out you were going to do it yourself, claiming you didn’t have the right tools. You probably don’t.
It wasn’t until the canvas was up on the wall when he finally asked the question you had been expecting to get after you caught him looking at it funny.
“That brown stuff on the bottom corner is a part of the whole thing, right?”
“Nope.”
He just stood there and continued staring at the damn thing with you, waiting silently for an explanation that he soon realized he’d never get on his own.
“Are coffee stains some new trend I don’t know about?”
He was dead serious. It was almost funny how he couldn’t believe that you’d just buy something that was stained like that.
“Nope, not a trend.”
He continued to stare at you, so utterly confused as to why you want that thing hung up on your wall when you could just walk into one of those art shops and buy a new one. It’s not like you couldn’t afford it, he’s seen some of the shit you own and you’re clearly not bothered by commas on a price tag.
You eventually told him the story. He probably still didn’t get it, but that didn’t really matter.
“How cute,” he says rather boredly, wondering why you couldn’t just tell him that in the first place. “You didn’t buy it for more than 50% of its price, right?”
You shoot him an annoyed look. “I spent almost an entire year sulking over it, do you seriously think the price of it matters at this point? I wanted it.”
“You probably ended up cursing the damn thing so no one else could have it. People don’t usually spill coffee on paintings.” he says, starting to laugh the longer he thought about it.
You don’t laugh with him, but he does catch the proud look on your face as you walk away, just happy to have it. He walks after you with another question in mind, hoping now was an okay time since he always forgets.
“Mind me asking why you’re just now starting to furnish the place?”
You shrug. “I was just always too tired to get out of bed. If it wasn’t for work, I wasn’t getting up,” you remind him. “Too many choices to make, too. I’d get overwhelmed and stop looking for stuff.”
“Yeah, there’s a lotta shit out there,” he murmurs, helping himself to one of the white claws in your fridge.
The can cracks open and he takes a sip, looking over your living room that’s become a bit more filled in since the first time he came over to help you put your couch together. The place was so empty that he automatically assumed you had recently moved in.
He’s been helpful since Megumi’s birthday— at least he tries to be.
It never feels forced, most of the time it’s just him asking if you wanna come along to a place he was already going to, just to get you out of the house.
He also asks how you’re actually doing, a lot— figuring you were just someone that needed some extra support, given how one lonely, difficult semester made you isolate yourself to the point where you started to believe you weren’t worth missing.
Once, he almost asked how you could’ve ever put him into that category. He loved you, both platonically and not platonically. But he never asked, the past is the past and that’s probably just how it is when someone’s spirit’s in the dumps.
He’s far from a therapist and never has any advice to give, but he was surprisingly good at getting you out of your head— pull you back to reality, without the reality check. You’ve obviously had more than enough of them. It’s why he doesn’t bother being harsh with you, at all. Even during the times he’s come off as more straightforward, you don’t feel any judgement or malice behind his words. The last thing he wanted was to say or do something that made you think you couldn’t give him a call.
It’s probably why you’re so comfortable with having him come over and why you don’t mind telling him certain things, like the fact that you spent most of your free time sleeping at one point. He never bats an eye. He just wants to be around you, like he’s always had.
“Summers’ coming up. Getting anything for the balcony?” he asks, nodding in the direction of its doors.
You turn your head, looking over at the empty space. “What would I even get?”
He’s mid-sip when you ask, but hums in acknowledgment. “Some seating, a little table, maybe a fire pit if you’re feeling extra crazy.”
You fight back a smile, “Oh? Thanks, asshole.”
“You might be a grandma, but I never said there’s nothing wrong with it.”
“I’m trying not to be, okay.” You give him the finger as you walk to the fridge, hoping he didn’t take the last seltzer. Seconds later you’re cracking one open yourself.
He chuckles at the little pout you get on your face when you’re offended. “I’m just fuckin’ with you— you’re fine.”
“I guess,” you murmur, leaving him in the kitchen to go take a seat on the couch.
He trails behind you, leaving enough space between the two of you as he takes a seat on the couch he nearly lost his mind trying to put together. The instructions were in a language so uncommon that most people go about their lives without knowing about it.
“What do you mean you guess?”
“I don’t know,” you murmur. “Kinda feel guilty for all the years I lost, I wish I could get them back.”
“I bet,” he leans back in his seat. “You ever considered making more time for yourself, now?”
“What do you mean?”
“Taking some time off. Could be a week, could be a couple months. You could even try working part time for a little. You have a savings, I’m sure you could get away with taking a break.”
“Oh— yeah, I have actually. The company has really good benefits, though. It’s kinda why I haven’t even tried to leave,” you turn towards him, leaning against the arm rest as you hug your knees. “I’ve been considering asking for a demotion, though.”
You’re not quite sure how Yaga would handle that. You’ve been coming up with different ideas all month— a hybrid schedule, switching to a 4 day work week, maybe leaving early some days, a demotion. You’re sure taking on another role would have its own difficulties, but it’d be easy to handle compared to all you do now. The workload you have really should be split between two people, maybe even three.
“That’d definitely be a lot less work,” he remarks, still shocked at all the shit he has you do.
“A lot less— I’m hoping Yaga agrees to one of them. If not, I might just find some place else. I could probably take a few months off then. Free time does sound nice.”
“Yeah you could sleep in, hang out with anyone who’s free, find a hobby, go on a date—“
His last suggestion gets shut down with a laugh. “Yeah, right.”
“What?” he smirks.
“I suck at dating,” you inform him. “I don’t even know how to anymore.”
He snorts. “That’s a little dramatic, no?”
“It’s true— last time I went on one was three years ago.”
He raises his brows, then flatly asks, “Three?”
“Don’t judge me,” you grumble.
“M’not. It’s just— 3 years of completely nothing?”
“God— obviously.” You hide your face in embarrassment. “You are judging me right now.”
“I’m not,” he laughs, taking another sip. “Just a long time to go without having someone take care of you.”
"Well I slept through most of it anyway so I'm fine,” you roll your eyes, annoyed at how he’d even make a joke like that when he knows you can support yourself just fine without anyone’s help.
“You’re awake right now, though.”
“So?” you scoff.
“I can take care of you, if you want,” he offers.
“Not funny,” you murmur, just about ready to kick his ass out.
At first, he’s confused as to why his little offer had you that offended. Then after a minute, it clicks. Since you refuse to look at him, you miss the amused grin on his face after realizing you two are thinking about two entirely separate things in terms of ‘being taken care of’.
You only finally look at him when he gets up from where he’s sitting and there’s a shit eating smirk on his face, making you think he’s just being a dick and leaving.
Then he takes a seat right next to you, leg just barely brushing against yours.
“What are you d—”
“I think you’re a little confused here,” he says a little too calmly, throwing his arm over the backrest and leaning in way too close.
“Listen, I looked forward to hanging up that painting of yours all day, same goes for all the other stuff I’ve helped you out with.” You feel your cheeks start to warm as a result of the low, honeyed tone he’s using on you. “I really like helping you. It makes you a little happier, and with all the assholes I have to deal with everyday, it makes my day a lot better. So, why not just let me do a little more?”
“I don’t— what are you even talking about right now?” Your words come out all nervous and jumbled, failing to stay calm from how close this guy is.
“I’m talking about all the times I’ve caught you looking at my dick print.”
Your eyes widen in horror and he laughs.
“Yeah, you’re not slick,” he tucks some hair behind your ear and leans in closer. “C’mon— you’re not even at work right now and your mind’s still all over the place trying to find stuff to be stressed about. Aren’t you tired?”
Your heart pounds against your chest as you hesitate to answer. “I mean— yeah.”
“Let me fuck you then,” he murmurs, tracing the backs of his fingers down your arm. “You won’t have to think about anything, won’t have to do anything— just gotta take it. Super easy. Sounds fun, huh?”
“I… I don’t know,” you just barely whisper, shifting in your seat from all the nerves, looking like a deer in headlights.
“I think you do know.” He continues to toy with you as he waits for you to say anything else. Surprise: you never do.
“I’ll stop if you tell me to.”
You look like you’re about to have a panic attack and it’s adorable. “Stop what?”
“This.” He smiles, pressing a soft kiss right under your ear, humming against your skin, not missing the way it makes your breath hitch. Then he presses another one on your jaw, then another, getting closer to your lips and pulling back right before he does, meeting your glazed over, half lidded eyes.
He snakes a hand around the back of your neck and pulls you in, making your lips meet his. The first kiss is slow and gentle, letting you warm up to it. You put your legs down trying to get closer, not expecting for it to grow more heated, too.
An arm wraps around your waist and you're being pulled in to straddle his lap. His big hands roam around your hips and ass as you start to full on make out, grinding you down against something long and hard until you’re desperately panting against each other.
He gives your ass one last squeeze before finding the bottom of your shirt and pulling it up over your head, rushing to unclip your bra and tossing it in whichever direction the shirt went. A soft gasp slips through your lips once you feel the wet heat of his pierced tongue drag a slow stripe over your nipple, not thinking much about the way Sukuna smiled at you afterwards.
You should’ve braced yourself for the level of greed you were about to experience.
Many minutes later, your tits are covered in spit and you’re failing to bite back moans out of self preservation.
And it’s fucking hard.
Sukuna’s groaning and dragging a heavy tongue over each nipple 1, 2, 3, 4 times before wrapping his lips around them and starts sucking. He goes back and forth between each, pulling away with a wet, lewd pop before moving on to the next. At first, he’d replace his mouth with his fingers— rubbing, rolling, and pinching on the sensitive bud so it’s not completely neglected while he works on the other one.
They’re now firmly planted on your hips, because apparently he needs the extra friction. So now your shorts are soaked through and you’re trying not to cum as he continues to push you down back and forth against his cock.
Your fingers are digging into his shoulders, the moans you’re struggling to bite back come out as whines and the one thing that actually pulls one out of you is when Sukuna’s palm cracks down on your ass.
“Come here.”
He pulls you in by the back of your neck and swallows all the little sounds you try not to make with a kiss messier than the last.
The air's hot and heavy once he breaks it. A small string of saliva hangs on and then breaks as you pull away, already looking like a mess while trying to catch your breath.
“Bed?”
“Yeah,” you nod, sounding more desperate.
“Thought so,” he stifles out a laugh as he suddenly gets up, easily taking you with him as he makes the short walk to your bedroom.
He sets you down on the mattress before pulling his shirt over his head. The buckle of his belt lightly clinks as he undoes it to take his pants off, leaving just his boxers on that leave little room for imagination. He leans forward, hooking his fingers over the waistband of your soaked fucking shorts, taking them off along with your panties in one go.
You don’t even get the opportunity to be shy around Sukuna because he's immediately grabbing the backs of your thighs and letting out a low whistle while pulling them apart to get a good look at how wet you already are.
“Shit— look at you,” he groans.
Without warning, he dips his head down in between your thighs, and he licks a long, fat stripe up your slit, not missing the extra friction from the metal ball on his tongue. There’s a shit eating smirk on his face when his head comes up, teasing you as he pushes you back further up the bed to make more room for himself.
“Told you this was fun.”
“Shut up.” You giggle as you watch him get settled back in between your thighs, only for it to die out once he dips his head back down.
He draws a long sigh out of you once he starts to slowly lap at your sensitive clit. He goes at an unhurried pace, just barely using any pressure and you’re sure he’s just doing it to fuck with you. With the way you are right now, the lazily licks are fucking torture, making you squirm around while you clench around nothing.
The more you move, the tighter his grip around the back of your thighs gets, until you find yourself pinned in place as he finally starts to pick up the pace, adding more pressure until that metal ball starts swiping across your clit like you need it to. You focus on it, until it gets ripped away once you finally feel his tongue press flat against your hole and begins dragging heavy stripes up to your clit.
Your breathing grows sharp and uneven, hand moving down to his head, locking strands of hair in between your fingers as drawn out moans start spilling past your lips. He goes from pressing his tongue against your entrance to pushing past it, dipping further and further until deciding to just stay there and fuck you with it.
The shallow thrusts have you squeezing and clenching, back arching off the bed, desperate for more. You nearly let out a pathetic cry when he pulls away, but then he fills the empty space right back up with not one, but two of his fingers. They’re long and thick, and he’s curling them in. The pads of his fingers rub right up against that spot inside that has you seeing stars.
Through half-lidded eyes, you watch as he starts to pump them in and out faster, until a light squelch can be heard. “Oh fuuuck.”
“You like my fingers?” he asks with a low, amused hum.
You nod. “Feels so good— oh my god.”
“I bet— look at how fuckin’ soaked they are from you.” He pulls them all the way out for you to see, then stuffs them back in. He starts curling faster, thumb pressing your clit and rubbing little circles until you’re clenching and whining. “Yeahh— that’s it, show me how good that feels.”
He keeps hitting your sweet spot until something in you shifts, making you close your legs out of instinct, only for him to keep them open so he can keep going.
“Oh my god— fuck— wait!” you cry out.
“What’s wrong, baby? Gonna cum?” Instead of letting up, he goes faster, letting the room continue to fill up with the filthy sounds of his fingers scissoring into your cunt, pushing you over the edge until you give him what he wants.
And he gets it quick. You let out a sharp cry as you gush around him, finally cumming after holding it in from earlier.
“Fuuck yeah, there you go,” he rasps, fingers slowing down as he works you through it.
He waits for you to catch your breath before leaning forward and kissing you a couple times, humming with each one.
“Tired or you wanna keep goin’?” he asks.
You’re still trying to catch your breath as you answer. “Yeah, keep going.”
“Atta girl.”
He pushes himself off the bed to take the boxers off and your eyes widen at his cock that’s bigger than you originally thought it’d be. It springs out of his boxers with multiple piercings and precum smeared all over his darkened red tip.
And of course, you stare for longer than you should.
“You alright?” he asks, sounding cocky as hell, and actually having the right to be.
Taking your eyes off feels impossible— 3 rows of barbells on the underside of his shaft right below his tip, and another one on the underside of his tip. It almost feels wrong, he’s already long and thick.
“Yeah— I just— holy shit.”
“I know.” He says with full confidence as he gets back on the bed and situating himself in between your legs. “Gonna be fun watching you take it.”
He grabs the backs of your knees and spreads your legs further apart, getting a better look at how wet you still are, fighting back a smile knowing it’s from him.
He gives his cock a couple pumps, then looks at you, not sure whether you’re excited or nervous. “You ready?”
You look at him, then back down to the absolute monster he has in his hand, then back up at him.
“Mhm.”
He stares at you for a few seconds, then casually shrugs. “Alright.”
You’ll get used to it.
He runs the head of his cock through your slick folds, tapping it over your clit a couple times, making you a bit more nervous after feeling the cold metal ball from his piercing nudging at your entrance.
He pushes in, and you both have the same reaction to how easy it slides in despite how tight of a fit it was. You take in a sharp breath as he starts to sink in, inch by inch, with no resistance, all while feeling an immediate stretch and the added friction from each piercing.
Once he’s halfway through, he slowly starts to rock his hips back and forth and you find yourself having to bite back on a moan, realizing those piercings were also rubbing back and forth against your walls.
“You doin’ okay?” he raises a brow, clearly enjoying the sight.
“You’re so fucking big,” it almost sounds like a complaint.
“I am,” he hums, leaning down and caging you in with his arms. “I’m gonna push the rest in.”
“How much is there left?”
“You’ll be fine.”
He thrusts right in and you're letting out a shattered gasp. At the same time, he’s humming in satisfaction since he got to watch the whole thing.
“Fuckin’ tight,” he murmurs, giving you a moment to get used to how stuffed you are, stealing a few kisses while he’s at it since he’s not entirely an asshole. “Remember what I said, all you gotta do is take it.”
You don’t get a chance to respond before he’s pulling out all the way and sliding back in, working up a pace as he stuffs you over and over again, dragging those small metal balls right over the spot that made your toes curl.
It still took you a little bit of time getting used to him though, all words dying at your throat once he started to actually fuck you like it was nothing. Feeling betrayed by your body for letting him stretch you so easily like this.
Each drive of his cock has you moaning and gasping, making you cover your mouth trying to hold them in— something he did not like since he pushed your hand away.
Then without warning, he shoves two fingers in your mouth.
“Mmmh— you look good with my fingers shoved in your mouth like this. Now suck.”
You do as he says, swirling your tongue around his digit a few times before he presses them down it, making you softly moan as you sucked on them. He pulls them out with a wet pop and starts muttering in your ear.
“Don’t cover that pretty little mouth again, alright?”
Thrust.
“Fuck— okay,” you whine back.
“Good girl.” He gives you another rough thrust, pulling another choked noise out of you. “Don’t try to hold out on me thinkin’ snot and tears are gonna turn me off, cry on it if you have to. I like it ugly.”
At first you wanted to cry from how fucking mean that was, only to realize that urge to cry may have just been from that one spot he wouldn’t stop hitting, which eventually stopped being overwhelming once you finally get used to him.
“See? That wasn’t so bad now, was it?” he asks, though it was more of a condescending remark rather than a question. “Bet this feels good now, huh?”
“It’s been a while,” you say in an attempt to defend yourself.
“Yeah, no kidding— pussy’s fuckin’ tight,” he says all smug, getting harder at just the thought. “Feels good like this.”
He brings your legs together and throws them over his broad shoulders. Moans start to spill out of your mouth the moment he starts hitting at an angle that manages to hit your clit too. His hips crack against your ass as he picks up the pace, slick spreading past your thighs as he pounds down deeper, bed steadily rocking from all the force behind each thrust.
“Shit— look at how much of a mess you made,” he groans once the wet squelch between you becomes unavoidably louder. “Did you squirt or somethin’? You’re fuckin’ soaked.”
“No. I don’t— nghh— who cares, just keep going.”
He looks at you in amusement, keeping the same pace as he pushes further back against your legs to go deeper, making you nearly squeal. “Is this what’s got you lying about squirting?”
“I didn’t squirt,” you say with an airy laugh. “Fuuck— just feels good.”
“Right,” he mutters slowly as he pushes back against you even more, slowing down until he’s just grinding against you. “What about this?”
It’s a full blown mating press at this point.
“Mhm— yeahh.” Your lips curl into a small smile. “Better, actually.”
“Good,” he hums.
He leans down to press his lips against yours while slowly picking up the pace again, soaking up all the sighs and soft moans he pulls out of you from the deep strokes of his cock, letting the base of it rub against your clit while his tip mushes against that special little spot inside.
The slow, lazy kisses go on for as long as they can, and for you, it’s when your teeth threaten to clash against each other each time his hips snap against you. By then, Sukuna’s going harder. He pulls all the way back, then drives back in— the force behind each thrust growing greater than the last.
“F-fuck— Kuna, that’s—”
“What? Too much?”
“No, no— keep going,” you damn near start pleading with him, feeling a little bit of pressure start build. “Don’t stop— please, I think I’m gonna—“
Your cunt stretches helplessly around him, feeling every inch and vein he stuffs into you over and over again as he fucks you with reckless abandon. The sight’s nothing but obscene as he fills the room with the sounds of him pounding you senseless.
“What’s wrong, baby?” he asks, honeyed and condescending. “Can’t take it?”
“I don’t– fuck– I don’t know.” Your words are cut off by sharp sudden gasps, feeling something unfamiliar build up. It’s not until he gives you one particularly rough thrust when tears start streaming down your cheeks.
“You poor thing.” If you hadn’t known any better, he sounded quite pleased with himself. He leans down to lick a fresh tear streaming down your cheek before going back to business. “Look at you, getting fucked so good that it’s making you cry. You’re probably close, aren’t ya?”
You take in a sharp breath, wondering how bad it would be if you did. You already thought you came. Instead, Sukuna’s right and he’s letting one of your legs back down, leaning in close and cradling your head while he continues to absolutely ruin you.
“Cum for me,” he murmurs. His fingers trail down to your clit and starts rubbing over it with just the perfect amount of pressure, making clenching like fucking crazy. “Thaaat’s it— c’mon. Give it to me.”
He drags his heavy cock all the way out with a wet schlick, then slams back in— again and again and again— pushing you over the edge until your nails are digging into his back and you’re breaking out into a cry.
You’re gushing around his cock and he keeps drilling into you like he’s trying to work as much as he can out of you— just powering through it. This is the hardest you’ve ever cum in your life, you’re fucking sobbing and he’s just encouraging it with the way he licks a stripe up your cheek, groaning about how fucking hot you look crying on his cock.
“Oh my g-god— I-I can’t— ffuck it’s too much—” your nails start to claw down his back as he drives you into overstimulation.
“I know— I’m so fuckin’ close,” he husks out, and you can tell he’s not entirely all here anymore. “Shhiittt almost there— keep squeezing me like that, baby— yeahh just like that,” his hips desperately slam into you, deep groans start to rumble out of his chest as he chases his own relief. “Fuck— ffuuck.”
He lets out the most drawn out guttural groan once it hits him. He slams in, burying his cock deep inside of you and flooding your walls with so much cum that it starts to spill out while he grinds every last drop of it out.
He pulls out but keeps you caged in underneath you, pressing lazy kisses against your lips with short uneven breaths in between, skin damp and glistening from sweat. It takes a moment to come back to reality, and for someone that doesn’t even know where to start, you’re surprisingly comfortable with the silence between you.
It eventually ends, though. You’re the first to break it.
“Did you still want me to go out on those dates you were talking about?”
Immediately he lets out a breathy laugh. “If you don’t mind me trying to fight them, then sure.”
. . . . . .
Six Months Later
You walk step inside Sukuna’s office, giddier than usual with the small pink cake you bought after handing in your resignation letter to Yaga. His feet are kicked up on the cherry oak wood desk and you doubt he’s doing anything work related. But he’s the boss, who’s going to yell at him? He does sit up straight once he sees you, though, ready to hear the news.
Unfortunately, he doesn’t get to hear it right away since you just had to look at the wall shelves and catch sight of something that wiped the smile off your face.
“Why is Yuji’s face crossed off in that photo?”
He rolls his eyes, “don’t worry, it’s whiteboard marker.”
“But why would you do that?” you continue to interrogate Sukuna, because unlucky for him, you two are the best of friends now.
Jin visited him earlier today and brought Yuji along. He started off the visit strong by pointing to Sukuna and asking his father ‘Does Uncle have a reezding hairline, too?’ and eventually took a look at the protein snacks he had in the corner, which made him look Sukuna up and down, and go “you eat too much.”
Sukuna rubs his temple as he grows annoyed again. “He called me fat and bald, so I told him we weren’t family anymore and crossed his face out to prove it.”
Despite the words that come out of Yuji’s mouth, the kid loves him in all of his grumpiness.
“So you made him cry?”
Yuji cried so hard that started dry heaving and nearly threw up. “No,” he grimaces. “He just pouted and said sorry.”
You look at him rather suspiciously as you grab a couple forks from his little snack station in the corner, but let it go this time.
He takes your silence as an opportunity to change the subject completely. “How’d your boss take the news?”
“Oh my god, he was distraught,” you reveal, still surprised over how panicked he looked when you turned in your resignation letter.
He waves a dismissive hand, believing it’s the least he deserved for not trying to meet you halfway when trying to cut some of your hours down and refusing to demote you.
“You’ll forget all about it after sleeping in tomorrow,” he reassures you before taking his first bite of cake.
“Yeah— I,” you give a nervous laugh, “okay, so about that.”
He stops chewing and just stares at you.
“I’m gonna stay with them.”
“What?” he almost snaps. “We’re going on vacation in a few weeks. I— what the fuck? What did you get a fuckin’ cake for then?!”
“We’re still going! He’s giving me that time off.”
“How charitable of him.” He snorts out a bitter laugh, then goes back to be mad. “I thought you hated that fuckin’ place?!”
“I did! But he offered to shorten my hours and said I could work from home.”
That piece of information does nothing for Sukuna, who is grumbling profanities under his breath, acting like he’s the one being forced to stay there. His words start going in one ear and out the other after telling yourself he’ll get it eventually, and take a bite out of the victory cake since you also got a small raise, despite the decrease in hours.
“Are you listening?”
“What?” you look up and ask, still chewing on the food.
“Tch– nothing.” Sukuna takes his aggression out on the cake by stabbing the damn thing when getting more. “He shoulda’ given you all that before you tried to quit if you were that important. Hell— he shouldn’t have dumped all that work on you in the first place.”
“He’s a greedy old man that’s hungry for money,” you remind him. “What else would you expect from him?”
Sukuna’s delusional and does this thing where he just assumes the world sees you the same way he does, and then when it doesn’t, he gets offended. Last week at the grocery store, someone reached for the produce in front of you and he snapped at them for not saying excuse me. Then he snapped at them again for not having any patience, given how you would’ve eventually moved.
“Whatever,” he gets up from his seat to grab a water from the mini-fridge and takes a sip, but before sitting back down, he stops next to you and gets at eye level. “If Mr. Crabs calls you while we’re gone, I’m ripping that phone out of your hand and cussing him the fuck out, you hear me?”
You suppress a laugh. “Loud and clear.”
“Good,” he says, stealing a quick kiss from you. “Proud of you.”
The sincerity in his tone pulls a smile out of you. “Thanks.”
He glances at the door, notices it’s locked, then places a hand on your thigh when he’s suddenly hit with the realization that there’s absolutely nobody that could fire him.
He gives it a squeeze. You already know what he’s thinking.
“I’m not going anywhere. Not with my life. Not with anything. I look at where I am and it’s just—circles. Same fights. Same city. Same you, same me, doing the same thing to each other every time I come home, and neither of us ever says what it is, and neither of us ever stops.”
⤿ In which Jason is breaking his own heart and yours at the same time.
Bat-burger stinks of grease today. Like someone deep fried a rotting tire and then, somehow there’s even layers to it, like they also tried to cover it up with cheap cologne. And this is, unfortunately, most typical for Gotham fast food places, whether or not it may be criminal for other cities in the states.
The second the automatic doors slide open, the scent hits full force—grease, salt, old fryer oil soaked into the walls so deeply it probably lives in the building’s foundation now. Underneath it sits the sweeter smell of artificial vanilla from the milkshake machine and the sharp sting of industrial cleaner that definitely isn’t winning the fight.
The whole place buzzes under fluorescent lights and overlapping noise. Kids yell over cardboard Batman masks. Someone drops a tray near the counter. Oil crackles somewhere behind the kitchen window like steady rain.
You check the time on your phone, 7:33 pm, too early for the night to have touched the top scrapes of skyscrapers, but too late for lunch nevertheless.
You’re in no position to complain.
Dick shoots you a nasty side eye when you try to pick up your trail from the cashier counter, one that slowly forms in his lips before anywhere else dragging down his face and causing his eyes to widen. As if to say “are you out of your mind?” Then, he claims the sole available booth furthest from the families.
“So, now, tell me why you look like hell,” he says warmly, smiling in that overbearing way, sliding a tray toward you.
There are two burgers wrapped in black paper with little yellow bat symbols stamped over the top, fries dumped carelessly into cardboard containers, and one milkshake already sweating onto the table. Somehow, he still manages to look annoyingly put together despite wearing a hoodie that definitely belongs to someone else —Bruce—and sunglasses shoved into his hair indoors.
You drop into the booth across from him with a tired groan, shrugging your jacket off your shoulders.
Pursing your lips to the side of your face, you eye him before sighing dramatically, your shoulders dropping in the process.
“Real nice Dick, thanks.”
“Come on.” Dick leans back slightly, studying you in that irritatingly observant way all of the Batfamily has. Eyebrows raised, sympathetic eyes “You’ve got the look.”
“What look?”
“The Jason look.”
You stare at him flatly, “That isn’t a thing.”
“It absolutely is a thing.”
He steals a fry from your container before you can stop him. You slap his hand away too late, and he grins around the stolen fry like a twelve-year-old.
“And how would you know?” You shrug.
“Well for starters, you didn’t even react when I played Megan Thee Stallion in the Batmobile last night, so yuppp,” Dick pops his lips together. “I knew something was off then and there.”
Honestly, fair enough.
You peel the wrapper off your burger slowly, mostly to buy time. Grease immediately soaks through the paper onto your fingertips. Batburger, however somehow makes everything taste incredible while also making you feel vaguely closer to cardiac arrest.
Dick waits.
That’s the problem with him. Jason often bulldozes through silences until they crack apart, but Dick sits inside them comfortably. Patient. Relaxed. Like eventually you’ll fill the space yourself because humans apparently find silence unbearable after long enough.
But, despite that, Dick is also, for the most and untold part, physically impatient. He taps his foot nervously on the floor and crosses his arms across his chest. Puckers his lips and widens his baby blues at you until you crack.
And, it doesn’t take long until you do.
Unfortunately, he’s right. This is a Jason issue.
“It starts last Tuesday,” you mutter finally, clearing your throat.
Dick’s expression changes instantly—not dramatic, just quieter. More attentive. A little too happy that you’re choosing to open up. Like you had any other choice to begin with.
“Tuesday,” he repeats casually, reaching for his drink. “That bad, huh?”
Jason being back in Gotham is a rare thing these days.
For him to visit it has to be something Bruce related, or a lead on an outlaws case. Neither of them involve you, or the open files you have for Penguin that have been sitting archived in the bat-computer under your login.
So you don’t see him.
And you don’t really talk either.
You stopped calling around a month after his birthday because he stopped picking up, he stopped texting because you wouldn’t respond.
Somewhere in between all of that, the silence becomes normal enough to settle into your ribs like something entirely permanent.
It’s easier that way. Or at least, it’s supposed to be.
Your everyday life has improved drastically since Jason left —no drama, no avoiding anyone, not crying at nights where you were supposed to be studying. You go on about your day without a pit stop or despair at night when you should be patrolling.
Last Tuesday was no different.
You had spent a ridiculous amount of time after early evening patrol with Tim in the cave, gossiping about Bruce and Selina and why she dropped by the manor at 3pm the other day when Bruce said he was done with her for good.
It was 12 am before you even knew it.
“Wait!” Dick says, eyes so wide, they’re basically threatening to pop out “BRUCE AND SELINA DID WHAT?”
“This isn’t our issue here” you remind.
“Damn, you and Tim NEVER invite me to your gossip sessions”
Deadpanning him seems to set him straight; Dick gestures to you to keep going with your story to which you nod, taking a sip from your own milkshake.
“And before I continue,” you start, squinting “We don’t invite you because you’re no fun to gossip with. You barf everything out to Bruce anyway.”
Dick slurps loudly from his milkshake, blinking. It makes you regret speaking immediately.
“Thank you,” he says, pointing at you with the straw. “See? You’re so honest. This is why I keep you around.”
“You don’t keep me around.”
“I absolutely do. You’re like my very own addition to the Batfamily.”
“You legally cannot own people.”
Dick opens his mouth but closes it before he says anything. “Okay, that’s actually a fair point.”
Satisfied with his answer, you nod, half smiling.
Dick sighs dramatically. “Continue.”
The Batcave is never silent, even at midnight; One would actually argue that midnight is its busiest time.
Computers hum. Servers click somewhere deep in the walls. Water drips faintly in the distance. Every now and then Alfred’s maintenance schedule kicks something on that sounds suspiciously like a dying submarine.
But tonight’s quiet enough.
Tim eventually abandoned his chair somewhere around twelve fifteen after claiming he was “going upstairs for coffee.” (The tenth coffee for today) Which is Tim Drake-nese for “I’m about to disappear for three hours and return somehow more awake than before”
With nothing to do other than stare at the batcomputer, you settle for revising the Penguin case. And by the time you’re halfway through organizing evidence from a shipment bust your comm buzzes.
The bat computer lights up with a notification window.
[INCOMING VEHICLE. IDENTITY AUTHENTIFICATION SUCCESSFUL: RED HOOD ENTERING]
You stare at it for few good seconds, then, a distant engine growls somewhere above.
Low. Aggressive. Utterly familiar; The sound bounces down through stone.
The engine cuts, then his boots land on the floor—unhurried, deliberate, carrying the kind of footsteps that announce him like a title card.
You don’t look up right away. You tell yourself it’s because you’re still elbow-deep in shipment manifests, cross-referencing crates against Cobblepot’s known fronts, but really it’s because your hands have gone a little (no, not a lot) unsteady and you’d rather Jason does not clock that before you’ve had the chance to arrange your face into something unbothered.
Red Hood rounds the med-bay partition first—helmet still on, blood red gleaming dull under the cave’s blue-white light—before he reaches up and unclips it in one practiced motion.
Underneath it, Jason looks like Gotham weather: unpredictable, a little violent around the edges. There’s a fresh scab healing along his jaw and one near his cheekbone, and the shadows under his eyes look less like exhaustion and more like something he’s been carrying for weeks without putting down.
“Hey, Replacement,” he calls out, voice pitched for Tim’s empty chair. Then he notices it is empty, and something flickers across his face—disappointment, maybe, or relief, you can’t tell which and you’re annoyed at yourself for trying to.
“He went for coffee,” you say, still not looking at him, still very interested in a warehouse inventory from three months ago. “Tenth one today.”
“Ah.” A beat. “And you’re what, on Tim-sitting duty?”
Oh, so you don’t greet each other anymore?
“I’m working on a case, Jason.”
“Right. ’Course you are.”
“Our case.”
He says nothing, and in the infinity that this one second of silence holds you begin to feel it. The desperation hidden behind a word as small as ‘our’ with a tad of emphasis sprinkled inside it.
If you feel stupid, you tell yourself it’s probably because you are.
Jason drops into the chair beside yours anyway, the leather creaking under the weight of his gear, and neither of you says anything. The cave fills the infinite silence for you—the hum of servers, a drip somewhere past the trophy cases, the faint metallic tick of the Batmobile cooling down from wherever Bruce drove it in from.
You can smell him before you let yourself really look. Leather and gun oil and something underneath that, something almost like salt water, like he’s been somewhere with an actual coastline recently instead of Gotham’s chemical-grey and purple harbor. You wonder, distantly, if that’s an outlaws thing. Maybe somewhere else entirely. Somewhere that wasn’t here. San Francisco has an ocean. So does wherever else he lately has been, instead of giving you a sign of livelihood, probably doing his own thing like ever endlessly bonding with Bizzaro and—your brain supplies another thought before you can stop it—
Artemis.
You don’t let yourself properly finish that thought. You’ve gotten good at that, lately; cutting threads off before they can pull anything else loose.
“You gonna say hi properly, or are we doing the whole ignoring-me bit tonight?” Jason asks, and there’s an edge in there, trying to sound playful and not quite landing.
You finally turn. He’s watching you with an expression you don’t have a name for—too open for Jason, too unguarded, like whatever mask he usually keeps bolted on even around family got left somewhere on the drive over.
“Hi,” you say, flat. “Stop stealing my lines.”
“Wow.” he huffs a laugh “Riveting.”
“You want a parade or what? Weeks of radio silence and I’m supposed to throw confetti when you finally decide to remember the batcave has Wi-Fi?”
That lands. You watch it land—something tightens at the corner of his mouth, and he looks away first, down at his gloved hands like they’ve suddenly become the most interesting thing in the room.
“Yeah,” he says quietly. “Fair.”
“So, what do you want?”
“Some new domino masks.”
You blink.
“I’ve burned through all mine.” He rubs the back of his neck without looking at you. “Figured Bruce probably has… y’know. A warehouse.”
You stare, deadpanning. “That’s why you’re here?”
“It’s… one of the reasons.”
“One of.”
“Yeah, the main one.”
Silence settles again.
“So you drove here,” you start slowly, “to rob Bruce of -what- twenty dollars’ worth of fabric.”
“I didn’t say I drove for the masks. But….they’re custom.”
“They’re tiny.”
“They’re expensive tiny.”
Despite yourself, your mouth almost twitches. Almost.
Jason notices and upon it, hope flashes across his face so quickly it almost isn’t there. It disappears just as fast when your expression hardens again.
“Oh.” He looks back down. “Never mind.”
Your chest tightens—you hate that it does. “You could’ve texted, we would have sent you some.”
“I know.”
“You’ve apparently just remembered phones exist. Congratulations, Jason.”
The irony in your tone is demanding, burned and etched inside the sharp blade of what you truly mean. It’s a pity that you wish you didn’t speak of it, it’s even worse to taunt Jason just for an answer. One that you know you shouldn’t be asking for.
You wonder, why does it matter so much, why does it make you sick to your stomach to think about him in this specific context that you can’t dip your tongue inside your brain, choosing the other alternative that is dripping poison out of it towards him.
Jason of course, isn’t any better. He doesn’t stand motionless when being attacked.
“That’s not fair.” He mumbles.
“Nothing about you has been fair, Jason, so forgive me if I’m not real broken up about it.”
“‘M sorry.”
“Then why’d you do it?” you just stare at him, unimpressed, arms crossing over your chest like it might hold something else in besides your ribs.
“Because it’s easier than the truth,” he mutters, and it comes out before he can stop it—you can tell, because his jaw goes tight right after, like he’s biting down on the rest of the sentence before it can escape too.
Something in your chest does an unwelcome, traitorous little -flip- and you hate it immediately. You squash it down anyway, the way you’ve been squashing everything down for weeks, and go back to your monitor like the shipment manifest is suddenly the most fascinating document in Gotham history.
“Well. When you’re ready to say the actual truth, I’ll be here. Working. Alone. Like usual.”
He flinches. You feel it more than see it—a shift in the air beside you, like he’s folded in on himself an inch. Good, some small, ugly part of you thinks. Then, immediately, you feel worse for thinking it. You hate making him feel small and unwanted.
Then the spell of absolute silence stretches again. Longer this time, uglier if that’s even possible.
“I’m not—” he starts, then stops. Drags a hand down his face, over the scab on his jaw, wincing slightly like he forgot it was there. “I just don’t know how to do this part.”
“What part?”
“The part where I—” He exhales hard through his nose as his chest catches, frustrated with himself in a way that’s almost satisfying to watch, if you weren’t so busy being furious. “The part where I show up after ghosting you for so long and act like everything’s normal, and it’s not normal, and you know it’s not normal, and I know you know, and I still don’t know what to say.”
“You could start with why.”
“I— Why?”
“No, really.” You finally turn to face him fully, and it costs you something to keep your voice even, to keep it from cracking open on the next word.
“You disappeared after—” You don’t finish that sentence either. Some things don’t need saying out loud in a cave that echoes. “And then nothing. Weeks of nothing. And now you’re here asking about domino masks like that’s a real reason to drive to the one place you knew I’d be.”
He doesn’t answer right away. When he does, his voice has dropped, gone rough at the edges in a way that makes your traitor of a pulse skip. “I actually also needed to see you. There’s something I need to talk to you about.”
“Could’ve called.” You nonchalantly shrug.
“Would you have picked up?”
You don’t have an answer for that one. You both know you wouldn’t have, and the knowing sits between you like something with eyes and teeth and claws.
“I need—” he tries again, then stops, shakes his head like he’s trying to physically dislodge the right words from somewhere they’ve gotten stuck.
His eyes are doing something complicated—guilt, mostly, thick and obvious, but underneath it something almost like fear, like he’s standing at the edge of a conversation he can’t take back once he starts it.
“Not here. I can’t—there’s servers, and cameras, and Alfred’s probably got eyes on half this cave, Tim on the other, even at midnight, and I can’t say this with a camera on us.”
“Say what? You think everyone’s an idiot? That they haven’t figured out about you and me?”
“Pfffffffft—” Jason sighs, eyes closed in that anxiety induced way “Come for a drive with me?”
You stare at him. “It’s midnight.”
“I’m aware of the time, genius.”
“Where.”
“Cherry Hill Beach.”
He says it fast, like it costs him to get the words out at all, and something about the specificity of it—not just a drive, but a place, a real destination in the dead of night—makes your stomach twist somewhere between anger and something warmer you’re not ready to name, yet.
You should say no. You have a case open. You have every reason to say no, and exactly one reason to say yes, and that reason is currently looking at you with his big, green eyes like you’re the last solid thing left standing in his life.
“Fine,” you hear yourself say.
Something that isn’t quite a smile crosses his face—too tired, too guilty around the edges to be a real one—but it’s there.
“Yeah,” he says. “Okay.”
“Oh my god, get to the point already,” Dick groans, dragging both hands down his face. “You two and your emotional constipation, I swear—”
“You want me to skip it?”
“No! No, I—” He waves a fry at you accusingly. “I take it back. Continue. Slowly. I need to know everything.”
“You’re the worst listener.”
“I’m the best listener, I just also have opinions, which is different.”
You give him a flat look. He gestures for you to keep going, mouth full of stolen fries while his own cardboard box of fries remains full, and despite everything—despite the ache still sitting low in your chest from reliving it—you feel the corner of your mouth twitch before you catch it.
You busy yourself with your milkshake instead of answering, which is, apparently, answer enough.
“Oh my Gooooooood.” Dick’s whole face lights up, delighted and horrified in equal measure. “Something happened at the beach.”
“Things did happen at the beach.”
Dick’s chewing slows to a stop mid-fry, eyes narrowing at you like he’s trying to read the next paragraph off your face before you say it out loud.
“It’s not what you think.”
“I haven’t even finished thinking about it yet, so I’m gonna go ahead and guess it’s exactly what I think.” He points the stolen fry at you again, triumphant. “You did it. On the bike. Like a couple of teenagers.”
You don’t answer, which, again, is an answer, and Dick actually claps once, delighted, before catching the look on your face—the one that isn’t delighted at all, the one that’s still sitting somewhere back in that gravel lot with Jason’s forehead against yours with words hanging inside that would eventually be about to detonate everything.
His grin falters. “Okay. Okay, that face means it went bad. How bad.”
“Bad,” you say quietly, turning your cup in slow circles on the table, watching the condensation ring smear wider at its bottom.
“On a scale of one to ten?”
“Eleven.”
Gravel and sand crunch under the kickstand as Jason slowsthe engine of the bike, and the sudden hush after thirty minutes of highway wind feels enormous, like the world’s holding its breath along with you.
Much like Bat-Burger, Cherry Hill announces itself first as a smell—salt cutting through the fading city exhaust, creosote and brine and something colder underneath, the particular mineral chill that comes off open water at night. Then the road opens up, gravel ultimately replacing asphalt, and the beach spreads out ahead of you under a sky finally dark enough to hold a few real stars, not just the handful Gotham’s light pollution grudgingly allows.
The abandoned lifeguard tower stands crooked against the treeline, paint peeling, a relic nobody’s bothered tearing down. The boardwalk stretches out toward the water on tired wooden legs, half its bulbs dead, the ones still working flickering weakly like they’re not sure they’ve got the energy to commit. The tide’s out far enough that the wet sand gleams under what little moonlight makes it through the minimal clouds, and the waves come in slow, unhurried, nothing like the frantic churn of Gotham Harbor.
Jason parks facing the water and kills the engine, the endless quiet after hours of background highway noise feel but a mere buzz; distant enough that it proves not to be filling the air between you.
Neither of you moves for a second.
“So,” you say, when the silence gets to be too much even for you. “We drove out here. You gonna talk now, or should I start guessing? Because I’ve got a few theories, Jason, and none of them are good.”
He doesn’t answer right away, he’s staring out at the water instead, like it owes him something, jaw tight, one hand still resting on the handles even now that he isn’t driving anymore.
You swing your leg off the bike first, knees stiff from holding on too tight the whole ride, and Jason follows a beat after, pulling his helmet off and running a hand through hair gone flat with sweat and salt air.
“Pffft— where do I even start?”
“Uhm,” you say and clear your throat mostly to fill the silence before it can get its claws in. “You gonna tell me where you’ve actually been, or am I supposed to guess between ‘dead again’ and ‘ignoring me on purpose’?”
“Bit of both, honestly.” He leans back against the bike’s seat, arms crossing, eyebrows scrunching, and for a second he almost looks like himself again—easy, a little smug, the Jason who steals your fries and calls it affection. “San Francisco, mostly. Bludhaven for a week. There was a thing in Metropolis I’m not gonna talk about because Clark still hasn’t forgiven me for it.”
“What’d you do to Clark?”
“Nothing permanent.”
“Jason.”
“He’ll live. He’s Superman.” He shrugs, unbothered, and you almost laugh despite yourself, despite the time of silence still sitting sore in your chest and deep in your belly. “Bizarro says hi or ,like uhm— bye, by the way. He’s mostly just been breaking things and then he looks at me like I’m supposed to know what he means.”
“You adopted an ‘Upside down’ clone.”
“I did not adopt—okay, maybe I adopted a clone. He’s good backup though. Doesn’t ask questions.” Something flickers across his face there, quick as his gloved finger touches yours, gone before you can name it as his eyebrow raises. “Unlike some people.”
“I ask questions because you disappear, Jason. That’s how questions work. And plus, I’m worried.”
“Yeah.” He looks down at his boots, at the sand already working its way into the treads. “Yeah, I know.”
The quiet that follows isn’t comfortable, exactly, but it’s not the brittle kind from the cave either—softened some by thirty minutes of road and the ocean’s steady white noise. You find yourself watching the line of his jaw in the dark, the scab still healing there, and before you’ve fully decided to do it you’ve closed the distance between you, your hand coming up to his face like you’re checking the damage.
“What happened here?”
“Nothing.” Then, at the strict look you give him, he continues, “Fiiiine. Deathstroke. It’s a long story and it makes me sound worse at my job than I am.”
“You’re always bad at your job though.” you tell him, pursing your tongue out of your mouth.
“Rude.” But he’s smiling now, small and real, and he catches your wrist before you can pull your hand back, holds it there against his jaw like he’s not ready to let the contact go yet. His eyes drop to your lips, just briefly, just enough that you gather your tongue back in your mouth and feel his gaze land somewhere invisible and low in your stomach.
He says your name low, half a warning, half something else entirely.
You don’t know which one of you moves first, because maybe it doesn’t matter.
His mouth is on yours a second later, and it isn’t gentle exactly—it’s a long time of silence collapsing all at once, his hand sliding into your hair, yours fisting in the front of his jacket like you’re afraid he’ll disappear again if you let go.
The bike creaks under his weight as you crowd him back against it, and he makes a low sound against your wet mouth that you feel in vibrations more than hear, one hand finding your waist, bulky thumb pressing into the curve of your hip like he’s trying to memorize the shape of you all over again.
For a second—just a mere, tiny second—it’s easy. It’s months ago, before the container full of girls and Penguin and Lex Luthor, before having sex in his shower and crying yourself to sleep alone in his bed, before the silence, before his birthday, before any of it fell into that vicious circle of repetition again.
It’s just his needy, slobbering mouth, your mixed drool slipping down a path on his chin and his hands roaming your body and the salt air and the stupid, traitorous hope that maybe, just maybe none of it needs to be complicated after all.
You break apart only because you have to.
The kiss leaves both of you a little breathless, the cool ocean air rushing into the space between your bodies as if it's been waiting for the chance to break you apart, but neither of you moves very far. Jason's forehead brushes yours once before he reluctantly steps back, one hand lingering at your waist for a second longer than necessary.
Should he tell you now?
Before this escalates into something else entirely?
The motorcycle settles with a soft creak beneath Jason as he stops his train of thought and swings one leg over it. Instead of taking his usual position, he turns himself around on the seat until he's half facing you, his back resting against the fuel tank, the handlebars framing him.
He glances at you with the ghost of a smile.
Stepping closer, you stop next to his right knee. His legs are spread just enough to make room for you, the fabric of his pants brushing lightly against your thigh as the bike rocks almost imperceptibly under the shift in weight.
Before you can argue, he reaches up, brushing a few windblown strands away from your face with surprising care. His fingertips graze your temple, then your cheek, lingering just long enough to make your pulse skip.
"There.” Jason's thumb traces your jaw almost absentmindedly before he lets out a quiet sigh. “C'mere."
"What are you doing?"
"Trust me."
You roll your eyes, but the corner of your mouth betrays you.
He doesn't say something that could resemble an argument. Instead, his hands slide gently to your hips, giving you plenty of time to pull away if you want to.
You don't, not really.
With an almost questioning glance, he guides you the last few inches closer until you’ve climbed on top of him on the bike and now, you're perched comfortably on the seat that his lap has turned into, the motorcycle dipping even more slightly under the combined weight. It's more intimate than practical—there simply isn't much room—but it leaves your knees over his, your shoulders nearly touching, the two of you sharing the narrow space as the ocean murmurs in the background.
His mouth sloppily finds yours again before either of you can think better of it and quickly, the kiss turns hungry without being frantic, like both of you have spent weeks rehearsing this in your heads and neither version came close to the real thing.
Your fingers bunch in the front of his jacket, pulling him closer, for some stability, until the leather creaks beneath your grip and his hand slides from your waist to the small of your back, steadying you as though you're something precious and precarious all at once.
The sea breeze tugs at your skin, where your costume doesn't cover and sends loose strands of your hair across both your faces. Jason laughs quietly into the kiss, the sound warm against your lips before he chases you again, slower this time, lingering.
"Mmmh. There you are," he murmurs. “Much better”
You don't answer. You couldn't, even if you wanted to.
Instead, you kiss him again, your free hand slipping up into the hair at the nape of his neck. His breath catches almost imperceptibly. The reaction sends a dangerous flicker of satisfaction through you, one you try very hard not to examine too closely.
"I missed you," you admit between wet kisses, the confession escaping before pride can stop it.
Jason stills for the smallest fraction of a second. When he looks at you again, the guardedness is gone.
"I know," he says softly. "I missed you too."
His forehead rests against yours, noses brushing as the words settle between you. For a heartbeat you almost believe they're enough. You try to convince yourself they are, at least.
"I don't know if I believe you."
His thumb brushes absentmindedly along your side, and before either of you realizes what's happening, you're kissing again.
This one is slower, less desperate and overall, more dangerous in the sense that neither of you is rushing or seems willing to be the first to stop.
You lean into him until your shoulders bump lightly against the motorcycle. Jason follows without thinking, one arm circling your back to keep you balanced. The distance between you is reduced to less than a spec of dust, every breath of yours is shared, every pause between kisses lasting only long enough to search each other's face before closing it again.
His hand finds yours, fingers threading together as naturally as breathing.
"I kept picking up my phone," he says quietly against your temple before placing a gentle kiss there.
You blink at him. The moonlight catches the fading bruise around the scab along his jaw, the tiredness around his eyes, the tiny crease between his brows that only appears when he's worried. "What?"
"I'd write half a message." He lets out a humorless laugh. "Delete it. Figure it'd already been too long to say all I've been meaning to.”
He has to tell you now.
Now.
Now.
But if he does it’ll be like he’s murdering himself a little and burdening you an awful deal of lot.
Your hand rises almost on its own, fingertips brushing the healing cut near his cheekbone now. Jason closes his eyes, leaning into the touch ever so little. It’s so uncharacteristically vulnerable that something inside you softens despite yourself.
He looks exhausted.
You know well it’s not the kind of exhaustion that sleep fixes. It’s the kind that settles into someone's bones after too many nights spent moving from one city to another, one rooftop to the next, convincing themselves that standing still for even a minute might force them to think.
And you aren't helping.
You keep pushing, prying at every cracked seam you've managed to find tonight, waiting for him to finally split open instead of sealing himself shut with another joke— you keep bombarding him as if he’s proven to be fireproof. Or like he’s a bomb you’re trying to urge to go off.
Maybe that's cruel on your part. Maybe it's, also, outright necessary. Maybe the way you press your demands for an answer is what gets him to finally buck his hips into yours.
Then again, the latter might just be because you’re sucking his lower lip into your mouth, biting hard enough to let him know you don’t want to part from him yet, when he tries to pull back again.
"You look terrible," you murmur, and roll your hips against his once, twice, thrice, until you feel his cock starting to harden inside his pants.
You might just be outright mean for all he cares.
So mean.
But Jason’s fought meaner, so it will be alright.
Jason moans, kiss swollen lips glowing red as he’s rolling his hips underneath you again and the motorcycle creaks in futile sounds. "I've been told I wear it well."
"You don't."
"I was hoping you'd lie." He huffs a laugh, dragging a hand across the nape of your neck.
"I'm still mad at you."
"I know."
"You keep saying that."
"'Cause it's true." His eyes open again, impossibly green, impossibly gleamy in the dim light, but you lose sight of them when he dips his head so he can kiss the open, soft space where your ear finds your neck.
"So why are you kissing me? If you’re mad?" he rasps.
You don't have an answer. Maybe because you're angry. Maybe because you're lonely.
Maybe because every part of you has missed him more than you've been willing to admit.
Whatever it is, it’s gotten you ridiculously wet. So instead of speaking, you close the distance once more. Grabbing him by the jaw, squishing his cheeks between the pads of your fingers, bucking yourself onto him, until he lifts his head and finally submits into kissing you once again.
Jason groans softly, the sound catching deep in his chest as his hands tighten sharply around your hips, anchoring you in place even as he yields completely to the momentum you’ve forced. The leather of his jacket shifts beneath your fingers, cold against your palm, but the heat radiating off him, even from between his chest pads, cuts straight through it.
Because of your devious kissing courtesy, his mouth is a thing that’s demanding now, teeth grazing your lower lip just hard enough to sting before his tongue sweeps past your lips and settles inside your mouth sloppily, twirling around until you can’t help but do the same.
You huff out, tongue squashing, rubbing and twirling and fighting against his, until both of your jaws are sloppy and wet with rivers of spit. Smooching sounds override the sound of crushing waves against the shore, even the faint traffic sounds from the highway nearby.
So so filthy, but so much needed nevertheless.
Needed.
Needed.
Needy…
Like the thing that’s slowly growing a burning flame down between your legs, leaving you soaked in its aftermath.
In this specific moment, as you’re trying to roll your hips faster against Jason‘s to chase that flame, you feel so thankful to whoever suggested the lightweight fabric of your costume shorts as an alternative to the gladiator style skirt. They’re so lightweight in fact, that you can feel your sleek seeping through in hot, squelching streams.
Panties impossibly ruined —you know they’re beyond saving now, no matter the need for heroics even over a cotton cloth— lower tummy churning, you can only work and work and work your hips into Jason as you feel your puffy clit catching and dragging on the raised seam of Jason’s pants.
Every shift of your weight against him draws a rough, hitching breath from his throat, his cock throbbing painfully inside his pants and cottony boxers, so much he can't even ignore it anymore. There’s bead after bead of precum oozing from his tip, wetting his boxers and he can feel the heat of your own ruined pants as well on him and—fuck—there needs to be a way where he can adjust himself without getting his hands off of you.
And right then, in that exact moment —Thank God— as if you could read his thoughts, you reach down and start fumbling with his belt, tugging at the buckle until it’s loose. His button and fly come next, right before you dip your hand inside his boxers and grip his pulsing cock.
"Shit" he murmurs wetly against your mouth, the word breaking apart into another hungry collision of lips.
One of his hands slides up your spine, tangling firmly in your hair at the base of your skull, tilting your head back to deepen the angle until you're breathless, dizzy, and entirely consumed by the weight of him beneath you.
The other hand however, grips hard where the curve of your waist is, pushing you down firmly, then back and forth now that his cock doesn’t sit painfully anymore, into a rhythm that could never be steady, for how desperate it is.
The cool salt air whips past your skin, completely ignored as your pussy weeps, throbs and ultimately clenches around nothing while your dizzy head is entirely focused on the friction of his hand moving you, the hard length of him sliding directly against your soaked shorts. The wet heat between you is insane, slick and all-consuming, making every downward rock of your hips feel like a jolt straight to your chest and tummy.
And eeeeverywhere his lips land, it burns.
Jason's hand tightens bruisingly at your waist, guiding your momentum with a desperate, frantic urgency that matches the ragged hitch of his breath against your cheek. You chase the drag of your clit over the wet patch on his boxers, a sharp gasp tearing out of your throat and straight into his mouth as a tremor starts low in your belly, coiling tight and churning.
"Keep going—fuck— just like that," Jason demands, his voice a gravelly rasp as he pauses for a fraction of a second, his green eyes burning up into yours with an intensity that completely strips you bare.
The vulnerability from before is back, razor-sharp and terrifying, before he crashes his lips against yours again, driving his hips up to meet you in a hard, punishing thrust that crushes against your sensitive clit, and leaves you entirely breathless.
Your hand, still wrapped firmly around his length against your palm, pulses with every erratic beat of his heart. The oozing, gluey stream from your pussy coating his boxers makes every movement even more slick, heavy, friction sliding into something dizzying and frantic as you try lifting his cock only a little, just to grind down on it again, chasing that sharp, agonizing pressure building behind your navel.
Jason makes a rough, choked sound in the back of his throat, his forehead dropping heavily against your shoulder, teeth catching hard on the sensitive skin right where your collarbone meets your neck, despite the fabric of your costume. A sharp jolt of pain blooms there, hot and grounding, and you let out a ragged gasp that gets swallowed up entirely by the curve of his throat.
"Fuck—wait—let me—" he manages, his grip on your waist shifting.
His fingers move to the front of your body, digging deep into the soft flesh above your shorts, right between your legs, as he tries to force a stuttering pause into the momentum just so he can adjust his fingers. But you don't stop. You can't, not when Jason’s fingers have finally found their place right over your clit and press tight circles on it.
Your throaty yelp clashes against his lips, right along with inaudible cursing. The sensation of it is too much—Jason knows exactly how and where to press, when to loosen his touch and when to tighten it and you can’t help but go crazy about it, sliding back and forth on his lap like a madwoman.
It’s pathetic almost. Insane. You’re both dressed completely, your pussy’s begging to be filled with something, anything, even a finger could be enough for your velvety walls to be satisfied momentarily. It shouldn’t feel this good, no, when you’re just humping and grinding like highschoolers messing around months before getting into third base.
The coil inside you is wound far too tight to think clearly anymore, vibrating right on the edge of coming undone, and the slide of your slickness over his palm and his hardened length is driving you entirely out of your mind.
You tilt your hips forward, dragging yourself higher and pressing down with a heavy roll that forces every inch of him to rub against your soaked cunt.
And Jason, Jason’s looking at you with that lecherous look in his eyes, the one translating desperation with his full, furrowed brows and his beautiful green eyes, tacky with brewing tears.
You know that look, you try to search for it inside the crevices of your mind, back to every time you’ve been over this particular edge and despite being desperate out of your mind yourself, you find that satisfactory little piece of information that tells you—he’s about to cum.
And so, in response, you simply swipe your thumb against his mushroomy tip, smearing oozing precum on his sensitive skin as you’re trying to toy with the tiny hole on his tip all while griiinding down on him as fast as you can.
Jason's breath hitches violently upon the act. His hand leaves your hair, shooting down to grip your wrist, trying to stop your hand from moving against him, trying to slow the pace before it shatters completely. "You're gonna—god, you're gonna make me mess up right here—"
"Then do it," you bite out against his skin, your voice trembling with a raw, vicious need that leaves no room for argument. Your thumb presses hard against his tip as you sink down onto him again, and the sound he makes is half-curse, half-plea, completely stripped of any leftover control.
“Make a mess Jay..”
That's all the warning he gets before the restraint of either of you completely shatters.
The low, rumbling growl that tears from his chest vibrates straight through you, rattling your teeth and sending a fresh wave of heat flooding straight to your core. The hand wrapped around your wrist instantly slackens, fingers opening to let you move however the hell you want, before sliding up to cradle the back of your head with a desperate, anchoring weight.
He stops trying to slow you down. He stops fighting the pull entirely.
Instead, Jason meets you in the middle with a sudden, brutal lift of his hips that knocks the remaining breath completely out of your lungs. His one hand grabs the fat of your ass, spreading your cheeks apart and bouncing you against him until your puffy clit gets squashed between his fingers and his throbbing cock.
The impact is dizzying. Every boundary between where you end and he begins blurs into a chaotic, overheated mess of friction and heavy, gasping breaths.
Your fingers tighten around his length now, milking him like he’s a lever to your pleasure, your pussy pouring out straight up syrup as you’re riding him fiercely.
The roaring crash of the ocean waves in the distance fades into absolute nothingness, replaced only by the wet, rhythmic sounds of clothes against clothes and buckles that clash and the ragged, broken sounds falling from Jason's lips.
"You're driving me insane," he grits out, his voice cracking raw against your ear as his teeth graze the lobe just hard enough to leave a mark. "Every single time... god, you don't even play fair."
"Shut up, shut up, shut uuuup" you gasp out, though there's no heat behind it, only the frantic, spinning vertigo of an edge you're hurtling toward at breakneck speed.
Jason’s never been good with taking orders at heart and following them, but now, he makes an exception. He pushes back the oozing pain of the awkward position of his hand and picks up the pace of his fingers on your clit until he watches you get reduced to a mess of shrieks and moans and embarrassingly shaky legs.
The coil in your lower belly snaps.
It hits you like a physical blow—a blinding, white-hot flash of pleasure that radiates outward from your clit, locking your muscles tight and stealing every coherent thought from your head. You cry out, your back arching sharply as your gooey walls clamp down around nothing, your hips stuttering helplessly against his as wave after wave of intense contractions tear through you.
Jason feels the exact second you go under, speeding up your grinding before desperately slowing down, body locking in that familiar way.
His eyes fly open, dark and dilated in the dim moonlight, and the absolute wreck of raw adoration and raw hunger written across your face is enough to push him right over the precipice with you. With a hoarse, ragged shout that gets swallowed by the night wind, he thrusts up hard one last time, his entire body going rigid as he spills hot and heavy ropes of milky cum against your palm, his fingers quickly leaving your hips and bunching into your hair to hold you onto him, so hard it borders on pain.
For a long, suspended moment, neither of you moves. The trembling silence settles over the two of you, broken only by the ragged wheeze of your shared breathing and the slow, receding murmur of the tide. His chest rises and falls erratically, your eyes keep slipping to the back of your head, and for a lust driven second you try to think of the fastest way to get rid of your costume without moving an inch or ruining it by tearing it apart —it would be extremely hard to explain why you need a new costume when quiet nights have lately been a thing in Gotham, and you’re not willing to think of an excuse. Not right now at least—because this can’t be it. You have to have him inside you.
You need it.
Need him.
Jason's forehead remains pressed heavily into the crook of your neck, his breathing coming in slow, shuddering gasps that fan hot against your sensitized skin. He doesn't pull away, doesn't try to break the contact or retreat into that guarded, untouchable shell he wears like armor. Instead, he does something worse.
His hand slowly unwinds from your hair, the grip softening from desperate and bruising to something agonizingly tender, his palm smoothing flat against the back of your head, then tracing the soft curve of your face before sliding down to rest between your collar bones.
"We shouldn’t have done that," he whispers against your skin, his voice still roughened and shredded around the edges.
There goes the faint effort for pressure—he’s trying to push you back and off— and your fingers, sticky and still warm where they're still trapped between your bodies against his spent length, finally loosen their hold. You let your forehead drop forward to rest against his shoulder, the leather of his jacket biting faintly into your cheek, utterly drained of the fight that could have arisen inside you if you weren’t this spent.
“What— what do you mean?” You manage between faltering pants and huffs.
Jason doesn't answer immediately. His forehead remains against your shoulder, but you feel the slow left and right shake of his head before you hear his voice.
"I mean..." He swallows hard, like whatever he’s saying hurts him "This."
The word is barely more than thin air.
He has to tell you now or else—
His hand slips away from your chest first, not abruptly, neither coldly, but with the reluctant care of being convinced that holding on another second will only make leaving harder.
He rests both palms against your thighs, then, like he’s not ready to let go despite his very last movement, refusing to look you in the eye and staring instead, somewhere, past you and the motorcycle, but toward the dark line where the ocean disappears into the night.
The silence feels different now. Heavier. Not awkward—worse than awkward.
Honest.
"Every time," he says quietly, "I tell myself I'll explain first."
You lift your head enough to look at him. The moonlight catches the strain around his eyes, the guilt that had briefly disappeared now settling back into every line of his face.
"You kissed me because it was easier than talking?" you ask, your voice still uneven.
Jason finally looks at you. "No."
The answer comes way too quickly to be rehearsed.
"I kissed you because I've missed you every damn day, but I, I shouldn't do that, not anymore." He rubs a hand across the back of his neck, eyes dropping again. “Artemis will—”
"Artemis?" you cut in, staring at him with irises shrunk from absolute terror. "What the fuck?"
The night seems to stop. Time seems to freeze and crack; even the waves feel farther and farther away.
Jason goes utterly still.
"No," he repeats, quieter this time, pinching the bridge of his nose. "That came out wrong."
"Did it?"
"It did." He says, panicked
"You literally just said—"
No. No! You can’t let him know. He still doesn’t know. Cannot know. That you’d already done the math on this a long time before he found the nerve to say her name out loud on a beach thirty minutes from home.
"I know what I said." He swears under his breath. "Jesus Christ."
"Are you with her? Is this what you wanted to tell me?"
His silence lasts barely a second and though, it feels like a whole year. And your eyes do that awful thing where they weep at the corners, waiting for an answer that could either stop, or kickstart your heart.
"No! Yes!? Kinda?"
The tide keeps working the shore somewhere behind him, slow and indifferent, and for a long moment that’s the only sound either of you seems willing to make room for.
You feel him breathe. In, and then a long, uneven exhale that shudders slightly on the way out.
“I keep doing this,” he says, so quiet you almost lose it to the wind. He says it like it’s something he’s been carrying so long it’s finally worn a hole clean through him. “Coming back. Taking whatever you’ll give me. And then I leave again and tell myself it doesn’t count.”
You don’t answer. You simply don’t trust your voice yet.
“I’m not going anywhere,” His hand tightens, just slightly, against your thigh, like the words hurt on the way out. “Not with my life. Not with anything. I look at where I am and it’s just—circles. Same fights. Same city. Same you, same me, doing the same thing to each other every time I come home, and neither of us ever says what it is, and neither of us ever stops.”
Your throat goes tight. You sink your face to his shoulder and keep it pressed there so he won’t see it, or the way your eyes are watering.
“And then I’m out there,” he continues, voice dropping further, rougher now, “and everything’s different. New city. New team. People who don’t know every version of me that’s already screwed something up. And she, Artemis—” His breath catches, just barely, on the word. “It -she- feels like maybe I could be someone that isn’t just wreckage for once. Like maybe something could actually go somewhere instead of just—looping.”
You don’t lift your head.
You can’t.
Because you understand, in the ugliest, most honest part of yourself, exactly what he means, and understanding it doesn’t make it hurt any less—if anything it hurts more, knowing there’s nothing wrong to argue with, nothing cruel to push back against, just a boy who loves you enough to be honest and not enough to stay.
Jason’s hand goes still against your leg, like he’s run out of whatever nerve carried him this far.
"So what?" you ask, voice muffled by the leather of his jacket. "You were going to come here tonight, tell me you've been someone else..."
"I wasn't.” he says, then to spare you, he adds “We’re not together, with Artemis, I mean."
"...kiss me—"
"I wasn't planning to."
"And then what?"
Jason drags a hand over his face. "I don't know."
“It’s okay, I— I get it.” You pull back slowly, and Jason looks genuinely pained now, like every sentence is digging the hole deeper. “I get it now.”
His hands fall away from your legs like they’ve forgotten what they were doing there, and he watches you climb off the bike with an expression that looks almost like relief bleeding into something worse—like he’d braced for a fight and doesn’t know what to do now that one isn’t coming.
You busy yourself with your costume instead of looking at him. Zipper, the places it has bunched up, the mechanical small tasks that keep your hands occupied and your face angled away. The sand’s cold under your boots and you remember Jason’s helmet landed somewhere you’re not bothering to locate yet.
Your name is spoken, careful, like Jason’s testing whether it’s allowed.
“I said it’s okay.” You don’t recognize your own voice. Too even. Too practiced.
“It’s not, though. You’re not even looking at me.”
“I’m looking for my uhm, my-your—”
Jason calls out your name again.
You find his helmet —as if you went actually looking for it—half-buried near the front wheel and yank it on harder than necessary, giving it to him with the kind of focus usually reserved for things that actually require focus. Jason stays where he is, watching you, guilt written so plainly across his face that some cruel part of you almost wants to make it worse, just to see if there’s a bottom to it.
You don’t. You’re too tired for cruelty tonight. It takes more energy than you have left.
“You don’t have to explain the rest,” you say, still not looking up. “I got the important part. You feel like you’re going nowhere here. I’m not going to sit here and argue you out of wanting to feel like you’re going somewhere, Jason, that’s not—” Your voice catches, just once, and you hate it, hate that even now your body’s giving you away. “That’s not a thing I get to argue with.”
“That’s not what I—” He stops. Starts again, quieter. “I didn’t say I don’t want to be here too.”
“You kind of did, though.” You finally look at him, squinting your eyes and cheeks in that pained expression for a quarter of a second and it costs something to keep your face remotely steady while your eyebrow twitches. “You said it feels like a loop. Same fights, same city, same me. That’s not exactly a ringing endorsement of sticking around.”
He flinches at that, actually flinches, like you’d hit something he hadn’t braced for.
“That’s not—” His jaw works. He looks, suddenly, painfully young, the way he sometimes does when the Red Hood posturing falls away completely and there’s just Jason left, twenty-something and still catching up on all the things nobody taught him how to survive. “I don’t hate this. I don’t hate you. I’ve never—”
You don’t want to hear it, can’t. It hurts in your chest and in your head, and you should have known better than rush into anything with him again. Because the truth is, no matter what, Jason brings out the worst in you. And now he keeps trying to explain and all you can hear are excuses.
You need him to stop.
Because you don’t get to need him at all!
“I said it’s okay, I understand!” You hiss, finally.
Jason looks at you for a long moment, something breaking further behind his eyes, and then he nods, slow, defeated, and reaches for his helmet without another word.
“Ah, that’s it?” Dick shrugs. “He told you about Artemis?”
He says the last part too casually, like he’s asking whether Jason remembered to mention the weather forecast. You go completely still, burger halfway to your mouth, the grease-soaked paper crinkling in your grip.
“…Excuse me?”
Dick frowns, and your pulse pounds against your ribs, loud enough you’re almost sure he can hear it over the fryer noise and the kids shrieking two booths down.
“You knew about this?”
“I mean, yeah. I met her and all.”
Your eyes harden. “Do you all collectively hate me or what?”
Dick has the decency to look a little sheepish, at least. He sets his milkshake down slower than necessary, condensation smearing under his palm, like the extra second will buy him something.
“It’s not like that,” he says. “I met her, like, once. At this thing. It wasn’t some big secret hangout you weren’t invited to, I promise.”
“How long.”
“What?”
“How long have you known about her, Dick.”
“Does it matter?” He winces before you even answer, already hearing how that sounds.
“Yes. It matters.” Your voice comes out sharper than you mean it to—sharp enough that the kid two booths over glances up from his cardboard Batman mask, tracking the sudden tension the way kids always seem to.
“…A while.”
“A while.” You blink, something cold settling behind your sternum. “Woah.”
“Look, it wasn’t my business to tell you! That’s a Jason conversation, not a Dick conversation, there’s a whole—” he gestures vaguely, fry waving like a tiny, greasy flag of surrender “—chain of command thing on who gets to say what.”
“There’s also a pyramid scheme of how much of an asshole you can be, and you’re at the top right now.”
“Whatever you say.” Dick holds his hands up properly this time, fry still pinched between two fingers, a small, useless white flag. “Point is, it wasn’t mine to tell. And for what it’s worth, from what I saw, it didn’t look like—” he pauses, choosing the next words with more care than he’s used the entire conversation “—it didn’t look like what you’re picturing. She and Bizarro, and him—it’s more like a weird little found-family thing. Doesn’t mean it didn’t still mess you up. Doesn’t mean he handled any of it right either.”
You stare down at your burger. Your appetite, along with most of your patience, has left the building entirely.
“But we are the found-family thing,” you mutter.
Dick’s jaw tightens. “That’s not—I didn’t mean it like that. We are family. I just didn’t want to blow up your situationship with Jason over at Batburger.”
“Well, congratulations, because now you’ve totally saved it.”
“Hey, that’s not nice—”
“Isn’t it?” You cut in, and something ugly and quick surfaces before you can stop it, before you even want to stop it. “You’ve always been weirdly protective. Ever since—” You stop yourself, but not soon enough. Dick’s face shifts, already bracing, like he can see the sentence coming a full second before it lands.
“Ever since what?”
You should let it go. You know you should—you two swore, once, a long time ago, to never drag this particular thing back out into the light. But you’re tired, and hollowed out, and some petty, wounded part of you wants him to feel even a fraction of what’s currently sitting in your chest like a stone.
“Ever since us,” you say. “You and me. Back when. Maybe this isn’t about protecting Jason at all. Maybe it’s easier to keep me distracted with him than to actually just say whatever it is you never said back then.”
The silence that follows isn’t the comfortable kind Dick usually settles into so easily. His mouth opens, closes. For once, he doesn’t have a joke ready, and the absence of one is somehow louder than anything he could’ve said.
“That’s not fair,” he finally says, quiet. “And you know it’s not.”
“Maybe.” You don’t take it back, though. You’re not sure you can, not tonight. “Doesn’t change the fact that you sat on this for weeks and let me walk in blind.”
“I didn’t think—”
“No,” you say, standing, gathering your jacket off the booth’s cracked vinyl. “You didn’t. That’s kind of the problem. And I don’t understand why!?”
You pause for a moment, jacket half-on, to actually think it through.
“Oh my God.” Something clicks, ugly and sudden. “You were protecting your own shot!” You stare at him, something between disbelief and hurt cracking your voice. “We’re supposed to be friends now, and you do me this dirty, Dick? Fuuuuuck you!”
The automatic doors hiss open behind you, and you barely make it two steps into the parking lot—the night air a slap of cool after the grease-thick warmth of the diner—before Dick’s voice cuts through it.
“Hey—wait. Wait, come on.”
You don’t stop walking. The gravel crunches under your boots, and somewhere behind you, Dick’s footsteps break into something closer to a jog, quick and uneven against the lot’s cracked asphalt.
“I’m not chasing you through a parking lot just to get my steps,” he says, finally catching up, falling into step beside you, breath a little short. “Can you just—stop for a second?”
“I have things to do.”
“At 9 pm.”
“Apparently no one thinks about my timeline, so I’m making up for lost time.”
“Okay, that’s fair, that’s—I deserve that.” He steps in front of you, hands raised, and you’re forced to either stop or walk straight through him. You stop, arms crossed, jaw tight, the Batburger sign flickering somewhere behind his head, buzzing faintly like it’s got something caught in its wiring.
“Look. What you said back there. About us. That’s not—I need you to actually hear me out on this.”
“I don’t need the speech, Dick.”
“You’re getting it anyway.” His voice softens, but there’s something urgent underneath it now, something less practiced than his usual easy charm. “Artemis and I met. That’s it. That’s the whole thing. I’m not sitting on secrets to protect Jason’s love life out of some noble family loyalty thing.”
“Then why.”
He exhales, and for once he doesn’t have a quip ready. “Because before you and Jason first happened—and kinda between that whole mess—you and I had our own thing.”
“So what?” Your voice comes out flatter than you intend, guarded, arms tightening across your chest like you’re bracing for something.
“And, yes, I wanted it to be more than brief.” He says it plainly, like it costs him something to put it out there without wrapping it in humor first. “I did. I’m not gonna pretend I didn’t try, a little, after. That wasn’t just some rebound thing for me, even if it was for you. I care about you.”
“Dick—”
“I’m not saying this to guilt you. But we’re friends! And I don’t want you getting hurt! Okay? I wouldn't try to keep this a secret just to snoop in between you and Jason. But i'm kinda in the middle, because Jason is my brother and you are one of my best friends. I just don't think it's okay to go around and telling either of you eachother's business.”
You stare at him for a long moment, the anger in your chest slowly losing its grip, sliding into something more tired and more honest. Behind him, the Batburger sign gives one last flickering buzz before steadying, casting a weak reddish glow over the cracked parking lot.
“You could’ve just said that,” you finally say. “Weeks ago. Instead of letting me find out over bat-fries and a milkshake.”
“Yeah.” Dick rubs the back of his neck, and for once the gesture doesn’t look practiced—it looks like he genuinely doesn’t know what to do with his hands. “In my defense, ‘hey, the Amazon who helped your mother stage her death is kinda seeing your situationship’ isn’t really a text you send casually.”
“You could’ve tried.”
“I could’ve tried, yeah,” he agrees. “For sure.”
The wind picks up, cold enough to cut through your jacket, carrying with it the smell of the highway a few blocks over, exhaust and rain that hasn’t fallen yet. You hug your arms tighter around yourself, and Dick notices—of course he notices, he notices everything, it’s the most infuriating and endearing thing about him—and shrugs out of Bruce’s stolen hoodie without a word, holding it out.
You look at it. Look at him.
“I’m not wearing your weird guilt hoodie, Dick.”
“It’s not a guilt hoodie. It’s a fine, we’re-standing-in-a-cold-parking-lot hoodie. Completely different category.”
Despite yourself, something in your chest loosens—not fixed, not entirely, but loosened, the way a knot gives an inch before it gives all the way. You take the hoodie. It smells like Dick’s cologne layered over something that’s unmistakably Bruce, cedar and old leather, and you pull it on anyway.
“For the record,” you say, voice quieter now, mouth pouting, “I don’t actually think you were trying to sabotage anything. I think you’re just bad at knowing where the line is between protecting people and managing them.”
“Ouch.” He winces, but there’s no real sting in it. “Accurate. But ouch.”
“You do it to Tim too. And Damian. You did it to me tonight.”
“I contain multitudes of bad coping mechanisms,” he admits. “It’s a whole personality.”
You almost laugh—actually almost laugh, the sound catching somewhere in your throat before it can fully escape, and Dick catches it too, something in his shoulders easing at the sound like he’d been bracing against the cold and the silence in equal measure.
“So we’re okay?” he asks, and for the first time all night, he sounds almost young about it. Younger than the easy grin usually lets on.
“We’re okay,” you say. “But you owe me. Big.”
“Name it.”
“Coffee. Every night this week. Or else you'll be picking sides.”
“Deal.” He says it too fast, too relieved, and it makes something in your chest go warm despite everything. “I’ll even throw in the good coffee. Not the cave sludge.”
“The good coffee, Dick. I mean it.”
“The good coffee,” he confirms, holding up two fingers like a scout’s honor, and this time when he smiles it isn’t the sheepish, bracing thing from the diner—it’s something closer to the actual Dick Grayson smile, easy and a little dumb and entirely genuine.
You bump his shoulder with yours, and he bumps back, harder than necessary, nearly knocking you into the side of your car, and you shove him off with a laugh you don’t bother holding back this time.
“Go home, Dick.”
“Go solve your crimes, weirdo.” He backs toward his car, parked crookedly enough across two spots that it’s clearly meant to be noticed, hands shoved into his jacket pockets now that the hoodie’s yours. “Call me if the spreadsheets on your case get violent.”
“They’re always violent. It’s Penguin. Everything he touches turns into a nightmare.”
“That’s oddly specific trauma for a spreadsheet.”
“You have no idea.”
He laughs, real and warm, and it echoes a little in the empty lot, bouncing off the Batburger sign’s dying buzz. You watch him climb into his car, watch the engine growl to life, and for a second—just a second—things feel almost normal again. Not fixed, but something closer to it than you’ve felt in weeks.
The cave is quieter than usual when Jason rolls in—no Tim mainlining his tenth coffee anymore, no Dick’s obnoxious mixtapes bleeding out of the Batmobile’s speakers, just the low hum of servers and the drip somewhere past the trophy cases that never seems to actually run out of places to drip from.
Same old as about three hours ago.
Which is why the melodic sound hits Duke like a physical thing the second the garage door grinds open.
Something slow. Something with a lot of feeling in it. A voice crooning about heartbreak (?) and bad decisions (?), muffled, suuuure, but unmistakably coming from inside Jason’s helmet, which is still on (what the fuck?), even as he swings off the bike with all the theatrical weariness of a man who has personally been wronged by the universe.
Seriously? Why is Jason akira-sliding his bike to… sorrows? By Bryson Tiller?
Duke, halfway through restocking a med kit, does not move, does not blink. He just squints, confused and watches Red Hood clomp past the med-bay partition with his shoulders slumped and his helmet blasting what is unmistakably now Spotify’s “This is Bryson Tiller” playlist at a volume no tactical helmet has any business supporting.
“…Jason?”
Jason doesn’t stop walking. “Not now.”
“Is that—” Duke tilts his head, listening harder, squinting even harder, like the song might change if he just focuses. “Is your helmet playing music?”
“It’s a feature.”
“It’s not a feature, I used that helmet as reference for mine, there’s no—” Duke sets the med kit down entirely, because this deserves his full attention. “Why would Red Hood’s tactical helmet be playing a Bryson Tiller song?”
Jason finally reaches up and unclips the helmet, and the second it comes off, the music gets louder, not softer—still playing, tinny and mournful, from some internal speaker Duke definitely was not aware existed until this exact moment.
Jason sets the helmet on the counter near the Bat-Computer, gently, like it’s the only thing left in his life currently behaving the way it’s supposed to. Duke seems even more confused by it, if that’s even possible.
“Long night,” he says, and keeps walking toward the lockers on the top floor, jacket already half off his shoulders.
Duke stares after him. Then looks at the helmet. Still singing. Something about reminiscing and facing the truth and mistakes.
“Are you gonna turn that off?” Duke raises his eyebrows at Jason in genuine question.
“No.”
“It’s just gonna sit there, singing?”
“Yep kid, take it or leave it.”
“Jason.”
“Duke.”
“This is genuinely one of the weirdest things I’ve witnessed in this cave, and I watched Damian try to fight an invisible Ra’s al Ghul for forty minutes because he was on fear toxin and refused to accept it wasn’t real.”
Jason pulls his turtleneck over his head, muffled and irritable. “Different night, different trauma.”
Duke picks up the helmet like it might bite him, turning it over, trying to locate an off switch that clearly wasn’t installed with this scenario in mind. The song shifts into a bridge, something aching and a little too on the nose about somebody standing while watching somebody else walk away.
Duke’s expression does something complicated.
“Wait.” He looks up, dead serious, like everything finally slid into place in his mind. “Is this about you-know-who?”
Jason, from somewhere inside the locker, says nothing, which is somehow the loudest answer ever available to Duke.
“It is. Oh my God, it iiiiiiiiis.” Duke, smiling sets the helmet back down with the exaggerated care of a man defusing something. “What happened? Did you guys fight? Did you—Jason, did you break up with her? Is that a thing that happened tonight and that’s why you’re in Gotham? Spill!”
“I’m not talking about this with you.”
“You’re talking about it with your helmet and Bryson Tiller, apparently, at full volume, sooooooo.”
Jason emerges from the locker in a hoodie two sizes too big and a clean pair of pants, his hair a disaster, expression somewhere between exhausted and personally offended by the general concept of feelings. He crosses the cave, picks the helmet back up, and—mercifully—finally silences it with a firm press of his thumb against the side panel.
The cave falls back into its usual hum and drip.
“Better?” Jason asks flatly.
“Kind of a letdown, honestly. I was invested.”
“Go back to your med kit, Duke.”
“I have so many questions.”
“And I have zero answers.”
Duke studies him for a second— the scab on his jaw, the exhaustion sitting heavier than usual under his eyes, his swollen lips and the particular slump of someone who drove for too long and came back having ruined something he didn’t mean to ruin.
Yup! This is a 'you' thing for sure.
“For what it’s worth,” Duke says, quieter now, dropping the bit, “whatever happened—you look like garbage, man.”
“Thanks. Very supportive.”
“I’m serious. Go sleep. Come back and be a person tomorrow. The... helmet radio thing can wait.”
Jason huffs something that isn’t quite a laugh, but isn’t nothing either, and heads for the stairs, helmet tucked under one arm, silent now except for one very faint, barely audible hum of bass still bleeding out from somewhere inside it—like even switched off, it hasn’t quite let the song go yet.
Duke watches him go, then looks down at the med kit, then back at the stairs. The second Jason is gone, he pulls out his phone.
[Duke Thomas]: Hey, Tim. Jason just came in the cave blasting Bryson Tiller!? Wtf?
[Tim Drake]: WDYM? Y disnt U TELL ME immediatley!?
He came in and literally stole you-know-who like three hrs ago
[Duke Thomas]: WTF you're kidding! I KNEW IT! I think they broke up! He was listening to BT's sad songs
[Stephanie Brown]: Yall this is too juicy WHAT! They were dating? And we didn't know? I thought it was a situationship fr
I'm patrolling with her rn but obvs i can't ask. She's mad tho!
Tim do something!
[Tim Drake]: They weren't! + Im nt supposed t know about ts, yet! I’ll ask Damian to get more intel by you-know-who.
Duke ur on Jason duty. Lock him in there if u need to.
[Bruce Wayne]: I fear you all seem to forget I am in this groupchat. Please do not interfere on personal matters. Do NOT get Damian involved in this.
[Bruce Wayne has been removed from 'Fam Updates']
[Stephanie Brown]: TIIIIIIM! WHO ADDED HIM? WAS IT YOU?
[Tim Drake]: TF? no!
[Cassandra Cain]: I did! It's the gossip groupchat and Bruce is fun to gossip with
I'm sorry :(
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A/N: I so promise once i'm done with everything that happens before the events of 'Baby Came Home' i will eliminate the angst ;p Anywayzzzz, the next thing i post will explore what exactly Dick and reader were talking about in the parkig lot, because it's not about just the time they dated! Stay. Tuned.
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𓂃✍︎ 18+ mdni · pussy so good, sukuna taps in (longer version)
Loving Yūji comes with a package deal you don't necessarily know how to deal with. Granted, you've known and loved him first before this entire ordeal even happened — it still is a matter of when and never an if, per se, when it comes to his special situation.
However, that doesn't truly stop either of you from being intimate around each other. Where Yūji excels with his control against what's residing in him, it seems that the majority of that said will, if not everything, is thrown out the door the second you beg to be fucked.
And fucked real good. Or badly. Whichever way one wishes to put it.
Maybe that's partly on you, or him, or even both of your asses to blame. But, really? Can you blame yourself when Yūji looks stupidly hot all the damn time? Stupidly, massively, hot and bothered?
Especially when he wears a simple white shirt where it accentuates how broad he is everywhere, when he looks like his brain stops functioning and he's looking at you with only the thought of fucking you bone-dry, and his dick decides to run on autopilot and take him to a blissful place right between your thighs.
Yes, can you really blame anyone with how immaculate he is before you?
"So tight, baby," Yūji says between clenched teeth.
A vein appears in the middle of his forehead, contemplating whether he should start moving and ram his cock all the way in or give you a chance to adjust to his girth first.
"Ah, Yūji," you whine, "just go in. Stop teasing."
"T-Teasing? I'm not teasing, sweetheart." He manages to choke an incredulous and breathy laugh at your whining. "You think this is easy for me, too?"
You playfully slap his muscled arm. "Shut up! You know what I mean!"
"Damn, even after all that," Yūji grits. "Even after all the sex we had every night, you're still tight."
With a shuddering exhale, Yūji grinds forward, pressing himself deeper into your petaled hole until you whine and drag your nails up and down his back and coax him closer.
"Oh, yes, baby. Shit —yes, yes, — yes," he incessantly babbles. "You're sucking me in completely. I could come right here — ooohhhh,"
His lips head for yours and capture you in a heartbeat. Your nails drag to the front, then you lift his shirt to feel his toned stomach. A languid moan erupts from your throat, and Yūji relishes swallowing your sounds.
His name echoes past your lips when he breaks contact; each drawl of the consonant is like a song of reverent praise that effectively shuts him up from keeping things slow.
"You're taking me so well." He whispers. "Such a good girl you are for me."
The smell of sex and sweat permeates around the room, despite the window being cracked open. When Yūji leans down and noses his way around the hickeys he's given you littered across your body, you catch the whiff of his musky scent, and it sends you into a ripple of arousal — because why is everything he is doing to you just so fucking hot?
Everything about Yūji is too much for you. It's borderline unfair.
"Baby," you whine again, locking your legs around his waist.
"I know, I know." Yūji moans at the feeling, even when he feels your teeth teasing the crook of his neck.
It's so intoxicating; it leaves his already fogged brain even more fogged that he has to fight through your horniness to keep a steady, level pace. Otherwise, you'd probably not be walking for days, probably even resort to crawling to get to point B. Hell, that doesn't sound bad at all.
"Oh, baby, please don't do that. You know I'm sensitive there." He lightly scolds you, pulling at your hair in warning.
"But you taste so good, though."
He supposes if he's going to fuck you the way he wants to, how long he intends to, and the way you let him, then he's not going to deny you what you want to do with him, too.
In fact, if he isn't so gung-ho with you and your immaculate pussy that's still sucking him in greedily as he continues to stretch you, and if he didn't let his dick dictate his decisions, he will most definitely relish the prospect of you dominating him.
Oh, Yūji will submit. Maybe you doubt he would, given how he always wishes to be inside of you and tell you to do this or that for him. But honest to God, if you tell him to be on his hands and knees for you, he will get that shit done pronto. Put a collar on him or something — he doesn't care. Everything screams sexy and a lot of sex for him. So, who is he to refuse that?
"Harder," you find yourself begging for him, "please. Yes — yes, right there!"
Yūji's arms that are propped against both of your sides buckle before he rebalances and takes most of his weight off of you. "Shh, Fushiguro might hear you. You don't want him to hear us, don't you?"
"Then he should cover his ears!" You rebuke teasingly. "He knows better. Isn't he the smartest? He should put his brain to work. Chop, chop, Megumi!"
"S-Stop! Don't make me laugh right now." Yūji bites his lips. "I'm really horny, and I don't want to be un-horny because I'm thinking about other stuff that isn't you."
"Sorry, I'm sorry," You apologize, but it turns into a chuckle because you didn't think you'd be thinking about it, too.
"Relax for me," Yūji attempts to bring the mood back, salvaging what's left from your silly antics. "That's it, baby. Ease into me again."
Yūji's hold around your thighs changes until your legs rest upon his shoulders, and he pounds against you like an animal in heat. From your new position, his cock sinks further. Skin slaps against skin. While your breathing becomes coarse and ragged, Yūji sounds the same except for minuscule groans of pleasure now and then.
Then, he folds you in half, situates himself a little higher, and pistons his cock back into you. You don't realize you are drooling until he licks the side of your face and kisses you.
"Open your mouth." He says, and when you do, he spits twice. "Swallow."
There's a trail of saliva connecting you two when he pulls back. His eyes are transfixed heavily upon the bulge that's appeared at the base of your stomach.
"Remind me to buy a mirror next time. I want you looking at yourself like this. It's so hot, I swear." Yūji drools. "You're so good, baby. So, so, good. Oh — fuck!"
Just when he spills inside of you, and you're about to come down with your first orgasm, another voice pierces through the solidity of the room and breaks your release easily as if he had done this countless times before.
"Enchain."
Suddenly the ceiling becomes the bed sheets as you are flipped onto your hands and knees. Your muffled confusion doesn't go unheard, but other pressing matters come first. Your hair has been forcibly fisted and yanked until your head is pulled back enough to see your lover covered in tattoos, and a vitriol laugh teases the shell of your ears.
"Yū —?"
"Brat's not here," Sukuna's voice rumbles deeply against your skin.
This is the first time he's ever graced you with his presence. You have heard stories of how Sukuna would frequently pop on Yūji's cheek or his hands whenever he's got something atrocious to say (especially towards your sensei and Megumi), but not once has he ever manifested and broken through Yūji like this before — and right in the middle of fucking, too.
"Heh," he yanks you closer, forcing you to look at his hungry eyes. They look at you as if you owe him pleasure after refusing him for so long. "My vessel lost control. I want to know why."
Before you could have swung a cursed tool at him, to trap him within your cursed energy, enough to stall and ask Megumi for help or anybody else should he decline, Sukuna slams your head against the pillow and fucks you senseless.
Is it to your imagination, or did Yūji's cock grow bigger? For some reason, when Sukuna thrusts into your hole, it's fuller. He is far more brutal and ornery with his movements, too.
"Take it all like you are meant to do."
This is wrong. This is terribly, insanely wrong. Here you are in the mercy of the sadistic curse, cackling like the bastard that he is that he found something to entice himself with, and yet . . . it's wrong to feel how good you're being fucked.
Sukuna nudges your legs with his knees to spread wider for him. His hands busy themselves by mockingly kneading your ass before slapping each cheek hard.
You yelp and bite the corner of the pillow hard. Unfortunately for you, Sukuna notices. He pulls you by the hair again, and tosses everything that would muffle your voice aside. There is a buzz of mischief you can feel swirling around his energy, but you can't decipher it all too well as he shoves you down to the mattress.
"Y-Yūji —"
"My name, brat —"
"—Y-Yūji, Y-Yū—"
"— I said my name." He slaps your sloppily wet clit.
Your back arches unknowingly to the sensation, and before you think twice about it, your body yields and your mouth muddles the name, "S-Sukuna!"
"Good, little one." He mutters sadistically, inhaling the scent of pheromones pumping out from you.
His hands are everywhere that he can touch you, and even when he couldn't reach parts of your body, Sukuna merely bends you to his will and lets himself have you any way he pleases. Since the brat's been constantly denying him of you, it's only right that Sukuna gets to have fun with you now.
He fondles your breasts. He pinches your clit. Your thighs are scraped in a thin line of blood that brings him more arousal. Your asshole is gaping at each tense movement he makes out of you. His canines sink to the thin skin of your neck so deeply, he can taste your blood, fueling him into a messy plethora of moans and pleasure like he's drunk on his own aphrodisiac.
"Again." He orders.
"W-What?"
"My name. Only."
"Su-ku-na,"
"Louder. I won't tolerate what you refuse to give me. Say my name again, little one."
"Sukuna. Sukuna. Sukuna! Sukuna! Sukuna!"
"That's it. Keep calling my name as you come."
Your orgasm comes to you like a torrent — harsh and unforgiving. Still, Sukuna doesn't stop fucking you even as you try your best to squirm away.
When you barely manage to make him pull out of you, and you start crawling, he easily drags you back.
"Where do you think you're going, hm?" He lifts your ass and flicks your clit hard as punishment. "You do not run away from me, unless you want me to kill you."
"But, I need —"
"No."
"Sukuna, please!" You push his body away from you once more, desperately trying to get out of his strong grip. But damn, because of his strength and that it's also Yūji's body, and you know how sturdy he is, Sukuna doesn't budge. Not even a little. "Please, give me a moment."
"And what did I say?" He raises his brow questioningly.
He's fascinated by the way you react to him. When he lazily drawls his fingers around your inner thighs, you shake. When he lets his tongue graze the cup of your ass, you whine. And when he sniffs your cunt, and it smells promiscuously sour and preposterously sweaty, you sound like you're about to come again.
"N-Not there, not yet,"
"What did I say?" He challenges.
"I —" you sound close to weeping.
He pulls your hair. "What. Did. I. Say?"
"No!" You wail, moving restlessly. "You said, no!"
"You're close. I can tell."
And you are — were. You let yourself go with your orgasm. From your blurred vision, you can see the outline of Sukuna smirking at your writhing figure and how entranced he is by your submission. He taps your hips as if you have served him well, before you feel his hold around your body slackening.
There's an abrupt change between you and Sukuna. Once you've regained a better part of your vision and allow yourself to breathe better, you realize that it's because you've been flipped on your back and your legs are locked around his waist again.
"S-Sukuna?"
"No," Yūji breathlessly says. He leans his face closer until his lips brush yours. "I-It's me, baby. It's me. I'm sorry. I-I lost control. Are you hurt?"
You shake your head with a smile. "N-No, I'm fine. I'm more than fine."
"Yeah?" Yūji perks up. You feel his cock hardening by your entrance.
"Yeah, baby." You laugh dumbly. "That was . . . quite exhilarating."
Yūji presses his forehead against yours. The heat is visible in his eyes, but it is nowhere near as intense as the other pair you were forced to look at before.
"That was hot," Yūji admits. "Watching you . . . like that."
"It was," you breathe out.
There, beneath Yūji's hollowed eyes, your gaze lingers towards the triumphant gleam squinting at you in reds and blacks. It tells you exactly what is going through Sukuna's mind: that he's nowhere near finished with you yet.
You swallow dryly.
"Are you tired?" Yūji brushes your hair tenderly.
You shake your head. "I'll be fine."
"Let me fuck you next, then."
Yūji grabs your hips and plunges into you. He folds you in half, telling you to wrap your legs around his neck, and then proceeds to pound you as he promised.
"Come for me this time." He begs you. He places his hands flat on your stomach, feeling the bulge he caused. "For me. Come for me."
"Yūji — fuckfuckfuck — Yūji!" Something uncontrollable breaks out from you, and you realize a second sooner that you've squirted all over him. Your juices drip from his bare chest and down to his untrimmed bush. "I'm sorry, I —"
"Enchain."
"What the fuck, Sukuna!"
"Oh my God, Yūji, come back! Give Yūji back for the love of God!"
"Do that again. Squirt for me, little one." Sukuna growls.
"That was an accident. I — I — I didn't mean for that to happen." You admit, trying to regain proper breathing because, goddamn it, you won't be able to with this one in the front. "Just give me Yūji back!"
"Let me bring it out of you then."
It's obvious to you now that both of them have their preferences in terms of fucking you. While Yūji prefers that both of you are staring at one another and lose each other together in the art of fuckery, Sukuna does anything but.
He switches the position wherein he's lying down, and he angles you to his face. You grip the headboard for support before you realize Sukuna's hold on you is gentle yet strong. You aren't swaying, even when you feel him blow a warm bubble of air directly to your dripping mound.
Then, his hold tightens, and he buckles you down to his mouth and eats you out.
"Ah, Sukuna!" You squawk. You hear the wet squelches you make from his tongue.
"You're learning." He commends. The deep gravel of his voice vibrates past your pubic hairs and sends you a jolt of pleasure that goes straight to your spine.
And just as when you are once again teetering on the edge of another orgasm, he unexpectedly stops with a loud popping sound and watches your reaction.
You move, yet he keeps you at bay.
Of course, King of Curses be damned, when you're this high in being so aroused and utterly fucked by not one but two of them, the consequences of your actions are the least of your concerns. And not even someone who's feared by all is going to stop you.
You swat his hands that are holding you away and rock yourself against his mouth. Your hair hits his nose and grazes the top of his lips — but you hardly care. If Yūji doesn't care that you're growing your own little forest down there, surely Sukuna wouldn't either. And if he does, then that isn't your problem.
You're in a fit of moans, as you ride your pleasure away. With your palms braced against his pecs, you can feel the steady beat of his heart. It appears that Sukuna is granting you power to do as you please, as both of you know he can so easily pluck it from you like a candy from a child.
"Open yourself wider for me." He speaks quietly.
Your fingers spread your labia open. He sniffs you loudly, then he seizes your pearl between his teeth, rolls it around torturously, and licks you hard. Instinctively, you buck your hips down on him.
Sukuna pulls a few strands of your pubic hair; it's painful, but it does the trick when you finally squirt all over his face.
"Fuck! Please, I'm coming, Sukuna! SukunaSukuna!"
He slaps your ass in delight. "Good, little one."
Sukuna's control weakens again, and you realize Yūji's coming back. You laugh deliriously, because any person would be wondering what on earth is happening. Never have you thought that both of them would —
"Aw, baby," Yūji coos. "You taste so good."
"Yūji," you call out tiredly.
"Are you tired? We can stop, baby. It's okay."
"No, I want you to fuck me. Please, baby? I want you."
"I've been trying to all night, but someone just keeps —"
"Lift her, brat."
Your eyes widen when you see Sukuna smirking at you from Yūji's left cheek.
"Shut up!" Yūji slaps himself.
"She will love it. Lift her. Or I will."
Yūji growls, but obeys nonetheless. He hasn't had his own share of fill with you yet, thanks to some bastard.
He hefts you up with your back pressed securely against his chest, his arms cage you so that even if you move, squirm, or wiggle your ass against his throbbing, veiny cock, Yūji promises you within his hold that you will not be dropped.
"Fold her and raise her legs."
"Baby, I just want to ask if that's all right." He grinds himself to your ass.
"Yes! Fuck yes, Yūji! Just do it! Hurry up and fuck me already before he comes again!"
Yūji groans. He lifts both of your legs until his head is placed between them, and then his dick slides back into your entrance.
You become a sobbing mess for him.
"Did I ever tell you how glad I am that you're so flexible?" Yūji kisses your collarbone. "You're so hot, being folded like this."
In and out. In and out does the motion go. Regardless of whether you're exhausted or not, Yūji's stamina is unbecoming.
Your eyes roll back, your tongue lolls out, and all you can respond to Yūji or Sukuna or even both at this point — you don't care anymore who is fucking you — are all the jumbled slurs of their names, of you begging, of you wanting more, and more, and so much more.
"Enchain."
"Sukuna —"
"Submit to me, little one. Submit."
"I submit. I submit! I submit!"
"Heh, let that shadow brat hear you against the walls. I bet he's enjoying hearing you right now, too. My vessel is pretty turned on by what's happening. He’s not even complaining about the switch."
"Ah! Mpmh! Ah!"
"What is the matter? Where are your words?"
"Mmmh,"
"Oh? Are you enticed by the mere idea that somebody else, who is neither me nor your brat, is hearing you being fucked too good?"
"Nng — mphm — I —"
Sukuna pinches your cheeks and angles you enough to look at him.
"Speak."
"Y-Yes! I love this!"
"Well done. Rub yourself. The brat won't stop talking my fucking ear out, so do it for him. But I intend to make you come before he takes control again."
You nod numbly.
"Do not stop until you have come, you have squirted, or you have fainted. I care little what comes first or if all comes together.”
Sukuna licks the spot where he's marked you. "If you had been born in the era that I was, I would've taken you as my —"
"I-I'm coming!" You pull hard at his pink hair for support.
"Then come, little one. Come as much as you want."
For the last time tonight, Sukuna's control wanes. However, before he returns to his realm, you swear you feel the ghost of his lips caressing the side of your face like a lover he didn't mean to find.
"I got you," Yūji whispers comfortingly, "I got you. Just keep coming, baby. That's it. You're my good girl. You did so well. You're so perfect."
Yūji, with his dick still inside of you, slowly lowers you to the bed, tucks a stray strand of loose hair behind your ear, and nuzzles you comfortingly. "How are you feeling?"
"Baby," you try to speak, "too full."
After several pumps and his own release, Yūji pulls himself out from you. "I'm glad."
Cringing, you ask. "Sorry, was it . . . too weird for you?"
Scratching the back of his neck sheepishly, he admits, "I was surprised that it wasn't . . ."
"C-Can we do it again another time?"
"Baby, I thought you'd never ask." Yūji teases. "Although, maybe we need to set ground rules. Wouldn't want to complicate things, y'know."
With what's left of your energy, you manage to kiss the tip of his nose before nuzzling yourself into his warm embrace.
"We need to do laundry tomorrow. It smells."
"This is all from you, I hope you know." He pauses. "Wait, I like it. Can't I keep it for one more day?"
"Ew. No."
"Didn't hurt to ask . . ."
"Okay," you tap his arm to let you go, "gotta pee before I get an infection."
"Hmm,"
The calm silence between you two — or three — doesn't last long when someone bangs against the door angrily, and you hear Megumi's voice calling out to you and Yūji.
And Sukuna. You might as well drag him with you, too.
Megumi also must've summoned his dog because you hear a couple of growls and something scratching the bottom of the door.
"Whatever orgy you all are doing in there, take it elsewhere next time!"
sukuna knows women. he knows how to please them. how to make them moan, whine, cry. but knowing how to please a woman doesn’t mean he knows women. aka a woman’s cycle. in simple terms, sukuna has mainly grown up with men, his gramps, his brothers, toji — all he knows is a girl has a period, but he has never bothered to stay with a girl long enough to actually address her period.
well until his fuck buddy, you, open your door for him.
his arm wraps around your waist, tugging you towards his chest, lips locking with yours in moments. “Mmm,” he groans, tongue pushing past your lips, just to feel you press a hand to his chest. your lips break, air filling his lungs in disdain, eyes narrowing at you for pushing him away.
“you didn’t text me, dude,” you say, letting him pull away to drop his backbag on the floor, plastic bag in hand as he kicks his shoes off.
“got outta the gym late. lost track of time,” he walks two steps to the kitchen pulling out two energy drinks, a protein drink, and a couple protein bars. “fuck,” he cups his crotch, palming himself through his low hanging sweats. he opens his shake. “accidentally swiped on that video ya’ sent me from the summer. I watched the whole thing between my sets.” his hand tips back, throat bopping as he chugs the shake, eyes closing as he sees the video play back in his mind, hand still on his bulge.
you’re leaning against the column between your smaller than small living room and kitchen, eyeing the way he’s shamelessly groping himself in front of you, men. you sigh, internally.
“hey,” he suddenly appears in front of you, towering. his musky scent fills your nose as he cups your neck, the other resting on your hip. he slowly lowers himself, tilting your chin up with a thumb as his lips connect with yours again. “haah,” he sighs, kissing your lips like it’s his saving grace, his sweats hang low on his hips as he presses himself against you. “remember that video?” he husks, “the one with ya’ spreading your legs out for the camera—“
you gently press a hand to his chest again, cheeks flushed, but stomach churning uncomfortably. “ryo—“
“wanna see this pussy,” he doesn’t even hesitate, he drops his head to your neck, kissing the exposed skin before dropping to a knee, hands on your hips. “wanna smell how good she is—“
“ryo,” you press a hand to his forehead, face aflame, as you push him back. your heart hammers as he frowns up at you, jaw tight and hands tightening around your waist. “I got my period yesterday.”
….
a silent beat passes.
then.
FUCK!
sukuna is horrible at controlling his face.
you immediately notice his dilated pupils dissipate, and the excitement die behind his eyes. your lips purse, making a my bad king type of face. but sukuna looks absolutely destroyed, his head drops forward, desperately trying to control his eye roll, but you catch it , along with the way he presses his face into your stomach, and groans. loud. uncontrolled.
“sorry…I forgot to text you, and you came all the way here,” you pat his shoulder apologetically, though you’re not super sympathetic since it’s not your fault.
“ya’ have cramps or some shit?” he grumbles against your sleep shirt.
“had crazy cramps this morning, but just like…not in the mood right now,” you cringe while saying it, but sukuna just sighs.
you bite your cheek as you watch him sit back on his heels. his black sweats straining against his thighs, his bulge shameless as it presses up against the material. your eyes flick over him again, wetting your lip as you reach for his hair. hesitant. but eventually…your manicured nails run through the slightly damp, salmon colored hair. you watch in silent awe as his lashes weigh down, and his jaw tightens like he’s holding himself back. your nails scratch his scalp, lightly, but enough to elect a raw groan from the back of his throat.
you bite your lip, eyeing the dark flush crawling up his neck, and dusting his cheeks a light pink. his large palm rests on your outer thigh and the other flexing as it grips his erection. how far will he—
“not cumming in my fucking sweats,” he suddenly barks, getting to his feet. your hand drops as he walks towards the bathroom, pulling his shirt over his head, he kicks the door shut behind him.
your lips purse again, biting your cheek as you hear the shower turn on. men.
that was how sukuna dealt with his fuck buddy being on her period. somehow always finding out last minute that you’re bleeding, and in no mood for action — except for those very rare occasions, well he can’t divulge too much now since you never want him to mention it again — and he’s forced to take care of his problem in your shower. his rough calloused palm — a contrast from your soft smaller ones — jerks his painfully hard throbbing cock to the images of you floating in his mind until he’s finally shooting his thick white load all over your shower wall. haze clearing up as he watches the cum slide down. and then he’ll step out of the bathroom, usually wearing a pair of sweats he’d forgotten here, along with a plain black tee, and crash on the couch as you do your homework. he’ll eye you a bit, but eventually shift his attention to the tv and knockout.
it would be difficult for those five to seven days, especially when you would be slightly more clipped with him, or just plain bitchy and short tempered (like him). but it’d get him all hot and bothered, especially since he can’t act on it.
that was sukuna’s perception of a woman’s cycle. before he never cared, now he cares just a little more because he can’t have sex with you when you’re on your period.
but as smart as sukuna is, it takes a little more brain power for him to realize what this is.
this being, how he’s wound up because he’s trying to get through this studying for an upcoming exam. he’s far from prepared for and the best way for him to study is to be around someone who takes it seriously— you. and yet…
you won’t stop moving!
at first you were sitting across from him in the library. then you shift to the seat at corner of the table, and then you move to sit directly beside him.
“you need help?” he suddenly cuts. you’re shifting beside him stops, brows pulled in confusion.
“was just uncomfortable, am i disturbing you?”
his brow twitches, but you were completely innocent. your brow pulled up, like he’s the crazy one, and not you, who’s moved around like ten times in the last hour!!
“just a little,” he mutters, putting his headphones back on and turning back to his work. luckily, you seem to have settled down, attention back on your own studies. engrossed in your review sheets and notes, as sukuna reviews for his own exam.
however, what the fratboy did notice was even when shoko stopped bye to chat, and utahime came to whisper some gossip to you between her class, you didn’t move once. his brow quirked briefly when utahime chatted across the table, and instead of getting up and going to the hallway to talk freely, you remain seated, right beside him, and right against him.
what’s going on?
“I swear I told the girl I didn’t even know who she was talking about it—but she didn’t even care. girl! I wasn’t talking to your ex,” utahime rambles in hushed whispers, similar to the whispered conversations at other tables.
your brows furrow in shock, “what the hell?? why the heck is she even confronting you in the middle of class though? that’s so weird.”
“that’s what I’m sayinggg!!!”
sukuna has every reason to snap at you both right now. to tell you two to shut the fuck up or go outside. seriously, it was distracting as fuck. but his mind was short circuiting and stumbling around all because of how fucking close you are to him.
his arms are leaning over the table, biceps bulging from his tshirt, scribbling practice equations and notes. and you’re leaning over in an identical position, but your side is fully pressed against his arm. your zip up hoodie resting around your hips after you’d shrugged it off, and your usual cold skin was searing hot against his. skin to skin. and it’s been like that for the past twenty minutes.
usually when your friends stop by to ramble, you have the courtesy to step away so he can study. but not this time— well you did a similar thing a month ago too. sticking to him like glue. brushing your fingers over the veins of his forearm—
“okay, I’ll update you later, but thanks for letting me borrow your airpods!” utahime concludes her rant with finally returning your airpods and running off to her next class. sukuna lets out an air of relief, relaxing beside you.
finally, some peace and quiet in the library.
…shift…
well, it could only last so long.
his brows furrow as he glances over at you, your cheek is now resting on his arm, mindlessly reading your notes like this is normal. is it because he’s finally anxious about an exam after so long, that he’s noticing how touchy you’re being? or maybe you’re not in the mood to do your work and in the mood for something else—
tch, he doesn’t have time to find some room to fuck you in though. it’s the middle of the day and the library is packed. the last thing you’d want is for someone to see you both. however, he can’t even tell if you want any action right now. it just looks like you’re tired…and clingy…?
sukuna exhales, thumb pressing against his jaw in thought, while you shift again, oblivious to his internal turmoil, cheek smushed against his arm…
“you hungry?” he interrupts, desperate for his mind to quiet down.
“not really,” you mutter, focused on your homework.
his lips downturn, pen tapping the desk, “I’m gonna grab another celsius.” he suddenly stands, startling you for a moment, noticing the way your pretty lashes blink in surprise. you’re definitely just focused on school…but last month you were acting the same-ish…if he’s right, then when he comes back…you’ll…
he places a celsius in front of you, eyes flicking over you as he sips his drink. you hum in distracted appreciation, like you can’t even see him sliding back into his seat, legs spread, and arms coming up back to the table to grab his pen. but like glue, you’re sliding yourself right beside him, pressing your cheek to his shoulder, and taking a subtle inhale.
what the hell?!? it’s like he can predict you’re every move now?!
it doesn’t stop there. the puzzle pieces are starting to come together slowly. especially when you subtly kept a grip on his arm muttering how he can finish studying at your place, without the distraction of the frat—which you rarely pressure him to do a night before an exam. except instead of going straight to the bathroom to shower, you followed him to your couch and sat beside him.
“do you mind if I turn on the tv?” you ask with such an unnerving amount of gentleness, glancing at him with your full undivided attention.
his brow quirks, why’re you looking at him like that? “it’s your place, woman.”
you hum, relaxing back, albeit pressed to his side and your knees tucked up, as he leans over on the coffee table (aka your only desk in your small ass apartment) reviewing more work. but just moments later he’s sliding to the floor for more comfortability—
“why’d you move?” your voice cuts through the quiet apartment.
“huh?”
sukuna glances back, brow quirked with confusion at the frown you’re wearing. “leaning over is fucking with my back,” he tsks, earning him an uncharacteristically quick attitude switch from you — your eyes roll, your entire body slumps further back on the couch that you’re basically laying across it, and your cute bottom lip juts out in an irritated, subtle pout. seriously? sukuna scoffs internally. you’re acting like such a brat??? for real this time.
your cheeks press against the cushion. your hypnotizing eyes flick between his, then eventually settle on his lips. they’re slightly chapped, pink…pretty…kissable…
“ya need something?” he snaps without any bite. you’re zoning out again. your eyes drift off, and your lips part lost in thought. “zoning out—“ are the words you hear before you feel an aggressive (light in his mind) flick to your forehead. “again!”
“ow!” you groan loud, face quickly turning and pressing into the cushion in annoyance. “what the hell!” your muffled yell barely comes out.
“what the hell me?” he tsks, rough hand landing on your head, and turning your face back for air. “I was talking and you did that shit again—“
“what thing?!” you scoff, brows pinched in anger as you stare into his eyes….his deep…dark…lidded…crimson eyes…..haah—
“that,” he exhales, hand softening on your temple, and irritation slipping away with your usual antics. “how do you even zone out that fast?”
your glossy lips part, manicured nail brushing your bottom lip, heat pooling between your legs, and eyes half lidded… “was thinking about your eyes.”
the softness of your tone was more shocking than the actual words that came out of your mouth. or it’s the combination of both. or the bluntness of your gentle honey sweet voice that took sukuna by surprise…
but he blinked.
“first it was your lips,” you whisper with a breathless sigh. your finger carefully reaching out and touching his lips. you mimic the way he parts his lips with your own. his thick brows creating a shadow over his lidded eyes. “then your eyes.” you explain with such clarity, it had sukuna short circuiting as he tries to rationalize why you’re acting this way—
“that’s why i zoned out,” you conclude, shifting closer to the edge of the couch, closer to him. your eyes dot up at him, brushing his bottom lip, pulling it down with a thumb. “you distract me sometimes.” you’re tired…it was a long day of classes and it was the middle of the week. that has to be the reason, sukuna thinks.
by now, he knows that look.
you wanna fuck.
“Mmm,” you whine the moment he presses his lips to yours. your tongue immediately finding his as your nails course through his hair. tugging. “make me cum, ryo.”
he snorts in your mouth, rough hand pushing your shirt up, thumbing your bra before hooking his thumb under and lifting up. “should’ve just told me ya want your pussy wet—“
“it’s already wet,” you cut, “been wet all day.”
shiit, he groans into your lips, pushing his hand down, past your waistband. “fucking slut.” a breathy gasp slips out as he cups your wet sticky pussy. “fucking drenched, dirty brat.” his teeth sink into your bottom lip as you whine louder, unaware how sukuna’s neck is unbelievably red. why do you taste sweeter?
“Mmm lift your hips up,” he husks. you don’t get the chance to react when he’s suddenly yanking your pants and drenched panties off. “spread ‘em.”
your tongue pokes your bottom lip, opening your legs for your fuck buddy. his huge palms press against your thighs, grabbing fistfuls and licking his bottom lip as your sticky pussy comes into view. his pupils dilate as he watches your hole twitch. and your scent immediately hits his nose. “you’re gonna taste so good today.” he mutters to himself, but your brow lifts.
“what’s different about today?”
he leans forward, eyes flicking up as he exhales. is he drunk? his eyes roll back, cock throbbing in his pants and he inhales again—fuuck, you smell so much sweeter, “nothin.” his tongue shuts you right up as he licks a long wet lewd strip up your folds. your back immediately arches off the couch, nails digging into his scalp as his beefy arms lock around your thighs, moaning. your sweet honey floods his taste buds…this pussy has always hypnotized him, aroma consuming him and taste intoxicating him…but now that he thinks about…this small little difference in taste and scent, a bit sweeter, happened last month—
“ryo—haah ah mmh ya like my pussy?” your eyes flutter as you keep them on sukuna’s flushed face.
his eyes roll back, completely falling apart between your thighs as he groans a deep husky, “fuck yeah.”
your stomach burns hot at his voice, and voice pitching higher as his tongue delves inside your hole. “haaaah—your mouth is so good, baby—ngh been wet all day,” you confess in your pleasure. “was staring at your hands all day, ryo—they’re so big…l-like your di—ahh—“ fuck you’re talking a lot, sukuna groans, annoyed how worked up your voice is getting him.
his tongue laps and sucks, his salvia creating an even bigger mess. he pulls away, cheeks dusted a deep red as he spits directly onto your puffy clit, pupils dilating as he spreads the mess all over your swollen clit. “these hands,” he runs his calloused palm over your lower stomach. your pupils grow black with lust. pupils blown as you stare at the way his hand encompasses the entire surface. his crimson irises dilate once he sees the lust all over your face. “want them inside ya?”
you nod, immediately.
he doesn’t wait.
two long, thick fingers push past the initial tightness, feeling the gummy walls of your pussy hug his digits with delight. your jaw falls slack, drool slipping as he leans down to plant wet kisses along your lower stomach, forearms and biceps flexing as he pistons his fingers in n out. the squelching fills his ears as you moan above him.
“ngh! fuh ryo, feels good, kiss—kiss me down there—“ you push his head down until his lips connect with your clit again, sucking. rough. mean. teeth sinking just hard enough to make your eyes water and a choked cry slip your lips. “ryo,” you mewl with such lewd sweetness that this huge 6’5 hunk is practically moaning in response. “ry—my pussy—ahh gun —mmm c-close—gun cum—“
but sukuna has already lost all sanity with how good your slick tastes. his eyes roll back pushing you over the edge. “mmm fuck!” you cry, lashes wet as they flutter from the pleasure coursing out of you. his throat bops swallowing and lapping your sweet slick like it’s a drug — which it might as well be with the way his cock is throbbing in his boxers just from eating his fuck buddy’s sweet pussy. “taste like fucking honey,” he groans, cleaning you up like a dog. he pants, catching his breath as he climbs up to your lips like a starved animal. he smashes his lips against you, kissing your spit slicked lips with a loud groan. how do your lips taste sweet too?
“gonna be a good brat and let me fuck this tight pussy?” He grunts, unbuckling his belt and pushing his jeans down along with his boxers, freeing his painfully erect cock.
your tongues collide, dumb whine coming from the back of your throat, and hands running up and locking around his neck. “f’course.”
fucking you rough and fast on the couch as you babbled like a dumb slut, drunk on his cock, had him seeing stars. he was desperately trying to figure out how you're handling him with how uncharacteristically rough he’s being, but you haven’t told him to stop.
"ry—aa-haah!"
shit. he'd flipped you onto your stomach, grabbing your hips , ass in the air as he slams his thick throbbing cock in from behind. his rough palm is pressed into your lower back keeping you in that deep arch he loves, and hand cracking the nth spank to your sore ass. "feel good?"
"so good ryo—wanna cum again -cum-ngh haah please please-"
unbelievable.
and it’s not until he’s panting on the couch, your limp body resting across it, completely and utterly spent, does he realize just how rough he was being. his jaw tenses, as the fog clears up.
“hey…” his voice treads lightly, cautious as he turns on the couch, glancing at your resting form. your shirt covers your breasts after he finally came and let you lay back on the couch. but his spend leaks out of your abused hole, and your ass is still burning from his mean spanks. “hey…” he leans over you, hand brushing your waist. grounding. “you okay?”
he watches carefully as you turn on your side, eyes heavy as you blink up at him. “yeah…you okay?”
“you okay with how we fucked?”
you don’t blink, “yeah.”
yeah, somethings up. he was rough, even he knows that much. and you took it well. more than well, you were begging for me.
all of those should’ve been signs. the closeness, the slight sweetness spike in your slick and saliva. how unbelievably heavenly you smell, all the time. how you didn’t mind how rough he was. but the cherry on top was the party friday.
the frat is lit up like a damn fever dream. neon strips line the railings, glow paint smeared across walls and skin, bass from the dj bleeding through the floors as the pool outside shimmers under colored lights. it’s packed, but not suffocating. invite-only for once. people actually have room to breathe, but it was mainly because they didn’t want any complaints so early in the semester.
sukuna is sat back on the patio couch, shirtless, skin still damp from the heat, a thin sheen of sweat catching the lights every time he moves, tattoos flexing over his well defined muscles. gojo was loud beside him, geto half-listening while scrolling on his phone, a couple other guys scattered around with some girls mingling between them. but sukuna isn’t paying attention to any of it.
he has a drink in his hand, untouched. his eyes keep drifting. back to you. somewhere near the edge of the pool, laughing at something utahime is saying, glowing under the neon lights. your bikini hugged your tits so well he’d pop a boner if he stares too hard. the droplets run down your soft skin, as he sees you fix your necklace as you say something to your friend.
he clicks his tongue, leaning forward, elbows on his knees. “you ever notice they act different sometimes?” he mutters, low enough that it doesn’t carry past the music.
nanami, sitting beside him in swim shorts, thick legs spread open for all to eye and an open button up putting his defined abs on full display, along with the sneaky patch of blonde hair peaking out of his waistband, doesn’t even look up from his phone. “that’s a very broad statement.”
sukuna exhales through his nose. “nah, like—” he pauses, frowning slightly, like he’s trying to piece a puzzle together. “it’s not random.”
nanami studies him for a second, then follows his line of sight, and finds you immediately. is he starting to realize his feelings for you?— “not random how?”
sukuna tilts his head, “just… different. clingier. or—” he gestures vaguely with his drink. “more into it.”
nanami raises a brow. “into what.”
sukuna gives him a look like don’t be fucking stupid.
nanami hums, finally catching on, taking a slow sip. “you’re asking if there’s a pattern to women’s behavior.”
“i’m saying there is one,” sukuna mutters aggressively. “i just don’t know what the hell it is.”
“you know,” nanami says calmly, “they have cycles.”
there’s a beat. then sukuna leans back, jaw ticking slightly, still watching you. “yeah I fucking know that,” he mutters. “It’s annoying.”
nanami glances at him again, lost. “what is.”
sukuna doesn’t answer right away. just takes another sip, eyes narrowing faintly. “the way it’s not consistent.”
nanami huffs quietly, amused now . “if you’re starting to notice now then it is consistent.”
sukuna side-eyes him. nanami is no better than gojo or geto, he’s just more subtle about his innuendos. “I’m not noticing shit—“
nanami shrugs, setting his glass down. unaware that gojo and geto have agreed on teams.
“okay! water volleyball!” gojo’s voice cuts clean through the bass, already halfway to the pool as he grins like he’s been waiting for this all night. a cheer ripples through the patio. of course it does. a house full of athletes, half-naked, girls in bikinis, a competition handed to them on a silver platter? yeah, they’re moving before the rules are even explained.
geto stretches his arms above his head as he stands, “hey,” he shouts loud enough for the frat president t to hear him, “try not to break anyone’s teeth this time!”
gojo laughs, already hopping to his side of the pool because obviously he’s one of the captains. “no promises.”
sukuna’s already up, taking the second captain title and just like that — whatever train of thought he was stuck on snaps clean in half. gone. replaced with something sharper, more familiar. his shoulders roll once, loose, eyes narrowing as he sizes up the space, the people already splitting into sides. his team or gojo’s team. they’re always on opposite teams. it makes it more fun.
“don’t get in my way,” he tosses to gojo as he steps around to his end of the pool, his hand brushing his stomach as he cracks his neck.
“you wish,” gojo shoots back.
people start gathering, some hanging back to watch, others eager, slipping into the water, calling out sides, laughing as they pick teams. a younger pledge scrambles to the middle, already trying to take control after geto shoves him in, to the play referee, whistle in hand like this is some official match.
and of course, even as chaos takes over the yard. your eyes find him. instinctive, something in you locks in and refuses to look anywhere else.
sukuna stands at the edge, skin still glistening under the neon, muscles flexing lazily as he stretches his arm over his head. his back, his shoulders, the deep v- line that has your eyes following down to the tuft of light hair peaking out waistband. the same one you always find yourself caressing during foreplay— it’s too much. it’s always too much, but tonight it sits heavier in your chest, lower in your stomach, something warm and insistent that doesn’t let up between your legs.
your clit throbs.
“wait—” utahime grabs your wrist, staring at you like you’ve lost your mind. “you hate this stuff.”
you don’t even look at her. “it’ll be fun,” you murmur, already pulling away. and then you’re moving. slipping from your seat on the edge of the pool and jumping in.
the water hits cool against your skin, a sharp contrast to the heat that’s been building under it. you swim to sukuna’s side, breath catching slightly as you orient yourself to the chaos around you, because normally, usually, a crowded sweaty pool was something you’d avoid, but—he’s already looking at you. your thighs press together.
his eyes are not casual, not passing, he’s looking. his gaze drops first. slow and deliberate, catching the faint mark on your neck, the one he left last night, barely visible under the colored lights. his jaw ticks. then lower, just for a second, the way your body shifts in the water, the ripple of movement as you steady yourself, the rise and fall of your breasts threatening to spill out. the water calmly rocks underneath them. then his gaze shifts back to your face, and you’re still staring at him. you’re not even trying to hide it.
something about that makes his brow twitch.
because you’re not looking away. not when he meets your eyes. not when the noise around you spikes, not when someone splashes too close. your focus stays locked on him—heavy, almost… expectant.
it lingers a second too long. then—
“teams set!” the pledge yells, blowing the whistle way too aggressively. “first to ten wins— oh and no cheap shots—“ he glances around before catching geto lounged on the other side of the pool, some girl already pressed against his arm. “OH! no punches or choking too!”
“shut up and start it,” gojo calls from the other side, already grinning, bouncing lightly in the water.
sukuna doesn’t take his eyes off you for another beat. then he exhales through his nose, turning slightly, shoulders squaring as the ball is tossed into play and he’s in the pool.
the game starts rough. the second the ball is tossed, two guys are already lunging for it. water splashing high, bodies colliding mid-air before someone spikes it hard across the pool. girls move out of the way, squealing as huge men fight. a chorus of shouts erupts from the sidelines, music still blasting behind it, neon lights flickers over wet skin and moving bodies.
gojo, the ever responsible fraternity president, grins like a man possessed on the other side. sukuna, the very responsible vice president, is barking like a mad man.
and of course, the competitive idiots fall into rhythm with each other. fast, aggressive, locked in, and every hit gets harder, a slightly more violent. every return is sharper and people start gathering closer to the edge, phones out, recording, yelling their names like it’s a real match instead of a stupid drunk frat game.
“c’mon, kuna!” someone shouts.
“gojo! spike that shit!”
water slaps against the tile as everything moves fast. bodies move out of the way so they’re not hit by the aggressive spikes from the frat hosts, but they still refuse to leave the pool because it’s fun.
and then the ball comes your way. your eyes widen, barely able to think, so you just react. your hands come up, fingers pushing against it just right, and somehow, you’re sending it up in a clean arc, right to him.
sukuna moves instantly….he jumps, sculpted body cutting through the air, arm pulling back before he slams the ball down with violent force, sending it crashing into gojo’s side of the pool.
a winning point. a cheer explodes. sukuna lands, water dripping down his shoulders, then he glances at you. his canines are on display, as his deep voice cuts through the chaos to say, “good girl.” it’s low, automatic, and it slips out without thought, just like how he’d praise you when you’re alone, and his voice is raspy as he whispers it in your ear, cock usually deep in your guts as he gives you another mean thrust that you take with pride, pussy clamping when he bottoms.
something fast, hot, and dizzying rushes through you. your chest tightens, skin buzzing as your breath stutters for a second. your thighs press together instinctively under the water, pulse kicking up in a way that feels almost overwhelming. and from that moment on, you stick to him. you try to chase the ball for him, pushing it back into his reach every chance you get, doing your best to avoid the large men playing the game. but your focus narrows, locked in on your hot fuck buddy like nothing else exists. every movement feels sharper, more urgent, your body reacting before your brain can catch up.
on the sidelines, people notice. how can they not? most of the girls “playing” cling to the perimeter. and then there’s you, being an idiot, but a very hot one, throwing yourself in the middle. your bikini clings tight from the water, fabric hugging every curve, shifting every time you jump or twist. a few guys on the edge of the pool don’t even bother pretending they’re watching the game anymore. their eyes track you instead, murmurs passing between them. someone whistles when you jump to set the ball, breasts bouncing freely in the flimsy bikini top, your nipples hard underneath as water cascades like some playboy ad.
but sukuna, is too locked in the game to notice.
the first round ends with his team winning, and the second starts almost immediately, louder than before. people are picking sides now, chanting, recording, some still dancing on the grass behind them, focused on the dj, drinks sloshing as the party refuses to slow down around the chaos of the pool’s game.
you’re still right there again when it starts. you doubt you’re even playing anymore, but you want to see him, watch him jump high and spike the ball. watch the ink on his back ripple with his muscles. the same defined lines that you caress at night, and hug—
your attention is so narrowed, that you don’t even notice the guy at first. bodies are moving, all a blur that you don’t focus on another body moving behind you. until it’s too near, too familiar for someone you don’t know. then, a hand brushes your bare side under the water, lingering just a second too long making your blood run cold.
your eyes snap wide. “what the fuck!” you twist instantly, shoving him off hard, water splashing between you as your stomach turns. only a few people notice, the rest too consumed by the game until you’re moving straight towards a certain captain.
“THAT’S A FUCKING FOUL GOJO—what the—“
your arms wrap around him from behind without hesitation, pressing into him, chest flush against his back as you cling to one familiar form. tight, and instinctive.
it catches him off guard, just for a second. his body tenses slightly under your grip. his muscular arms lift, head turning halfway to see, “who the fuck—“ grabbed him in the middle of game! but then he sees you. and his eyes glance down at your familiar hands holding his chest. your name slips out of his lips, confused what you’re doing, but then the ball’s already back in play. and somehow he keeps going.
even with you wrapped around him, weight clinging to his back, he still moves, still blocks, still lands a hit that sends the ball flying back over the net. it’s messy now, uneven, but he’s too competitive to stop, jaw tight, focus split but still sharp. water splashes everywhere. people are yelling. gojo laughs from the other side. “what the hell is that— you got a handicap now?”
sukuna clicks his tongue, annoyed, shifting slightly to keep his balance with you still latched onto him. you don’t let go. not once. “you drunk?” he tries to talk to you mid-game.
“yeah,” you mutter over the music. but as more people fill the pool, and the third round feels much more chaotic, sukuna begins to notice. your grip tightens every time someone gets too close, every time someone accidentally touches you, every time your head spins just a little from the alcohol and the heat and everything. your cheek presses against his back, breath uneven, body still buzzing in a way you don’t fully understand, other than the fact that you can feel how hot it is between your legs. he smells so good…
the game drags on— until finally— gojo’s team takes the last point. a loud cheer erupts from his side, people splashing into the pool, celebrating, phones still up capturing everything.“told you,” gojo grins, pushing his wet snowy hair back, muscles flexing for the cameras as he sticks his tongue out.
sukuna exhales sharply through his nose, annoyed, shoulders tense— he doesn’t shake you off. but unfortunately, he doesn’t get the chance.
you’re suddenly ripped away.
“wha—! what the fuck!” you yelp as a pair of hands grab you from underneath, a drunk junior dunking under the water before popping up with you lifted high onto his shoulders. just for the crowd to erupt.
“OH SHIT— chicken fight!”
“LET’S GO!”
“get her, get her!” other guys in the pool dunk under and lift a few laughing girls up. but you’re not one of them. your thighs clamp instinctively around the stranger’s head just to keep from slipping, heart racing, balance completely shot as water drips down your legs and chest. your hands fly to his hair, trying to steady yourself, panic flashing across your face. you didn’t agree to this. your eyes lock with sukuna immediately. wide. confused. he’s not your boyfriend— but he’s still…
something in him snaps. he straightens, fast. too fast. the playful edge from seconds ago gone completely, replaced with something sharp and violent, jaw tightening as his eyes drag over the way the guy’s hands are gripping your thighs— and the whistles from the crowd don’t help, especially when your hand reaches to adjust the way your bikini top had shifted.
“damn!”
sukuna’s fist curls. “get your fucking hands off her,” he bites out, already moving forward through the water, splashing hard as he closes the distance.
the guy just laughs, drunk, clueless and not listening. “relax, man, it’s just a chicken fight. ever heard of those?”
he doesn’t get to finish. sukuna’s already pulling his arm back, when you squeak.
“wait—!” you gasp, trying to shift your weight, panic spiking as the situation spirals way too fast—but before anything can land another pair of bodies crash into you. a second drunk chicken fight slams into your side, bodies colliding, completely losing balance. and then everything goes under. water rushes over your head in a blur of limbs and noise, the guy beneath you losing his footing as you both go down. you barely have time to register it before a hand grabs you. hard.
sukuna’s arm wraps tight around your waist, yanking you up and out of the water in one sharp motion. you cough, sputtering slightly, fingers clutching onto him as he steadies you against his side. he doesn’t even look at you at first. he’s glaring past you.
“what the fuck is wrong with you?!” he snaps, voice low and dangerous, water dripping from his hair as he stares down the guy who just broke the surface, coughing. “you fucking grab girls without permission and I’m fucking snapping your arm in half!”
the junior lifts his hands, half-laughing, half-defensive. “yo, chill— it’s just a game—”
“i said don’t touch her,” sukuna cuts in, sharper this time, stepping forward like he’s ready to swing anyway.
the energy shifts instantly. people nearby start stepping in, hands coming up.
“aye, chill, chill—” one tries to come between them. sukuna doesn’t even notice that you’d managed to slip from his grip, still coughing as you swim to the steps of the pool, heart pounding as utahime, having seen the entire interaction helps you out.
“you okay?” she sits in front of you on the edge handing you water.
you nod, chugging half the bottle, before breathing again, “swallowed like…” you gag, “a disgusting amount of that pool water.” utahime cringes as she glances at the pool. the interaction growing even more heated, as a crowd watches sukuna curse out the junior.
“anyone else fucking grab a girl without her permission is getting fucking banned from this frat permanently!” sukuna shouts. murmurs break out across the crowd, a few glance towards you, as utahime notices, but you’re too busy washing your mouth out to care.
gojo’s aloof attitude steps in after coming back with a sweet juice in hand. “okay, okay, we’re clear on consent aren’t we guys?”
people hum, cheering for the games to continue. but then…
“didn’t know she was your girlfriend.”
it lands this time, cutting through the noise and sticking just long enough for a few whistles and low laughs to ripple through the crowd. the kind of comment meant to poke, to stir, to see what the hot headed vp will do with it. but what’s worse is that a majority of the crowd has no clue what your relationship is with sukuna. aside from the frat members.
sukuna doesn’t even look at him, and he doesn’t correct it. it’s not because he wants to claim you. not because it’s true. but because it’s annoying—because explaining it, denying it, entertaining it at all feels like more effort than it’s worth. he’s your fuck buddy, he knows that, you know that, and thats all. his jaw tightens once, eyes already elsewhere, done with the conversation before it can grow legs because then he’ll really break his fucking arm.
the party moves on like it always does. music swells back up, as gojo and geto thank the heavens that sukuna was in a good mood before the argument that he wasn’t tempered to continue the fight. luckily the drinks are raised again. gojo’s already laughing, pulling attention away, and just like that the moment dissolves into noise.
sukuna’s focus shifts and lands on you.
you’re still on the edge of the pool, legs dangling in the water, skin slick and glowing under the neon lights. your bikini clings tighter now, nipples pebbled under your soaked top, every curve on display, highlighted by the shadows of the lights above. it makes it impossible not to look. droplets trail down your thighs, catching the light as you tilt your head back slightly, still rinsing your mouth out, brows furrowed in clear disgust.
utahime sits in front of you, just as eye-catching to the hungry men around, her own bikini hugging her frame, water beading along her collarbones as she watches you with a mix of concern and amusement.
and people are staring. not subtle glances—staring like you’re something to watch. something to linger on. like the game earlier just shifted into something else entirely and now you’re part of it without agreeing. no wonder you hate these parties.
it irritates him, fast.
sukuna clicks his tongue under his breath and pushes forward through the water, tall enough that even standing in the pool, he closes the height between you easily. the neon catches on his skin too. his broad shoulders still damp, muscles flexing as he moves, water sliding down his torso in slow lines. he’s not unaware of the way people look at him either—girls nearby pausing mid-conversation, eyes dragging over him openly—but he doesn’t care. not right now. not when he reaches you.
his hand comes up without hesitation, settling on your exposed thigh where it hangs over the edge of the pool. his palm is warm even against your wet skin, fingers spreading slightly, firm enough to ground, possessive. the contact is immediate. deliberate.
the shift is noticeable. a couple of those lingering stares drop off instantly. only then does he look at you. his gaze flicks over your face, still a little flushed, still catching your breath, before settling. his gaze is steady, assessing the way your glossy lips part with an exhale after chugging an entire bottle of watet.
“you good?” he asks, voice lower now, rougher around the edges from the leftover tension. his thumb moves slightly against your skin without thinking, a small, absent motion that doesn’t match the sharpness in his expression.
utahime has to hold back an eye roll, especially when his gaze flicks over your face, then your lips. unbelievable. what’s with him? what’s stopping him from asking you out if he gets so hot headed and possessive—ughhh…utahime holds back her anger, because she was pissed when someone suddenly grabbed you and then had you dunked in the water. why does sukuna have to be so fucking weird though?! she internally curses out sukuan for being the person that always protects her best friend, but acts like a complete jerk another second.
“how much sweat did you drink?” sukuna asks, tone laced with amusement .
your eyes snap, face grimacing, “shut the fuck—up,” you gag again, hand coming up to your mouth just for utahime to snort and sukuna to bark with laughter.
“did i tell ya why we had to drain the pool last year—“ sukuna starts, utahime’s eyes widen.
“oh my god I remember!”
your face pales, nails digging into sukuna’s shoulder while the other still covers your mouth. “don’t you dare tell me.”
sukuna grimaces with an amused expression remembering what happened at last years pool party. but distracting you has somehow managed to isolate everything else around him and have his sole focus on the way you wipe your mouth with a napkin utahime — and now nanami and geto at her side — comes back with, and the way your fingers shift from his shoulder to his forearm resting across your damp lap. and the conversation flows afterwards.
gojo was still on the dance floor, completely in his own world, some girl is pressed to his side as neon lights strobe over him laughing, loud, untouchable in the way he always is. meanwhile, the edge of the pool has settled into something more intimate and funny. the conversations around overlap as you all joke loudly and throwing around slight bickering, cooling off from the chaos, but still very much alive.
and with all that, you hadn’t left. even after everything, you’re still sitting where you are, leg still dipped in the water, skin dewy under the lights, bikini keeping your pretty tits in view for a certain salmon haired man. your hair is slightly damp, pushed back from your face, exposing the curve of your neck—the faint mark sukuna left the night before still visible if someone looks close enough. and you smell heavenly. fuck if you’re alone, he’d bury his nose closer to your breasts to smell the sweat clinging.
but people are looking. they always are now.
they just don’t linger as long anymore. not with him there. sukuna leans into the edge of the pool, upper body braced beside you, his arm draped behind your back like it naturally falls there. his other hand rests lazily against your thigh, fingers tapping absently against your skin as he takes a sip from his beer. his shoulders are broad, still slick with water, veins visible along his arms as they flex with every small movement.
he looks just as much of a problem as ever. and the attention doesn’t stop, girls nearby still steal glances, whispers, watching the way he’s positioned so close to you, the way his hand hasn’t moved from your leg once. but what’s more interesting, is that you don’t move either.
you don’t push him off, don’t shift away. if anything, you lean just slightly into his space, your fingers absentmindedly tracing along his forearm where it rests across your lap, like it’s second nature. you like it there.
and sukuna notices. of course he does, with how touchy and clingy you’ve been these past few days. yes, he’s shocked you haven’t left, or haven’t asked him to go upstairs with you. instead you’re being so uncharacteristically attached.
his gaze flicks down for a second, watching the way your fingers move against his skin, something unreadable passing through his expression before he looks away again, taking another sip like it didn’t just register. his stomach churns when you lean forward slapping nanami’s stretched out hand after he said something funny.
“why the fuck are you guys sitting here?” gojo’s voice cuts in suddenly, dripping with disbelief as he approaches, hair damp, grin lazy. he looks down at your little group, then at the pool like it personally offended him. “this is embarrassing.”
utahime snorts. “she almost drowned, idiot.”
“she’s alive,” gojo shrugs immediately, already grabbing a drink from someone nearby. “get in the hot tub. it’s waaaay better!”
a couple girls attached to him nod eagerly, already following his lead as he starts heading that way without waiting for an answer. utahime glances at you. “you wanna stay out or…?”
you don’t even hesitate as you hum, soft. “yeah, why not.”
sukuna catches it.
the group starts moving, the energy shifting with them as they make their way toward the hot tub. somewhere along the path, nanami and utahime get pulled into another conversation, stopping off to the side, leaving you and sukuna to keep going without them. your skin burns as sukuna keeps a subtle hand in your lower back, biting his lip when you reach the hot tub and you step in front of him. his gaze drops to the movement of your ass, your bikini was so skimpy it’s definitely clinging on to your pussy lips too. fuck,
by the time you step into the hot tub, the heat hits instantly. you sigh without meaning to, tension melting from your shoulders as the warmth wraps around you, soaking into your skin. your body relaxes almost immediately, the contrast from the cooler pool making everything feel heavier, slower.
sukuna steps in right after you. and immediately shoves two guys aside with a sharp nudge of his shoulder. “move.”
they do quickly without argument, clearly frat members. he settles in beside you, close again, like earlier, like he didn’t just create that space for you.
gojo drops in for half a second, splashing water everywhere before grimacing. “it’s too hot,” he complains, already climbing back out. “i need another drink.”
and just like that, he’s gone again. leaving you, sukuna, and the rest of the group laughing, talking. the conversation easy as the night keeps rolling around you. especially when geto comes back with some girls and red solo cups for beer pong.
“don’t spill any in the hot tub!” sukuna barks as the girls organize the cups in place on the edge. geto slides into the pool with the ping pong balls.
“shh shh i know,” he zips his friend up as he takes aim. and as the party is brought back to the hot tub, you’re all swept up again. and your eyes are following every movement of your friend beside you. the way he’s shouting and laughing with his frat brothers, the conversations turning to fog when sukuna flexes his large bicep, the ink that wraps around it highlights how big they are. you can’t even recall the context of this sudden flex off, but you’re not complaining.
you watch his throat bop as he throws back another cup of beer, standing beside geto. your eyes trail over his sculpted chest. you suck in your bottom lip as sukuna falls back beside you. his arm draped behind you along the edge of the hot tub, barking another laugh at some crap geto is spewing, completely distracted.
“I swear TO GOD, you told me to go for that dive!” geto throws his hands up, flabbergasted.
“nah nah nah—“ sukuna shouts over, shaking his head with an amused expression, “I told you—“
“nah—satoru!!” geto looks over his shoulder, waving down the president. “SATORU!”
gojo’s head whips around. however, the debate is the furthest thing from your mind, honestly you can’t even understand what these idiots are talking about. but— there’s one idiot that smells heavenly.
sukuna distracted, doesn’t notice how much closer you’re pressed to him, how your lashes flutter at the mix of cologne and chlorine flooding your nose, and dizzying your mind. he’s so—uh..when men— your brain is short circuiting. literally. mind so consumed by how big and strong this man beside is, that all you can think about is how he protected you. he pulled you out of the water. snapped at that guy…for you.
you’re not normally this moved. but it was the series of events that unfolded, all in the last few hours, that has you doing what you do next.
“please! you know i did not agree to that!” geto tsks, pointing his finger at gojo who’s laughing, sitting at the edge of the hot tub, legs in. and the two — along with the rest of the group involved in the debate — are distracted, and unaware of the fact that the pretty girl that sukuna almost started a fight over, is slipping her pretty hand inside his swim shorts.
sukuna tenses. breath hitching.
his eyes snap to you, stomach clenching. “what’re you—“ he chokes when you squeeze his thick base without warning. your cheek casually presses against his shoulder, wetting your bottom lip. your leg is tucked against his side, as the other swings over his knee, pretty tits squished against his arm. your wrist rolls, stroking his flaccid cock alive.
“ryo…” you speak low enough so that only sukuna can hear. “was jus’ thinking about you.” his jaw tenses, hand clenching at the edge of the tub, leaning his head down.
“you’re the one that doesn’t like this shit,” he husks, throat bopping as you bat your lashes up at him, bitting your lip as you give his cock another squeeze, pushing your wet tits against his arm. “there’s people—“
“then be normal, ryo,” you say, all while nuzzling him like a clingy g— “just wanted to feel how big you are.”
his heads tips back, what’re you even saying?
you keep your cheek pressed against his shoulder, lip tucked between your teeth as you stroke the vp’s fat throbbing cock in the middle of a party and in a hot tub full of his close frat friends.
it wasn’t difficult for his dick to fully harden within seconds of your hand making contact. you let out a soft exhale, pressing your practically naked body against him like you could get any closer than you already are. but to make matters worse, he was so unbelievably turned on that you were touching him in public! fuuck, his stomach flexes, biting back a groan when your thumb swipes his bulbous tip, the water made it difficult for you to keep a fast pace stroke, but his skin was still prickling with heat.
“ryo, is this okay?” you softly pant in his ear, a hum like moan escapes your lips just by the way he exhales through his nose, turning his head to you, aroma engulfing you.
to anyone else it just looked like you were having a private conversation with each other. the hot tub and pool, a few feet away, booming with chaos, no one was paying attention to you guys. but even with all that information, sukuna — who spreads his legs further apart in the water, biting his lip when you kiss his neck now, sucking a light bruise on his flushed skin — knows that you’d never do this. you get touchy when you’re drunk, whispering dirty shit in his ear. but you’ve only had a couple drinks to make you tipsy enough to enjoy the party and remember, not black out drunk to jerk him off in public.
“yeah—it’s okay,” his head drops forward, hot red flush crawling up his neck and stinging his cheeks as he nudges your head with his.
“yeah?” you repeat with a coo.
he bites back a pathetic groan, arm sliding to your waist under the water, gripping your flesh like his life depends on it. you’re intoxicating.
“yeah baby.”
a flush of heat runs between your legs at his deep bedroom voice. sukuna is so hot, he’s so hot, so pretty, so sexy! you squeal internally, leaning closer to press your lips against his sharp jaw, whining just low enough for him to hear. your wrist twists down his cock. you hadn’t even full realized that you’d taken him out of his swim trucks, to possessed to care as his fingers dig into your waist, while the other balls into a fist against the tub’s edge.
“are you close, ryo? is your big cock gonna cum?”
unbelievable.
sukuna’s jaw tenses, abs tightening just by your voice. you’ve been hanging up on how big he is. how big his hands are. how big his dick is — scratch that, you’re using the word cock now. yeah he’s gonna fuckin’ cum soon if you keep talkin’ like that.
“there’s so many people around ry,” you shy quietly, “you don’t think they know I’m playing with you?” your slightly tipsy eyes bat up at him, pupils completely dilated. his eyes briefly sweep around him, the alarms flashing in his mind don’t seem to phase him as he drops his lips down to brush yours.
“what if they are aware?” he husks, lidded eyes boring into yours. “does that make y’r pussy wet?” he wets his lip, thighs flexing when you give his cock a squeeze as he speaks. “ya like knowing that there’s eyes everywhere…watching your slutty self jerk me off.”
your brain short circuits. face burning hot.
“I’m not a slut,” you whisper, just as you’re practically straddling his thigh now, with the way you’re inching closer to him every second. his hand slides from your waist to your ass, gripping the flesh as he pulls it apart letting you feel the warm tub water touch your heated pussy.
“you’re gettin on top of me—“
“to protect your dignity,” you attempt a frown, but your eyes keep flicking to his lips, brushing your lips against them again, just for him to pull back, again.
“didn’t take you as someone so generous,” he quips, hips angling up, subtly telling you to keep stroking him, even if it’s starting to feel like edging. “but,” he bites back another groan, “but to me, ya just look like another slut that wants to get her little pussy stuffed.”
you blink.
sukuna can see the lust burst behind your eyes. your thighs clamp around his beefy thigh, your hand squeezing his tip, and your lips parting. “is that so bad?”
ah fuck.
“you can’t say those words to a man,” sukuna’s rasps.
you pout, pressing your wet breasts against his chest, trapping his cock between your bodies. your hot breath fans against his face, scent invading his mind, and your lips brush against his, this time licking his bottom lip. once. twice. your tongue strokes his bottom lip, waiting for him to invite you in, whining a little louder when he refuses. “ryo.”
his large palms grip your ass. your flimsy bikini could easily be pulled to the side, exposing you just like him. your cheeks flush, arching even more, your arms are tossed around his broad shoulder, fingers tangling in the hair at his nape, desperate. needy. “I’ve been holding myself back ryo,” you quietly speak, unaware how much like déjà vu this feels. memories of last month flashing in his mind about those exact words coming from your lips as you climbed into his lap in the middle of a party. “you have to take care of it.”
“i have too?” he quips with a sharp edge in his tone.
your flush with embarrassment, lips parting as your lashes flutter shut, “please…please can you take care of it.”
unbelievable.
his cock twitches violently against your stomach. his muscular thigh flexes under your pussy making your lips part.
as you and sukuna speak in hushed whispers. a good group of people have take notice of the awkward shifting in the hot tub and the unrecognizable look on sukuna’s face. but specifically the girl that the sukuna let attach herself to him during a violently competitive water volleyball match and almost pick a fight with. he’s smirking as she whispers in his ear, her lips even pressing his lobe, making the intimidating vice president blush?!
“her tits are all over him,” one whispers, taking a sip as they watch from a distance, both sitting at the pools edge watching the events unfold a few feet’s away in the hot tub. it’s not obvious unless you’re staring as hard as these guys, or if you’re a certain man laughing as you stand up at the edge of the tub, face dropping for a millisecond when you catch your vice president getting off by a hot girl.
fucking animals, geto shakes his head, eyes flicking to gojo, easily communicating with him about you know.
gojo’s brows pinch glancing over from his seat at the edge of the tub, to— “oh shit!”
geto elbows him. “idiot!”
gojo’s hands fly to his mouth, laughing hysterically as he stares at the way his short tempered friend is blushing like crazy, and making it obvious to anyone that he’s getting his dick touched right now. “do they know what they’re doing?” gojo speaks in hushed whispers.
“obviously,” geto sits beside gojo, the tub water doesn’t seem to be appealing anymore. and yet there’s still a few people on the sides laughing, too drunk to notice.
“fucking pervs,” gojo snickers.
a beat passes.
then gojo turns, eyes wide when he sees geto staring blankly at him. “what?”
“you’re worse!” geto slaps him upside the head. gojo gasps in shock. “I can’t even remember how many times you fucked someone in here and in the pool—“
“hey,” gojo frowns, cheeks flushed from the alcohol. “that was…b-because they were hot.”
geto scoffs, “you weren’t even subtle about them, everybody knew you were fucking them. YOU’RE the biggest perv.”
gojo nods, “yeah…”
your whine flows directly into sukuna’s ear, lips coming back to his. “why won’t you kiss me?” you quietly demand.
his dimples press into his cheeks as he bites back a smirk. “we’re jus’ talking,” he says your name, but in that deep way he does when he’s stuffing you with his cock…which he’s not.
you sit up closer, sliding higher up his thigh, knee rubbing harshly against his cock — “ah!” you squeal suddenly straddling his lap instead of his thigh. his red irises sink into yours, watching the way your glossy lips part glancing at the surface of the hot tub trying to make out how close his cock is to where you need him. “you’re hard ryo.”
“and?”
your eyes flick up to him, pretty brows pressing together, “and we’re not jus’ talking—“
“y’know—“ he suddenly chokes.
you’ve moved your bikini to the side, and pushed his cock down, fully sitting on his cock and sliding across it, hips shaking, stimulating your needy clit.
your name cuts through the air, his grip moves to grab your hips, trying to keep you still, but his body betrays him as he bucks against you. “fuck, woman.”
your lips press against sukuna, whining like a desperate slut when he finally kisses you back. and this was why he didn’t want to entertain you this quickly. the sweet taste of your lips immediately sends a rush of heat down to his cock, his arm wraps around your back, holding the back of your head as the other grips your ass, groaning as your lips smack in wet hungry kisses. your tongues collide, spit collecting in your mouth as he groans in response.
sukuna has to be responsible. he has too. but you’re such a fucking slut— touching his cock, stroking him in public, rubbing your body (his biggest weakness) against him like you’re alone together. and now you’re humping his cock like you can feel something with the water’s friction.
all of it was a factor, and for some unexplainable reason, all the dots seemed to have connected at this exact moment—like a huge light bulb going off in his head.
“shit.”
you hum at the way his deep voice sends a warm heat blooming in your stomach. “are you turned on, ryo?” your lips purse, kissing his, unaware of the sudden realization he’s come too. “keep kissing me.”
your fingers thread through his short locks, gripping him as you keep his lips moving yours.
but sukuna’s palm splays across your spine, groaning at the way you don’t stop to catch your breath. then his grip tightens. his mouth drags slower this time, more deliberate. he’s testing something, and the way you react—how quick you melt back into him, how your nails press into his shoulders like you’re holding on and the pitched whine that leaves your lips when he tries to pull away.
“how bad d’you need me?” he murmurs, voice low, rough, right against your pretty lips.
you don’t hesitate. “so bad,” you breathe, almost frustrated, because it’s obvious.
his eyes flick over your face, searching, calculating—then narrowing slightly. “yeah?” he hums, thumb pressing into your waist, grounding you as you shift again, his cock snug between your folds. “why,” he asks, tone not soft or gentle, but testing.
you shake your head slightly, breath catching, fingers tightening on him. “because— i just—” you exhale sharply, frustrated, needy, “i just want you to touch me.”
that’s all he needs. a quiet, almost amused exhale leaves him, something darker settling behind his eyes now. nanami’s little comment about “noticing now” makes his stomach churn uncomfortably. it doesn’t mean anything that you’ve had this friend with benefits deal long enough for him to start noticing a pattern every month. especially when this part of the cycle comes around and you’re practically begging him to just touch you. he highly doubts that you even notice it.
“been like this all night,” he mutters, more to himself than to you, but his grip doesn’t loosen. if anything, it gets firmer. “can’t keep your hands off me, huh?”
you don’t even deny it. you just pull him back in. and this time he lets you. let’s you kiss him like it’s your last time, let’s you tug his hair like he belongs to you. let’s you pull away… you’re panting at him through glossy, lidded eyes.
and then sukuna notices.
the shift.
your breathing breaks. shallow and uneven. you can’t quite catch it as your lips part, soft, glossy, letting out these higher, breathier sounds that you’re not even trying to hold back anymore. it’s quieter than the music, but he hears it. feels it.
his grip tightens instinctively.
your hips are moving without any rhythm now. they’re slow, needy, desperate. your body chasing something it can’t reach fast enough. your fingers press into his lower stomach, clutching there like you need something solid to hold onto, your head tipping forward, lashes fluttering like a fucking angel. and your mouth falls open. a soft, pitched sound slips out of you—one you don’t even seem aware of—and it’s enough to make something dark flicker across his expression.
“…fuck,” he mutters under his breath, eyes locked on your face now, watching every little change. his cock twitching uncontrollably.
your brows pinch, as you completely fall apart, cumming right then and there. your grip on him tightens, thighs pressing in, grounding yourself on his cock without even thinking about it.
and he doesn’t move. doesn’t interrupt it. he just watches. and all he can think is how unbelievably hot you look in his eyes. women that are ovulating mean they’re more likely to get pregnant. fuck. why is his brain latching onto that part? you’re his fuck buddy. this is simple. it is simple. it’s perfectly reasonable—completely normal, even—for him to get turned on thinking about how much you cling to him, how much you crave him, how much you need him, how your body reacts to him like this. that doesn’t mean he wants to get you—
absolutely the fuck not.
but still…fucking women. you’re insane. his brain is short circuiting while you’re coming undone on his lap, in a hot tub, in the middle of a packed party.
and the way you’re panting, your breasts pushed together as you keep a hand on his lower abs, pussy spasming as your orgasm rocks through you, has something low and satisfying settling in your fuck buddy’s chest. his hand slides up your back again, slower this time, more deliberate.
“yeah…” he murmurs, almost to himself, thumb pressing lightly into your side as your breathing tries to steady. “that’s what i thought.”
his lips ghost over you.
then he feels it…the eyes.
his dark gaze flicks up. meeting the dilated blue and black ones, along with the others in the crowd. they all saw, didn’t they? witnessed something that had his jaw tightening and his pupils returning to their size.
“fuck me,” you pant quietly, arms lazily coming back to his shoulders coming down from your climax. you kiss him deeply, unaware of the mess you’re causing inside his brain. “I’ve heard people say hot tub’s make you orgasm better,” you lick his tongue, “because of the hot water.”
his grip tightens around you, eyes open and staring past you at the people eyeing the arch in your back as you make out with him like you didn’t just hump yourself to an orgasm in public.
“do you wanna cum too ryo?” your mischievous smile would’ve made any man buckle, but sukuna wasn’t any man. and he sure as shit isn’t a fucking cuck.
“no.”
his sudden tone shift had you pulling back, wet hand touching his damp cheek. sukuna’s thick brows were pulled tightly, clearly angry, at what? you’re not sure. but you’re too lax to think much of it as you squish his cheeks between your fingers. his tatted arm possessively hugged you, eyes briefly leaving the not so subtle audience behind you, to meet your glass eyes.
“you mad I came before you?” you tease, head tilting in mockery. cute. “it’s okay, I’ll make ya cum,” you whisper, smile gracing those sinful lips of yours. “I’ll let you choose too…”
fuck, you’re insane.
“…my hands…my lips….or..” you smile. “my tight, pretty pussy….”
you shrug biting your lip, batting your pretty lashes at him. “you always call it that. I’m just using your vocabulary, mister suh…ku…nuh.”
that was his final straw, because in a blink of an eye, sukuna’s tucking himself and pushing off the tub’s seat, standing up. water cascades down the sharp planes of his abs, his swim trunks clinging low on his hips—leaving absolutely nothing to the imagination. and people notice, of course they do.
your jaw drops for half a second, eyes going wide before heat floods your face so fast it burns. you shoot up right after him, fist clenching at your side, brows pinching tight. “what’re you doing?”
“we’re going upstairs,” he says simply, like there aren’t a million eyes on him, more specifically on his thick bulge. girls are openly staring now, not even trying to hide it as their gazes drag over him, over the obvious outline pressing against his trunks.
your stomach twists. uncomfortable. ugly. you don’t name it. you won’t name it because it’s stupid. you have no right to feel any type of way about who looks at him or how they look at it. but still, your jaw tightens because the way they’re staring is making your blood boil and they’re looking at something that has nothing to do with them and everything to do with you. just you.
your eyes flick back to him, to the way the water trails down his body, down the dark wet hairs of his happy trail. the way he stands there like he doesn’t give a single fuck about the attention. and it only makes it worse. he looks like he’s been carved out of stone. something untouchable. and everyone’s fucking touching him with their eyes.
your lips press into a thin line, pulse uneven, heat sitting low in your stomach now for an entirely different reason as you step closer to him without even realizing it, hand settling on his stomach blocking the view from the onlookers. your fingers twitch. and you hate…hate how much it bothers you.
“you’re hard,” you huff, pushing him to step out of the tub, heart beating uncontrollably.
sukuna snorts, leaning down, “yeah no shit.”
“people are staring,” you grit.
your pulse stops. the air shifting around you, then you feel it. sukuna’s eyes bore into you, as his palm cups the side of your neck. your lips part in confusion when his gruff voice cuts.
“they’ve been staring.” the muscles on his jaw flex, pupils moving over your face as his gaze drops to your body. “they all…” his words trail off. he can’t say it…he can’t tell you they all fucking saw you cum, or the way your entire form looked like something straight out of every guys wet fantasy. all because of that unspoken tug that twists in his chest as you look up at him.
his head tips back in defeat.
unaware of the turmoil, you continue pushing him back, glancing briefly over your shoulder to see a few eyes not on the party but staring at sukuna.
“can you walk faster,” you mutter.
sukuna suddenly grabs your wrist after another push backwards, almost making him trip. his grip is firm and fast, yanking you back toward him before you can take another step, your body colliding lightly into his chest. water still drips from both of you, heat clashing with the cool night air as he steadies himself, jaw tightening for a second.
“watch it,” he mutters, low, though there’s no real bite to it. if anything, there’s something else there. his hand doesn’t leave your wrist. instead, it slides up, fingers curling tighter as he pulls you closer until there’s barely any space left between you. you barely get a word out before he leans down and kisses you hard. it’s sudden and messy, all teeth and heat, like he’s cutting off whatever rush of thoughts were building in your head. your hands come up instinctively, gripping into his shoulders as he angles you just right, one hand now firm at your waist to keep you there. your lips part, immediately tasting his skilled tongue.
and around you, the party doesn’t stop. it never does when it’s grown this chaotic. but there are small pockets, where people notice. gojo, still leaning back against the hot tub’s edge, lets out a low laugh. “zero awareness,” he mutters, clearly entertained. geto just shakes his head, amused, watching the scene unfold like it’s expected. neither of them have the energy tonight to call their friend out, but they’ll be sure to give him shit tomorrow.
but off to the side, a couple girls lean into each other, whispering behind their solo cups, eyes flicking between sukuna and the very obvious situation he’s not bothering to hide. further back, a few of the same guys from earlier in the pool linger, their stares a little too heavy, a little too interested, but sukuna doesn’t register it.
he’s too focused on you. too focused on the way you kiss him back just as hard. how you’re still letting out those fucking whines and moans into his hot mouth. too focused on how quickly you fold into him like he’s the oxygen keeping you alive. to him, this urgency and impatience, just reads as one thing. you want him so bad.
he pulls back just enough to breathe, lips still brushing yours, his gaze dropping to your face, slightly dazed, flushed, and lips parted from the kiss.
“…yeah,” he exhales, almost amused, thumb pressing into your waist. “you taste so good.”
your fingers tighten around his bicep, the other around his shoulder, breath uneven as you blink up at him, still catching up.
“can we—” you swallow, then try again, quieter but more urgent, “can we go upstairs now?”
there’s a beat. then his hand slides down to yours again, grip tightening as he turns, already moving toward the house without another word—pulling you with him. he pushes straight through the noise that follows inside, the lights, the bodies still dancing in the kitchen like nothing. all the way up to his room, and immediately kicking the door shut.
and within a blink of an eye, your tongue is lolling out as sukuna sits behind you, fingers digging into your ass and face buried from behind.
“fuh—fuck yeah,” you drawl, lips wet at the feel of sukuna’s tongue dragging inside your pussy, lapping up and toying with your rim before going back to suck your slick juices. “c’mon ry, haah…” you’re pushing his head back, so you can sit up. you move to tug his wet trunks off, crawling onto his lap once he discards them. unbothered by the tick in his jaw at your stubbornness, because in seconds, your head is tossed back, and your back is arching as you sink down on the nine thick fat inches. “a….ah—“
your lashes flutter, eyes rolling back at the unbelievable stretch. your pussy swallowing every inch like the slut he loves.
“there ya go,” he praises, fingers digging into your ass as you stare at his lips. his sharp teeth sink into his bottom lip as your slick lubricates his cock. your pussy a generous fountain as you roll your hips, letting his cock stuff deep inside you. “take this fuckin’ cock like a good bitch.”
“ry…haah…” you’re moaning in choked gasps, drool peaking at the corner of your lips as you finally sit back on his thighs.
the man’s pupils dilate as you stroke your lower stomach, feeling the bulge as you bat your lashes up at him. “you’re inside me now, ryo.”
fuck you. seriously.
his brain short circuits in seconds. and now all he sees is you.
his body reacts like a dog with his master. obeying your needs like he’s wired to do that. and he’s not complaining. his hand falls on your ass, beefy thighs spreading, as he meets your bounces with rough snaps of his hips. your ass claps against his thighs with each bounce, gasps piercing the air as he fucks up into you with full force. and you let him.
“look like a fuckin’ porn star on top of me,” he grunts, swallowing a moan when you clamp around him, finger tugging on the knot around your neck letting your bikini finally fall off, freeing your gorgeous tits. “fucking brat—“
his tongue falls out, licking your tit that bounces in his face, lips wrapping around your nipple and sucking desperately. and he’s not nice about it. because now he knows. he knows you’ll let him. knows when you’re ovulating you’ll let him be a little harder, meaner, because it feels good. it feels good to feel his teeth bite down on your nipple possessively. it feels good when he spanks your ass for the nth time until your eyes are rimmed red and flooding with tears.
it feels good to have him obsessed with you, because all you’re begging for is…
“cu—uh—cum.”
an electric current runs down his spine, jaw clenching and head tipping back, flooding your tight pussy with his thick load.
“shit—nghhh fuuuck—fuck baby,” he’s gripping your hips as you press against his stomach, rocking on his cock. he doesn’t fully realize his back is laying against the bed. not when you’re milking his cock like he’s some fucking cow…and yet… “shit keep goin, baby—yeah ya want m-Mmm shit.”
“feel so good ryo.” you shake your ass, feeling his cock twitch inside you when his arm wraps around you, tugging you down to his chest.
“you can keep going?”
you smile, hand touching his cheek, as your tongue strokes his bottom lip. “yeah.” you sigh, whining so softly he would’ve missed it. and you continue like that, kissing him over and over, sighing and calling his name as he pulls out, his fingers push inside your pussy from behind.
“y’r killing me with this tight pretty pussy,” he coos, sending a wave of heat through your veins.
you mewl against his lips, earning a mean spank to your ass, just for his middle and ring finger to slip back inside you. and he does that for god knows how long, until you finally spasm around his digits. he’s then flipping you over, easily getting on top.
“keep em open cmon.” his low voice has your pussy pulsing, pushing his previous load out right in front of his eyes. he must know his voice’s affects on you.
you hold your legs open, bottom lip between your teeth as you watch sukuna stroke his member over you. the room smells of chlorine, you, and him. “theere we go,” he groans, palm pressing against your knee as he kneels closer to your open legs, dilated pupils staring at the mess between your legs as he slaps his hard cock on your puffy pussy. “what a dirty fuckin’ girl,” he drags his cock between your slippery folds, exhaling through his nose when his engorged tip catches your sore clit.
“ryoomen,” you call softly, like you haven’t been all over him these last two days.
he snorts, “what happened to mister sukuna? don’t tell me you’ forgot how you humped yourself to an orgasm in the pool—“
“hot tub.”
“my bad,” he remarks sarcastically, tip pushing inside then pulling out again, teasing. “still rubbed this pussy raw, look,” he slaps his cock again, thumb rubbing your little bundle of nerves making you let go of your legs— “ah—keep em open.” he spanks the inside of your thigh. “dirty girls need to be taught a lesson.”
“please,” you scoff, sitting up on your elbows, “you were literally slapping everyone around with your hard dick.”
sukuna barks out a laugh. “my dick’s that big?”
you glance down at him, then back up. “I wasn’t being dirty. you were dirty too.”
“me?” he’s baffled, you’ve been throwing yourself at him all night!
you raise a brow at him, relaxing back on the pillows pressed against the headboard, eyeing him. “you never took your hands off me.”
sukuna scoffs, “as if, you latched onto me on the pool.”
“then i went to hime to wash my mouth out, and you—“ you point at him with emphasis, “came swimming to me, touching me, stroking my thigh, my back.” your brow quirks again, and sukuna goes mute. his jaw ticks, glancing over your face as your calf subtly hooks over his thigh, stroking up as your hands lay on your stomach, waiting.
“you…” he licks the back of his teeth, sharp eyes threatening, but… “so what if I had my hands on you?” oh, he admits it. your cheeks sting, wetting your lip as you shrug.
“well,” you tilt your head again, slightly embarrassed now, glancing down at his inked chest. “like…you can’t blame me for getting turned on then.”
“because I’m touching you?”
you nod.
“like this,” his palm trails from your knee, slowly up your thigh. the warmth of his skin feels burns a trail up your body.
you nod.
his hand reaches your waist, eyes boring into yours. his cock throbbing at this point, he can feel the slick of your arousal costing his cock as it rests against your pussy.
turning to some light foreplay after just fucking you was messing with his head…because….it feels so good.
“what about when I’m touching your waist,” his thumb strokes the soft skin. “it’s not your ass.”
your breath is uneven. your heart beats against your rib cage. “still,” you exhale.
“still turns you on?” he clarifies, catching the way your lips part, breathless just by the way he’s flirting with you. his cock twitches…you’re gorgeous.
you nod.
his free hand caresses your hips, moving it up your body in feather-like-caresses. his other arm is pressed beside you, keeping himself up as he watches your arms lay bent on the bed. his hand lightly brushes the side of your breast before trailing over your collarbone. “still?”
you nod, wetting your bottom lip, blown pupils maintaining eye contact.
his thumb caresses your collarbone, eyes flicking between your eyes and the way your chest is rising and falling in uneven breaths. “how about now?” his palm glides over your bicep, then down your arm, before threading his fingers with yours.
you squeeze his hand, eyes unable to tear away from his, cheeks hot. his face inches closer to yours, exhaling against your lips. “I think you’ve jus’ proved how horny you’ve been these past few days.”
your breath stutters, angling your chin up, “obviously,” you mutter against his lips. “I’m pretty sure I’m ovulating.”
something dark and electric flashes through his eyes. a low exhale leaves him, almost a laugh, but there’s no humor in it, just heat, thick and immediate. his grip on your hand tightens to the point it almost borders on rough.
“yeah?” he murmurs, voice dropping, rougher now, like it’s scraping out of his throat. his forehead nudges against yours for a second, grounding himself, but it doesn’t work. if anything, it makes it worse. “tell me you want me to stuff you then.”
“I want you to stuff me, ryo,” you repeat, breathless as his jaw slacks finally rocking his hips into yours, slick cock massaging your folds. “with your cock…your cum….”
“keep going,” he husks.
your free hand trails up his bicep, the other still holding his hand like an anchor. “I want you to fuck me. hard. use me. cum in me.”
“ah fuck—“ he slips his hand between your bodies, pushing his cock down and snapping his hips into yours, sheathing his entire length inside. your jaw drops, broken cry slipping out. “y’ really know how to make a man fucking hard.”
your lips are glossed with spit as he presses his lips against yours. he swallows your moans, snapping his hips with a mean hard thrust, picking up a brutal pace without warning.
and you love it.
the base downstairs shakes the bedroom walls, the laughing and chatter outside is nothing compared to the way you’re panting and crying in his ear. the lights flickering from the pools strobe lights, only serve to illuminate your flushed face as you cum.
“fuck, you still want more,” he’s already kissing you again, and again. spit mixing together against your tongues as he pulls away. he pants over your face, his cheeks flushed pink and his cock rubbed raw. “fuck gunna cum…ngh yeah fuck fuck—“ he pistons his cock inside your poor cunt, dilated pupils zeroing on the mess that’s gushing from you. his chuckle is broken with his groan as he fucks you through it all. “keep squirting baby, it won’t make me stop.”
and he doesn’t. his thrusts are rough. engorged tip bruising your cervix with every snap of his sharp fit hips. he’s harder than usual, and even as you’re gasping, back of your hand raised to your mouth, pussy spasming as sukuna slams his body weight into each thrust — you don’t push him away.
“gunna cum…shiit, shit it’s coming—“ his voice breaks, and it feels like a damn crashing. his cock pulses inside you, squirting buckets inside your poor cunt. “haah fuh—“ his abs flex, body weight dropping on top of you, hugging you tight as he rocks his hips into lazy harsh humps, burying himself deep inside you, you’re sliding against the mattress. the rasp in his throat has you holding onto him tight, unbothered by how unbelievably heavy he is on top of your smaller body.
and sukuna stays like that. face buried in your neck, arms clutching onto you, and brain fried.
“you also smell sweeter,” he mutters. “when you’re ovulating.”
“I don’t. you’re just a freak.”
he buries his nose deeper in your neck, inhaling sharply. “haah fuck, nah you definitely smell good.”
your brain short circuits, cheeks flooding hot as you wiggle underneath him. “you can’t—“
“you humped me in the hot tub.”
your brows scrunch together. “so?”
he licks your neck, “then you can’t blame me for still being turned on by you.” he licks a strip up to your ear, a tingle runs down to your pussy, squeezing around him.
he smirks.
of course he does. and why wouldn’t he? you’re already nudging him to your lips, kissing him again, like you aren’t stuffed with loads of his cum.
“you’re cute,” he mutters between kisses, and even if that makes your stomach flip, your face burn, and your heart skip a beat…you don’t comment on it. you don’t address it. and you sure as shit don’t think about it.
and the simple answer is, he’s kissing you right now and that’s all you want to think about it.
more frat!kuna here
a/n: I’m blaming the grammar errors on you guys for the rush (I also hate proof reading). but I hope u guys enjoyed it. believe me when I say, I was not expecting it to be that freaking long, I just really wanted to write sukuna and reader kinda skinny dipping, without losing their dynamic or doing something super uncharacteristic, so I dragged out the plot. but still I hope u guys liked it!
and thank you for the wait. I really put most of my free time into this so I can’t tell u when I’ll finish the next chapter of the series, so bare with me for another possible week of agony :’(
Loving Yūji comes with a package deal you don't necessarily know how to deal with. Granted, you've loved him first before this whole ordeal even happened — it still is a matter of when and never an if, per se, when it comes to his special situation.
"So tight, baby," Yūji says between sucking his breath. He's not quite sure whether to ram and go at a harsher pace or let you adjust to his girth first. His control is being tested too much right now. "Even after all that."
You moan his name in praise before you lock your legs around his waist and pull yourself closer to him, effectively shutting him up from keeping things slow. You've always wanted things rougher, something that Yūji loves about you (but even then, he still wishes to take his time).
"Oh s-shit, baby!" Yūji would've let his eyes roll back if he wasn't focused on keeping his entire weight off of you. "F-Fuck!"
"H-Harder, Yūji," you beg him, "please."
Yūji doesn't need to be told twice. He grabs hold of your thighs roughly and pounds into you like an animal in heat. You arch your back further for more, and he gives in.
"So good, baby," Yūji drools, "so, so good. Oh my — fuck!"
Just as you are coming down with your first orgasm, another voice pierces through the solidity of the air and breaks it easily as if he had done this countless times before.
"Enchain."
Suddenly you are flipped on your hands and knees. Your hair has been forcibly fisted and yanked until your head is pulled back enough to see your lover covered in tattoos, and a vitriol laugh teases your ears.
"Y-Yū —"
"Brat's not here," Sukuna's voice deeply rumbles against your skin.
This is the first time he's ever made his presence known to you. You've heard stories of how Sukuna would pop on Yūji's cheek or his hands whenever he's got something to say (especially towards your sensei and Megumi), but not once has he ever manifested and broken through Yūji's control — and right in the middle of fucking, too.
"Heh," he yanks you further until you can see his eyes gazing heatedly at yours, "pussy so good, my own vessel lost control. Let's see if you do live up to that expectation."
Then he slams your head against the pillow and fucks you senseless. It's wrong . . . to even feel how fucking good it is to be brutally pounded.
Yet, here you are in the mercy of a sadistic curse, cackling like a bastard that he is.
Sukuna had you spread out for him, as he continues to ram his cock up inside of you. One of his hands kneads your ass mockingly before he slaps each cheek hard.
Your teeth bite into the soft fabric of the pillow, muffling your screams lest you want Megumi to hear you from the other side of the room. At this point, Sukuna slapping you might've really been a dead giveaway.
"Y-Yūji —"
"My name, brat —"
"—Y-Yūji, Y-Yū—"
"— I said my name." He slaps your sloppily wet clit.
You arch your back unknowingly to the sensation, and before you could have thought twice about it, your body yields and your mouth muddles the name, "S-Sukuna!"
"Good." He mutters darkly, "Good girl."
He fondles your breasts next. Then his tongue laps to the outline of your spine and back up to your neck, where he marks you. His canines have sunk into your skin so deeply, he can taste your blood, and that further fuels him into a mess of moans and praise as if he's drunk on an aphrodisiac.
"Again." He orders you. "My name. Only."
"Sukuna," you say. "Sukuna! Sukuna! Sukuna! F-Fuck, I —"
"That's it."
The first of your orgasms comes to you like a torrent. It's harsh and unforgiving, much like how Sukuna doesn't even stop fucking you even as you try your best to squirm away.
When you feel that he's finally slowed down, when his hands have released the hold against your body, and you allow yourself to breathe a little better, there's a sudden shift between you and the King of Curses. You realize that it's because you've been flipped back and your legs are locked around his waist again.
"S-Sukuna?"
"No," Yūji breathlessly says. He leans his face closer until his lips brush yours. "I-It's me, baby. It's me. I'm sorry. I-I lost control. Are you hurt?"
You shake your head with a smile. "N-No, I'm fine. I'm more than fine."
"Yeah?" Yūji perks up. You notice that his cock has hardened once more and he's repositioning himself to your abused cunt.
"Yeah, baby." You laugh dumbly. "That was . . . quite exhilarating."
Yūji bumps his nose against yours. The heat in his eyes is visible, but it is nowhere near as intense as the other pair you were forced to look at prior.
"That was hot," Yūji admits. "Watching you . . . like that."
"It was," you breathe out.
When you peer below Yūji's eyes, you swear you've seen the glints of red and black squinting back at you as if to tell you that he's heard about your little honesty.
Well, it really can't be helped sometimes. After all, loving Yūji does come with a deal.
read a/n - short drabble, dual stim, soft degrading, orgasm, part of my true form!sukuna x his favourite chubby concubine series. more here
sukuna knows exactly how to please a woman. after all, he’s over one thousand years old with two of everything.
four arms, four eyes, two mouths and two thick cocks that you can barely wrap your hands around. the man was practically built to pleasure.
that being said, he excelled in dual stimulation. tonight being a perfect example.
he has two thick fingers buried inside of your cunt as you straddle his lap, two of his other hands occupied by gripping your hips — keeping you still.
"look at this tight little cunt sucking my fingers in, such a greedy brat, aren’t you" sukuna rasps, curling his fingers further upwards, drawing a long and needy moan from you.
you try to buck your hips against his hand, ultimately failing due to his strong hold on your hips. "nmmm, kuna’… more — need it," you whine, pussy fluttering helplessly around his digits.
sukuna hums lowly, slowing his fingers enough for you to whine pathetically. "where are your manners, brat."
"please, oh — please,” you mewl, watching him smirk wickedly in response.
sukuna manifests a mouth on his hand, tongue darting out to begin flicking against your neglected clit. "pathetic little thing," he purrs, the pain of your fingernails digging into his shoulders only spurring him on.
the dual stimulation had you curling your toes against the sheets, slick coating sukuna’s wrist and fingers.
gauging your reactions, sukuna increases his efforts, warm tongue moving faster against your little nub. "you’re close," he says, watching the way your chest rises and falls rapidly.
you nod feverishly, thick thighs beginning to twitch and shake the closer you got to orgasm. "yes, ahhnnn — m’so close."
the lips on sukuna’s hand close around your clit, sucking it in repeatedly — fingers continuing to reach the deepest parts of you.
he loosens his grips on your hips, letting you chase it. "get on with it, cum."
moaning shamelessly, you tip over the edge, pussy contracting around sukuna’s fingers as you orgasm. as usual, you’re lost for words; any coherent thoughts suddenly gone.
"poor thing, going dumb on my fingers," he teases with mock sympathy. he eases you through the aftershocks, eventually slowing his movements.
you pant heavily as sukuna withdraws his fingers, tongue sinking back into the open mouth on his hand.
he brings his fingers to your mouth, sticky from your release, trailing them across your bottom lip. "open your mouth, woman."
you oblige, eyes half-lidded and lazy as you take sukuna’s fingers into your mouth, tasting yourself on them.
you’d stay like this on his lap all night if he’d let you.
a/n; let’s all collectively pretend sukuna can manifest a mouth on his hand in true form for the sake of this fic ok..
“Drop these off in Master Sukuna’s chambers,” Uraume instructed, handing you a stack of dark red linens. “Place them on the low table when you walk in.”
“Okay,” you nodded as you accepted the stack of silks. You chose not to comment on the way Uraume wiped their hands on their robes after your hands briefly brushed.
“Should I knock or just walk in?”
“He shouldn’t be there right now, so just walk in. He’s attending to personal matters. If he is there, stay silent and keep your head down,” said Uraume, lips etched into a permanent half-scowl.
Although they had never said it out loud, everyone knew that Uraume put Sukuna high above everyone else, followed by themself and then all the servants.
“Of course,” you nodded again, nervous to be sent off into Sukuna’s chambers.
You, along with most of the servants, did your best to stay as far away from him as possible. Keep to yourself, stay out of the way, and do your best to get by.
You’d never even dared enter his private wing of the estate.
“And remember,” Uraume’s voice snapped you out of your thoughts. “No matter what you do, do not disturb him.”
You’d barely stepped out of the doorway before you heard Uraume scolding another meek servant, already moved onto the seemingly never ending to-do list they filled their days with.
Sliding the door shut behind you, you nervously made your way across the estate. The further you went, the more sparse the servants were, and you only prayed that Sukuna wasn’t there.
It wasn’t a secret that he preferred to be alone. No personal servants, besides Uraume, of course, no advisors, no concubines, not even any family.
Those who dared try to impose themselves on his life often ended up with a few less limbs than the average person.
Your footsteps seemed to echo through the silent hallway. You had finally arrived just outside his bedroom and there wasn’t another soul in sight.
Swallowing your nerves, you tilted your head downward and opened the door.
You stood still in the doorway.
Recalling Uraume’s orders, you kept your eyes trained on your feet until you were sure nobody was going to yell at you or kill you on the spot.
You finally walked two steps over to the mahogony table and quietly set down the linens.
Now what? Just leave?
The silence seemed ever consuming.
Clearly nobody was in the room, it wouldn’t hurt to take a peek, would it?
Wrong.
You lifted your head up just enough to sweep your eyes over the expanse of the room.
Large desk, large bed, and–oh, fuck.
Sukuna, right in the middle of the bed, staring at you as he held his cocks in his hands.
Two?
You couldn’t help your eyes from widening, mouth dropped open in a little ‘o’ shape as you processed what you were seeing.
Clearly, your instincts needed sharpening to allow you to just openly gape at Sukuna.
It was just so hard to look away from the way he used both of his right hands to stroke himself.
Two cocks stacked on top of each other, each one thick and dripping.
He wasn’t stopping, even with your staring, and you realize he must’ve just been waiting for you to get the hell out of there.
You must have been staring for a while, because his scoff suddenly snapped you out of your thoughts.
“Are you just going to stand there gawking?” He asked, voice low and annoyed.
“N-no! Sorry,” you quickly corrected yourself, bowing your head as you rushed to leave the room.
You turned as fast as you could, hoping he’d decide to let you keep all your limbs if you got out quick enough.
Just as you were a step away from the door, his voice called out to you.
“I didn’t say you could leave.”
That’s it. This was the end.
You paused in the doorway and hesitantly turned around, eyes once again trained on the ground.
“Did someone send you here, or did you wander in all on your own?”
You swallowed. “Uraume sent me to deliver some fabrics.”
“Look up when I’m speaking to you,” he commanded.
You lifted your head up, eyes trained on his face so as to not watch the hypnotizing way he stroked himself.
“That’s better,” he commented dryly, eyes not-so subtly looking you up and down before one corner of his mouth lifted up in a grin. “You didn’t seem to have a problem with it a few moments ago.”
“I apologize, Master Sukuna,” you said, ready to get down on your knees and pray for forgiveness if you needed to. “Please forgive me. I didn’t intend to intrude.”
“Hm,” the grin disappeared to be replaced by a neutral expression you couldn’t dissect. “Come here.”
Yup. Definitely the end.
You stiffly walked across the room over to where he was sprawled out on his bed. He hadn’t let up his motions, palms dragging up and down and up and down repeatedly.
“You just couldn’t help your curiosity, could you?” He asked, eyes taking a better look at you as you stood at the edge of his bed. “Stop shaking. If I wanted to kill you, you’d already be dead.”
As calming as the words should be, they didn’t do much to reassure you of your safety.
He rolled his eyes, muttering under his breath, “So fragile.”
You stood there stiffly, only looking at his face as you nervously awaited your next instructions.
He exhaled in frustration.
“You very rudely interrupted me with your staring,” he said dryly. You opened your mouth to apologize again, but he cut you off before you had the chance. “Stop. You can help me to make up for it.”
You closed your mouth.
“How?”
He said nothing, simply nodding at his lower half with his chin.
“What?” Your eyes widened, immediately understanding what he wanted your help with. “But–two!”
He raised an eyebrow. “That wasn’t an issue when you were gawking earlier.”
“Um,” you were at a loss for words, simultaneously embarrassed and scared for what was to happen.
“Relax,” he huffed. “I’m not going to fuck you.”
That did nothing to help your nerves.
You couldn’t deny he was attractive. Very, if you were being honest with yourself and the nights you shamefully let your hand slip under the waistband of your pants. It’s just that the attractiveness doesn’t cancel out the intimidation and the knowledge of the crimes he’s committed.
“Then what do you want?” You dared to finally ask.
“Start by getting on the bed.”
You blinked, swallowing your pride and finally lifting yourself up on the plush mattress to sit yourself in between his massive legs.
You looked at him for directions.
“You have two hands, use them.”
Breath hitching, you reached a tentative hand out to replace the one covering the cock closest to his stomach. The hand absolutely dwarfed yours.
As you wrapped your hand around his length, you frowned as you realized it barely covered anything and one hand on each would do almost nothing.
Everything about this man was huge.
He must have sensed your thoughts, because he suddenly spoke in that low timbre.
“It doesn’t matter.” Lidded eyes looked down at you. “Do what you can. You’ll have time to learn more later.”
You didn’t dwell on the words, giving an experimental stroke to his cock, flushed red and already leaking down over your hand.
It was captivating.
"They wont bite."
You didn’t waste any time before taking the other one out of his hand and starting to work it.
You heard the amused chuckle rumble his chest above you, but it only encouraged you further.
Biting your lip, you squeezed both cocks gently as you moved your hands up and down in sync.
Every twitch in your hands let you feel every thick vein running along the shafts, both cocks curved downward.
Although you didn’t look away from the mesmerizing mess in your hand, you noticed the way his head started to tilt backwards from pleasure.
You continued to pump them together, more precum spilling onto your fingers every time your fist lifted from the thick bases up to the tips.
Not much longer later, his chest started to rise and fall in an irregular rhythm.
He was even more attractive like this, you thought, eyes back up on his face instead of the warmth in your hands.
You could tell he was keeping himself quiet on purpose. Eyes almost all the way shut, he still let out a few unsteady breaths and you clung onto those breathy sounds coming from his lips.
Everything about this was hypnotizing.
From the way his cocks sat flushed and heavy in your hands to the tattooed muscles along his torso to the way he pretended not to be affected, you took all of it in and kept the memory for safekeeping.
The warmth of him finally spilling into your hands snapped you out of your thoughts. You focused back on that, speeding up the friction on his cocks as he came on your fists.
He hissed, head thrown back against the pillow as your movements spurred him on through his release.
You had a hard time tearing your eyes away from his face, his jaw clenched until the bottom half of his eyes looked down at you.
“Good,” he decided. “Your curiosity is good for something.”
You frowned, but didn’t dare complain to the King of Curses.
“Well?” He asked after a moment, and you sat there dumbfounded and unsure what he wanted you to do.
“What now?”
“Are you just going to sit there like you want a turn, or are you going to clean yourself up?”
“Sorry.” You pulled your hands away like he burned you, face heating up in embarrassment. You looked around the room for something to clean your hands with.
“Use those,” he added, pointing to the linens you originally brought in.
“I just brought these in, though. They take so long to wash.” You sighed, slipping off the bed to use one to wipe your hands with.
“You’ll have to go back to get some new ones, then,” he commented, two arms resting behind his head.
You frowned at the thought of walking all the way there and back again.
You haven’t slept with anyone for such a long time, but thank God for two divorced men, who move into apartments 887 and 889!
pairings:: Toji x Reader x Sukuna
older men | threesome | age gap | smut | short fic | double penetration
A remote job had its pros and cons.
Pros? You didn’t have to commute daily and bother yourself with the rush hour at 8 a.m. You could also wake up as late as 9 a.m. and spend the first hour enjoying breakfast and the quietness of your flat. There was no need to listen to your stupid colleagues and sexist comments that your boss liked to send through the working chat. The office was always available for you to come and although sometimes you used it to meet with your favourite coworkers, working from home has always been so much easier.
But the biggest con of this whole thing was the lack of sex. It’s not like you would sleep with your male colleagues (dear god, no!), but you assumed that work could help to establish some friendships. And what was the easiest way to meet someone? Through a friend, of course!
That’s what you’ve always heard.
You’ll meet your special someone at university! It’s the best time of your life, use it wisely! But that didn’t happen, and university life was, in fact, more dull than you thought it would be, with multiple men who went through your bed not being able to either find your clit or make you cum. Although you met some wonderful people, including your best friend Shoko, there was truly zero to no potential of finding a proper man.
Just wait till you get a job! You have no idea how many married couples met at work! But it turned out that men at your office were even worse, somewhere between being desperate to find a wife and overworking themselves till the sun rays were scratching the cold windows of your office. Moreover, you truly couldn’t see yourself marrying a salaryman, so, well, work was also out of the list.
You heard a soft scratching noise and quiet meows that brought back your attention to the warm cup of coffee sitting in your hand, the annoying rays of sunshine falling into the living room through your window, and some pesky sounds coming straight from next door.
You were alone on this floor, with no neighbours on either side of your apartment. At least till now. The building was quite old, so the only people you could dilly-dally with included a grandma in the apartment below yours and a broke student living upstairs. But aside from them, you had no idea who was living on your block.
And now it seemed like someone moved into two apartments right next to you, surrounding your lucky 888 with noisy scratches and hushed voices.
Your cat sat right in front of the door, as if wanting to tell you Mom, something’s going on there!
That’s why you've put down the cup and stood up from your comfy sofa, before opening the front door with such pain, you-
Oh!
"Morning, Miss."
Someone was talking to you.
Someone, because the first thing you saw after going out was tons and tons of gleaming muscles, built up upon long arms that held one side of the sofa with clenched fingers. Your gaze followed firm pecks in a tight wife-beater, and wide shoulders covered with weird black tattoos. And then you glanced at sweat running down his neck, looking almost like a drop of holy water you would need to bathe yourself in, because you felt your lower belly tightening at the sight of his red eyes and pinkish hair, slightly messy from moving the furniture up the floors.
It seemed like the cat got your tongue, because you couldn’t bring yourself to say a word in front of the man, peeking at you with a cunning gaze and a smirk.
And before a greeting escaped your lips, another head darted out from the apartment on the left.
"Morning, doll," He was as tall as the other one, with a tight, black shirt covering his sweating chest and muscular arms leaning over a door frame. A small scar cut through his lips, and before you noticed, your gaze dropped down to his loose sweats, slightly tight around his crouch. "You’re our neighbour, huh?"
It seemed like your 888 apartment truly brought you the best of luck with two handsome, burly, much, oh, much older men moving right next door.
"Seems like it," you mumbled, clearing your throat.
It was a pure mess, with other men moving up and down, putting furniture into both of the apartments with sweat dripping down their temples, although it was the middle of autumn. Well, the lack of an elevator was one of the reasons the rent was so cheap.
"Sorry for the chaos," One of them said, stretching out his hand to you. "Sukuna, miss."
You glanced at his smooth skin covered in black paint, muscular forearm stretched to you, and ruddy eyes darting at you so intensely, something slightly clenched in your core.
"Y/n," you muttered, shaking his hand, which could probably easily crush yours if he wanted to.
"Toji," You heard a hiss, before he took a shelf and moved it inside with such ease you wondered whether he could lift you with one hand. And then his gaze followed your figure, with a crafty smile forming on his lips, before going back to your flushed face. "Isn’t your outfit a bit too light for this weather?"
And then you noticed.
And it seemed like both of them too, with a sneaky glances going back and forth between your short pinkish top, tight around perked nipples, and pyjama shorts showing a bit of your soft ass, with a fat spilling over their waist just below your belly.
The autumn air filling the floor suddenly felt too hot and heavy, almost like a thick syrup sticking to your skin.
You felt a warm bloom spreading over your cheeks and a sort of shyness as you stood in front of two definitely much older and definitely slightly lustful man, with their intense stare almost eating you alive.
Like a silly, blissfully stupid lamb you were.
And stupid you were indeed, because your nipples were perked for a reason, and a shiver going down your spine told you that both Sukuna and Toji were clearly not the best choice to think of in such a lustful way.
You cleared your throat, suddenly feeling too bare and too hot to stay within their vicinity any longer. "Just please keep it quiet, Sirs. I’m trying to work."
Sukuna raised his eyebrow and took a step closer.
The smell of his musky skin filled your nostrils, and you could swear that maybe wearing panties under these loose shorts would be a good idea. "Of course, sweetheart. We’ll try to keep it as calm as possible,” and when you’ve already nodded your head politely and tried to hide back in your apartment, you’ve heard his rich voice. "I hope we’ll see each other more often, sweets."
Toji followed with a chuckle, sewing through your body almost like a toxin.
You knew having them as new neighbours would be troublesome.
Purely for your sanity and late-night thoughts, coming back to their long fingers and muscular bodies, broad backs and the way both of them loomed over you, with truly monstrous sizes.
You just didn’t predict how often you would bump into your new neighbours.
Everything started when your new table arrived, and it turned out that it was much bigger than you had expected. So you ended up downstairs alone, thinking how the hell you’ll haul up those four floors, without spending the whole day on it and sweating like a pig.
And after seeing that there was truly no other neighbour in sight, it looked like you were truly left only to yourself. The only thing you could do was to brace yourself and grasp fingers around a big cardboard box, before—
"Atta girl," You’ve heard a growl and moment later, your box was easily put on someone’s shoulder. "Could’ve just asked, ya know?"
Toji stood tall, with his black shirt stretched over wide back and a sports bag hanging from his shoulder.
"I didn’t want to bother," you mumbled shyly, hearing a deep chuckle escaping his lips. "I could’ve done it myself!"
He glanced at you, intensely, penetrating your squirming figure with amusement.
"Sure you could’ve, doll."
And not only did he take your table directly to your apartment, without stopping even for a second, but he also helped you assemble it on your snowy, plush carpet.
You waited for him on the sofa, looking at his bulging muscles and huge posture, sitting calmly in the middle of your definitely overly girlish living room.
Another time — it was Sukuna.
Your kitchen tap started to leak without any reason whatsoever, and suddenly calling the usual maintenance guy seemed like too much of a hassle when… a new, handsome neighbour lived right next door.
"Good evening, sir," you spoke politely, his tall figure looming over you, red eyes following, once again, maybe too short top with yoga pants sticking to the curve of your ass.
For your justification, you really just came back from yoga class!
He grinned, softly, dangerously handsome, eyes somewhere between your plump breast and cherry cheeks, maybe a bit too sweaty after a tiring session. "How can I help you, sweetheart?"
Something fluttered in your belly, and heavenly bliss came together with his dark tone and muscular arm leaning against the doorway.
And when you asked him, politely, almost like a puppy, for help, he helped you indeed.
So you stood over his lying figure, head hidden under the sink and white shirt slightly sliding up every time he did God knows what, showing a glimpse of his outlined abs.
But there weren’t enough things in your house to assemble or fix, and inviting both men, maybe twice your age, over without any reason seemed too weird.
And wondering what to do about the way your core tightened at their very glimpse and every meeting that ended up with a vibrator between your wet legs, one idea came to your mind.
Nevermind how risky it was, it seemed to be quite effective.
"Good morning, Mr Sukuna, would you mind taking a look at my a/c? It seems to be leaking a bit." You asked shyly another time, after disconnecting a few cables from your completly fine air conditioner.
"Morning, Mr Toji, it seems like the light bulbs in my bathroom are broken, do you mind helping me to change them?" Of course, you knew how to change a fucking light bulb, but doing it yourself wouldn't be as fun as glancing at your hot neighbour, with arms up in the air, so strong and covered by mountains of muscles, you truly wanted to lick them all clean.
So, over the next few months, both Sukuna and Toji visited your apartment more often.
Too often.
They didn't question why you ordered so much new furniture and why things in your flat always needed repair.
They didn't question your choice of outfits, be it skimpy pilates pants, sleeping shorts or a lace nightdress, as, Oh I'm so sorry, I was just getting ready to sleep and forgot about your visit! Which wasn't true, of course, because why would you go to bed at 7 p.m. on Friday night, with a delicate blush on your cheeks and your best perfumes clinging to your hair?
They were good talkers too, smooth even, asking you often private questions about your relationship status – Any boyfriend? No. – work – You like it? Not really. – family even – How's your relationship with parents? Fine, I guess, they push me to get married.
And you asked them too, always sitting somewhere around while they changed the tenth light bulb this month, observing their always deliciously bulging arms and a little smirk, with eyes glued to your body.
So that's how you get to know that both of them were divorced, with Toji having two kids staying with their mother, and Sukuna always wanting them, but having an unhealthy relationship with his ex-wife.
"But I still want them," he mentioned once, while repairing something you've probably destroyed yourself. "Just need to find a good woman."
And at that, you may or may not blush a bit, seeing his flushed eyes staring at you with a desire so clear, it almost knocked a breath out of your lungs.
And as you've expected – they were older.
Much older, with both in their early forties, but keeping youthful vigour and this, ah, charisma of a mature man. They were so playful but courteous, always keeping distance between you, although you noticed their lost gaze slipping down your plush breasts and hips, covered by nothing but a skimpy towel, as I'm so sorry, I just came back from yoga class and needed to take a shower! Please, wait for me in the living room!
You were drawn by their charm, gentleness even, behaving like a true gentlemen and never crossing the line. Which, honestly, made you lose sleep over it.
Because you truly didn't know how to drag both of them to your bed!
And while you had so much fun, playing with them and giving heart attacks with these slutty outfits of yours, they've never endured such agony as this one.
Your voice was like the loveliest melody, the smell of flower perfumes like a poison, and every time they've seen your small figure jumping around them like a bunny, a sudden heatwave hit their core and, oh boy, they've felt like teenagers again, with every shower ending up with quiet hums of your name and hands on their fat cocks.
It couldn't get worse, they've thought.
Pretty neighbour in 888 apartment was the purest form of evil, wrapping them tightly around her small fingers and caressing gently with this whorish gaze of yours, lying there bare like prey, just waiting for their move.
And it took them months to finally decide that, well, as long as it was consensual, it was good. Right? An over fifteen years of age gap wasn't that bad. Yeah? It's not like you could've been their daughter, nooo, they weren't that old, and besides–
But the moment your throat clenched around Sukuna's cock, slurping on it like on deliciously sweet popiscle, he forgot the justification formula that was supposed to be stuck in his head.
Toji forgot it too, the moment you plumped your sweet ass on a newly assembled bed, which both of your new neighbours needed to help you with, and spread your folds so slutty, all the rationale suddenly slipped out of his mind.
And the second he tasted your pussy was probably the best moment of his life – better than the divorce even! – hearing your moans and soft humming when he lapped through your pulpy folds.
You were in the precise position you wanted, with pudgy lips sucking Sukuna's cock and Toji's long fingers pushing against your creamy cunt, fluttering around his calloused skin as if waiting for something fatter, bigger, that could fill you up until your belly would grow heavy.
"Come on, sweetheart, you can take it deeper," Sukuna growled, moving your head with his heavy head, just waiting for your small throat to clench painfully on his leaking cock. "Take it like a good girl, hm? You think we did all these repairs for free?"
"M-mister–ahhh–" You cried when Toji ploughed his fingers against the tight rim of your muscles, almost touching your feverish cervix.
"Whacha crying for, doll? Isn't it what you wanted? To get fucked by your two older neighbours?" You stayed on your hands and knees, giving him a perfect view of not only your clenching pussy, but also your fluttering ass. Probably virgin ass, seeing how tight it was when he started eating it out like a starved man. "Aren't you just a whore? Dripping over two divorced men? What, wanna be our new wifey?"
You bucked your hips towards his warm tongue, wiggling under his hefty hand on your ass, and Sukuna's strong fingers tangled in your hair.
"Of course she wants," Sukuna laughed, deeply, almost with a growl, when you sucked your cheeks and felt his heavy cock deep down your throat. "Wanna have my baby, sweets? Hm? Is that why you've always worn those slutty outfits? Fucking hell, if you could've seen yourself in them. Next time I'm gonna fix your fucking sink, you better wait for me on the kitchen counter with spread legs like a good fucking girl."
A faint whine escaped your lips, before both of them manhandled you, changing position completly.
You've lain belly down on Sukuna, head on his warm chest, already feeling his leaking cock pressing against your pussy. Hand on your neck, keeping you in place just like a dog. Toji stayed right behind you, with a hand gripping the curve of your hips and fingers spreading your asscheeks, as if wanting to–
"M-mister, I've never–"
But they've only chuckled, deeply, sending shivers down your spine. And your pussy reacted immediately, just like a little whore she was, with creamy entrance dripping down on Sukuna's head, waiting to be pounded by two fat cocks.
"Ass or cunt, you choose, doll. Where do you want to be get double fucked?"
You shivered at the idea of having your pussy stuffed by two monstrous cocks, but at the same time... your tummy clenched slightly, a knot forming somewhere down your belly when Toji decided for you, because you're nothing but a stupid, young girl.
And then you've cried.
And moaned.
And felt tears running down your cheeks, because the stretch was so overwhelming and so delicious, you almost came on the spot.
"F-fucking hell, d-doll, this pussy makes me want to propose," Toji gruffed out, pushing his leaking cock through your tight cunt.
Sukuna followed right after, but his push was stronger with an even fatter cock thrusting deeply until his leaking head kissed your cervix so brutally, you clenched without a second thought.
And, oh, maybe you shouldn't have done it, because a second later, Toji gripped your ass till fat spilt over his fingers. "Hell, doll, you almost made my cum–I've never fucked such a tight pussy, dear God."
Sukuna hissed, squeezing your throat and pulling your head up, glancing straight into your teary eyes.
"Clench again, and I swear to God," His breath was ragged, when he looked at you with furrowed brows and sweat tickling down his temple. Such a fierce and huge man he was, but losing his composure the moment velvety walls of your sweet pussy hugged his cock.
And you could only pout and cry pathetically, feeling so full and heavy, lower belly already bulging with their shape. Toji placed his hand on your tummy, squeezing their cocks through the thin layer of your smooth skin.
"Come on, doll. Say something? Or cat got your tongue, huh? Tell your misters how good you feel."
They both chuckled, hearing nothing but obscenly squelching of their cocks rearranging your guts and juices drenching their shafts in sticky cum.
"Soooo–mmmmm–s-so good m-misters, ahhhhh–"
"You're gonna let us cum inside, right? It's a good payment for all the repairs we did, don't you think?" Sukuna asked, squeezing your flushed cheeks.
You looked absolutely-fucking-georgeous, with teary eyes and cherry lips, so plump and wet he wanted nothing but to wrap them again around his bursting cock.
It was difficult to gather your thoughts, focused only on a slowly untying knot in your lower belly and a feeling of complete fullness.
"You're gonna give me a child, hm? Juuuust like you wanted, right?" He continued, when Toji slapped your ass heavily, leaving a reddish mark on your soft skin.
"Go on, doll, answer him. Gonna give Megumi a friend to play with?"
Your silly head lulled back, eyes rolled, and a moment later, a sudden wave came, with both men speeding up their thrusts, shoving, grinding, snatching your weary body, smooching your cervix so brutally that the only thing you could do was to clench, painfully hard, and tremble on their cocks.
A second later, heavenly bliss went through your body like a wave, feeling their warm cum filling your bruised womb, so heavy and sticky it soon started to leak out down your crumbled sheets.
And then, with Sukuna's last strong push from below, and Toji's resting his full weight on your perked ass–
CRACK!
Your new, pinkish bed, with a cute baldachin, suddenly collided.
There was a moment of silence before they took out their cocks with a pop and crushed you with their muscular bodies.
"Well, order another bed, sweets, and we'll test it again."