certainly uncertain

hi im jessica, and this is my blog. its mostly cute stuff and posting my anxious ramblings out into the world so that maybe somoene hears them but if they did and reached out to me im not sure i would know what to do about it

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i have a cute twinky boyfriend and i dont know if i could be happier about it 

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i went to the emergency room tonight and the lady checking me in was being a huge jerk about my name being different on my ID than on my insurance but brett was with me and was making sure she treated me right and it was so nice honestly ive never felt so protected

he specifically said “im not gonna let anyone hurt you, i promise” and i honest to god melted

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I genuinely can not figure out if Im disassociative rn and the fact that I cant figure it out is making me feel like I am 

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this week has been so fucking good for me and i got a new comic today and im not scared about work tomorrow 

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i rly like her hair on the right

[atomic-chronoscaph]

[popsicle-prince]

due to a scheduling error, pride has been extended forever

happy pride everybody !!

[bpdshitposts]

two to the one from the one to the three, my fp keeps ignoring me

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I swear to God just because my mom lives in the same house as me it's like she thinks she knows me Even though every time I talk to her about something she doesn't like to hear BUT STILL NEEDS TO BE SAID she just storms out of the room like a fucking child and pins the blame on me like I'm the one who hurt her feelings and not the other way around She plays the victim literally constantly and it's frankly exhausting. She tries to discount my mental illness as something that isn't ever worth noting, like it's a bug bite or something that you just have to ignore for a couple days and it's gone

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i just got home from work and i can genuinely say i dont remember any of it bc i disassociated so hard 

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i was driving home from my friends house and the entire time i felt like i wasnt actually in the car,,it feels like i am not real help 

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i got ice cream and my fp gave me a lot of validation so i feel 1000% better 

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i was driving home from my friends house and the entire time i felt like i wasnt actually in the car,,it feels like i am not real help 

[blackness-by-your-side]

this 👆🏾

[thefingerfuckingfemalefury]

Do these straight people just like

Not actually comprehend anything happening right in front of them

[houseofjonn]

[impatient14]

Golden Girls was more progressive decades ago than half of America now.