my bf believes that messaging people on dating websites is an ‘escape from reality’ for him. i found out yesterday, cried, punched walls, talked to him about it and he promised me he would stop. guESS WHO DOESN’T TRUST HIM

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my bf believes that messaging people on dating websites is an ‘escape from reality’ for him. i found out yesterday, cried, punched walls, talked to him about it and he promised me he would stop. guESS WHO DOESN’T TRUST HIM
I hope I die
i just got home from work and i can genuinely say i dont remember any of it bc i disassociated so hard
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dammit im trying to listen to one of my favorite albums (digital veil by the human abstract) but it’s just taking me back to when i was hypersexual and fucking random people including this man i had a threesome with and then saw a couple times after.............Dark Times
@npddionysus i love dying and being dead :^)
me: i wish someone would love me
someone who knows and genuinely likes me: hi i love you
bpd: OOOOHH FUCK U THOUGHT naaah u manipulated & tricked them
Fuck why do I have to act so fucking borderline sometimes!!!!!!! I am such a horrible childish person who can't control their emotions and reactions and words
dear god why do i need attention all the fucking time...it gets so much worse when im suddenly Alone