December 10,2018
Its getting harder as the minute goes by...i see you for the last time in an hour or so. I just want to hold you and never let go. This is the hardest thing I have ever done. I know you wont be away for that long but its hard when we’ve been with eachother everyday. Waking up today without you next to me and seeing your beautiful face was hard. Hearing that you have already left was even harder. Knowing you will be away for Christmas is hard. but waking uo tomorrow will be the hardest because i wont be able to see you,text you, hold or kiss you. I will be waking up to just pillows and blankets. There will be no warm embrace or little kisses or good mornings. Walking into the room and realizing that you wont be there. I know this is only temporary but it is still extremely hard. I know I can do this. I just want you here. I am proud of you and I cant wait to see what you will accomplish. I can’t wait to marry you. I love you so much.
