aj

17 he/him

[ajs-blogz]

hmm hmm introduction..

—-> im aj. 17, butch lesbian. i go by he/him

i just do whatever on this account,

& post whatever I’m in the mood for.

thanks for checking out my profile. please don’t be weird. feel free to use my inbox to make requests on anything or just to ask questions ^^

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u obv aren’t fed up enough if you continue to try and turn people against hannah & i. i’ve accepted what i did a long time ago, but you don’t care. not like you gave me time to explain myself. & you don’t deserve to see the screenshots of me taking accountability. anyone else can dm me if they’re interested, but you aren’t owed shit for dragging people into this too

i did apologize and admit to what i’ve done to several people and hannah has too but ok 😂 if you wouldn’t have automatically blocked me then this wouldn’t have been an issue & i would’ve apologized to you too. but u do u bro. you & ur friends owe me apologies too. it’s not about deleting everything related to the matter, it’s about growing up & realizing you’re acting childish and immature continuing to drag this on & behave like this 😬don’t know why you’re writing this but ethan had to deactivate his account. keep defending him, just makes you look worse.

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funny asf that andie is tryna get people to side against me when they have a fat crush on someone who constantly lovebombs them and wants to get groomed 😭

like go get ur man ig.. if he won’t give you the cold shoulder this time LMAOOO weird asf ur defending someone who’s into being groomed btw, doesn’t make u much betterrrr

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response regarding @/nuclearwastee’s posts since they want to continue to lie and defend someone who said they want to be groomed ❤️ i know you had a crush on ethan, but still. this is a new low, even for you. ethan can’t even defend himself without his friends. why are you making the post trying to disprove things instead of him?

plus an extra screenshot of ethan absolutely lovebombing.

1. the claims regarding zoophilia: i do have someone who will willingly protest against this, because ethan had openly requested them to write disgusting things, including people with very animal-like features, and not the usual werewolf or hybrid content. this is a red flag in itself, and with. i never said anything about “puppies” being alarming or cause for concern. i could not get proof because this was in the old server that was deleted.

2. regarding ethan’s jealousy: ethan himself said outright that he wasn’t, but several people beg to differ. & i have been sent one photo that was suggestive in nature, but out of respect and simple decency, i will not show it here.

3. again, i have hannah, who can defend my claim that ethan had requested pedophile!sevika. anyone else who was in the previous server may also remember this, and it would be appreciated if they could come up and either message me or @/dearbaes. i also have screenshots showing that ethan was very interested into the topic of grooming and had mentioned before that he wanted to be groomed. this conversation also happened in the server that was deleted, but at least i have a screenshot of it from when i had to talked to hannah about it on her old account.

4. nicole is a poc. why would i be racist if i’m currently dating a poc 🫩let’s use our brains here. that screenshot was taken out of context in an attempt to make me look bad. once you have the full conversation, then let’s talk ❤️until then continue to lie and chase after someone that is notorious for lovebombig.

5. the screenshots show that you still have someone in the server spying on us. when will you grow up and move past drama? i’m sorry you weren’t shown enough attention as a child, but this is not the way to get it.

edit: and yes, ethan did want drama, & even called this drama ❤️

would you want to continue talking to someone if this is how they spoke to you?

continuing to stalk and join hannah & i’s discord server under a fake alias only shows how immature you guys are. hope you can grow up and move on since you obviously have such a hard time doing it

[dearbaes]

SUMMARY OF DRAMA FOR THOSE WHO DONT KNOW:

If you’re friends with ggutpunch, andieopedia, nuclearwaste, lonerslug, or moots of mine getting hate — you might wanna read this !!

tw: slurs, lots of cussing, just tumblr drama, suicide sh mentions, just a lot of bs

Hannah: Hi guys, as you know, I am Hannah. I also went by Nicole, and Millie. And I know that there is a lot of controversy right now going on about my name, because of some messed up things I have said and done, and I’ve hurt a lot of people. I apologized publicly, and personally to them — well, most of them at least. And we all decided to try to move on from the matter.

I have returned to my original name to cut the drama on my part, and ever since, I have been nothing but truthful about everything. And whenever, on one instance, something slipped from my mind, and I forgot to add some information, I put out an announcement to correct myself (within the server misunderstanding). I have owned up to every fault of mine so far.

But earlier upon noticing that I was getting mistreated and discriminated against by none other than Ethan (ggutpunch on Tumblr formerly until deactivated, and 6sevika on Discord with ID: 630030794810720272), I wanted to make things right. So I made a post of my own where I explained everything from my side, and I explained all the things he never mentioned because it may cause the public to sympathise with me, and I guess he didn't want that.

After that, we quit talking about it until I learnt that Ethan joined my server using a fake account and then much more came to my attention regarding him pretending to be someone else in front of my server members and relaying screenshots back and forth in a private server he has with a channel dedicated to hating on me.

Ethan breaching Hannah’s server (baes) unprovoked—

Hannah: As I mentioned, I tried to move on from it, and return to my original alias, and the purpose for creating a community-based server, which is a safe space to people— of the fandom, some ex-members, readers and moots.

However, for a while I was unaware that one of the members who used to speak somewhat actively there, turned out to be Ethan himself in disguise as someone else. He did this entirely unprovoked, after he told on his Tumblr that he was done involving himself in the drama.

If I wasn’t provided with that information, I would likely have deleted my server and my members would have lost their safe space because a lot of people made a lot of friends there, and they enjoy talking there and spending their time getting to know one another better and having fun with each other. Only because of him, it would have been destroyed. Only because he thought that pretending to be someone else and breaching my server’s privacy, taking screenshots of people’s personal messages in there, and relaying them to a separate server just to hate on me mindlessly was a good idea. Just because he thinks that my past mistakes make it okay for him to go into my server, breach my privacy, stalk me, or create fake accounts just for that purpose… it’s insane. He did this entirely unprovoked, after he claimed he’d stop.

The fake account username is: @/gh00stlyy with ID: 133882637953

AJ: More screenshots of proof that Ethan is Ryker, with his friend, who we all knew as Churro, also wanting to join in. Ethan made no attempt to stop this.

Hannah: Later, Ethan joined my server again, as of only about an hour ago at 1:22 a.m. Luckily enough, I was active and I banned him the moment he joined. However, right after he sent me a friend request, and since he has been going around in my mutuals' inboxes and bothering them with his mindless bullshit, I decided that I would have to talk it out with him. So when I asked him what he wants from me, he said he just wants me to know that I deserve better. When I told him that whoever I date is none of his business, he told me to kill myself. And now is telling me to cut myself.

Ethan’s lovebombing and manipulation over friends and such—

Hannah: I wish I could have said that he is a good person who just acts this way because he hates me specifically, but it’s not only me he mistreats, it’s the people around him as well. If those very people want to defend him, they can defend him, but what I have seen is not a healthy way of a person having friendships. 

I will be providing screenshots taken from my personal view of the people who have come to his defense and hated me, for which I am not going to be blurring their names— as they want the spotlight just as badly as Ethan does. AJ will be providing screenshots from his end as he wishes.

Later, Andie told me that they have feelings for Ethan, and I continuously told them that if Ethan treats them the way they’re treating them, then they shouldn’t be talking to Ethan and only falling for him deeper. That would only hurt Andie in the process. And then I added that “it’s your life at the end of the day, and if you choose to be with Ethan, I will completely understand that anyway.” However, Andie took my words out of context to make it seem like I have been trying to break Andie’s friendship apart with Ethan, when they’re probably fully aware that I’ve only been looking out for them while maintaining respectful distance. 

I could have exposed this earlier to defend myself and break Andie’s privacy by leaking those messages about their feelings for Ethan, I didn’t do it because I thought they were holding neutral ground and avoiding the drama. Little did I know they’re going to lonerslug’s inbox (while probably being underage themselves) and inviting lonerslug deeper into the drama. 

When all I’ve been doing was telling Andie that— look, Ethan is going to love bomb you and then neglect you the way you literally told me he did. And according to what I know as of very recent, he’s still doing that. If you want to get your heart broken, Andie, you’re very welcome to do that. But do not try to make me seem like the bad guy when you yourself come and tell me shit about Ethan. Especially when you are still friends with him knowing how he hated on me.

Putting aside the shitshow with Andie, moving on to how Ethan treats the rest of his friends, I want to bring up Ethan’s friendship with Jackie. 

Jackie has claimed to have romantic feelings for Ethan and liking him like that (in his private messages, which Ethan screenshotted and showed me). When I saw that, I told Ethan not to flirt around with Jackie anymore because of that. And considering Jackie has the same mental illness that I have (bpd), I know very well that this is the one way to keep Jackie hanging. Soon enough, Jackie texted Ethan and told Ethan that he was Jackie’s favorite person, and that only was going to get worse from there because Ethan has inconsistency in his friendships.

Numerous times Ethan reportedly told Andie that he was to stop flirting with Jackie because it bothered Andie, but then they (Ethan and Jackie) would go on voice call (in the server) or simply flirt around in text (in the server). Perhaps even direct messages… I have no clue of that. But several times Andie has come to me, and expressed their frustration over this entire love triangle that was starting to form 😭

According to him, he flirts around with everyone, and he claims that he is Quoiromantic and doesn’t understand the difference between if someone has friendly feelings for him or romantic feelings for him, which I very much understand and respect, but in a case where someone confesses to you, you still continue to flirt with them, and you tell your other “friend” that you will not flirt with anybody else, but then you keep going on and on and on— that is inconsistent behavior which is starting to turn into constant “love bombing and neglection” cycle that AJ has only recently broken out of from Ethan. 

AJ was heavily mistreated throughout his friendship with Ethan (after the drama) where whenever Ethan felt like it, he would act cold with AJ. And whenever Ethan wanted to, he would be giving AJ suggestive pictures like heavy cleavage pictures, which Andie got mad over later— turning this into yet another back-and-forth. 

This is not a dating sim, Ethan. People have real feelings. 

AJ: Months later, Ethan is still lovebombing Andie and several other people have noticed it. 

Jackie’s weird comments—

Hannah: finally coming down to their server owner, Jackie, who banned AJ for being “racist”, which I understand, given that the screenshot that they have is a conversation that happened between me and AJ a very long time ago, which I gave to Ethan because I was under the impression that AJ will never change as a person and will always continue to be how he is— the thought developed through some derogatory adjectives he used towards me. I was angered and I didn’t genuinely think he could change until as of recent when we spoke, I realized that he did change, and I saw said change firsthand, and I will be witness to that change proudly because I am very pleasantly surprised to see how well he has changed and become a much better, honest, loyal version of himself. 

It shows not only in how we speak but also the respect he shows constantly through speech and action— not just to me but others around himself as of now. 

Using someone’s past to define their present time fate when all you have been trying to do is promote change in a person is very wild and hypocritical.

I understand if you have political views, but you should not act like that in a community space where people coexist globally, and minimal respect is a must. History shouldn’t make you cruel towards others, especially when we can’t control where we are born.

The only reason I’m bringing up something that happened so long ago is because she used AJ’s past and banned him from their server when she herself has made questionable comments too in the past. It gotta work both ways, Jackie.

Ethan’s weird comments—

AJ: In the previous server (nic’s) that Hannah has established, Ethan has made several jokes about being groomed that have disturbed several members. Unfortunately, that server has been deleted. But I have managed to find one screenshot that clearly depicts Ethan asking where “female groomers” were at. This behavior is disgusting and several other people have seen it. Ethan even went as far as to go into Hannah’s server and openly request a “pedophile!sevika fic”. This shows that Ethan is fine with pedophilia because he craves it in real life as well as in fiction, and despite the server’s owner, Jackie, knowing about this, they still allowed him to stay in.

Ethan’s love for drama

Hannah: Later on, things weren’t really making sense to me because why the hell would Ethan put himself through so much just to get revenge on me? And then he does achieve it because I got a lot of hate, and I took accountability for the things I’ve done, acknowledged it, publicly apologized, personally apologized. But then I realized he was discriminating against me and not saying the full version of everything that happened. So I had to take everything in my own hands, and then I did that. 

And now he has a server with a channel which is entirely dedicated towards hating on me, and then proceeds to do all the weird faking things I’ve already mentioned as well. 

It doesn’t make any sense. Why the hell would he do all of that on purpose? Is he really that jobless? 

AJ: Yes, he is that jobless. 

AJ: Hopefully this shows everyone involved what kind of person Ethan is. Especially those that didn’t bother trying to listen to my explanation or reasoning before blocking me, removing me out of groups, & unadding me. For a group of people aged 16-18, respectfully, most, not all, of them are very immature.

And don’t forget, all of this started because Ethan got mad that he never initiated conversation, and that I was calling someone else other than him. Pathetic behavior. Maybe I would have initiated conversation more if he wasn’t like this…

Or this.. in reference to me.

Or, lastly, this! When I started calling someone else. Very coincidental behavior.

Hannah: special my ass 💔 aside from that, screenshots suggest that Ethan has been talking to @/lonerslug. 

Hannah: Ethan is far from an adult and Mila is enabling him to do things like that which she received from a minor by the way. Yes, it was wrong of me to send those even if I wasn’t even naked in anything and it’s not legitimate anything, doesn’t have my face either — still, I acknowledge my mistake on that part, and considering Mila is in her twenties and doing things like this?

Genuinely, grow up, Mila, you’re very very lucky this is the internet and not the real world. You’re exactly what people should avoid — a lying two faced predator.

Anyway, to conclude, Ethan please stop acting so immature, it is sickening, and we genuinely hope you get better.  

[lipstickonapiggg]

There has to be more to life for me than this.

There has to be more to life for me than this.

There has to be more to life for me than this.

There has to be more to life for me than this.

There has to be more to life for me than this.

There has to be more to life for me than this.

There has to be more to life for me than this.

There has to be more to life for me than this.

There has to be more to life for me than this.

There has to be more to life for me than this.

[ajs-blogz]

Kill yourself FAGGOT I HATE you you need to DIE😡😡

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need someone to collar and leash me while i’m mounting them from behind like a dog, just so they can tug on the leash n force my dick deeper into them. ignore my whining and whimpering as i claw at your back. my pleasure is irrelevant, and nothing is more arousing than serving my owner ^^

[ajs-blogz]

nngh.. need to be manhandled whenever i’m bad. don’t force me to drink and out of a doggy bowl :(( and ignore my raging boner, i’m not sure how that got there..

[ajs-blogz]

what does a puppyboy have to do to get forced onto his knees and muzzled by his owner :(

[ajs-blogz]

the idea of getting leashed and dragged around by a pretty girl is so appealing. like yes babe, make me bark for you! woof!