keep that mf thang on me

**if you're here you're probably supposed to be at @marleemutt lol

[akamxru]

sooo gamers... this blog has been LONG inactive lol

follow my furry blog @marleemutt

my splatoon blog @splxtduxlies

*disregard everything in my bio here, i havent updated this acc since i was 19, im 22 now lol

thanks for the memories here folks :) ☆ and for periodically blowing up my random old text posts hehe

[capycorn]

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[marleemutt]

TLDR: im a black trans artist who can use some help right now following the sudden passing of my only sister - her doberman is now the responsibility of my parents and we can use help for his food, supplements, toys etc.

Kofi (help me send Chewy orders to my parent's house)

Wishlist (literally send him things like toys, treats, etc.)

⬇️ more info ⬇️

hey guys

some of you might be aware of this already, but early October, my eldest sibling & only sister suddenly passed away due to a seizure, she had been dealing with epilepsy her whole life.

this has been incredibly difficult for me, and my family. her passing was incredibly sudden, she was only 30.

for the past month or so ive been struggling to find any motivation to draw, and barely able to work.

she was the incredibly devoted owner of a doberman named Remi(Ramsey). Me and my sister traveled 4 hours to pick him up three years ago. He's a goofball who tears up socks and needs constant supervision. My parents love him, but I can tell he is a lot of work for two people who have fulltime jobs and have lived long lives.

I'm going to try to help them take care of him as much as possible, I feel that it's the least we can do to honor my sister's memory, since she loved him so deeply.

My sister always wanted a doberman, for years she would watch videos about dobermans and talk about them to anyone who would listen.

Remi wasn't easy to raise - I shared a room with my sister when she got him in 2020, she still worked a 9-5, five days a week, so I was his nanny for most of his difficult childhood. I was his chew toy for the first year of his life about - but that only made him bond closer to me. If he wasn't following my sister, I was choice #2. Dobermans are "velcro dogs", they were bred to guard their owners, and because of this, they are fiercely loyal. I've been moved out of my parent's place for going on 3 years, and my sister had just moved with Remi out a few months prior to her passing.

A week before my sister's sudden passing, we had to board Remi at my dog daycare job while my family and I took a trip out of state. When dropping him off, although he was happy to see me again for the first time in months, the moment my sister turned her back to him he began to panic. He got through the boarding all right but my coworkers told me he would cry and wait by the door for me or her. When my sister picked him up, they said he jumped all 80+lbs into her arms.

Since my sister's passing, Remi has been directionless. He's with my family, people he trusts, but he's bored, confused, and heartbroken. My sister would often take him to the dog park, social events, on runs, etc. but my parent's can't do that in their age. If my apartment allowed large dogs, I would take him, but I can't, and I see him maybe twice a month if possible.

Ramsey's Christmas List

I made a christmas list for him of things that might help my parents better take care of him. We're trying different food brands out because he struggles with frequent stomach issues, and we can't seem to figure out what food my sister was feeding him. This list is by no means a necessity for him, but I tried to add things to help with his boredom and keep him stimulated when my parents can't give him all their attention.

i do want to state that my family is capable of providing him with the essentials to live, we arent irresponsible. i would just like to help my parents out since a 3 year old 80-90lb doberman is a lot of work to be suddenly placed on them soley. And I worry for his health and well-being sometimes - Remi has a tendency to eat/tear random objects when he's bored.

please consider donating whatever you can. Everything goes directly to him.

thank you for taking the time to read this, and possibly reblog if possible. ❤️

[toypoodlewerewolf-deactivated20]

sometimes your son is a build a bear cheetah n thats ok 🩵🐆

[surlifen]

bedlam ballroom

experimental design based off an album cover!

they were really made for the sake of stretching my design muscles, but they’re up for offers here!

[quinndolyns-deactivated20220403]

you ARE the guy! =) you were ALWAYS capable of being the guy! ^_^ i didn’t have a guy… but now i do :) you! are! the guy! :D

[blackenedranch]

[lemonsweet]

[czesca]

[marleemutt]

Please don't forget! It's Juneteenth!! 🤎✊🏾

Help a 21 yr old, black, trans artist get by in a new living situation!!

i packed and moved all my stuff out my old apartment after a shitty roommate situation last year and i could really use a hand getting my bearings together :*)

com info! 🎊

kofi/donations! 🎂

apartment wishlist! 🌈

personal wishlist! 💜

other social media links! ⭐️

[marleemutt]

finished love letter gif ych commissions from twitter ❤️💌

[marleemutt]

so tumblr isnt letting me post a more formal explanation for some reason so ill jus do this ig

theres a young artist here and on twitter, insta and th who is using my fursonas old design as their own

@/phrogglet

[marleemutt]

i never gave them permission to do so, and didnt even kno they were until they sent multiple friends of theirs into my instagram dms and comments claiming i was "stealing" the design.

when asked for proof all they have is a pencil and paper sketch of my character that they scribbled "2016" next to

theyre 15 and im 21

im posting this publicly because the harassment from their friends has gotten annoying, and they even gone as far as to message my friends as well.

dont send them hate, just block and avoid them.

i just want it to be known that while i changed kubos design a month or so ago i never gave Anyone clearance to use/kin their old design

thanks

[marleemutt]

🌈✨️❤️ happy pride !! 🎉💚⭐️

[apoliteia-deactivated20211209]

You are not like the unabomber. I don't think you've ever bombed anything. In fact, you're on tumblr.com making posts. The Unabomber would not have done that.

[transmechanicus]

[adambuffett]

[camilius-2st]

[danaterrace]

...what now?

[marleemutt]

update on my housing situation a bit !!

so i did find an apartment finally !! woot woot

my rent is higher then it was before ;;___;; so i will start more consistently taking commissions to supplement that along with my fulltime job

also just as a fun lil bonus for me as a black person ig there was a mass shooting by a white supremacist against black folk in my exact state

fantastic

im exhausted of this move, of feeling unsafe, and uncertain and alone. it seems never ending

if anyone wants to help, please consider commissioning me, donating a kofi, or checking out me and my roommate's(also black) apartment wishlist

and RT if possible, thank you ♡

[lynvaren]

grom dance!