i don’t think they will ever see this
but in the off chance that they do, i want you to know that i miss you. i have been thinking about you often, even though i know it’s been over a year. i miss you a lot, and i wish you were still here and we were the way we were, and i’m sorry
i hope that things are better for you now, and that you are happy and you are still giving your pup pancakes, and that you are doing well and thriving. i really do hope for those things for you.
and i want to thank you because you allowed me to show a side of myself that i’ve never shown to anyone. you were so kind and gentle and understanding, and you were so respectful with boundaries. i hadn’t ever experienced what i had with you with anyone before, it was truly special. and i haven’t experienced it since you. i have doubts that i will ever experience that with someone again.
you were truly amazing, and i miss you so much.










