I started this SIX YEARS AGO. Bitches so I old I still an egg!!!
This project was started early March 2020 too not even joking lol. I went shopping for it right before lockdown!
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I started this SIX YEARS AGO. Bitches so I old I still an egg!!!
This project was started early March 2020 too not even joking lol. I went shopping for it right before lockdown!
So I have been slowly getting through my list of things to do.
i finished this shirt. Its a cotton flannel shirt from Cakeworthy that had a Bo Peep design. I tore out the embroidery, but this one was a lot more annoying than my Buzz Lightyear shirt because of how dense the stitching was, and I ended up putting holes in the fabric. I decided to try my hand at embroidery to cover up the patches and holes. I used a seam ripper to open up the collar, remove the embroidery, and then hand stitch it back in place. Lastly I used Acetone, an embroidery hoop, and a pallet knife to get the ink off of the back. I used to the hoop to give it tension, then poured on the acetone and scraped it off with the pallet knife. It went WAY easier than how it went when I was trying to remove Buzz from my shirt!
This is a gift for my partner btw. It was SUPPOSED to be in Spain with him right now, but alas I didn't get the embroidery done it time so it came home to me! it will return to him in August.
Another project I started and didn't finish is this Victor Nikiforov pillow. The filing was deflated and he needed to be washed. I took the filling out and gave him a quick bath, but ultimately decided that if I wanted to use him again, he needed to be upgraded! I bought an invisible zipper and FINALLY put it in.
It was my first time installing a zipper period, and I sewed it by hand. I did my best I think, given the material I was working with! I'm considering this project to be finished, at least for now. i need to make a removable insert now. My plan for that is trace him out on some fabric, fashion that into an insert, probably gonna add some darting to make it more three dimensional, and then for filling I'm thinking of using scrap yarn to make tiny pom poms. We'll see, but at the very least the pillow is done, so now I just need to wash him again and put him into storage!
Now I'm trying to finish up this bad boy. This part is literally all that's left to finish. Just a boot. But large color fill like this usually triggers my executive dysfunction, so its been left incomplete for a few years now. I'm gonna finish it now! I'm hoping to finish it this week. This will be nice to have on hand while I'm at work to help keep me focused.
I'm also almost done with my Spanish A1 review! Just need to take notes on four more lessons and then redo the test...
Here, have a fucked up looking Kuko too.
You follow the sound of running water until you reach an alcove, where waifish but steady streams of water fall from above onto a figure setting half upon the rocks and half into a shallow pool where the water comes to collect.
The figure is so still, you almost believe it to be a carving of some sort, that is until they open their eyes and look at you.
You can't tell what their gender is, if that has any meaning to them anymore. You can only imagine how long they have been here, and what has worn away at this person more; the water that falls from above, or time, which is always present and always consuming.
You almost wonder if perhaps them opening their eyes was just a trick of the light, but ah! There it again! They blinked! They blinked and their gaze is still fixed upon you, just as your gaze is fixed upon them.
If they have a mouth, you can not see it, so perhaps its best if you spoke first...
"Why can't I get anything done???"
'cause I'm fucking doing dumbass side quests like rearranging all my embroidery floss chromatically when it was all set up by number code already.
HOLY SHIT GUYS!!!!!
MY LUCK!!! MY LUUUUUUUUCK!!
I got my copy of the movie bluray... and like it comes with a "trading card" that is random. You get one out of 7 designs...
KYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
The RamuKu confession!
ALSO my BF got Tomodachi Life and let me design Kuko for the island. I need to get the screenshots so I can post them here (or he can reblog this with them LOL, either way works), but Y'ALL Kuko having the craziest time!
He fell in love with my OC Darian (who was already on the island I think? Pretty sure he was since his canon partner, Jas, (created by my partner!!!) was in love with him first.)) Kuko, like Jas, fell in love immediately upon first meeting. But in true Kuko fashion, Kuko wanted to confess his feelings immediately, and we let him cuz that is very IC. Jas crashed the confession and Darian picked Jas over Kuko...
KUKO GETTING DEPRESSED WAS SO HORRIBLE. I felt so guilty but at the same time it was SOOOOO funny. (Darian continues to break hearts as several more characters fall in love with him after this. He's SO POPULAR!!!) But I think things are turning around??? Ramuda fell in love with Kuko after we gave him the Shrine Maiden outfit, and he sent me a picture he took of his phone showing Kuko fell in love with Ramuda back and once again wants to confess his feelings!! I think they are the first mutually in love pair. Can't believe RamuKu about to be canon! Yay!
Kuko getting rejected by my OC for his canon waifu.
Its okay he gets better!
Him and Ramuda are dating now! (Ramuda confessed!)
Bonus: My partner and our baby (and his fucked up lobster cake)!
I'm moving at a snail's pace trying to clear my backlog of projects. I feel like I'm going insane sometimes. "How is this not done yet?"
I'm so tired.
Also like, the whole "one step forward is better than none" sounds pretty and all, but it literally does nothing for me. I don't feel like I made any progress unless a project is COMPLETE. Having a massive, self-imposed to-do list makes me feel so sick and exhausted and horrible all of the time. I feel so lazy and stupid, and it doesn't help that my job is also so demoralizing.
I took two weeks off from work, and within 15 minutes of clocking in at my job Monday it was like I just reset to how I felt before the vacation.
I've got the kind of tired that sleep and adderall does not fix! I'm fucked!
I'm moving at a snail's pace trying to clear my backlog of projects. I feel like I'm going insane sometimes. "How is this not done yet?"
I'm so tired.
ALSO my BF got Tomodachi Life and let me design Kuko for the island. I need to get the screenshots so I can post them here (or he can reblog this with them LOL, either way works), but Y'ALL Kuko having the craziest time!
He fell in love with my OC Darian (who was already on the island I think? Pretty sure he was since his canon partner, Jas, (created by my partner!!!) was in love with him first.)) Kuko, like Jas, fell in love immediately upon first meeting. But in true Kuko fashion, Kuko wanted to confess his feelings immediately, and we let him cuz that is very IC. Jas crashed the confession and Darian picked Jas over Kuko...
KUKO GETTING DEPRESSED WAS SO HORRIBLE. I felt so guilty but at the same time it was SOOOOO funny. (Darian continues to break hearts as several more characters fall in love with him after this. He's SO POPULAR!!!) But I think things are turning around??? Ramuda fell in love with Kuko after we gave him the Shrine Maiden outfit, and he sent me a picture he took of his phone showing Kuko fell in love with Ramuda back and once again wants to confess his feelings!! I think they are the first mutually in love pair. Can't believe RamuKu about to be canon! Yay!
I've returned from Spain and I've finally become a man (bottomed for anal sex for the first time). It was incredible, way more than I thought it would be, and naturally I'm brought back to Kuko!
Its pretty firm that outside of a very dead-dove AU of my HC verse, Samatoki is the one that pop's Kuko back-door cherry, and with my own personal experience to draw from its not only fully cemented that Kuko does, in fact, enjoy anal after giving it a try, but NOW he ends up actually preferring it over PiV instead!!
One of the many WIP comics I started but never finished involved Samatoki and Kuko getting into an argument over Kuko's refusal to even TRY anal. The reason: he is not a cis male, and assumes that due to his lack of the male "fun button" it won't feel very good, and will send him on a dysphoric gloom spiral. (Samatoki points out all the girls in porn taking it up the ass and liking it, and if Kuko thinks that every woman ever is faking enjoying anal sex. Kuko's response is some of them are probably legit, but its still not the same. Samatoki: Oh yeah? So what makes the "real enjoyers" different from the "fakers"? Kuko: A REALLY good plastic surgeon >:3")
Anyways, Samatoki bets Kuko if he can't make him cum from just ass in under 5 minutes, he'll finally go down on the Kukussy. Kuko being Kuko accepts the bet, and Samatoki wins with 2 minutes and 53 seconds to spare. Kuko can't even lie about not cumming because it was so spur of the moment he didn't think to piss first (not that he would have anyways cuz he's kinda salty rn anyways). Further shenanigans ensue.
I'm way too exhausted to draw anything rn, but I seriously need to finish this doodle comic because I high-key predicted how this would actually play out for me. So dumb how I could really go "6 hora de sexo" for PiV cuz trying to cum from cunt stimulation is so tedious for just ONE orgasm, and then end up a shriveled bean for PiA in just "6 minutos de sexo" because it was just THAT good.
But back to Kuko, still think it would be funny to have him be a denier about enjoying it, spouting shit like how prepping is annoying, he hates cleaning, it destroys your root chakra, blah blah blah, but is essentially now an anal only butt slut. He's still bad about prepping/cleaning, but will get offended if someone objects to spontaneous anal sex, claiming "real men aren't afraid of a little shit" or "wear a condom if you're gonna be a little bitch about it!" Also can't help but to imagine him pulling giant plugs and toys out of his butt and being all zen about it like he does with waterfall meditation and walking on hot coals.
bleh, falling asleep now.... bye
You guys call anything Catholic just because it's christian and vibesy. "oh he's southern and makes me feel bad about myself" girl that's a baptist
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Okay so like I spend this morning working on Hitoya, I finish cutting him out, I fill in his pants, I rebuild his chain. I'm not a digital artist. I had a bamboo tablet in 2012 and hated drawing digitally so much (trying to self teach, which uh, I'm not great at unless I have a buddy) i never touched it again. but I think I'm doing pretty good!
I'm feeling so good in fact, I zoom out to see how it looks and then it hits me.
I have to do that fucking shoulder and arm now.....
i suddenly remembered i have the holomodels....
I need to eat food and study Spanish before work but I think its working out for the most part so far...
Okay so like I spend this morning working on Hitoya, I finish cutting him out, I fill in his pants, I rebuild his chain. I'm not a digital artist. I had a bamboo tablet in 2012 and hated drawing digitally so much (trying to self teach, which uh, I'm not great at unless I have a buddy) i never touched it again. but I think I'm doing pretty good!
I'm feeling so good in fact, I zoom out to see how it looks and then it hits me.
I have to do that fucking shoulder and arm now.....
i suddenly remembered i have the holomodels....
Okay so like I spend this morning working on Hitoya, I finish cutting him out, I fill in his pants, I rebuild his chain. I'm not a digital artist. I had a bamboo tablet in 2012 and hated drawing digitally so much (trying to self teach, which uh, I'm not great at unless I have a buddy) i never touched it again. but I think I'm doing pretty good!
I'm feeling so good in fact, I zoom out to see how it looks and then it hits me.
I have to do that fucking shoulder and arm now.....