you showed me constellations in the grass one night
@akuma-tenshi
i shitpost and desire emily dyer carnally // matching w/ @sunset-of-the-void; pfp & header by @perpetual--motion--machine // occasional nsfw jokes / references (tagged with #suggestive) but nothing explicit // current blog title is from jesus & austria by cake bake betty // i don't do tag games / picrew chains anymore, sorry!!
hi i'm allergic to keeping the same intro post for too long. even shorter intro post GO
hi!! i'm akuma (casey if we're close). i'm an adult agender lesbian (they / them) and this is my online house. you'll mostly see reblogs, shitposts, and stuff about my daily life, with scattered analysis posts and edits here and there. i'm an aspiring writer doing various small fanfiction projects between bigger, personal works.
interests?? plenty. my constant since 2020 has been identity v, with genshin impact and dislyte coming and going as they please. other media i'm into is the red queen series, the long walk, your turn to die, vocaloid music, bloodborne, end roll, and hollow knight, plus some other stuff that may pop in here and there. i'm always open for new recommendations, but unfortunately it takes me a while to get around to new things </3
currently matching pfp's with @sunset-of-the-void, my best friend and partner in both crime and creation. you can also find me on ao3 as ant1mony; you must solve my riddles three to get my nsfw pseud.
tags and other stuff under the cut!!
main tags:
~ #reblog / #self reblog: what it says on the tin
~ #suggestive: sexual jokes, innuendoes, references, and possibly imagery. nothing particularly explicit.
~ #rambling: just textposts with no images or other media attached; this used to be used for every post with any text in it whatsoever, so if you go far enough, you'll probably find images. don't feel betrayed.
~ #akuma's day-to-day happenings: whatever's on my mind at the moment, whether that be thoughts on characters, occurrences in my personal life, or even just whatever i'm listening to at the moment.
~ #akumanalysis: analysis posts. i use this term somewhat loosely, but most of what's in here is at least somewhat professional thinking-cap stuff.
~ #ocposting: again, what it says on the tin. posts about my oc's. my oc's also all have their own dedicated tags under the umbrella of "oc: [full name]".
~ #the midnight tag: my puppy!! miss midnight is currently about eight months old. she's a chihuahua-rat terrier mix and is the sweetest thing, even if she gives me grief sometimes. shoot me an ask if you wanna see her!!
the kinlist:
~ demi bourbon, emily dyer, annie lester, lily barriere, richard sterling, grace, and joseph desaulniers (identity v)
~ sara chidouin, reko yabusame, kanna kizuchi, and rio ranger (your turn to die)
~ intisar, yalina, lian, ryota, and bai liuli (dislyte)
~ gorou, bennett, baizhu, and furina (genshin impact)
~ futaba sakura (persona 5)
~ nagisa shingetsu and ryota mitarai (danganronpa)
~ ena (the original; still have yet to play dream bbq)
~ sayori (doki doki literature club)
~ aubrey (omori) ((assigned to me; i have not played omori and do not plan to, but i trust this is correct from what i've seen))
~ candi queen (best friend's oc, dw abt it)
bear in mind i don't take kinning all that seriously; it's mostly just "i relate very very heavily to these characters, and as such they tend to be pretty personal to me and it's difficult to talk about them without dredging up my own experiences / feelings". i try to be chill about these characters, but don't be surprised if i get a little defensive / intense when discussing them.
the tierlist:
coming soon. i've got an ongoing idv essence tierlist that i try to update whenever possible, but my latest version is horribly out of date, so all i ask is for your patience as i get that together.
You ever think about many peices of media have zero women and thats just perfectly normal but if a peice of media has an all female cast people get... like that? Women should be allowed to kill over this btw
ok ok ok if you really wanted to have a 🇺🇸food poisoning luncheon🇺🇸 and maximize those 🦅american🦅 food poisoning gains 💪💪💪you would probably want to plan something like:
lettuce and spring mix and spinach salad with raw sprouts (any kind), enoki mushrooms, cucumbers, raw milk cheese, snap peas
fruit bowl with raspberries, cantaloupe, netted melon, peaches
smoothie made with frozen strawberries, frozen blueberries, frozen blackberries, unpasteurized juice
deli meat sandwich with soft cheese, fresh basil, fresh cilantro
rare or medium rare hamburger with raw onions and runny yolk egg
the most snippy i've gotten in post-match chat was after an absolutely abysmal jack match where the only person the hunter liked was my friend who was the only one playing a male survivor, so i went into pm, went "only liked snow bc she was playing a man huh", and left. there's no moral to the story this just lowkey haunts me but i don't really regret it
i think a lot of the people who say that warning posts are useless drama-starters that only exist to further harass marginalized/vulnerable people would have more plausible deniability if those type of posts didnt spring up literally every single time a black user pointed out that a white user is racist
Black tumblr user: this user is racist, here is proof, and i would prefer it if those who willingly interact with this person after knowing this to keep their distance from me
dashboard for the next 4 days: when you make a callout post for someone you have murdered them. it is the same thing. it is the exact same thing as taking a life. you have killed them forever and you have blood on your hands.
a small reminder with all the "trans womens blogs getting deleted is Literally social murder" going on that white trans women harassed and mass reported a Black trans womans blog that she used for fundraising to the point of termination all because the Black trans woman said she didn't rock with pedophiles and racists.
hour 1 of shift: i love helping people and making people happy yay yay yay later today i am gonna go home and have fun and eat a tasty meal and work on my projects and
hour 6: if youu go to the store and buy groceriers you are a piece of shit
hour 8: if i wad 1 apples tall i could live off of one apple for a week... oh but it would rot away... no.... i hate the rot i hate the apple
does anyone care about WOMEN making bad decisions and overstepping boundaries to get the job done does anyone care about WOMEN following the road to hell paved with good intentions. lets get more girlies with morally gray situations going on and lets get it Now
hello allo person in a fandom. let’s play a game. in front of you are two characters. your challenge is to okay and you’ve already started shipping them. well the crusher machine is going to activate now goodbye.
idk what op's intention is here, but this is such a controlling, puritanical attitude that at the very least borders on pro-harassment antishipping, and probably crosses the line into it. Especially since op is apparently wishing violence on people who readily ship fictional characters.
First off, this mindset is simply wrong—I'm ace and have always been a rampant shipper, I know tons of ace people who are the same, and I know lots of allosexual people who are not into shipping at all.
One's sexuality has literally nothing to do with your tastes in fiction. Nothing about you as a person necessarily has ANYTHING to do with your tastes in fiction.
Making that assumption is—and I'm not being hyperbolic—extremely dangerous and can lead directly to harassing other fans for what they enjoy in fiction, as well as harassing artists and writers because they created something you don't personally like. It's such an insidious disease that goes against the core values of fandom: ship and let ship, have fun, don't try to dictate how other people can have fun with their paper dollies. This entitlement in regards to other people's tastes in fiction often demonstrates that the people holding said beliefs are not yet very good at separating fiction from reality.
It's fine to be annoyed by a ship or characterization, and you can complain about too much of this headcanon or not enough of this one, etc. But insulting people who enjoy those things, and seemingly wanting to stop other people from enjoying those things is NOT ACCEPTABLE. It's not how fandom is supposed to operate, and if your goals are to control other people, then the only 'friends' you're going to find in fandom are other people who have that same controlling attitude, who will turn on you as soon as you like something they don't approve of.
So I hope op is joking here, but whether or not they're serious, insults like this make fandom a more hostile, less fun place for everyone. Also it shows a fundamental lack of understanding of asexuality.
this response was tenuously connected to the original post at best, very poorly researched, full of logical fallacies that undermined its own point, and carried an overly defensive tone that did not aid in conveying its point. unfortunately i had to give this a zero due to the sheer lack of engagement with the original material, to the point where this response seems to unironically echo the kind of sentiment that caused the post to be written in the first place.
If u could bring dead ppl back 2 life with magic like in video games the hollywood stunt scene would be out of control. There'd be professional snuff actors winning awards for dying the best. Producers would be like "If u need somebody to get killed in a film call up Resurrection Eddie, nobody gets killed as good as Eddie"
