i shitpost and desire emily dyer carnally // matching w/ @sunset-of-the-void // occasional nsfw jokes / references (tagged with #suggestive) but nothing explicit // current blog title is from the spine song by cake bake betty // i don't do tag games / picrew chains anymore, sorry!!
hi i'm allergic to keeping the same intro post for too long. even shorter intro post GO
hi!! i'm akuma (casey if we're close). i'm an adult agender lesbian (they / them) and this is my online house. you'll mostly see reblogs, shitposts, and stuff about my daily life, with scattered analysis posts and edits here and there. i'm an aspiring writer doing various small fanfiction projects between bigger, personal works.
interests?? plenty. my constant since 2020 has been identity v, with genshin impact and dislyte coming and going as they please. other media i'm into is the red queen series, the long walk, your turn to die, vocaloid music, bloodborne, end roll, and hollow knight, plus some other stuff that may pop in here and there. i'm always open for new recommendations, but unfortunately it takes me a while to get around to new things </3
currently matching pfp's with @sunset-of-the-void, my best friend and partner in both crime and creation. you can also find me on ao3 as ant1mony; you must solve my riddles three to get my nsfw pseud.
tags and other stuff under the cut!!
main tags:
~ #reblog / #self reblog: what it says on the tin
~ #suggestive: sexual jokes, innuendoes, references, and possibly imagery. nothing particularly explicit.
~ #rambling: just textposts with no images or other media attached; this used to be used for every post with any text in it whatsoever, so if you go far enough, you'll probably find images. don't feel betrayed.
~ #akuma's day-to-day happenings: whatever's on my mind at the moment, whether that be thoughts on characters, occurrences in my personal life, or even just whatever i'm listening to at the moment.
~ #akumanalysis: analysis posts. i use this term somewhat loosely, but most of what's in here is at least somewhat professional thinking-cap stuff.
~ #ocposting: again, what it says on the tin. posts about my oc's. my oc's also all have their own dedicated tags under the umbrella of "oc: [full name]".
~ #the midnight tag: my puppy!! miss midnight is currently about eight months old. she's a chihuahua-rat terrier mix and is the sweetest thing, even if she gives me grief sometimes. shoot me an ask if you wanna see her!!
the kinlist:
~ demi bourbon, emily dyer, annie lester, lily barriere, richard sterling, grace, and joseph desaulniers (identity v)
~ sara chidouin, reko yabusame, kanna kizuchi, and rio ranger (your turn to die)
~ intisar, yalina, lian, ryota, and bai liuli (dislyte)
~ gorou, bennett, baizhu, and furina (genshin impact)
~ futaba sakura (persona 5)
~ nagisa shingetsu and ryota mitarai (danganronpa)
~ ena (the original; still have yet to play dream bbq)
~ sayori (doki doki literature club)
~ aubrey (omori) ((assigned to me; i have not played omori and do not plan to, but i trust this is correct from what i've seen))
~ candi queen (best friend's oc, dw abt it)
bear in mind i don't take kinning all that seriously; it's mostly just "i relate very very heavily to these characters, and as such they tend to be pretty personal to me and it's difficult to talk about them without dredging up my own experiences / feelings". i try to be chill about these characters, but don't be surprised if i get a little defensive / intense when discussing them.
the tierlist:
coming soon. i've got an ongoing idv essence tierlist that i try to update whenever possible, but my latest version is horribly out of date, so all i ask is for your patience as i get that together.
it's really hard for me to say i have a favourite oc because that would sound like i don't love my other oc's but genuinely corianna is so special to me, i'm so happy with what he's become. from a one-note vent character to a genuinely complex, difficult person who's both pitiful and deeply unlikeable. AND she's gay. god bless
It's so funny cause i've been going down such a rabbit hole into disturbing fictional media (Such as Tender is the Flesh, Dogtooth, Taxidermia, and now In the Miso Soup) and understanding that these books and movies are made with the intention of picking apart the seedier/ugly parts of the world in a raw stomach churning way (which it succeeds I turn green very quickly reading/watching some of these) but the first thing I think is
"Man. Maybe I'm not writing fucked up enough"
God will see you at the lowest point of your life, and say "what the fuck I thought I killed that thing." But you skitter too fast and you are too creepy.
I just wrote 8 pages when I haven't written in months and was beginning to think I'd never be able to again. Idk what it is, but I am sharing and manifesting this energy for every writer who sees this. May you write 8 quality pages effortlessly and find joy writing once more
fun fact about me my first ever poly ship was between three yandere simulator girls who literally never met or interacted in canon and when i stopped being into yansim i just took the ship with me and made it into my oc's
anyway hi gang my evilliousposting has a purpose and that's because i made a playlist of my favourite songs from it. no non-canon or e.a.t. / torture tower series stuff, just 35 songs from the main series that i love and listen to regularly. go listen to it and lmk whether you love or hate my taste in music
the evillious chronicles is truly both one of the most outsider-accessible pieces of media and one of the least outsider-accessible ones i've ever experienced because a lot of the songs have their own simple, self-contained stories that stand really well on their own but if you want to understand how they all fit together and work with each other you have to listen to at least five hours of music and read several books and even then it still doesn't make a lick of sense. all this just to experience some of the worst plot twists known to man
