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I hate feeling

I hate feeling so alone.

I miss home.

I miss Autumn. 😔😔

I don’t know what to do, say, or how to feel

#fuck

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I would pay to sit next to this distinguished gentleman

I’m just genuinely fucked, it’s just who I am. Unfortunately. I’ve always been fucked up, and it will never change. The anxiety, the hopelessness. The fear, I just want to be a normal person.

I’ve accepted and become content with the idea of being alone. This is what I was meant for.

I know I’m doing things the right way now and moving in a way that should be only positive to my future lifestyle. But I hate feeling so alone. The truth is I’m afraid. Constantly, afraid of being alone, afraid of failure, afraid of letting everyone down and disappointing more people. I hate the way I feel. I just want to be good enough

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I hate my life. I feel genuinely like a waste of existence. My confidence/social/professional battery are at its lowest and I’m just stupidly anxious and self conscious all the time. What happened to me? I never used to be like this. Always nervous, overly apologetic, for literally nothing. And to everyone.

I’ve just kind of accepted it, I truly believe I’m just meant to be alone. Which there’s nothing wrong with, come to accept it. I just thought I’d come down this.

I hate having feelings and growing feelings for people. If I had one wish: it would be to rid myself of this nonsense and focus on what matters. The future/strides towards success, goals. I wish there was an off switch. I suppose I should just distance myself, put my barriers back up. I won’t let another repeat happen. Not again