do as thou wilt

Alastair Scott. 23 years old. Escort. Born of sin, into sin, lives by sin. What's your pleasure?

[leila-dawes-blog-deactivated201]

And that’s a very difficult thing to have in people, especially when they can just walk away. Love. Compassion. Those come a little easier but trust that one is hard to earn. I’m glad you trust me and I’ll do everything I can not to betray your trust. Should I purr now, maybe lick my paws for you? I like good feelings. I’ve got one about you and spending time with you only reinforces those good feelings. 

[alastair-scott]

We aren't to the point where you need to be worried about betraying my trust or anything. I trust you because I want to... it's not in a way that you could fuck anything up. Yes, pretty kitty... show me what you can do.

[bakerwhitmore-blog]

How could one not always desire new lovers? The same thing gets boring. You don’t have to tell me, buddy. I’ve been around the track my fair share.

[alastair-scott]

Oh yeah? Any chance you'll be making a lap around my neck of the woods anytime soon?

[bakerwhitmore-blog]

From what I’ve heard you’ve got a long list of people crawling into your bed any way.

[alastair-scott]

News travels fast around here, huh? That doesn't mean that I don't still desire new lovers, does it? And anyway, it's a little more delicate than that. There's only crawling involved when they ask for it, and then there are collars and leashes involved.

[leila-dawes-blog-deactivated201]

Makes sense. It’s not easy to share something so intimate. You never know unless you ask. You make sacrifice after sacrifice to please others, yes it’s your job, but it’s nice to have someone you trust and want to put forth the effort to please you too. 

[alastair-scott]

You hit the nail on the head. It's ultimately about trust. Love. Compassion. That's all that matters in the long run, you know? And I trust you. Partially because you're cute as a button, partially because I just have a good feeling about you.

[sickeningkaplan-deactivated2014]

Uh— You’re fuckin’ kiddin’ me, right?

Yeah, kinda. You do stuff like that a lot? I mean, is that like a regular workday for you? I can imagine some of the stuff you do probably gets a bit out there, but that can’t be everyday. 

[alastair-scott]

Only kinda? I think it's hot as fuck. Yeah... it's a pretty regular workday for me. I'm not judgmental when it comes to fetishes, which is why I get so much work, and why so much of it is out of the norm. I like giving people what they want, and the more off the wall it is, the less I'm bored. Not only is it something to do, it's exhilarating. It's a thrill, stuffing a hot guy's mouth with your underwear. Jerking off in his face. Not letting him touch you unless he begs clearly, which he can't do 'cause his mouth is full.

[bakerwhitmore-blog]

Don’t get excited, bud.

Just the picture.

[alastair-scott]

I can't say I'm not disappointed.

[bakerwhitmore-blog]

Just pose or somethin’, the lighting is really great right now! 

[alastair-scott]

I usually make a guy buy me a drink first.

[oldschoolgleerp-blog]

Right, but I still think I shouldn’t be charged for a swim and a belly rub. Do you have sex with guys for free too? And I don’t understand why you have sex for money if you don’t need it.  

[alastair-scott]

It's just business. Please don't take it personally. Wait... a belly rub? That's the most adorable thing I've ever heard in my life. I have female and male lovers, so yeah, if I wanted to be with a guy for free, I would be. Sex pays my bills, and there's really nothing else I have desire to do. It's that simple.

[sickeningkaplan-deactivated2014]

Wait just a second. I don’t get packages from dudes stuffed into my box very often—I’m usually the one doin’ the stuffin’, actually—but stranger shit does happen in this city, like gettin’ underwear in the mail. So, I’m just s’posed to give these to you, when you might not even be the guy that sent ‘em in the first place? What makes these so special that someone would buy ‘em from you, anyway? It’s not like I’m hard-up on underwear, or anything, but it kinda has me curious now.

[alastair-scott]

There's an expression somewhere about the dangers of curiosity. They're nothing special. I just wore them around for a few days so they'd smell like my balls. He's into that kind of thing, you know? I don't go for the super fucking dirty underwear thing, but a few days is fine with me, and I'm happy to oblige. Humiliation, you know? Getting to treasure them for a few short hours, maybe a day or two, before I use them to bring him to his knees. It's pretty hot, don't you think?

[leila-dawes-blog-deactivated201]

I should have expected that answer. You’re definitely not someone who would want and not try. Which brings me to, why you haven’t tried that one in it’s entirety?

[alastair-scott]

Because I haven't trusted anyone that much enough to do it. I have a woman that I see regularly who I trust immensely, but it's not really her area of interest, and I'm more than happy to oblige her fantasies rather than my own.

[oldschoolgleerp-blog]

He’s learning how to extort people, that’s not a good thing. You never have sex for free? 

[alastair-scott]

It's not extortion... it's business. You're still able to make the choice of whether or not you want to pay for his company, right? Yes... I have sex for free on occasion, but for the most part, I'm paid. I still enjoy it. I do it because I love it, not because I need to.

[leila-dawes-blog-deactivated201]

You do that well. You definitely made that night, unforgettable. Tell me something you want. It doesn’t have to anything you want fulfill with me or it can. What’s your favorite unfulfilled fantasy?

[alastair-scott]

Unfulfilled? Truthfully, I fulfill most of my fantasies. If one arises, I do it. Still, one I've not done, not in it's entirety... is a fantasy in which I'm bound and made to cum so many times that I'm in physical pain.

[oldschoolgleerp-blog]

I’d be interested in telling you about it as long as you don’t make me pay to hang out like River did. That’s a cool name. Mine is Stephen.

[alastair-scott]

He did? Huh... good boy, he's learning. No... you don't have to pay me if we're just talking. If we fuck? Then you'd have to pay.

[leila-dawes-blog-deactivated201]

You don’t have to live up to my fantasies Alastair. I’m happy you’re even willing to indulge clueless little me. I also don’t want perfect. Perfection is extremely overrated. You…that’s what I enjoy.

[alastair-scott]

I like living up to fantasies. It's fun for me, really. One of my favorite things about my job is getting to see fantasies played out as good as, if not better than, imagined. I enjoy you, too, my sweetheart.

[oldschoolgleerp-blog]

We’re probably the same age or at least close, but thank you for saying I’m young. That’s very nice of you. And what can I say, I’ve had an interesting life. 

[alastair-scott]

I'd be interested in hearing about it, should you find the desire. I'm Alastair.

[oldschoolgleerp-blog]

Oh god, no. I’m in no way a writer, but I’ll use a ghost writer for my memoir. 

[alastair-scott]

You're awfully young to be considering a memoir. That's ambitious.

[leila-dawes-blog-deactivated201]

Lately those fantasies have been filled with memories and things I could possibly try with you. I agree, the dreams you don’t try to influence but they just come out of nowhere, somewhere deep within you, a craving you’re hiding. I’d like that, both with the other, but for now the training. I trust you…I hope you don’t think that’s weird but I do. 

[alastair-scott]

I don't think it's weird at all. I think it's humbling. I only hope that I continue to live up to your fantasies. I can't promise I'll be perfect, but I'll do my best.