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''you carry the aura of the stars''

[albedov]

stupid little personal blog for @akutasoda, posting drabbles, hc, random thoughts and sneak peaks into my works for my main!

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— © albedov ノ all works are written by me, please do not translate or post onto another site!!

[albedov]

once canva stops beating me. i can rest easy.

[albedov]

to this day, i still think my argenti dracula piece was my best </3

[akutasoda]

may I know what do you currently have in your drafts/inbox (wip) pretty pleaseee :3

of course!! in no particular order ^^ if anyone wants me to elaborate on any i may be able to :)

personal drafts -

- argenti x reader

- dan feng x reader

- blade x reader [pirate au]

- brant x reader

- do you think that this, us, could ever be something more? - w/ moze, mydei, + ??

- potentially "in the morning light" w/ wuwa

- mydei drafts

- anaxa drafts

- unplanned jing yuan piece

requests -

- dan heng, blade, jing yuan, sunday x teen!reader

- luocha x reader

- dan heng, blade, jing yuan, sunday x teen!reader [2]

- brant, scar, jiyan, calcharo [headcannons]

- blade x teen!eader

- anemo boys x reader [sep]

- brant x reader [headcannons]

- blade, jing yuan, moze, boothill x teen!reader

- r1999 x reader [characters unnamed and undecided on my behalf :') ]

i might have missed some but oh well-

[albedov]

someone tell me why i actually have the urge to delete some of these [personal drafts only-] even though they're nearly finished...

going through this list and seriously not liking what i've done unfortunately </3 uarggh if i delete them i fear i wont have any better ideas soon-

[albedov]

in shambles scouring through any site i use to find this one specific art that included baizhu i saved... i know it's out there and i vividly remember it but it is hiding from me

[albedov]

NEVERMIND- spoke too soon and i found it :3

[albedov]

in shambles scouring through any site i use to find this one specific art that included baizhu i saved... i know it's out there and i vividly remember it but it is hiding from me

[albedov]

i cant get brant's silly idle animation out of my head... him and his stupid orange...

brant who would peel oranges for you no questions asked.

but he wouldn't stop there, doing the bare minimum was not his speciality and it certainly wouldn't be for you - he has always been someone who would go above and beyond.

so if you ever asked him to peel an orange for you, he's going to do that and more. not only would he peel the orange, but brant would peel multiple - even if you didn't want all of it, he was a fan of them as well. each of which would be precisely cut into identical pieces, even removing the pith if you asked him too.

and brant certainly wouldn't skimp out of delivering it to you either. he's going as far as delivering to you on a plate with a small bow as he holds it out for you to take - the whole time, a bright small is plastered on his face.

and he'd cherish the time eating the oranges together with you just as much as he did peeling them for you - although you would have to admit that watching brant throwing the slices up in the air and trying to catch them in his mouth was more endearing than seeing him go to the lengths he went to for such a simple task in the beginning.

to brant, there was nothing he wouldn't do if you asked it of him. you were his partner and that meant that he'd never settle with doing the bare minimum for you.

[albedov]

im so happy that brant and phoebe are playable next patch :)

[albedov]

fighting demons (google docs)

[albedov]

finally getting round to the silly draft i thought up when i was bored :')

[albedov]

clawing at the walls seeing wuwa new update story leaks... i have to wait until tomorrow to play...

[albedov]

i thought i was really going somewhere with what im writing atm. then i left it for a moment and came back just to delete what i wrote- im-

[albedov]

ive decided. argus theme on her banner drop day. on the main. im loving what i was playing around with hehe

[albedov]

i actually cannot believe how excited i am for argus's banner to drop in. eleven days. argus theme is calling to me... even if its just for a day...

[albedov]

mmm i stumbled across my event idea doc when i was trying to find sometimes and i stared at thee christmas one for too long...

i kinda wish i didn't scrap it but i wouldn't of had the time.. maybe the new years one could be possible hmm

[albedov]

which anon found my other other blog? i see you in my inbox.

[albedov]

this got a bit longer than i anticipated- requested by @velixxis ^^ part 1 here

you were embarrassed to say the least. when you sent those messages you didn't exactly know what would happen but you knew it felt nice to finally get all those feelings out. but you hadn't thought it out further, hadn't anticipated that by some stroke of bad luck someone saw those messages.

true to feixiaos's word, she tracked you down not too long after she parted with jiaoqiu. you knew from the very moment that she started talking about “you and jiaoqiu” that somehow she saw those messages. and at that very moment you wished for one of lan's arrows to strike you down then and there.

and even at your very evident embarrassment that she had seen the messages and now was aware of your crush, feixiao continued talking to you about him. and just when you thought it couldn't get any worse she posed the question -

“so how are you going to confess? and i mean for real this time”

feixiao “assured” you that he wasn't aware of the messages but it was clear that she was very invested into becoming you and jiaoqiu's matchmaker.

you tried getting across to her that those messages were just to get your feelings out, that it was easier to move on from your crush because you always thought that it wouldn't go anywhere - the reason why you'd never confessed before.

but feixiao knew differently, although she found it more amusing (for her at least) if she didn't inform you of what she'd heard from jiaoqiu. so she had absolute confidence when she proudly told you to meet her somewhere the next day.

you had no idea why, but you obliged - perhaps some part of you knew what she was doing and so maybe the part of you that still longed for him forced you to go. and so you waited for her.

even when you saw feixiao in the distance walking towards you, a familiar pink haired foxian beside her, even when dread and nerves consumed your senses, you stayed. even when she proudly announced their arrival and prompted you to greet jiaoqiu, you complied.

you didn't know where this confidence had come from considering this had all happened because of your cowardice to confess through messages, ones that you knew the recipient wouldn't ever see. but it quickly wavered when jiaoqiu said your name at the sound of your voice.

feixiao hadn't told him where she was taking him. but he could recognise your voice anywhere, a sweet melody that he missed dearly. jiaoqiu hadn't seen you much after returning to the yaoqing and it pained him, so hearing your voice again was a silent relief for him.

the air soon hung with silence and feixiao held up jiaoqiu's phone, opened up on your messages, and silently prompted you to confess. your nerves were still eating away at you but your confidence slowly crept back - you also knew feixiao was very insistent on you doing this.

and eventually you poured out every heartfelt confession and feeling that you had kept bottled up. it felt so nice to finally, properly, get everything off your chest that you forgot jiaoqiu was actually before you and when you did realize, you froze up.

what if he rejected you? oh you were so embarrassed… you should've never let feixiao get you into this mess-

“me too”

you heard the gentle tone in his voice, the kind he always used when it was just the two of you, a moment of pure affection and care.

“i love you”