[akutasoda]

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[akutasoda]

>:3

firstly and most importantly, a very happy pride month to everyone ‹𝟹

secondly, all i feel like ive been posting lately is apologies for my disappearances and yet here we are again ‹/𝟹 a while back i ended up having some small issues that took me by surprise and after it was resolved i ended up being rushed into my exams so i took it upon myself to remove most distractions until all was over and done with. which is where i stand now. and while all is over, i myself have been admittedly delaying returning here as i no longer feel any motivation to write. i am trying to regain that motivation and i feel like im able to write more than i was a short while back so hopefully i shouldn't be gone for too much longer ^^

[akutasoda]

apologies for dissappearing again-

but sighh look at him </3

[akutasoda]

henloo! :3 i’ve been craving cyno stuff lately so could you do cyno x reader hcs with a reader who’s like castorice from hsr? 🥺 & what it’d be like if they were actually able to have physical contact for the first time?

long awaited contact

synopsis - how is he with someone like castorice

includes - cyno

warnings - gn!reader, fluff, slight angst, wc - 538

a/n: hellooo anon :3

↪it would be a very safe assumption to say that cyno had never met someone like you - although that wasn't particularly a bad thing.

↪in terms of nature, you two could be compared. on the outside, you both appeared very cold or unfeeling with a naturally calm composure that could be interpreted as something more intimidating. so it was a safe bet that you two got on pretty well pretty quickly.

↪so the both of you would soon find out the other side of each other. while cyno still maintained his more silent composure, you soon became accustomed to his jokes and equally, cyno would become more endeared about your kinder, understanding personality.

↪naturally, very early on into your relationship, you had made cyno very aware of your curse. and it was safe to say that at first, cyno was beyond shocked and suddenly much more cautious around you, not because he thought of you using your ability to purposefully harm him but more so about him forgetting and accidentally causing you to earn more bloodshed on your hands which was no fault of your own.

↪but he would be lying if he were to say he wasn't at least a bit curious about it, but cyno was sensitive enough to realise it might be a sensitive subject for you.

↪the chances of you and cyno actually ever being able to discover some way to counteract your curse were essentially none - you both were very painfully aware of this fact. while you most likely had come to terms with this fact after living with this being the case for your whole life, cyno would eventually start being not so compliant with the face value truth.

↪while cyno wasn't exactly the most physically affectionate, he still couldn't imagine not being able to even have the choice between, so he couldn't even bear to think how much of a toll that factor would take upon you.

↪and if, by nothing short of an absolute miracle, he did manage to find some way to grant you the freedom to be temporarily freed of your curse and able to have physical contact, it would be a moment that neither of you would be able to forget for obvious reasons.

↪cyno would very easily indulge you in granting the physical contact you had been forcibly derived of your entire life, he knew how much it would mean to you and he wouldn't even dare to make light of the situation. while you were probably a tad hesitant at first, mainly due to habit and the lingering fear that it wouldn't work and you accidentally kill him, cyno would be there to reassure you - and most likely taking the initiative.

↪it could be said that neither of you were exactly the most openly emotionally expressive, but the day were you both would be able to make physical contact certainly would be the exception - with the both of you sharing a very emotional moment.

[akutasoda]

the coursework im having to write is actually beating me </3

[akutasoda]

urgh do not want to work tonight.. finally building motivation to write and i fear work may destroy that- ;;

[akutasoda]

FIRST OF ALL, I RLLY LIKE UR WRITING—and i saw your req were open, soo😋😋 may i request jiaoqiu with gn!reader who has an eating disorder? no pressure tho, just write it when u feel like it, thank you so much!

food troubles

synopsis - how is he with someone who has an ed

includes - jiaoqiu

warnings - gn!reader, reader has an eating disorder, fluff, slight angst, wc - 527

a/n: thank you so much anon!! and just a reminder to anyone out there that steuggles with this, please do take care of yourself no matter how difficult it may seem 🫂

↪if jiaoqiu is anything, he is attentive, especially toward those that he cares about. this habit of his was someone he had honed over all his years acting as healer as it was always crucial to pay attention to those he was working with.

↪but it certainly came in handy for many other aspects, caring for his loved ones even more so. and it certainly wasn't hindered that badly following his lack of sight, he had many other senses and instincts to rely on - almost a sixth sense by this point

↪so it certainly your disorder wouldn't go unnoticed for even a moment around jiaoqiu. although, no matter how much it worried him, he wouldn't say much unless it was absolutely needed.

↪he trusted you enough to come to him for help if you really needed but if he ever noticed that that wasn't the case and wasn't looking to be for the near future, especially if he could tell you were struggling, he would make himself intervene

↪when he did wound up helping you, something he took a great seriousness in doing to the nest pf his abilities, he would start by gently figuring out what type you were struggling with so he could figure out the best treatment

↪jiaoqiu could certainly advise you and personally help in any aspects regarding your nutrition and meal planning or any adjoining health problems - supervising these sorts of treatment and a more general care of being support for you.

↪but when it came down to the more mental side of things, he definitely wasn't that much of an expert. so instead he would seek out the best of the best acroos xianzhou just for you, but he wouldn't force you into it if you wished not to and instead he would aim to build his own understanding to atleast provide some support.

↪however if you did choose to pursue a type of talk therapy, jiaoqiu certainly wouldn't class himself as qualified to do so and so he would make sure you met with the best out there.

↪regardless, he would work with you to lay clear an optimal treatment plan for you, making sure to take it at your own pace as to ensure it was the smoothest possible process for you as he knew it probably would end up being a tough battle for you.

↪most of his days became willing doting days on you, he was as subtle as he could be with it however so he didn't come off as too overbearing. mainly including him becoming your own personal cook, not like he wasnt before, and monitoring your general health to ensure you wouldn't get worse.

↪jiaoqiu would make sure to make a fuss of every little bit off progress you made on your recovery, supporting you every little part of the way as to ensure you knew how proud of you he was.

[mvlionheart]

WIP Game

Thanks @sincerelylancelot for the tag!

Rules: make a new post with the names of all the files in your WIP folder, regardless of how non-descriptive or ridiculous and tag as many people as you have WIPs. People send an ask with the title that most intrigues them, then you post a snippet or tell them something about it!

OK so I did this at the end of Jan and I've removed the ones that I'd already answered asks on from that round. You can still ask about those, they're just on the other list (is this so I look less insane? perhaps).

In Your Arms (Lestappen Timeloop AU)

Luminous Fall (SF Lestappen AU)

Flickering Lights - Lestappen

Hallowed Ground 2 - Lestappen

If You Could See 'Em Now (You'd Be Proud) - Strolawstappen

I Won't Let You Burn - Lestappen Rally

WDC x 2 on 1

What You Touch - Beartoleto (Crazy/Beautiful)

A Moment - Beartoleto smth smth canon

Hotshot - Lestappen (Speed AU)

Kiss With A Fist (Norlestappen 1920's boxer AU)

Zombie AU - Lestappen A/B/O

Tagging (I don't know who has done this recently, I'm sorry in advance): @cosmicscuderia, @oopslandiia, @ravenrage27, @arkhammaid, @formulaocean, & anyone else who wants to!

[m1ckeyb3rry]

thank you for the tag cheshire!! you have such lovely evocative titles hehe i feel like i can get the Vibe just from looking at them!! trust i will be invading your inbox about them soon ^^

i’m only putting somewhat active wips on here but you all have to know me atp and realize that just because smth is a wip in m1ckeyb3rryland doesn’t mean it will ever see the light of day 😪…that said here are some things i have been Rotating in my mind as of late 🤗

sunchaser (dan heng, honkai star rail)

soft feathers / cruel birds (phainon, honkai star rail)

dragonfly dance (mydei, honkai star rail)

unicorn au (seishiro nagi, blue lock)

tagging: @kazucee @tragedy-of-commons @soratonin @anqelically + anyone else who wants to play! (<- i hope it’s okay for me to tag you guys hehe feel free to ignore if not 💖)

[kazucee]

MIRACLE THANK U FOR THE TAG OMG I LOVE THESE! (I'm sorry I couldn't do the other one + I don't have enough fics to pick as a favourite hehehe. But pls do keep tagging me in these things. IM EXCITED FOR THE DANHENG ONE? I JUST KNOW ITS GONNA BE A BANGER + I'LL BE ITS NO. 1 FAN. + ALSO INTRIGUED WITH THE NAGI UNICORN AU BWHABWHBA) anyways....

WRITINGS ON THE WALL .ᐟ (WIP GAME !)

QXC6 .ᐟ: Knight Phainon x lady in waiting reader (continuation of the last Phainon story!)

ELYSIUM: Danheng, or Phainon, or Sunday × GN reader (haven't decided on who it'll revolve around, leaning more on Danheng tho + excited for this one because it's inspired by a scene in the movie 'Wonderland' on Netflix—i love that movie with all my heart's y'all.)

THE CRIERS WAR: Mydeimos x gn reader (this is a side story to the knight Phainon one mwheheeh)

ZEPHYR: Kazuha x gn reader

POST MORTEM: Anaxagoras x gn reader

COFFEE, TEA, OR ME?: Unknown x gn reader (where the numbers 143 keep appearing everytime you get your order)

TO THE UNCOUTH AND BURIED: multiple characters x gn reader (drabbles inspired by hozier songs !)

Take all of these WIPS with the biggest grain of salt TT I'm pretty sure only 1 or 2 will actually make it out of my Tumblr drafts lmfao. I'm currently working on the anaxa and Phainon one though, might crunch it out just in time for holy week so stay tuned ?

Ugh I've been wanting to talk about my WIPs for quite some time so I'm happy that I got tagged. MIRA ILYIYLYIYKILY.

No pressure tags: @luvether @luvkinich @aritsukemo @singularity-sam @rainswept @gl4di0lus @chokifandom (⁠ ⁠◜⁠‿⁠◝⁠ ⁠)⁠♡

[luvether]

thank you for the tag beloved 💌 honestly your titles >> I’ll ask about your wips soon eueue finals is closing in on me unfortunately </3 i digress but i have a bunch of unfinished works but will only be placing the ones I have plans to continue, maybe, been on a writing slump ^^;

BIRDS OF A FEATHER, al haitham & kaveh

HOW TO GET MY HUSBAND ON MY SIDE (unsure title), diluc ragnivindr

REWRITE THE STARS / ALL TOO WELL (unsure title), dan heng and anaxagoras

FABLES OF FISHBONE, luocha

SOBER TONGUES, MATTED CONFESSIONS, michael kaiser

tagging, @lowkeyren @solvisun @dogdais + anyone who wants to join in! (◜ᴗ◝)

[lowkeyren]

HI KOU!! thank you for tagging me omg ALHAITHAM AND KAVEH IN THE SAME LINE I’M LOSING IT AIREWJSDGIOERHJM pls tag me whenever u decide to post that holyyyy. anyw, im gna be so fr rn all ive been working on lately is this mydei fic I SWEAR MY ATTENTION SPAN IS NOT BUILT FOR THIS but hey these have been my wips since forever and i 100% will get to them even if it takes me till the day i die...

some of these r js concepts cus i have too many ideas but not enough time xoxo

NO TITLE YET : inspired by the 7th time loop! basically each time you die, you're reborn where you meet a different ML and live a completely new life. (written / formatted like a series w every character getting their own standalone fic with the reader) i have not decided whether i want to make this w hsr or genshin guys yet lmfao

HSR MEN WHEN THEY'RE DRUNK : lol lmk who u want

LET ME BE YOUR BOYFRIEND, PLEASE! : phainon MAY I HAVE YOUR APPROVAL, PLEASE? : phainon

HOW TO WIN MY HUSBAND OVER 101 : mydei

r/AITA : blade

CHALLANGE ACCEPTED : alhaitham (title stc)

PLAUSIBLE DENIABILITY : sunday

no pressure!! @mikashisus @vxnuslogy @inarvii @akutasoda @papiliotao + any1 that wants to join ^^

[akutasoda]

rahh thanks for the tag rennie :3 monitoring all these /lh writing so good you had to be nerfed with the lack of time i fear...

but anyway- heres uh. the more active drafts (not including requests) as they are rn and some will probably stay that way for a while unfortunately as im also cursed with being busy ;;

do you think that this, us, could ever be something more [part 2] -> moze, mydei, anaxa, ?

lay bare my promise -> mydei

im always late to my fate -> phainon

i really thought i had it all until i met you -> ratio, reca(?) anaxa, ?

replay those moments / forever wishing i was with you more (subject to change...) -> ?

fox man my beloved (no i do not have an actual title-) -> jiaoqiu

maybe also an ifa drabble/fic.. i just need to find something to do with that man- sighh very hsr centric im realising HELP-

but open tags since im feeling lazy ;;

[akutasoda]

Hello! Im sorry if my request is off time or its sensetive, please ignore it if so!

Would you be able to do Semmelweis with (romantic) a reader that has some kind of blood issue (like PV producing more blood ect.) I feel like Semmelweis wouldnt be one to jump into conclusions, or well act on impulse. Maybe she didnt know of this and so when reader mentions this it kind of puts question marks in her head (adding reader might be happy to answer!). Im sorry if this is too much, thanks either way!

your condition is my duty

synopsis - how is she when hed loved has a condition regarding their blood

includes - semmelweis

warnings - gn!reader, reader has an unspecified blood condition, wc - 386

a/n: hi hi ^^ no worries anon!!

↪it was always better to be rather transparent about various regards with one's partner, naturally entailing anything the other was comfortable in sharing.

↪so eventually you would be the one to inform semmelweis of your condition regarding your blood. it felt especially important for her to be aware for general purposes and more so regarding her own situation.

↪it would've been likely that semmelweis noticed something was amiss prior but she never dared to pry as she figured that if it was something that you wanted her to know, you would've told her. semmelweis would wait until you said something.

↪although, if some occurrence were to happen where your condition was the cause, it would be natural for her to learn then but that certainly wouldn't be the preferred way for either of you.

↪so regardless, you would eventually be tasked with explaining your condition in its entirety to semmelweis.

↪while semmelweis originally may not be very well versed on the subject, she would certainly be eager enough to learn and ask questions - obviously minding the topic and happy to abstain from doing so if she knew you were uncomfortable talking about it in such depth.

↪but if you were happy to help inform her to the fullest of your abilities, she'd become very attentive. semmelweis wouldn't want to be misinformed so she would even go away to research further for anything she could do to help.

↪perhaps, with your agreement, she may get back in touch with an old acquaintance of hers, lorelei. the one who reached out to semmelweis herself when she was inflicted with her own issues and if lorelei could do that much for her, semmelweis was sure she could at least be of some aid for you.

↪regardless, after learning about your condition, semmelweis wouldn't treat you much differently. she would still be there for you

[akutasoda]

I just started getting hyperfixated on Link Click and then I re-found your blog and saw my precious Xia Fei 😭 I’m being haunted

HELP- apologies but i love this guy too much to not have him as my theme </3 the link click hyperfixation is so real of you though ;;

[akutasoda]

hello! may I req blade,jing yuan, mydei and aventurine with a teen!reader like lishu?

reader is naive and shy, they get manipulated/taken advantage of by the adults around them as they are in a position they are too young to be in

status beyond years

synopsis - how are they with someone who was put into a position way beyond their ages

includes - blade, jing yuan, aventurine, mydei

warnings - gn!teen!reader, fluff, slight angst, wc - 805

blade ★↷

↪at first, it would appear that blade would have absolutely no intention of caring about your situation - it wasn't his so why should he care?

↪but fortunately for you, it would be quite the opposite. and even more fortunately for you, just by having blade's presence was more than enough to scare off those that usually hung around you telling you what to do.

↪quite naturally, that would lead to you hanging around blade more often than not, after all, you were less used to not having somebody telling you what to do and your shy demeanor didn't bode well completely on your own.

↪blade let you hang around him, it was better that then you going back to your old lifestyle as someone your age certainly shouldn't be in such a position to the point where those you put your trust in manipulating you.

↪additionally your quieter demeanor was a plus in blade's eyes as you rarely troubled him - not that he thought you would anyway.

↪and before either of you knew it, it was as if you'd never not been at each other's side

jing yuan ★↷

↪the first time jing yuan met you, he certainly wasn't one to sit around and let you be treated like that.

↪he certainly found it very admirable that you had risen to such a high position at your young age, but if he were to be completely honest, jing yuan would say that you certainly still shouldn't be in that position - especially seeing how naive you were.

↪but by no means did he want to take that position away from you, he would just prefer that he'd got you away from those looking to extort your naivety. instead he would rather start working close with you, monitoring you and helping you instead of letting you be taken advantage of.

↪naturally, your shy demeanor would slowly become slack around jing yuan since he became such a core part of your life nowadays

↪especially since he'd teach you how to actually do what was required in your position and the simple fact that he helped look out for you genuinely.

aventurine ★↷

↪aventurine was very much sympathetic to your situation. it was incredibly clear to him that the position you held was certainly one someone of your age should not be holding.

↪it also became apparent to him that you kept such a position because those around you knew that you knew no better, that you could hold the power and allow those around you to direct all your actions - and he certainly wouldn't stand by and watch.

↪while he certainly couldn't offer you a lavish life, he was certain that being away from an environment where all those you had put trust into were instead manipulating you for their own advantage would be much better off.

↪aventurine was sure that he could at least offer some respite to allow you to stop acting on duties that had been entrusted to you in a position you were certainly too young to hold - he could allow you the perspective of realising all of it and teach you how to look after yourself.

↪but not immediately. to aventurine, he'd rather you drop those responsibilities and see out the rest of your teenage years away from such heavy burdens. but eventually, he'd certainly help you.

mydei ★↷

↪mydei would firstly, find it quite unpardonable that someone as young as yourself was put into such a position that definitely exceeded your age and, with no disregard to you, especially seeing as you were so shy and naive

↪and secondly, even more shameful that those around you, who were meant to support you, were instead taking advantage of your naivety and manipulating it to their advantage.

↪so he didn't see much harm in starting to hang around you, just checking up and making sure you were okay. and very quickly, it was safe to assume those that were using you quickly dropped off and started distancing themselves when he was around.

↪mydei preferred it that way - he knew you were being left alone and not being taken advantage of, and he didn't half mind taking their place but without taking advantage of you. instead, offering you someone genuine to talk to.

↪he would help you with sincerity as it might be difficult for you to just drop your position, and instead gave you someone to trust.

[akutasoda]

cant believe i fell asleep in the middle of writing yet again ;;

[akutasoda]

hiii i saw your reqs were open ^^ i'm the anon who asked for insomniac!reader w/ bsd characters a few months ago... can i ask for the same prompt with jiaoqiu, sunday, and maybeee reca please?

tysm <33

sleepless nights with you

synopsis - how they are when you have insomnia

includes - jiaoqiu, sunday, reca

warnings - gn!reader, reader has insomnia, wc - 592

a/n: ofc you can anon :) hope you've been fairing well ^^

jiaoqiu ★↷

↪the very moment you had even the slightest disruption in your usual sleeping schedule, jiaoqiu was monitoring you to the best of his abilities.

↪so while he would try to help in the initial stages, preventing it turning into actual insomnia, sometimes it can't be helped but he certainly wouldn't sit back and let you deal with it yourself.

↪jiaoqiu would try everything to help ease it in little steps. his methods would entail anything from creating you specific foods tailored to helping you - most likely the least spicy medicines he'd ever make - to helping you adjust the shared bedroom to more of your likings.

↪he takes your insomnia very seriously - you know he means well. so it became quite common to notice jiaoqiu being as attentive as he can toward you, ensuring you didn't indulge in any habits that can harm your sleeping habits.

↪any of which could include making sure you don't consume any tea or coffee near going to bed, making sure you don't nap during the day and, more importantly, making sure you stick to a healthy sleeping schedule.

↪it would be safe to say, your insomnia never stood a chance at hanging around for long with jiaoqiu around.

sunday ★↷

↪sunday himself probably isn't much of a stranger to at least some forms of minor insomnia, or at the minimum some sleeping complications so he might be of use with offering advice for yours - whether that works for you or not is a different concept.

↪at the very least, he's sympathetic to the situation and most likely can be of help - which is either derived from advice from his own happenings or his aided research into how to help you.

↪he would certainly aim to aid you as much as he can, involving helping you manage a healthy sleep schedule and sticking to it, or even going as far as helping deduce the source of the cause for your insomnia.

↪if it so happens to be due to a build up of stress or anxiety, sunday will do everything in his power to help reduce that cause. even if it's something as simple as your room being too hot or cold, he'd help.

↪sunday is probably well aware of how annoying or troubling it is to have such issues so he'd waste no time in helping to reduce it as quickly as possible.

reca ★↷

↪he certainly would be able to notice when you've developed insomnia but reca might be near to helpless when it comes to helping you overcome it, at least initially.

↪reca isn't exactly a prime candidate for what having a healthy sleep schedule looks like - occasionally he may get a bit too dedicated to his films and such - and the fact that being a memokeeper may grant him the leniency to not keep one.

↪but he'd be very willing to put some research in or help you. whether that included being with you personally to help you develop and maintain an established healthy sleep schedule, or just simply helping to look into ways to swiftly deal with it.

↪and during your attempts to cure your insomnia, reca would certainly be at your whim to help as much as he can, so maybe along the way he'd build up a semi healthy sleep schedule for himself…

[akutasoda]

will you do the remaining reqs or nah

i currently only have requests in my inbox sent in from today.

i have mentioned before that there's an issue with my inbox where i believe some requests are dissappearing without me noticing, so if you have sent in a request i have not received it unfortunately.

my sincerest apologies if you have so please send it in again!! as if i wasn't doing it i would've responded to it saying so ;;

[akutasoda]

raah okay. since ive now cleared the last few, requests are reopening ^^

[akutasoda]

argh im so indecisive head in hands

[akutasoda]

hello! im the anon whos request got lost I basically requested brant,jiyan,scar and calcharo as father/uncle figures hcs :3

one to look up to

synopsis - how are they as a father/uncle figure

includes - jiyan, calcharo, scar, brant

warnings - gn!child/teen!reader, fluff, wc - 708

a/n: again extending my apologies to you anon for how long this took ;;

jiyan ★↷

↪as the general of the midnight rangers, it wouldn't go without saying that he was certainly a responsible role model.

↪however, whether he knew himself how to fill such a role was decisive. jiyan was probably used to training and being responsible for fellow rangers but that would be arguably very different to being a role model for someone outside of that.

↪regardless, jiyan was still a fair model. while his duties probably kept him busy most of the time, he still would find time for you.

↪whether that involves simply spending downtime with you or whatever else you might want to do. but it was a guarantee that spending time with jiyan would result in you developing good morals and such derived from jiyans own.

↪it would also be a safe bet to say that jiyan would also ensure that you knew how to protect yourself in most situations.

calcharo ★↷

↪while his outward appearance may not scream it, but calcharo, when in the situation, is very responsible with those younger than him - even if most might find his appearance a bit intimidating at first.

↪it isn't much of a surprise that he is very responsible, especially considering him being able to successfully lead the ghost hounds. so he'd be able to successfully be a good option as someone to look up to.

↪arguably calcharo probably would be somewhat strict on you, but it was all for your best interest - even if you wouldn't see it in that way but it never exactly helped with how naturally deadpan and serious calcharo normally was.

↪again, it went without question that he would ensure you could take care of yourself in regards to both in general and in a fight. it wouldn't be much of a necessity he'd insist upon but he'd at least want you to know the basics.

↪you'd also probably figure out very quickly that calcharo would be weak to your requests, always seemingly annoyed or unphased by whatever it was but it would soon be done for you.

scar ★↷

↪the worst possible option - kind of.

↪scar is definitely not someone anyone that knew him would recommend as any sort of positive figure for others, quite the opposite rather.

↪although, it would become apparent to you and you only that scar wasn't as bad as people thought. while he may openly describe himself as borderline psychopathic, he certainly could change his attitude around you.

↪scar would constantly tell you about his ideals, alongside very passionate storytelling which certainly aided in you developing such a flair. it would only be natural for you to even start aiming to help scar with achieving these ideals.

↪and while he wasn't exactly a perfect role model, he still would maintain a semblance of more sanity than he usually didn't display around you.

↪however, there probably still wasn't a way around scar not encouraging a sort of frantic way of doing things or simple thinking onto you, rather accidentally but avoidable nonetheless.

brant ★↷

↪anyone that would end up joining the troupe of fools would be regarded as family, no matter how old or young or anything. so you were no exception.

↪as the captain, it goes without saying that brant is for the most part very responsible. so it could be entrusted as a good person to look up to - although the order and certain others outside the troupe of fools may speak differently.

↪if he's aware that he was someone you looked up to, rather admittedly he would go out of his way to show off a little more than necessary. mainly involving putting a rather flared emphasis on his words and actions to go above and beyond.

↪but that isn't to say that he didn't know when it was too much and could still hold a semblance of good values to make sure that you'd pick up on them.

↪however any semblance of responsibility and admirability held by brant would disappear the very moment he got his hands on alcohol - but most often you were spared from seeing him in such a state.