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having a terrible day, hating my life, hating my appartment, i feel like i need to move stuff around, will probably try the gansey special and put my bed in the middle of my living room

#going crazy #but at least my good friend gansey has my back #trc

tumblr stop showing me posts about the dream thieves graphic novel PLEASE i hated the first one and i know i will hate this one as well i don't need more reasons

#glad people are enjoying it tho #i just don't want to see it

playing the kinks at work, nobody knows i'm doing it for my close friend mr. gray

#i work at a record shop #kinda #we also sell dvds #the kinks will always belong to the gray man #i don't make the rules #trc

whatever you do don't listen to any noah kahan song while thinking about the raven cycle

#do as i say not as i do tho #cause i'm out here listening to staying still while thinking about ronan and pynch post-trc #and don't get me started on the great divide

just so you know i am deeply emotional over my dear friend ryland grace, can't quite form coherent thoughts yet, but i'm letting you know

#first time my friends saw me cry was after the movie #i was a MESS #the aroace hc is so dear to me you have no idea #i'd die for him #ryland grace #project hail mary

god i love my best friend so much i might die. is that a thing? can i die from overflowing love for my favorite person on earth? i think so. an hour ago i got up to pee and thought "i miss her, it feels like forever since i last talked to her, should i text her?" mind you she was sleeping in my bed, where i was a minute before. i just made a tomato pie for her. i don't cook for myself because it's just so tiring i don't bother anymore. but if she's over you can be sure i'll cook a 5 star meal. and the whole time i was thinking how lucky i am to have her as a friend. but also how sad i am that she'll have to leave again. because apparently kidnapping your best friend is not a thing you're supposed to do. i'm out there acting like a wife waiting for her husband to come back from war and the whole time she's like 10 meters away.

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imagine being at work and discovering that one of your coworker's friend writes fanfic for one of your favorite books, not just a book you like, no, a book you've been obsessed with for years, a book you literally have five tattoos about! imagine! because that happened to me with the raven cycle and i still don't know how to process this information

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haven't been on this god forsaken app in months, i come back, post my shitty posts and like TWO (2) posts and one happens to be from said friend without me knowing?? HOW. THE. FUCK.

#how is that even possible #you know what gansey says about coincidence...#hi if you see this!#atp i wouldn't be surprised

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imagine being at work and discovering that one of your coworker's friend writes fanfic for one of your favorite books, not just a book you like, no, a book you've been obsessed with for years, a book you literally have five tattoos about! imagine! because that happened to me with the raven cycle and i still don't know how to process this information

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also i was talking about six of crows the other day and my coworker was like "oh my friend read that too!" and in my head i was like "lol what's next? she's gonna tell me she read aftg?" well you'll never guess what she told me right after

#why are we such cliches #wouldn't change a thing tho

imagine being at work and discovering that one of your coworker's friend writes fanfic for one of your favorite books, not just a book you like, no, a book you've been obsessed with for years, a book you literally have five tattoos about! imagine! because that happened to me with the raven cycle and i still don't know how to process this information

#like what were the odds?#it's not like i know a lot of peole irl that have read those books #and even less people who are still active in the fandom in 2026 #trc #the raven cycle

love when my dad acts like i'm not autistic and am at most a bit weird, like yeah sure dad you would find my behavior normal guess who i got the autism from? like this dude is the cliche undiagnosed autistic kid from the 50s it baffles me that nobody else has pointed it out

#said dude named me after the wife of his favorite motorcycle racer #and would have named me after another one if i were born a boy #i got raised on motorcycle races on tv #it was literally the only thing i could talk about with my dad to connect with him #talk about a special interest #he spends his day alone in the veranda smoking and watching bike related videos on his phone #sometimes he mixes it up and goes for a drive instead!#the guy wears the exact. same. outfit. every. single. day.#also he basically cannot function if he doesn't eat pasta at least once a day #and don't you dare break his routine #and this is just the tip of the iceberg but oh well

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i have to drive tomorrow and i'm stressed cause i don't like driving and it will be my first time driving alone and it's not my own car it's a rent one and ngl the only thing helping me relax right now is thinking about how much gansey and ronan like driving and i'm like! yeah! i'm gonna be like them!

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i used to have full on meltdowns while rereading trc last year after starting my driving lessons because just reading about them driving and shifting gears petrified me, and this year i'm just like damn i'm legally allowed to do that now! and i'm not terrified anymore! lots of people tell me i'm a good driver!

#i've come so far #i'm actually really proud #did that all on my own #self made man adam parrish would be proud

i have to drive tomorrow and i'm stressed cause i don't like driving and it will be my first time driving alone and it's not my own car it's a rent one and ngl the only thing helping me relax right now is thinking about how much gansey and ronan like driving and i'm like! yeah! i'm gonna be like them!

#thinking abt the “if you have to think about naruto being proud of you for brushing your teeth to actually do it then go for it” post #also rent car = champagne monstrosity #so i'm also thinking about the gray man #i'll drive like gansey tho slowly and safely #driving like ronan is actually my worst nightmare #a lightning mcqueen edit helped me get in the right mindset to actually get my driving license so yeah nothing can stop me #trc

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It is kind of jarring how much of adam losing his hearing and ronan fighting mr parrish is just…Not there. In the book, him realizing that he cannot hear, the “He was aware in a single, exploded moment of how many colors combined to make white.” was so vivid and memorable to me. It could totally have been portrayed with art very nicely i think.. i was honestly surprised when the scene just.. ended. and then gansey picks him up and he is given dialogue that tells Adam and us that he lost his hearing. it felt a little cheap honestly

#THIS!!!#i thought i skipped a page cause wdym the scene ends like that?#trc graphic novel spoilers #the raven boys graphic novel spoilers

for the love of glendower WHERE ARE GANSEY'S TOP-SIDERS

#i'm going crazy #don't even get me started on his colorful polo.#ngl i'm quite mad at the choices that were made regarding their clothes #the raven cycle #trc graphic novel #the raven boys graphic novel #trc graphic novel spoilers #the raven boys graphic novel spoilers #maybe?

forgot how hard it is to navigate fandoms when you don't like the ships people can't seem to stop talking about

#i mean you do you #i just wish i wasn't seeing it that much lol #this is mostly about #trc #and #aftg #but yeah still applies to a lot of other fandoms

i literally cannot get my hands on trb graphic novel (ebook) before the 7th? like being stuck in france is not enough i can't even get books now? if any international readers face the same problem and find a solution i'll be forever grateful

#i originally planned on getting the ebook on release day in addition to the hardback that i would get later on #in order to not get spoiled #but fml i can't even do that #encore la faute de macron ça #trb graphic novel #trc graphic novel #the raven boys graphic novel

upset about the graphic novel, time to get to work to measure hedges on a computer (yes, my actual job) and ignore my utter despair anyway

#this fuckass job will be the death of me #i was supposed to read while working but i can't even get the mf book #trc graphic novel #trb graphic novel #the raven boys graphic novel #the raven cycle graphic novel

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