dana much preferred to work during the night - hogwarts was quieter then  ( but never silent ), there was no rush to go or get anywhere, and the books dana needed werenât taken out by some high-achieving student. most of the time she was alone in the library whenever she came to check something in one of the books but not that night. holding three books on divination  ( merlin forbid anyone - especially not cassandra - caught her reading up on divination. it only so happened that she needed literary evidence on a practice used by diviners for a small section of her thesis )  sheâd been walking towards the nearest table when she spotted another professor - emilia roshami - standing between two bookshelves as she flipped through the pages of a book.  â couldnât sleep either ? â  dana said, feeling immediately weird for disturbing the quiet. there was no librarian to stop them from having a chat but it still felt weird to talk aloud there.
  itâs only the first week of being back at hogwarts but dana already feels very much at home there again  ( sneaking to the astronomy tower every few nights to have a smoke, sleeping in her worn-in sweaters to protect herself against the coldness of the night, going to the three broomsticks for a shot or two of firewhiskey ). sheâs always missed it whenever she left, homesick for the very place where sheâs already spent the better part of her life - despite feeling lost when she thinks of spending the rest of her life there as well.
  this year sheâd vowed to make up her mind about whether to leave or to stay. the goal is to finish her thesis  ( finally ! ), to get more involved with her students  ( to see them as more than just that, to see them as actual young people with problems like she had at that age )  and to engage more with the other staff. so, there she is - approaching the alchemy professor whom she vaguely remembers to be a few years her junior back when they were ravenclaw students themselves. emilia had been reserved then but dana couldnât blame her for it, hogwarts hadnât always been a nice place to everyone.
  in the professorâs lounge she seldom drew attention to herself, so dana couldnât possibly say to which extend emilia had changed. perhaps it was finally time to find out ?
time was a difficult concept for emilia to contend with whenever she returned to hogwarts. it was as though sheâd been in a dream in which sheâd traveled to far away places to further her research, and sheâd woken from it the first day back at hogwarts, and was now struggling to keep the time straight and remember that she could no longer sleep whenever her body felt it needed to. and it meant that she spent far too many nights at the desk in her room, entirely engulfed by the books that were strewn across her desk, working on her most recent theory and finding she needed more than what the books she already possessed could tell her.
the halls were quiet, and it felt strange for emilia to be walking the halls wearing a jumper and holding a single tea cup, and wondered how the prefects might react to seeing her out and about in such a fashion and couldnât help the grin that spread across her face at the thought of it.Â
the library was, as one might expect, quite quiet, but she found there was something else about the silence that she couldnât entirely put her finger on it... as though she could still feel the life emanating from the room, without actually seeing a living being. it was strange, but not so much so that she was spooked by the thought of it. she pushed on into the library, her slippers barely capable of masking the cold of the floor beneath her feet as she made her way to the alchemy section.
all discomforts were forgotten when she approached the shelves filled with so much new material that emilia nearly couldnât contain her marvel. it was as though she was in a dream, again, and finding that the discipline had suddenly become so popular that everyone was becoming an alchemist. of course, emilia knew, that very much was not the case. still, she couldnât help but feel like a child standing in front of their birthday presents.Â
she set her teacup atop one of the shelves and pulled out a journal from the shelf, skimming it quickly to see if it was of any worth for her to read on, and doing the same with another when a voice came out of nowhere. she sucked in a breath and looked up from the journal with wide eyes as though sheâd just been caught out doing something she shouldnât have. she let out a shaky breath, her shoulders relaxing behind her as she recognized the arithmancy professor. âgood grief, dana.â was her only response for a few moments. she closed the journals and let out another breath, âsorry, what did you say?â merlin, she hadnât expected that. she rubbed a palm against her forehead and tried for a smile.