bronwe athan harthad

↳ ENDURANCE BEYOND HOPE "god's favorite! isn't that what they used to call a king's mistress? or his catamite. his favorite?" there was an ugly laugh. "my life has a certain amusing symmetry if viewed with sufficient detachment." "in the dream, she made me seneschal, and gave me a place in her royal house. and all regard me with reverence; for I did drink from the chalice of true belief. and it set me free..." esther (fronting: helena). early 30s. she/they. 🇵🇷 & white. converting to judaism. from the usa, but my irish heritage is very important to me.📚(19/35) 📖 crystal storm ➳ morgan rhodes 🔖 alchemised ➳ senlinyu (annotating reread) ; 🎶the seed ➳ aurora

[alchemisedsenlinyu]

esther. 30s. any. 🇵🇷&🍀. pisces. infj. melancholic. | icon & header. 📖 crystal storm ➳ morgan rhodes || fronting: helena 🔖 rereading & annotating alchemised ➳ senlinyu web weaves / moodboards / gifs / screencaps / quotes * if you're on desktop & looking for where to follow me, just go to my archive & follow me from there; my theme makes it so the tumblr controls don't show up for some weird reason that i haven't been able to resolve.

i'm a sickly victorian bibliophile ghost living in the city. i have irish heritage & am part puerto rican; both are very important to me. the sparrow duet by mary doria russell & alchemised by senlinyu are also very important to me. heaven knows what (2014) is my biggest comfort film at the moment.

i love score music, reading, fantasy/scifi, writing, (irish) dancing, playing the violin, singing, saints, space, embroidery, trauma narratives, animals, & fictional tragedy in any form. i was raised christian, but i'm currently in the process of converting to judaism.

people tell me i'm psychic, but i think i'm just really perceptive & intuitive. i'm chronically ill & disabled & mostly bedbound & homebound. i'm also a system with other mental illnesses & complex trauma. my other name i go by when boys are fronting is emilio. my husband is my caretaker when he's home. my friends are my family 💕

there's a lot of things that are important to me & i post & talk about all of them on here!! 💕🫶✨ my current hyperfixations are reading, writing, shingeki no kyoujin, & alchemised by senlinyu!!

letterboxd / substack / spotify / storygraph / goodreads / pinterest / kinlist / me / mutuals can ask for my discord!!

[longhairvixen]

[alchemisedsenlinyu]

so in the neverending (apparently) saga of that fucking teenager above us being loud, we finally started knocking on the ceiling and not only did that not get him to stop, he stomped hard on the floor back to basically let us know he doesn't give a shit that he's being loud so we reported him AGAIN and the apartment has said they're going to give them multiple violations bc of what's going on and this apartment complex's policy is three violations and you're evicted and i can't say i exactly feel bad anymore. he brought this upon himself. i hope his parents put him in military school

[alchemisedsenlinyu]

why is the entire left side of my body protesting existing 24/7

[alchemisedsenlinyu]

omg you guys are never gonna believe what i found and got at target

[alchemisedsenlinyu]

SAY HI TO MY NEW FAV THING!!!

[metmuseum]

Wall bracket (one of a pair). ca. 1745. Credit line: Gift of Irwin Untermyer, 1964 https://www.metmuseum.org/art/collection/search/203181

[wltdisneys]

Fantasia (1940)

[wltdisneys]

Fantasia (1940)

[sunhealings]

Fantasia (1940)

[didanagy]

FANTASIA (1940)

dir. ben sharpsteen, david hand, hamilton luske, wilfred jackson

[alchemisedsenlinyu]

fantasia was one of my fav movies as a kid tho the dinosaur part scared the shit out of me. but fantasia is the reason that i love centaurs and want to be one 💕✨

[alchemisedsenlinyu]

omg you guys are never gonna believe what i found and got at target

[a-victorian-girl]

"I really think it's gonna change your whole outlook if you smile more often". @giftober 2024 | Day 2: "In Bed"

[alchemisedsenlinyu]

i love watching transformers revenge of the fallen but only if my sister is there bc we have too many amazing inside jokes about it

[indie-navarrete]

MIKAELA BANES — 2007, Transformers // dir. Michael Bay

[indie-navarrete]

MIKAELA BANES — 2007, Transformers // dir. Michael Bay

[indie-navarrete]

MEGAN FOX as MIKAELA BANES — TRANSFORMERS REVENGE OF THE FALLEN // (2009) dir. Michael Bay