i'm a sickly victorian bibliophile ghost living in the city. i have irish heritage & am part puerto rican; both are very important to me. the sparrow duet by mary doria russell is also very important to me. heaven knows what (2014) is my biggest comfort film at the moment.
i love score music, reading, fantasy/scifi, writing, (irish) dancing, playing the violin, singing, saints, space, embroidery, trauma narratives, animals, & fictional tragedy in any form. i was raised christian, but i'm currently in the process of converting to judaism.
people tell me i'm psychic, but i think i'm just really perceptive & intuitive. i'm chronically ill & disabled & mostly bedbound & homebound. i'm also a system with other mental illnesses & complex trauma. my other name i go by when boys are fronting is emilio. my husband is my caretaker when he's home. my friends are my family 💕
other pieces of media that mean a lot to me:
films: sound of my voice (2011); the fountain (2006); ink (2009); mary magdalene (2018); riverdance (1995); rebel moon: extended editions 1&2 (2024); mobile suit gundam: hathaway (2021); sunshine (2007)
shows: mobile suit gundam compilation series; the oa; halo: the series; foundation; 86: eighty six; castle rock s1; kings; carnivale; hemlock grove; supernatural; true detective s1; half man; the borgias; trigun stampede
games: final fantasy series (particularly the vii compilations; x & x-2; xiii, xiii-2, & lightning returns; xv; & xvi); rule of rose; clair obscur: expedition 33; american mcgee's alice; alice: madness returns; anatomy; bioshock series
musical artists: hiroyuki sawano; within temptation; red; nightwish; nicole dollanganger; emilie autumn; ethel cain; kamelot; faun; anberlin; linkin park; thirty seconds to mars; bring me the horizon; hans zimmer; thomas newman; james newton-howard; starset; jeff buckley; florence + the machine
books: throne of glass by sjm; acotar by sjm; wintergirls by laurie halse anderson; marly's ghost by david leviathan; the locked tomb by tamsyn muir; legend series by marie lu; breath of starlight by ravenna vale; alchemised by senlinyu; the poppy war (book one) by r.f. kuang; & the legend of holly claus by brittany ryan.
