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Alejandro j. Adolph; 1000+ The Eldest { O R I G I N A L } Werewolf; | H A T E | me all you want, I'll be okay. I'm hAlF the world away, I'm letting you g o now, go now. You'll always have this [ ;& W a R &; ] inside y o u r s e l f.

[alejandroadolph]

justusadolph·:

“Right. So you’re telling me she’s out here hitting on man to make you jealous but she is not your girl?” Ironically somehow Alejandro and Felicity, the two that were the worst in the whole commitment thing managed to lure more people than the other two that actually did their best to be decent at it; you know Thea and Preston. By no means was he talking about himself, Justus had managed to find some peace in being single. His wife had passed away and since then he hadn’t opened up to anyone; not really. Even Jay was a losing contender after Tabitha, he said it himself. Justus was too busy being a bit – justus, he supposed. Though who could truly blame him? Then his brother managed to disclose a fact that just proved to him that he was still on that shit. “I don’t even know why I am disappointed,” Because why did he expected things to be different? “So when are you going to let her in the whole family secret? Or is she just making her own assumptions and you’re playing along? I have to know how I am suppose to act around her. Now that we’re going to be best friends.” A statement that he knew was probably not true, he knew his brother was not one to stick around town if he was not forced to. “So it’s not the females in your life that make assumptions but I see you dab here and there. To be fair the first five years I probably wouldn’t have but between Miller teaching me how to use my magic and once again entering a never ending war with Felicity and Jeremiah bring brought alive managed to get over our family feud.” Or something like that. 

“I said some things she didn’t like. She’s pissed, ain’t the first girl, won’t be the last. There is no label.” He stated, refusing to put one on it. Maybe he was a shit person for that, but if she asked anyone who had the pleasure of knowing the male, they’re tell her to get used to it. Scoffing, he pressed his lips together and shook his head, “Hm, what would you suggest? Family dinner?” As soon as the words were out, he grew quite. The realization that at one point, that was exactly what his brother wanted. The five of them to get along, to come back together. That let down was a harsh one for his brother, at the time. “She knows nothing. She’s a young girl, living her life, she doesn’t need to know that there’s scarier monsters out there, then the human species.” Honestly, Alejandro was a lot of things, but taking away someone’s peace of mind like that when there was absolutely no need to, he’d pass. Since we’re gonna be best friends. Ah, the sentiment was interesting, but he knew they both knew better than that. “Well, I’ve gotta say, that’s a new record. Last time, I think the record went for triple in years of not speaking.” He cocked a brow as the mention of Felicia and Jeremiah came about. “That douchebag’s back and kicking? Great. And here I thought Fel would’ve figured out the whole love and happy life thing before all of us.” He commented, “Sounds like you’ve got your life back on track, kid."

[alejandroadolph]

christaladler‌:

It had been different this time, this time Christal hadn’t played the same game and left him clues. They had not chased each other down. Tucking a strand of loose hair behind her ear she placed her hands in her front pockets. Alex’s words made her snicker so soft and low that the sound was almost inaudible. Kol had mentioned about his adventures, it seemed as if Isabella and Alejandro had both decided to revisit their animalistic sides. “Welcome home, Alejandro. Hope you find what you’re looking for.” A short sigh escaped her lips and she pushed the thoughts of what was he running from this time away, it was not her problem. There it was, the call to the past. It would be easy to blame Kol for the mess, but she wouldn’t. At least if Kol did decide to show up then the two of them could get along. “Thanks. It’s the light,” she responded before taking a step forward towards him. Regardless of everything that was being exchanged between the two, it was nice to see him. Not to hear about him but actually see him. “You look good for a man that once proposed teamwork forever and still kept secrets.” Both of them had taken one step forward to take ten back. “Are you really staying? You know shit is going to implode.” 

A hollow chuckle escaped his lips, as he shook his head at the jab, as small as it was, she had tossed at him. That was the thing about Alejandro, no matter how close you thought you were, you were never truly in with him. In fact, it’d be so incredibly easy to call him heartless, incapable of loving anything that wasn’t himself. That all seemed so evident. Yet, the male knew that just wasn’t the case. He wish it was, he played the part all so well, but the pain, the frustration he felt in his chest just from the simple fact of looking -- seeing -- the blonde again. He was more then aware of that. “Some secrets are too heavy to even admit to yourself, darling. Much less someone else.” He was simply incapable of allowing anyone else along side him. He had gone at it alone for so long, that it was simply just wired in him that way. While his siblings had craved love, and life, to become something better then what they were, Alex just seemed -- lost. He never wanted a purpose, he wanted to be his own person, and damn it, did he get just that. He was his own person, too much of his own person, and he had no purpose. And the saddest part of it all? Was that he had tried with Christal. He had tried harder with Christal then anyone else in his entire life. And while he knew that looked piss poor to her, he really did try. “Yeah, I see that a lot of us are showing back up. And we all know how that goes.” For some reason, he couldn’t--- didn’t want to miss it. “I’ll be sticking around for awhile. And if you’re not busy, how about we catch a drink. Old time sake.” He offered, aware of how bad of an idea that could’ve been. But he wasn’t exactly ready for the image of her to disappear. If there was one surely solid trait of Alex’s. Something that never changed, or had to be questioned, it was his selfishness.

[alejandroadolph]

justusadolph‌:

Justus was getting ready to open his own law firm, he had the clients that he needed now it was all about money. He was well aware that he could just easily come up with a spell and fix that problem considering his hybrid self and it was not that he was scared of his Clark half, but he just wanted to earn something in life. To be able to look back and say he had actually managed to do it all on his own. He figured beating cancer wasn’t good enough, because even after that he had still been deemed selfish and reckless. Maybe he was trying to change something that just could not be changed. After finishing with some clients he decided to stick around and enjoy a drink or two. As much as things changed his vices still remained the same.

Which meant that blondes were still not his type. Tabitha had been a brunette as had Jay, so considering those two were the greatest loves he had in his life he knew he had a type, yet the woman was relentless as if she was on some sort of mission to prove that somehow she was his type. Then the unexpected managed to happen when he saw his older brother in front of him. As the scene unfolded in front of him his mouth stayed half open, his eyes furrowed at Alejandro before shaking his head, because alas what other gesture could he possibly do at this point? “Should you not follow your girl?” Not that Alejandro was known for that but he doubted his brother would just let her get lost in the waves of people, would he? “Whiskey. Missed me? If so next time answer your texts.” 

“She’s not my girl.” He’d find himself spitting out, before Justin could even finish his sentence. He didn’t even bother to clarify just what she was, instead, he’d find himself looking out into the crowd, immediately locating her with his eyes. Relieved to see that she was doing exactly what he had asked, and therefore, safe. “If she ever tries to murder me, she’ll definitely find herself in major disappointment.” He mumbled under his breath, pretty sure she’s thought about it a time or two. Looking back at his brother, he found the sighting of him to be rather bittersweet. After all, Alejandro was positive that any relationship him and his brother could have, would be unmendable. And he had come to make as much peace with that as he could. Then again, he would often remind himself, that the same could’ve been said about their relationship when they had both arrived in Mystic, and somehow they got over it. If only for a small period of time. The truth was her loved his brother, he loved all of his siblings, but there was something wrong in his code. His siblings knew it, he knew it, Christal knew it, hell, everyone that came to meet the male knew it. As much as he hated to admit it, he was very much like his father in that aspect. “Missed you like hell, kid.” He stated, “Figured you wouldn’t want to talk to me. I also lost that phone about two weeks after leaving this place.” It actually found itself down some guy’s throat, but those were insufficient details.

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christaladler‌:

After an 18 hour shift Christal was glad be able to breathe fresh air, to be able to actually see the outside. Lately, it felt like she saw the start of the day and the end; the middle was just one big blur. Kol had told her it was the only way to keep her alive, and she had fought it perhaps the first two years but then realized something, perhaps there was some freedom in death. One that was a decent sister to Bella. The blonde managed to recreate an entire day version of herself; one that was not grounded in her anger with her father or ex husband. One that was not a pawn in the great game that Jeremiah and Klaus had with each other. Going into the medical field, had been one way to keep herself under the radar, one that she had thought she had excell till people started to show up.

As she started to take her keys out of her backpack she heard his voice. It couldn’t be. Her mind was playing games with her head after 18 hours, it had to be that, but the moment her hues landed on the man, the panic that resided within her being felt throughout her entire body. “Of all the cities one could go to I never thought you would return to this hell pit.” Perhaps it had been navie of her to think Alejandro was out there, living his best life with his family, but it had been the version she had chosen to believe and now that he was here her lie crumbled in front of her.

Alex really didn’t know why he had returned to this city. Maybe because after nearly a decade of watching his humanity be tainted, as the blood covered his hands, he was ready to find the piece of him that was human again. The last thing he thought was that he’d come to run into anyone from his past life. Everyone had gone separate ways after the war that started in Mystic, and traveled with them here. If that time had taught them anything, it was that when they were altogether, hell was bond to break lose. He smirked as she commented the one thing he had asked himself repeatedly the last couple mouths. “What can I say? I’ve been everywhere. Figured I’d start back at the beginning.” Nah, that wasn’t it. “Compared to how I last saw you, gotta say you look pretty damn good for a dead girl.” This wouldn’t be the first time hes talked to her in the last ten years. Right after she had died, he saw her everywhere. When the blood fuzzy began, he was talking to her on the daily. After some time, that subsided, but apart of him couldn’t help but feel like that was starting up again. He was waiting for her to vanish in front of him.

[alejandroadolph]

@christaladler​

Alejandro wouldn't be able to tell anyone how he ended up here. In New Orleans, currently in the ER, waiting on Harley's sister to finished having her leg cast up. Damn, how did it get here. To the point where family was involved. Obviously just hers. As far as she knew, he was an only child. Not that he told her that, but he was sure she had just assumed it. He found himself glancing around the ER, if for nothing else, but to pass some time. He would find himself drawn to the back of another doctor's body. He couldn't make out much, besides the fact that it was a woman, and she was a blonde. It wasn't until she turned half way, that he'd find himself holding his breath. He'd find himself blinking repeatedly, as if to vanish the image before him away. It couldn't be her. She died, she was dead. He held her in his arms as she bled out, as she died. And even if she wasn't anymore, surely, she wouldn't be here. He had almost convinced himself of that, but once a page came over the intercom, the notion shattered. Dr. Adler. Christal. The tightening in his chest noticed by him. He immediately looked away as she went about her duties.

It was 930pm, when he'd watch her leave the ER. Watching in the furthest shadowed area, he'd come to emerge as she got further away from the building. "Guess somethings really do change." He called out, making himself known. Clearly he wasn't talking about himself, but her. "Of all the things one can do in this world, never thought doctor would be on your list."

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@justusadolph​:

A Friday night in New Orleans, at one of the most popular bars, was as one could expect it. Noisey, crowded, and the longer Alex spend there, the more he wanted to hit something. Harley, the firey, spunky 28 year old blonde had lost herself within the crowd of people. Pounding down drink after drink, and ignoring the male as much as she could, but he was more then aware that she wanted to make sure he couldn’t miss her. He had dealt with her long enough to know what she was doing. She was pissed, and she wanted to piss him off. They had spent majorly of the day fighting with each other. She wanted a commitment, and he wanted to keep things just as they were. Therefore, she was going to make this night irritating. Little did she know, it wouldn’t quite be in the way she wanted. She was going to be up under as many guys in this bar as possible, in order to spark some kind of reaction from him. The reaction she was getting right now, was pure irritation, because if one more person fell into him, he was going to start throwing hands.

A hour into this, he’d come to find the blonde at the bar, chatting up a blonde male that Alex couldn’t quite make out. But he was ready to go, and while he couldn’t stand the blonde he came with at this moment, he knew he couldn’t simply just leave her. Making his way up to her, he had placed himself in between the blondes, “It’s time to go.” He stated, to Harley, who quickly dismiss him, as he attention went back to the other. “Not so fast.” She pushed Alex out of the way, so that she could see him fully, “Me and ---” She paused, just as Alex turned to face the male she was speaking to, “I’m sorry, I haven’t caught you---.”

“----Justus.” Alejandro would come to respond for them both, his heart skipping a beat.

“Justus? What kind of name is---” Harley would began, only to have Alex shut her up. “Harley, can you--- just go get your stuff. Go.” He demanded, watching the cheery demeanor upon the blonde’s face fade completely, as disgust was now present. “Right. Whatever you say, Alejandro.” She deadpanned, as she pushed passed him, giving him the full notion he was gonna pay for that later. Turning back to his brother, the uneasiness Harley wanted from him, was now brought out from him through his brother. “Its been a long time, and a small world.” Turning to face the bar, realizing now he could use that drink, “What are we having?”

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Maggie listened to him talk, the smile growing on her mouth as he continued. Nodding her head she knew exactly what she could do to help. “Wow you really are in need of my help. “ Maggie joked as she moved from around the counter. While her mother was the true expert when it comes to flowers, Maggie had easily picked up a great deal for her 25 years of life. “I’m almost too scared to ask what you did.” She added. “ You’re in luck though. I’d say skip the roses. Everyone does roses, they are over done. Lovely as they are anyone and everyone does roses, there really isn’t anything special to them. You want something that says you’re coming from a sincere place, that you’ve put a lot of thought into the flowers you’ve chosen. Even if you haven’t. You’ve got two options outside of your basic roses. You can go the exotic route, orchids, snapdragons, we’ve got some great variety in the lily department. The second choice is something simple. Daises, tulips, or daffodils. Something that says you were thinking of her, they’re not too over the top but beautiful all the same. I think it also depends on the woman and just how badly you screwed up.” Maggie added with a shrug of her shoulders. 

[alejandroadolph]

Alejandro smiled softly at the woman before him. “I do.” He replied, a small nod of his head following. The truth was that Alejandro was never all that good with this kind of stuff. He wasn’t the romantic kind of guy, nor the nice gesture kind of guy either. He was more of the -- well, he was rough around the edges. A very complicated man to deal with, which was why he was so thankful towards Ana and Issy. They were the two women he knew he could always count on, the two who had stuck by him in the last decade. There was no words to decide how thankful he was towards them, and now that Issy had her daughter, the three were easily considered his girls. And of course with that came his uncanny ability to piss them off. A chuckle escaped his lips at her words, “Just said the wrong thing at the wrong time. I’m infamous for that.” He answered, “Still figured I could do something nice.” Cocking a brow, he nodded once, a wave of relief washing through him. “Gre--” He began only to be cut off as she continued on, utter and complete confused then washing over him as he listened to her list off the kind of flowers he could go with. Furrowing his brows, he tilted his head a bit to the side. “Uhhhh” He mumbled, “I -- um.” Licking his lips. “I, yeah, I don’t know what half of those are.” He tossed back honestly. “Do you got a display of these things around here? Or, um, -- I don’t know flowers. I know roses. That’s about it. And, since you said those are -- overdone, you can see just what kind of guy I am here.”

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[alejandroadolph]

“It is so easy to see dysfunction between you and me. We must free up these tired souls, before the sadness kills us both. I tried and tried to let you know I love you but I'm letting go. It may not last, but I don't know, just don't know. // A bed that's warm with memories can heal us temporarily, but misbehaving only makes the ditch between us so damn deep. Built a wall around my heart, I’ll never let it fall apart. Strangely I wish secretly It would fall down while I'm asleep.”

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Maisie: I just think that is what most people say you should be. Or maybe it is just a societal norm? Who knows. You're asking me? I am not that great. Whatever you say man. Whatever you say. At least you had parents -- some kids never even have that so be thankful.

Alejandro: Whatever I say. God, I love and missed those words. Yep, yep, I really am grateful. My parents were very amazing people. Father was loving, loved all his kids equally, and wanted nothing but for them to be happy. Mother was a saint who showed us what a strong woman was while devoting herself to the family. I am more thankful than you'll ever know. But thank you, sometimes I really need to be reminded.

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I tried to be someone else, but nothing seemed to change. I know now, this is who I really am inside. I've finally found myself, fighting for a chance. I know now, this is who I really am.

[maggie-hart-blog]

After a long day at the mayor’s office sorting through press releases and contacting the local media outlets Maggie was more then ready to head home for the night. Unfortunately her father had called around 4 to let her know that her mother wasn’t feeling well again and that someone would need to work the closing shift at the  flower shop. Always willing to help out where she could she’d gathered up her paper work and her laptop and headed off to her mother flower shop downtown. Maggie helped the few customers who came and went before settling herself at the desk digging into some medical files she’d gathered in hopes of finding the answers to her brothers comatose state. At about 6:30 the bell above the door jingled and Maggie didn’t look up right away. “We close in about 30 minutes, just let me know if there is anything I can help you with.” She called a smile on her face as she looked up to see who had entered.

[alejandroadolph]

Alejandro had the talent of opening his mouth without thinking, a talent that many would declare as a bad one, and to his misfortune, it was. After a hour of figuring out what he should do to apologize to Ana, he had turned the corner coming intact of a flower shop just a few feet away. Freezing in place, he tilted his head to the side, as he narrowed an eye at the thought. He wasn’t much of a flower guy, nor did he really know if those would work. Since he knew not all females liked flowers, but it was the thought that counted, right? That was what he heard, at least, and at the moment, all he could hoped was that it would help. Making his way up to the shop, he stepped in, the sound of a bell ringing behind him, followed by a female voice, his attention glancing in her direction. Taking in her backside as he did, a moment later she turned so that he could see her face. “Thirty minutes, huh?” He spoke out, his blue hues dancing around the flower store, the knowledge that he had no idea as to what he was looking for returned to him. Turning his attention back onto her, “Good. Because I’m going to need you.” He told her, “What would you recommend be a good flower for an “I’m sorry I’m a dick, this is for you, and you know I don’t do these gestures often -- or really ever, so obviously I mean it”.” He asked, raising a brow at her.