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⋆☾⋆⁺₊✧ ‧⁺ Alexei • 22 • they/he ⁺‧

[mossy-cobble]

crazy how i find myself thinking i've got a handle on it all finally and then i see the ways that other people tangle their lives together so easily and live so easily together with their friends and i feel like that girl at the top of the stairs painting by norman rockwell

[mossy-cobble]

i'll always be here

[herr-hair]

[alex-the-librarian]

Diabolicule of pain and aura. Shipname bad, worse and worser

[1000-life-hacks]

[archeologist-prophet]

Lovely to see we have spaces where you can gain access to so much literature!

[rainecreatesstuff]

Eva Stratt really did bring a nervous shaking dog into a room full of wolves and said everybody clap for him or I’ll blow this whole building up. Absolutely nobody is doing it like her. Captain of the Pathetic Little Guy Club.

[quebecbyween89-deactivated20240]

*Dictating suicide note to my secretary who is typing it in on a big antique typewriter*

*Phone rings, i go to answer it*

Mhm. Yeah. Mhm. I see. Thanks. *hangs up*

Sharlene you can go ahead and cancel that, i've just been informed that We're Back

[ixquiic]

[skavod29]

Emrys

[alex-the-librarian]

Writing a Thoroughfare themed fanfiction about The Pitt. Bringing middleschool back, finding happiness. The ao3 curse fears me.

[happybirthdaydarling]

Spike goes to the mainland twice, but he only “becomes a man” once. With his father he sees killing and death as heavily bravado based, the enemy so dehumanized it’s an adrenaline inducing boy’s day. He misses most of his arrow shots and hides in an attic.

With his mother he learns there is love and memory in death, accepts that they all must die, and sees that sometimes you must kill to survive. They sleep in an open air church and his arrows strike hard and true.

With his father he leaves and returns as the child in need of protection and with his mother he returns protecting a baby and taking on the role of adult.

All of this to say is the movie shows us the stark difference between the toxic masculinity of his culture telling him that manhood is killing for fun, and the masculinity he learns from the doctor about honoring death and accepting that the only thing we have power over is love and memory.

[alex-the-librarian]

[alex-the-librarian]

Did a Hunger games marathon yesterday and at the end I watched The ballad of songbirds & snakes for the first time since I saw it in the theatres. I remember it being bad but it's so much worse than I remember? I'm sorry but the writing is so shit I just kept laughing the whole time. Who approved this. Who wrote this. It feels like it's not even in the same movie universe, hello? And they want continue this? Please. That's all I just wanted to complain cause what is that.

[alex-the-librarian]

Did a Hunger games marathon yesterday and at the end I watched The ballad of songbirds & snakes for the first time since I saw it in the theatres. I remember it being bad but it's so much worse than I remember? I'm sorry but the writing is so shit I just kept laughing the whole time. Who approved this. Who wrote this. It feels like it's not even in the same movie universe, hello? And they want continue this? Please. That's all I just wanted to complain cause what is that.

[alex-the-librarian]

Did a Hunger games marathon yesterday and at the end I watched The ballad of songbirds & snakes for the first time since I saw it in the theatres. I remember it being bad but it's so much worse than I remember? I'm sorry but the writing is so shit I just kept laughing the whole time. Who approved this. Who wrote this. It feels like it's not even in the same movie universe, hello? And they want continue this? Please. That's all I just wanted to complain cause what is that.

[erasterios]

FoolStar

[alex-the-librarian]

I made a friend. They are just like me fr fr.... a clown.

[pjharvey]

basically i have to stay silly bc the other option is death