I am so unfunny

little snail by @madeofcheese I love them so much. snail up. Idk I just post whatever. I do touch grass btw. 21 🇸🇰🇭🇺

[lillathelegend]

[alexclassics]

hey just to let you know i'm really glad you're still updating the construction au, i had really missed it. hope you're doing well at school and don't forget to stay hydrated!!!

Yes! I am packed with ridiculous side quests in school. Fun fact, I have to develop a pocket disinfection device for a class? Don't even ask.

I'm so happy I can bring joy, and I'm doing my best to squeeze writing into my free time most days when I'm not doing assignments. Thank you so much for the support and don't give up hope, we will finish this before the world ends hopefully. Love you so much!!!!!

[alexclassics]

Alright this is a bit of a long post but I feel like I should say it here. Because I can't respond to each comment I get on ao3, I get a bit overwhelmed with emotion, and I ought to get this out there.

I haven't really engaged in any of my creative hobbies since I started my third year in university. Studying something genuinely difficult, and most things for the first time, like advanced steel and wood design, full of math, full of strict rules, is possible to ruin your view on yourself as a person.

The constant criticism of work is necessary, but I hadn't realised how much I missed any positive engagement with my work. Any work.

And I promised a friend to continue my fanfic as soon as my exams are over. I didn't expect positive engagement. But I got it. Just so many kind comments telling me how they enjoy my writing, that I am doing something so right, and all of a sudden I really feel like I'm not just an imperfect machine that needs time to grasp concepts.

What I mean to say with this is that in today's world when you grind and grind it's so easy to forget that your tries are worth it because people will like what you do. Ao3 has such a good community of people on there that I can't stop being incredibly grateful for. If you're an avid reader, please, please drop some kind of nice comment.

It does make a difference in my life. We all need a little more kindness. So thanks so much.

[alexclassics]

Chapter 19 is out!!!!11!!!!1

Because i finished all my assignments, I am not dead to the world anymore! Go ahead and read the next chapter of Construction Come: Project Delivery, because I can't have you guys thinking it's finished at such an ugly chapter number ew.

https://archiveofourown.org/works/64877005/chapters/212881611

[alexclassics]

I wish I was real

[alexclassics]

A Woman's Lot

Whenever I replay Theresa's DLC quest I get more and more emotional over everything that happens to her in those two days. I wanted to draw a proper image for a long, long time and I finally got around to it.

Also in case you haven't noticed, yes, it is inspired by Vesna's album Muzika Slavica because, first of all, it's gorgeous and second of all, isn't it fitting?

[alexclassics]

Ngl I always feel so strongly about Hermann. He is just so sad. I love him so much.

[madeofcheese]

Jadder, but as snails drawn with old colored pencils in real life for @alexclassics

[alexclassics]

He is full of sunshine and rainbows and pilsner and religious guilt don't worry

[alexclassics]

I have not drawn in ages, does this suffice? I think they are very cute personally.

[ancientromantic]

Now that the cat's out of the bag, I can tell you all I am writing one of the, if not the most random crossover ever: Kingdom Come Deliverance and The Count of Monte Cristo.

Just two people in the world will care about this silly idea of mine, one of these aforementioned people being the author, but it's fine. At least I'm writing again.

[alexclassics]

Taking a break from writing because the only thing bringing me peace is doing my advanced mechanics course with extra study sessions. Holy shit. Sorry but my fic will have to wait.

[alexclassics]

Why the fuck how is it only the end of September and I have exams in two weeks already I

[alexclassics]

I'm tired of being confined.

I will draw pinup Henry for 30 bucks. Or anybody really. LINK to my artistree if you guys want idc. You can even choose the pose and the clothes (if there are any). amen to that.

[alexclassics]

I refuse to bow down to capitalism to this extent so I will not buy a new laptop until my current one literally explodes. What does that leave me with? KCD with the lowest possible graphics. Then I am the surprised one to see the visuals are actually good when someone's puter can actually handle it.

But you know. If it ain't broken don't fix it. I think that game can run on a smart fridge if you try hard enough.

[alexclassics]

Just started the semester, immediately feel like quitting.

[alexclassics]

I literally had to pause a YouTube video because of this, but I got so insanely curious and also strangely agitated that I feel I must ask this from the academia community of Tumblr.

Do the notebooks you use actually matter? In a sense that, would you rather use an Oxford notepad than a no-name one?

Because I am in university. I do stem. I eat paper like it sustains me because of mechanics and statics and whatnot. But... Honestly, deadass. I have a hard time grasping what's so special about expensive notebooks.

I do feel like I must specify a few things here:

1. I do not mean the number of pages in the notebook, I know the thicker it is the more expensive it is, naturally you would spend more money but it's still cheaper than the fancy ahh brands

2. Art is different in this case. I know that matters due to texture for different media. But just to write? Kinda counterproductive.

Is this a symptom of this capitalist nightmare? Or is it a legit thing I'm too un-humanities to get???