MDNI 🔞The upcoming 18+ yandere VN about 2 incubi men. One a nurse with a grudge, the other a doctor with an obsession. Come join us, little dove~
Creator: @decaying-and-angelic
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𓊈 WARNING 𓊉 This game is 18+ meaning you need to be at least 18 years old to play the game or interact with any of its social media pages. Please have your age in your bio or you will be blocked.
If you are a minor, you will be blocked. When you turn 18 & want to be unblocked, I will be asking for ID verification.
This game and this blog may contain themes and/or mentions of nonconsensual drug usage, blood, gore, knives/needles, monster genitalia, dub/non-con, manipulative behavior, demonic themes, stalking, murder, cannibalism, suicide, sex and more. Interact at your own risk! Everything sensitive on this blog, including NSFW will be accompanied by a TW/CW.
By clicking "keep reading" you agree that you are over the age of 18 & are fine reading topics mentioned!
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☆ Alexithymia Bio ☆
After being sickly with a mysterious illness for most of your life, you've gotten pretty used to the constant hospital stays at Dahlia Petal Hospital. The staff know you and you've even made some friends among them.
There are a couple you seem to see the most of. One doctor in particular named Dr. Nocktis loves to spend his lunch breaks with you. The other most frequent visitor is this weirdly fox-like and flirtatious nurse named Nurse Nakamura who always conveniently arrives when Dr. Nocktis is not there.
Your interesting pair of friends keep you company but you can't help but notice a few things off about them....
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☆ Asks ☆
Feel free to send in asks of all kinds, including NSFW! Just be aware that I may be unable to answer some due to spoilers & secret lore! (˶˃ᆺ˂˶)
You may ask the characters directly for answers if you'd like, just make sure to put their name in front of the question. i.e "Niero: What is your favorite drink?"
If you feel your question may be a commonly/previously asked one, make sure to check the FAQ tag to see if it has already been answered ^_^
Please do not ask/pester me about releases! I will post devlogs & updates when I can & will announce any release dates planned. <3
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☆ DNI list ☆
Homophobia/Transphobia
Racism
General Bigotry
Pedophilia/MAPs
Lxli/shxtacons
Incest, MinorxAdult, AnimalxPerson pro/comshippers! Abusive relationships are fine as long as everyone is an adult.
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☆ Where to find me <3☆
Main Twitter: https://x.com/DecayingAnge1
Dev Twitter: https://x.com/decayedangelvns?s=21&t=eBbIFmj5MKxm4m-kb6P6Ew
Main Tumblr: https://www.tumblr.com/settings/blog/decaying-and-angelic
Itch Page (Game page not set up yet, stay tuned~): https://decayingangel.itch.io
Note: Please do not email me unless it's about an issue with the game. :'3
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☆ Tags ☆
#⛓️ATVN FAQ ⊱ Frequently asked asks! Check here first if you think your ask may be a little on the nose. <3
#🖤ATVN Niero ⊱ Content & asks regarding Niero
#🦊ATVN Fennec ⊱ Content & asks regarding Fennec
#💙ATVN Lore ⊱ for lore drops <3
#🔞 ATVN NSFW ⊱ For anything 18+ & freakayyyy
#🎨 ATVN Fan content ⊱ For fanart, fanwriting & more
#💭 ATVN Scenarios ⊱ Different scenarios with the characters , can be fan-submitted through asks or I will sometimes post different ideas.
#🌟 ATVN Fluff ⊱ For all the fluffy & wholesome things <3
#💀ATVN Angst ⊱ For all the angsty, heart-string pulling stuff
#⚠️ ATVN Spoilers ⊱ PLEASE use this tag when posting any spoilers about the game & the lore! It’s also preferable if you add a cut & a warning to any posts containing spoilers, including art. Nobody likes when media outcomes are ruined for them. 🥲 /nbr /nm
I wanted to ask, what's the actual meaning of the title? I looked it up, but then had to I wonder, what does it have to do with the game?
Hope you are fine! Make sure you're well rested !
Hello, Anon!! I am doing wonderful!! I'm doing my best on the resting, don't worry haha! I'm so happy someone finally asked this lol, I've been waiting for this one! This is actually HUGE for how Niero's personality ties together! ₍₍⚞(˶˃ ꒳ ˂˶)⚟⁾⁾
To give some more additional context, I initially only planned on this game being centered around Niero as the only LI and had his character written out long before Fennec even forced his way into my brain lol so the title is Niero-centered...
First and foremost, let me explain what Alexithymia is! Alexithymia is often called "emotional blindness". It's a social-cognitive phenomenon where someone is unable to put a name to what they are feeling. They heavily rely on logic rather than emotion and oftentimes completely mistake emotions with physical symptoms of something else. They can also struggle with reading emotions on other people or entirely being detached from emotions which are the two things Niero personally does not struggle with. Like a lot of dysfunctions like this, it's a large spectrum where some can only deal with a few of the struggles and some deal with them on a much greater scale than others.
Moving onward to how it affects Niero! Niero is a really manipulative guy, he can read other people and see how they feel and he often uses that to his advantage when it comes to social situations. His mother raised him with the mindset that being easy socially, will get him far and it has proven him right on a multitude of occasions. By others, he's seen as a very talented, smart, kind and funny individual who's just hard-working and trying to do his best and that is exactly what he wants them to think.
However, although he can read others really well, he doesn't understand what he is feeling personally. All he knows is that he hates any negative emotions and will try to eliminate the causes if he's able to so that he can stop feeling them. When he fell for MC, he was completely lost at what he was feeling. It's actually kind of cute how he first reacted LOL He treated it like a doctor would: ""Weird fluttery feeling in my stomach" and "Elevated heart rate"? Hmm. must be something I ate.. Oh? It only seems to happen around MC? That's really weird..."
All he knows is that the longer it went on and the more he hung out with MC, it grew stronger to the point it hurt. It became an addictive feeling to him and he struggles to contain himself when it comes to MC and yet he wants to be in their presence all the time. All the physical reactions his obsessive love for MC gives him are things that he has never felt before and it utterly fascinates him. He ended up doing a lot of research on what it means and what he can do to prove it. He's seen this emotion in other people and knows what it is but he's never been able to see it in anyway less than a social observation. After rereading a lot of his books for the romance part and diving into romance movies/TV shows, he upped his manipulation and became the textbook "perfect man" for them and it's got him believing that MC will be his in no time, he's just waiting on them to notice their feelings for him, "even if they don't notice it yet" because it could never be wrong, right? He's done everything right.
Can I get more info about the somno ?? Like who's into it, and what they are likely to do ???
I'm a somno freak mwahahhaha
And have a great day !!!
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Technically, they both are! Niero is definitely more into it than Fennec but I digress.
Niero is big into drugging MC and taking what "he knows he deserves". He doesn't know why but being unable to touch MC in the way that he longs to drives him mad, it's almost painful so he disregards any boundaries a normal person would follow in a state of desperation. Even when alive and even as an incubus, he has never felt any sexual arousal until he fell for MC and he doesn't know how to handle it like a normal person should. It's almost like a carnal need of release for him.
As for Fennec, he's more into it for the sense of control. He is a control freak and needs to feel that. He loves how "easy" MC is when they are asleep. Something about how innocent and powerless they look turns him on immensely. When he calls MC "Bunny" or "Doll", it's actually referencing how he sees you as his "prey".
Hello, guys! I wanted to announce this so everyone can see how I feel because I love communication and I feel like it's better than just not saying anything but both fellow dev friends and announcements from other devs have made me want to come out and say this...
My games WILL contain extreme forms of media and kinks including but not limited to:
Dubcon
Noncon
Somnophilia
Drugging
Forced kissing
Gore and murder
and more
My characters are not green flags, they are black/red flags. They are not regular otome LIs. They are evil, deplorable and selfish pieces of shit who do not hold back on the things they are willing to do to MC whether they like it or not. 🥹
Of course they can do things some may deem as "green flag behavior" such as caring for the MC when they need it — whether that's them being sick, on their period, in a dangerous situation, etc. — but regardless, they are still NOT green flags whatsoever. They're not changeable and no matter how much the mc can try, the relationship can still end up abusive if the MC shows any signs that they either want out or are into showing attention to anyone but them.
This does not mean that I support nor condone this kind of behavior.
Call me a "Yandere purist" or whatever but I wholeheartedly believe that yandere characters are meant to be depicted as evil. They are meant to have an unhealthily abusive relationship with their victim. They are mean to do ANYTHING to have a vice grip of control on their victims. If all they are are possessive and obsessed, I don't consider them a true yandere.
I'm saying this here and now so that anyone who's reading this understands and does not get shocked by playing the game. Any of the extreme sexual things will be behind a paywall alongside the rest of the NSFW content in game and will be optional but it will still be there. You have been warned.
Hello, everynyan! It’s been a while!! I’ve FINALLY been able to lock in on game development entirely! (`･ω･´)
Here’s what I got done:
I’ve blocked out most of the routes and choices so, all that’s left is to write everything in-between and I can move onto the next steps!
Here’s a checklist of what else I need to do before I can release the demo:
• Finish all of the writing for in-between the choices
• Set up the itch.io page
• Draw the sprites
• Edit the background stock images (because I hate drawing backgrounds & would rather die than draw every single background 💔)
• Create the UI and Home Screen
• and finally input everything together into Renpy!
I’m hoping to get everything done by the end of August but we’ll see! I am somewhat a slow artist so wish me luck. 😭
I will be locking NSFW behind a $5 paywall so that I can deter minors and also help me financially so be prepared for that.
I’m also deliberating adding my game to Steam for those who want it there but I heard you have to pay them so it’s just a consideration for now. (；´∀｀)
Other than that, that’s all! Thank you everyone for being patient with me on this project! I’ve mostly just been a co-dev so this is my first official game entirely made by me so I’m quite nervous about it. Wish me luck!
Hello, everyone! It's been a while. I've finally gotten enough work done for the very 1st devlog! Yayyy ₍₍⚞(˶>ᗜ<˶)⚟⁾⁾
For drawing, I've started on re-drawing the introduction posts for both Niero and Fennec! Those will (hopefully) be done by the end of the week and uploaded to the pinned.
As for sprites, I've noted down the different sprite poses and ideas I want to draw for the game at a later date! However, I won't start on sprites until way later, after I've finished the writing for the demo as I know the biggest issue for me is that I'm still a learning artist and my art style has already changed drastically from the art style in the boys' introductions. I'm hoping to continue practicing in my free-time so I can develop a separate art style for the game itself rather than relying on my ever-changing personal art style and having to re-draw the sprites again and again.
Moving on to the writing! I've written a good chunk of the introductory section of the demo, including the start of the branching out into different routes. I'm not entirely sure how many endings and routes there will end up being but I have a few ideas for endings that I will branch out the story towards! Some may be scrapped entirely and new ones may be added further down the line. Another thing that I plan on adding is giving the player options on 4 different personality types that can form based on their decisions and those can effect how the boys' react and bond to them! They each will lead to their own endings.
That is all for this devlog! Thank you to everyone who is being patient with me! I appreciate you all and thank you guys for being interested in my game!
It's been a while everyone! The move was pretty stressful in more ways than one but we made it through the other side. There's still a lot of unpacking to do but I feel I'm less mentally exhausted now and I'm more than ready to get back on top of working on this game.
First things first, I unfortunately have not been able to find my art tablet's pen! So I have not been able to tackle as much art as I wish I could and trust me, I am TWEAKING over not being able to draw right now haha! I finally gave up and ordered a new pen through the XP Pen website but the sad news it, I don't know when it'll be here yet. I really hope it's sooner rather than later because I have lots of scrumptious art ideas for you guys!
And finally moving on to the last bit of news, I now have a website!: https://decayedangelvns.carrd.co
Feel free to go give that a look! It's definitely a WIP and more will be added but I will announce it if any important changes have been made! I've also commissioned a friend for a logo while saving up for an icon for my mascot/dev persona Angel. :)
It also has a lot of information such as my dev schedule and my other games I'm working on/games I've helped out with. In addition, it has my boundaries and T.O.S on it so I would greatly appreciate it if those were read! They may come off a bit blunt but they needed to be set as I've seen a lot of other devs get burned over the years by the things I listed.
I'm very excited to finally scratch that working itch when my tablet pen arrives and I'm very excited to finally start working on things! Thank you all very much for your patience!
How would the yanderes react if the mc was a kpop idol or a Singer!
Niero would definitely be very vocal about being their biggest fan. He'd have all of their merch — proudly displaying his pin collection on his work lanyard and their stickers on his car without a care in the world. He'd make sure to attend every concert and follow them on tour but he will find himself growing very possessive very quickly. Any other potential stalkers and "bigger fans" aka parasocial fans would become his next meal. He'd buy the hotel room next to MC's just to be in their presence. It wouldn't matter how many others love and adore MC, he will always be way above their league in terms of the lengths he's willing to go. This also applies if him and MC know each other personally already.
Fennec would definitely pick fights with Niero online about being the biggest fan. He'd have a fan page for MC, creating edits for them and watching their every move. He's similar to Niero in terms of collecting and following MC to every show they have but the only difference is, he'd definitely push his way into becoming their body guard. He feels he's even closer to MC that way and he's still the pervert he always is, making sure to peek at MC in the changing room to "just make sure they're safe and not being taken advantage of by those freaks who just want to get close to them as make-up artists" even if that make-up artist has no intentions towards MC.
Their preferences for MC's body parts vastly differ and really tend to bring out their true natures lol
🔞 NSFW/SUGGESTIVE CONTENT Below the cut - MDNI 🔞
Niero adores any part of MC as a whole but the part that allures him the most would be the chest but not just because of the added flesh most people find themselves sexually attracted to but because of where MC's heart is. He loves listening to it beat while it pumps MC's body full of his favorite food and the life force that keeps MC on earth with him.
Fennec is similar to Niero in the sense that he can't exactly decide what part of MC is most attractive to him. He can romanticize and sexualize every aspect of MC's existence. From personality to looks, everything attracts him. Any part of their flesh he can get his perverted claws on makes him feral LOL
I know this doesn't fully answer the question but they really are just freaks for MC's existence and cannot seem to settle on a part of MC that allures them the most. That aside, I hope this was at least a satisfying answer! ⸜(｡˃ ᵕ ˂)⸝♡
(Im so sorry for the freaky asks, just that these have been in my mind lately)
Hahaha! No worries, I actually quite enjoy answering freaky asks. It brings out the fanfic writer in me and it's fun being able to further delve into my characters and their behavior in a more typically "private setting". (♡ˊ͈ ꒳ ˋ͈)
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Niero definitely is a bit of a grunter and whimperer! However, he typically grunts and moans a little more than he whimpers. The whimpering is when he's more desperate for MC, whether if he felt he went too long without seeing them or if he is desperate to "mark you as his" again after a long day. It's all dependent on his mood, the setting and how much he loses himself in MC and their body.
Niero would definitely be slightly taken aback yet curious. He's never tried it but he would be more than willing to try it if it makes MC happy! He'll find it does feel good to him but he still will prefer to top MC and during the pegging, he will sometimes try to top from the bottom.
Fennec would definitely tease MC at first but he'd be very eager to try it. Afterwards though, he'd like to return the favor by double teaming the strap-on with his cock for the ultimate double penetration. He's usually excited to do anything sexual, especially when it comes to MC!
Sorry, chat. I’m changing Fennec’s hair color again. 🥲 I hate the blonde and brown combo on him and I can’t seem to make it look better so I’m switching it.
I wanted to let you guys know that I am not ignoring your asks! I am just not super able to sit down and answer them all at the moment so I will be trying to do one a day until I can get my new schedule in order. Thank you all for being patient with me!
I wo der, how would the boys react to a MC that outfreaks them? We love some freaky MCs 🙏
Hahaha, I saw you submit this and the other 2 freaky asks in real time as I was getting ready for bed so it's making me giggle as I answer them way later!! ꉂ(˵˃ ᗜ ˂˵)
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Niero would probably be a bit caught off guard but eager to try any kinks the MC has. (Obviously excluding his limited stated in his NSFW alphabet)
"Oh my~ That's quite the interesting kink, my cruor... We can definitely test those out sometime"
He's definitely not vanilla but he's never has sex before the MC so he's entirely new that sort of thing and only knows about the kinks he has through stalking MC. The one kink that was not figured out via MC is how blood arouses him in more ways than one. (Just to clarify; no he does not get freaky with his victims but their blood does turn him on as much as it makes him hungry)
Fennec would definitely be turned on immediately, not expecting his freak would be outmatched by them. Dude is a total hornball so knowing MC is a freak like him excites him greatly. He'd eagerly start asking about what other kinks/fetishes they may have that he doesn't know about, noting everything down in his mind to see if he can buy anything necessary they'll need to "practice" them with MC.
"Mmmm... Damn, bunny. I didn't realize you were this freaky~ If I'd have known earlier, we coulda started a bucket list on all the different things we'd wanna try"
