i like to believe the only reason why you didn't fall into the water during our yacht holiday was because i was watching you like a hawk -- sometimes you got a little too close to the edge for my liking. it's like you want to fall into the water and make me jump in after you! and i know we've not really had time to plan our glamping trip with all my promo and going to festivals, but as soon as things calm down, we can plan that. how does that sound? though i was glad we got what time we had together in ecuador, but things have been so busy lately with promo for pillion i feel like we've not had a chance to do anything, and we'll find the perfect location for our glamping, right? someplace we've not been before, how does that sound? i love the fact that the kids won't ever have a shortage of places to travel since we have three houses, and i think they're going to love every minute of growing up because of that fact too! the melbourne house turned out amazing, there's no doubt about that, and the kids really do like it. sometimes i think they like being in australia more than they like being in sweden! you did such an amazing job though, gorgeous, and i really love being there too. it's safe to say that the kids love your mac and cheese since they ask for it, and they never want me to make it, only you! which is the cutest, and just proves how much they love you if you ask me. i think it's more and more clear every day that those kids think of you as another dad, right? because both have called you dad already, though it's usually if you don't answer to toy right away -- which makes me laugh. well, even though we got to babysit the new twins on the trip, we didn't get to steal one because george really is like a hawk with those babies. i mean, lily-rose is too, but i feel like george is the one you really need to trick and he's not having it. but god, they're so cute and it just makes me want one so bad. i'm laughing at the idea of me starting a baby doll on the red carpet trend, and now you've made me want to do it for the next premiere i show up at. i'm cracking up thinking about maja having a secret life and that she's going out dancing, but you're right, she is very good at dancing now. i think we need to put her in classes, don't you? it's safe to say we spoil both kids equally, no doubt about that, but maja is a princess that's for sure, but yeah, mattias is a little prince too. i hope you know you're making me blush like crazy saying that i'm your prince charming, because i love being your prince charming, gorgeous. since you love anything camp, does that mean you've been loving all my promo and premiere outfits lately? because i have been sticking with the camp theme for a lot of it, i'll be honest. not to mention my full beard i'm growing, and i can't help but wonder how you're feeling about that too? oh, gorgeous, you know exactly what i mean -- those yacht photos were not just regular photos, they were you thirst trapping like always! just trying to get me all worked up like usual! i'm so glad you're so excited about our wedding and even happier that you're excited about being troye mellet-skarsgard too! it really will be a fun celebration to share with our friends and family, and i know the fireworks will be amazing. i'm smiling thinking about you giving me a lap dance at the reception and that being like our first dance, because that would be perfect, since that's what started it all for us. it does count! i still love that you didn't expect me to be so tall, gorgeous, and it makes me smile every time i think about you kissing my chin!
i trust that you'll find the perfect spot for our reception, gorgeous, and trust that whatever space you find will be amazing and everyone will be happy there! you've got a good eye for stuff like that anyway. hey, just because i said you're giving me what i want when you send photos doesn't mean i can't still tease you about them, you should know that by now. oh, we'll be very proud of her when she embarrasses us, there's no doubt about that. i just get the vibe she'll give us the most trouble, though! i'm glad we at least got to visit the south africa house before i started all my stuff for pillion because, god, it's a perfect house for us. it's amazing, isn't it? i can't help but always want to make you happy, gorgeous, when you're my whole entire world, you know? but you're right in thinking the kids will be happy at the south africa house too -- it's gorgeous there, and they're going to love spending time there as much as we're going to love it. it was kind of funny to me because when you started making out on stage, my mom looked over at me to see what my expression was, all she got was me looking at you with so much love and pride that even though she was scandalized, i feel like she understood it was all just part of the show. if she would have asked, i'd have been like it's no different than when i have sex scenes in a film, it's all an act. but yes, she is singing your songs, and that very much does mean she likes your music, so that's a win, gorgeous! you say we'll have plenty of time to plan a magical wedding, but the fact that it's october right now is making me panic a little because it's so close to january and i feel like we've got a lot left to plan, right? of course i knew i wanted you forever during new year's, having you in my lap and in my arms, i just knew that you were the man i wanted for the rest of my life and there was no way i was going to let go of you. soon as i don't have to promote pillion anymore, we'll plan to take the kids to florida to see jurassic park at universal, and if we go at the right time, we can take them to disney world for the halloween stuff too. what do you think? i still think it's the sweetest that you got me a ring too, and i wear it everywhere, which you already know, and i pretty much show it off to everyone too. i tell everyone i'm getting married to the most amazing man in january. yes, the note very much made me cry -- you're one of the few people that can make me that emotional, though, so there's that. i can't wait to take the kids to more pride events, honestly, since they had so much fun and looked so cute in their outfits and everything. it means the world hearing that you're proud of me, you know that, right? and i love that you think i'm so good in murderbot, and i can't wait for the second season to start filming, for the world to see the next part. i had a feeling you liked murderbot the most because you didn't have to hide behind me to watch it, which cracks me up a little.
and right? a child with both our genes would be so gorgeous, though i'm saying more because of you than because of me, since you're the most handsome man around. but yeah? i'm glad to hear you're not counting out maybe adding another baby to the family, because it's something i really do want. maybe once we're married, it's a conversation we can have? and i'm cracking up, though i have a feeling george will still want to try and steal our baby because they're going to be gorgeous, and who wouldn't want to steal them? i love when i get a blow job from you just because i compliment them, which you are the best at, and i love when you blow me, just saying. but i should blow you tonight, since you've been so good for all the promo stuff lately, and you've earned an amazing blow job from me. then maybe you can ride me after. what do you think? i'm glad that no matter what you could always get into a hot tub with me, because we do have a lot of fun in them, don't we? and glad that you're always up for champagne and strawberries too, because i love having that in the hot tub with you as well, usually right before you ride me in the tub. just makes me glad we've now got a hot tub at all our places that we own, you know? so we've always got a hot tub to be in! i'm pretty sure we are pretty obvious with our baby fever, and since i have been pretty vocal about it with bill too. and yes, that's what bill deserves, all the surprise babies! how could i not want a baby with your dna, gorgeous? we've already got two with my dna, so our next one should have yours! and i love the idea of your parents being happy at being grandparents to another baby too. the crazy thing with lily-rose and george having five kids, is that i know they're not done either -- that girl is going to grow an army, and i'm here for it, because i'm going to grab one of them for us. just you wait. i can't wait until we're married either. i think about it all the time and will admit that i get jealous when i see people get married before us too, like hey, we're supposed to be next! which is silly, right? we do have to figure out where we want to go for our honeymoon, and i was thinking we should go somewhere we've both always wanted to go, don't you? like a dream vacation? what do you think? i'm glad we found each other, gorgeous, and i'm glad we have what we have together and that we're building this amazing life together. i'm so lucky to have you. plus, it makes me happy that i have given you the family you've always wanted too -- especially since the kids love you so much. and it makes me smile hearing you say you're warming up to the idea of us adding another kid to the family down the road. like i said before, maybe it's a conversation we can have after the wedding? || @sivanhqs