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Name's Alfie and that's all you gotta know. Indie roleplay blog ((I am not affliated with Richard Harmon and I do not claim to own anything on this blog))

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Richard Harmon + Sleeping/Being In Bed

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ok but they’re in love and dating <3

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Richard Harmon, photographed by Brad Everett Young

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Richard Harmon, photographed by Brad Everett Young

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thenoahchapman0​:

Noah huffed softly at Alfies response but decided to not say anything back at him, letting himself cool off in front of the AC> 

“I’m hot, Alf. And sweaty. See?” Noah pointed to his boxers, the sweat stains apparent. “Here- ya gotta cool off too…” 

Noah gently grasped Alfie’s hand, pulling him closer to the AC. 

“Better?” Noah whispered, keeping his grasp onto Alfie’s hand. 

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“Yea you are hot, I can see that..” Alfie murmured and blinked as he was pulled closer to his partner, looking up at him slowly, trying not to look down. Which was very much harder than it looked.

“Yeah... It’s better, babe...” Alfie found himself blushing a little, though one wouldn’t be able to tell since his cheeks were already painted red from the heat, at the thought of calling Noah ‘Babe’ again...

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But his face fell a little, a thought striking him, “... Noah... ya sure yer okay with me comin’ back inta yer life like this...?” he asked softly, touching Noah’s cheek, “... I mean I really did a fuckin’... number on ya... don’t really understand why ya want me back... at all... Who’s ta say i ain’t gonna lose my mind again and just.... leave ya? What if i get set off by somethin’ dumb an’ small...?”

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Noah stopped tapping the machine and slowly looked back at Alfie. He couldn’t help but blush, biting on his bottom lip. 

“Yah…Get ya mind outta the gutter…” Noah whispered, turning back to the AC and pushing a few buttons, the sudden sound and feel of the cool air causing Noah to sigh in relief. 

“Thank fuck…” He murmured before taking off his pants, feeling the sweat all over his skin. 

“Yah welcome, Alf!”

“M’head’s always in the gutter, Noah.” Was Alfie’s response. He refrained from making a self deprecating comment as he watched Noah. The smaller male stood up and walked closer to watch him fiddle with it, head tiling to the side a few times before a blast of cool air hit him.

And then fucking Noah took off his goddamn pants. 

“... th... thanks.. why’d ya take off yer damn pants? Geez.” He huffed softly.

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Hot // Naflie

“It’s too hot, Alf…”

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Alfie caught himself staring when Noah's shirt came off. It wasnt like Noah never had muscle but after the strip club, his body had even better muscle than before and Alfie couldn't help but stare at him. "... Um.... think I hear it.... kickin'... up." Christ, how was he so hot...?

"Didja know yer like... really fuckin' sexy?"

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Hot // Naflie

“It’s too hot, Alf…”

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"Yeah it's really fuckin' hot... don't your air conditioner work right? I'm fuckin' burnin' up." This was the first time Alfie decided to stay the night with Noah, but man was this apartment hot as fuck.

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I love them sm🥰🥰

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Mid-Shift

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Noah was practically shaking as he kept his head down, the sudden feeling of Alfie’s hand causing him to let out a soft sob. He just let it out, the time the two were apart had built up so much emotion inside of Noah.

He was scared to ask for help, honestly. The only person he trusted was Alfie, but even then, he couldn’t open up to his own partner. He was a failure.

Alfie’s weak voice made Noah slowly look up, moving his head to look at him, seeing that he was also on his knees. Noah’s face was bright red, eyes bloodshot as tears flowed form his cheeks and snot hanging from his chin.

“I- I…I’m scared for help, Alfie….” Noah whispered, his shaky fingers touching Alfie’s lower thigh, closing his eyes shut because of the burning that he had while they were open. “I- It’s my fault….Ya started drinkin’…My fault…”

“The only thing that’s been on my mind is ya, Alfie…E- Even workin’…I- I dont wanna work here…But they p- pay me well and I…” Noah paused, slowly opening his eyes again. “I- I wanted to save up so I could go out and find ya…Wherever you were…”

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Alfie was a little surprised when he felt Noah pick him up, his hands gripping tightly at the other's shoulders. As he was set on the counter, Alf let himself lean forward onto Noah, noticing just how muscular the man had gotten. His eyes closed and he buried his face into Noah's neck for a moment, allowing himself to be vulnerable for Noah. This person was the only one in the world that ever got to see this side of him.

Noah's hands slipped up to hold Alfie's cheek and it took a lot of effort for the brunette to look up at the curly haired man as he spoke and he shook his head. "... ain't never shoulda run away like a bitch.... I- I shoulda never left ya and I did. I left cuz I was scared'a bein left alone an that's exactly what I did to you. I'm selfish as fuck..."

When Noah kissed him, his eyes fluttered closed. He hadnt been with anyone else since Noah, not even kissed anyone or even human contact aside from shaking someone's hands. This was his first contact with someone and he was glad it was Noah.

As Noah let go of him, he couldnt help but laugh a little, "Yer such a baby..." he laughed again and leaned forward, resting his head onto his lovers shoulder. "... Look... I got another month on my lease'n shit. An' I dunno if this job's gonna pan out fer me..." he glanced up at his lover, "... Yer... gonna find a new job...? Really...? Ya sure you can afford it...? I ain't... I ain't sure I wanna take all yer money from ya..." he was also scared Noah would find another job and work non stop again and they would repeat the entire process.

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Mid-Shift

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Noah was practically shaking as he kept his head down, the sudden feeling of Alfie’s hand causing him to let out a soft sob. He just let it out, the time the two were apart had built up so much emotion inside of Noah.

He was scared to ask for help, honestly. The only person he trusted was Alfie, but even then, he couldn’t open up to his own partner. He was a failure.

Alfie’s weak voice made Noah slowly look up, moving his head to look at him, seeing that he was also on his knees. Noah’s face was bright red, eyes bloodshot as tears flowed form his cheeks and snot hanging from his chin.

“I- I…I’m scared for help, Alfie….” Noah whispered, his shaky fingers touching Alfie’s lower thigh, closing his eyes shut because of the burning that he had while they were open. “I- It’s my fault….Ya started drinkin’…My fault…”

“The only thing that’s been on my mind is ya, Alfie…E- Even workin’…I- I dont wanna work here…But they p- pay me well and I…” Noah paused, slowly opening his eyes again. “I- I wanted to save up so I could go out and find ya…Wherever you were…”

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Alfie breathed heavily, his body shaking ever so slightly as he wrapped his arms around Noah suddenly, pressing up against him. “Fuck Noah…” he sobbed again softly, pressing up against him as the sadness washed over him, unable to control the tears that escaped him now. “I dont wanna be alone no more… I dont wanna be alone… I missed ya so much…”

He crawled onto his lap suddenly, burying himself into Noah. “I dont want you bein touched by no one but me. I wanna be your only one… I dont want you to be touched by no one else…” he whimpered and dug his hands into the others curly hair.

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Noah felt his heart break for Alfie, knowing that he didn’t want to be alone either. All he wanted was Alfie.

Noah let out a soft sigh before catching Alfie, her arms wrapping around the man’s middle and holding him close. He sniffled softly as a few tears escaping his bloodshot eyes, one hand gently rubbing Alfie’s back.

“I’ll quit right now…Yer the only person who can touch me…” Noah whispered affectionately, closing his eyes for a moment as he felt Alfie’s fingers dig into his hair. He let out a deep breath before moving forward, slowly making his way to his feet as he held Alfie, hands moving to his bottom to pick him up.

“Ya got me…Ya got me until the day I die. And fuck- even after that or somethin’…” Noah murmured to the love of his life, holding him close.

“Yer okay, Alf…I’m yours…I’m yours forever….” He whispered as his turned his head to place a soft kiss on Alfie’s neck, taking a deep breath as he just stood there. He wanted this moment to last forever.

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Alfie didn't say anything after Noah promised he would be with him and only him. Alfie realized just how selfish he was being, but he couldnt help it because he was just so miserable. Everything had been falling apart, every single night he just wished to be dead and all he wanted was peace. His mind was constant turmoil and the pain was so much.

Alfie sobbed weakly into Noah's neck. "I shouldn't do... that... to you... it ain't fair... I aint bein fair to ya ..." he shook his head. "I cant keep on askin' you to...to... to be sacrificin' yerself to me all the fuckin' time..." he mumbled and groaned, trying to move but his body refused too. "Fuck... I cant m- move..." he groaned and breathed in sharply.

When he heard Noah speaking so softly to him, it made his heart ache and shivers rushed over his body when his neck was kissed. "... I dunno why ya care fer me so much... I dont understand... I left you alone... I left you... I'm fuckin selfish... and I'm trash... I dont deserve to be with you... I dont deserve you..." he practically whimpered, keeping his hands in Noah's hair, eyes closed tightly. If he believed all of this... then why couldnt he let go? Alfie took a deep breath, taking in Noah's scent. God how he missed him...

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today is harder than usual..