Noah's Cave

[stevenrogered]

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[chaeyas]

ok but they’re in love and dating <3

[alfieeffinpaulson]

thenoahchapman0​:

Noah stopped tapping the machine and slowly looked back at Alfie. He couldn’t help but blush, biting on his bottom lip. 

“Yah…Get ya mind outta the gutter…” Noah whispered, turning back to the AC and pushing a few buttons, the sudden sound and feel of the cool air causing Noah to sigh in relief. 

“Thank fuck…” He murmured before taking off his pants, feeling the sweat all over his skin. 

“Yah welcome, Alf!”

“M’head’s always in the gutter, Noah.” Was Alfie’s response. He refrained from making a self deprecating comment as he watched Noah. The smaller male stood up and walked closer to watch him fiddle with it, head tiling to the side a few times before a blast of cool air hit him.

And then fucking Noah took off his goddamn pants. 

“… th… thanks.. why’d ya take off yer damn pants? Geez.” He huffed softly.

[thenoahchapman0]

Noah huffed softly at Alfies response but decided to not say anything back at him, letting himself cool off in front of the AC> 

“I’m hot, Alf. And sweaty. See?” Noah pointed to his boxers, the sweat stains apparent. “Here- ya gotta cool off too...” 

Noah gently grasped Alfie’s hand, pulling him closer to the AC. 

“Better?” Noah whispered, keeping his grasp onto Alfie’s hand. 

[thenoahchapman0]

Hot // Naflie

“It’s too hot, Alf…”

@alfieeffinpaulson​

[alfieeffinpaulson]

Alfie caught himself staring when Noah’s shirt came off. It wasnt like Noah never had muscle but after the strip club, his body had even better muscle than before and Alfie couldn’t help but stare at him. “… Um…. think I hear it…. kickin’… up.” Christ, how was he so hot…?

“Didja know yer like… really fuckin’ sexy?”

[thenoahchapman0]

Noah stopped tapping the machine and slowly looked back at Alfie. He couldn’t help but blush, biting on his bottom lip. 

“Yah...Get ya mind outta the gutter...” Noah whispered, turning back to the AC and pushing a few buttons, the sudden sound and feel of the cool air causing Noah to sigh in relief. 

“Thank fuck...” He murmured before taking off his pants, feeling the sweat all over his skin. 

“Yah welcome, Alf!”

[thenoahchapman0]

Hot // Naflie

“It’s too hot, Alf…”

@alfieeffinpaulson​

[alfieeffinpaulson]

“Yeah it’s really fuckin’ hot… don’t your air conditioner work right? I’m fuckin’ burnin’ up.” This was the first time Alfie decided to stay the night with Noah, but man was this apartment hot as fuck.

[thenoahchapman0]

Noah sighed and took off his shirt, wiping the already wet fabric over his face. “It was workin’ the other day...” He mumbled before walking over to the AC unit, tapping it softly. 

“Come on...work...”

[thenoahchapman0]

Hot // Naflie

“It’s too hot, Alf...”

@alfieeffinpaulson​

[flawlessgentlemen]

Richard Harmon photographed by Noah Asanias for Terroir Magazine (2018)

[murphamylife]

I’M DEAD 😭😍

[thenoahchapman0]

Mid-Shift

[thenoahchapman0]

Noah was practically shaking as he kept his head down, the sudden feeling of Alfie’s hand causing him to let out a soft sob. He just let it out, the time the two were apart had built up so much emotion inside of Noah.

He was scared to ask for help, honestly. The only person he trusted was Alfie, but even then, he couldn’t open up to his own partner. He was a failure.

Alfie’s weak voice made Noah slowly look up, moving his head to look at him, seeing that he was also on his knees. Noah’s face was bright red, eyes bloodshot as tears flowed form his cheeks and snot hanging from his chin.

“I- I…I’m scared for help, Alfie….” Noah whispered, his shaky fingers touching Alfie’s lower thigh, closing his eyes shut because of the burning that he had while they were open. “I- It’s my fault….Ya started drinkin’…My fault…”

“The only thing that’s been on my mind is ya, Alfie…E- Even workin’…I- I dont wanna work here…But they p- pay me well and I…” Noah paused, slowly opening his eyes again. “I- I wanted to save up so I could go out and find ya…Wherever you were…”

[alfieeffinpaulson]

Alfie breathed heavily, his body shaking ever so slightly as he wrapped his arms around Noah suddenly, pressing up against him. “Fuck Noah…” he sobbed again softly, pressing up against him as the sadness washed over him, unable to control the tears that escaped him now. “I dont wanna be alone no more… I dont wanna be alone… I missed ya so much…”

He crawled onto his lap suddenly, burying himself into Noah. “I dont want you bein touched by no one but me. I wanna be your only one… I dont want you to be touched by no one else…” he whimpered and dug his hands into the others curly hair.

[thenoahchapman0]

Noah felt his heart break for Alfie, knowing that he didn’t want to be alone either. All he wanted was Alfie.

Noah let out a soft sigh before catching Alfie, her arms wrapping around the man’s middle and holding him close. He sniffled softly as a few tears escaping his bloodshot eyes, one hand gently rubbing Alfie’s back.

“I’ll quit right now…Yer the only person who can touch me…” Noah whispered affectionately, closing his eyes for a moment as he felt Alfie’s fingers dig into his hair. He let out a deep breath before moving forward, slowly making his way to his feet as he held Alfie, hands moving to his bottom to pick him up.

“Ya got me…Ya got me until the day I die. And fuck- even after that or somethin’…” Noah murmured to the love of his life, holding him close.

“Yer okay, Alf…I’m yours…I’m yours forever….” He whispered as his turned his head to place a soft kiss on Alfie’s neck, taking a deep breath as he just stood there. He wanted this moment to last forever.

[alfieeffinpaulson]

Alfie didn’t say anything after Noah promised he would be with him and only him. Alfie realized just how selfish he was being, but he couldnt help it because he was just so miserable. Everything had been falling apart, every single night he just wished to be dead and all he wanted was peace. His mind was constant turmoil and the pain was so much.

Alfie sobbed weakly into Noah’s neck. “I shouldn’t do… that… to you… it ain’t fair… I aint bein fair to ya …” he shook his head. “I cant keep on askin’ you to…to… to be sacrificin’ yerself to me all the fuckin’ time…” he mumbled and groaned, trying to move but his body refused too. “Fuck… I cant m- move…” he groaned and breathed in sharply.

When he heard Noah speaking so softly to him, it made his heart ache and shivers rushed over his body when his neck was kissed. “… I dunno why ya care fer me so much… I dont understand… I left you alone… I left you… I’m fuckin selfish… and I’m trash… I dont deserve to be with you… I dont deserve you…” he practically whimpered, keeping his hands in Noah’s hair, eyes closed tightly. If he believed all of this… then why couldnt he let go? Alfie took a deep breath, taking in Noah’s scent. God how he missed him…

[thenoahchapman0]

Noah felt his heart tug at Alfie’s voice, the mumbling and groans causing him to hold onto the other man tighter. He didn’t want to let go of him. Never again.

“Alfie…” Noah whispered, hating how pessimistic he was being, his words cutitng into Noah’s heart. He slowly walked towards the sink of the bathroom, hoping Alfie could be more comfortable sitting there than in his arms. The curly haired man still held onto Alfie, arms wrapped around his middle and face buried against the side of his neck.

“Yer my only one, Alf…” Noah murmured, slowly lifting his head to gently grab Alfie’s cheeks, hoping that the other man would look at him.

“Ya left me for a good reason. I- I was a fuckin’ asshole…But…But I’m gonna work on it. For ya. For me. For our future…” He cautiously trailed off, leaning in to place a soft kiss on Alfie’s lips.

“I missed ya, Alf…I- I always wake up and smell the blanket we shared…’Cause it smelled like ya and- and I fuckin’…I fuckin’…I’d pretend it would be ya at night…” Noah confessed, pouting like a child as he slowly let go of Alfie’s face, his arms limp at his side.

[morleybell]

[camp-fam-4-life]

Credit to: Brian Corkum via The 100 Fan Group on Facebook. 

He’s currently posting hundred’s of never-before-seen behind the scenes photos from various seasons and he just posted the first section for Season 6…which included this bts shot of Bob and Richard filming the ending of 6x01 when Murphy gets stabbed. 

[thenoahchapman0]

Mid-Shift

[thenoahchapman0]

Noah was practically shaking as he kept his head down, the sudden feeling of Alfie’s hand causing him to let out a soft sob. He just let it out, the time the two were apart had built up so much emotion inside of Noah.

He was scared to ask for help, honestly. The only person he trusted was Alfie, but even then, he couldn’t open up to his own partner. He was a failure.

Alfie’s weak voice made Noah slowly look up, moving his head to look at him, seeing that he was also on his knees. Noah’s face was bright red, eyes bloodshot as tears flowed form his cheeks and snot hanging from his chin.

“I- I…I’m scared for help, Alfie….” Noah whispered, his shaky fingers touching Alfie’s lower thigh, closing his eyes shut because of the burning that he had while they were open. “I- It’s my fault….Ya started drinkin’…My fault…”

“The only thing that’s been on my mind is ya, Alfie…E- Even workin’…I- I dont wanna work here…But they p- pay me well and I…” Noah paused, slowly opening his eyes again. “I- I wanted to save up so I could go out and find ya…Wherever you were…”

[alfieeffinpaulson]

Alfie breathed heavily, his body shaking ever so slightly as he wrapped his arms around Noah suddenly, pressing up against him. “Fuck Noah…” he sobbed again softly, pressing up against him as the sadness washed over him, unable to control the tears that escaped him now. “I dont wanna be alone no more… I dont wanna be alone… I missed ya so much…”

He crawled onto his lap suddenly, burying himself into Noah. “I dont want you bein touched by no one but me. I wanna be your only one… I dont want you to be touched by no one else…” he whimpered and dug his hands into the others curly hair.

[thenoahchapman0]

Noah felt his heart break for Alfie, knowing that he didn’t want to be alone either. All he wanted was Alfie.

Noah let out a soft sigh before catching Alfie, her arms wrapping around the man’s middle and holding him close. He sniffled softly as a few tears escaping his bloodshot eyes, one hand gently rubbing Alfie’s back.

“I’ll quit right now…Yer the only person who can touch me…” Noah whispered affectionately, closing his eyes for a moment as he felt Alfie’s fingers dig into his hair. He let out a deep breath before moving forward, slowly making his way to his feet as he held Alfie, hands moving to his bottom to pick him up.

“Ya got me…Ya got me until the day I die. And fuck- even after that or somethin’…” Noah murmured to the love of his life, holding him close.

“Yer okay, Alf…I’m yours…I’m yours forever….” He whispered as his turned his head to place a soft kiss on Alfie’s neck, taking a deep breath as he just stood there. He wanted this moment to last forever.

[lightcomingthroughthedarkness]

Bob Morley, a DORK 🙃🥰

[thenoahchapman0]

Mid-Shift

[thenoahchapman0]

Noah was practically shaking as he kept his head down, the sudden feeling of Alfie’s hand causing him to let out a soft sob. He just let it out, the time the two were apart had built up so much emotion inside of Noah.

He was scared to ask for help, honestly. The only person he trusted was Alfie, but even then, he couldn’t open up to his own partner. He was a failure.

Alfie’s weak voice made Noah slowly look up, moving his head to look at him, seeing that he was also on his knees. Noah’s face was bright red, eyes bloodshot as tears flowed form his cheeks and snot hanging from his chin.

“I- I…I’m scared for help, Alfie….” Noah whispered, his shaky fingers touching Alfie’s lower thigh, closing his eyes shut because of the burning that he had while they were open. “I- It’s my fault….Ya started drinkin’…My fault…”

“The only thing that’s been on my mind is ya, Alfie…E- Even workin’…I- I dont wanna work here…But they p- pay me well and I…” Noah paused, slowly opening his eyes again. “I- I wanted to save up so I could go out and find ya…Wherever you were…”

[alfieeffinpaulson]

Alfie blinked at the words Noah said. “Look… for me…” he looked shocked before shaking his head. “Whu would you ever go and do that? You should live yer life, Noah. You should not be livin’ fer me. You should be livin for yourself…” he closed his eyes and slowly leaned forward, resting his head on Noah’s shoulder. He had to take a long moment to consider what he was going to say next.

“… I ain’t never stopped lovin’ you, Noah.” He said in a weak voice, his body starting to shake hard. He couldnt control himself.

“I felt so fuckin lost without you…” alfie practically whimpered, collapsing into Noah suddenly, a sob escaping him. “I’m so tired'a fightin…. I’m so tired, Noah…”

[thenoahchapman0]

Noah didn’t care about his own life at this moment, all he wanted was to have Alfie in his arms, in the same bed, eating the same food...He missed their everyday life so much.

Noah let out a shaky sigh at Alfie’s sudden words, his hand moving to gently hold the back of his head. He took a deep breath, smelling Alfie’s famille scent. Just as Noah was about to speak, he felt Alfie collapse against him, his arms immediately wrapping around his torso to hold Alfie against him.

“‘M tired too, Alf...I- I just want ya to smile again...Stop drinkin’ so much...Get healthy again...” Noah murmured, his fingers gently rubbing Alfie’s spine. “I promise...I swear to a fuckin’ God- I ain’t gonna great ya like shit again...That’s it. I- I’ll get help...I- I’ll find a job that’s better for me...For is...”

[thenoahchapman0]

Mid-Shift

[thenoahchapman0]

Noah was practically shaking as he kept his head down, the sudden feeling of Alfie’s hand causing him to let out a soft sob. He just let it out, the time the two were apart had built up so much emotion inside of Noah.

He was scared to ask for help, honestly. The only person he trusted was Alfie, but even then, he couldn’t open up to his own partner. He was a failure.

Alfie’s weak voice made Noah slowly look up, moving his head to look at him, seeing that he was also on his knees. Noah’s face was bright red, eyes bloodshot as tears flowed form his cheeks and snot hanging from his chin.

“I- I...I’m scared for help, Alfie....” Noah whispered, his shaky fingers touching Alfie’s lower thigh, closing his eyes shut because of the burning that he had while they were open. “I- It’s my fault....Ya started drinkin’...My fault...”

“The only thing that’s been on my mind is ya, Alfie...E- Even workin’...I- I dont wanna work here...But they p- pay me well and I...” Noah paused, slowly opening his eyes again. “I- I wanted to save up so I could go out and find ya...Wherever you were...”

[thenoahchapman0]

Mid-Shift

[alfieeffinpaulson]

Alfie had just finished up what he had to do, deciding he was going to get the hell out of here because watching Noah dance up to some dudes wasn’t exactly a sweet taste in his palette.  It was like eating an apple that had gone bad so it tasted grainy and more like sand. Alfie walked out to the sink, wiping his face before starting to wash his hands as a few men left the room, leaving him alone. When the door opened up, Alfie must have been in his thoughts because when noah spoke, Alfie jumped and water splashed everywhere.

“Jesus fuckin’ Christ don’t fuckin’ sneak up on someone like that ya cock!”

He spat angrily and noticed Noah was blocking his exit. “Oh fuckin’ great.” he mumbled and snatched paper towels from the wall. “I don’t wanna talk ‘bout this, Noah.” Alfie said through gritted teeth, suddenly wishing he had a drink in his hand to down it. It would make things a hell of a lot easier right now. “Move.” He mumbled, keeping his distance from Noah, refusing to look at him. Alfie wanted his face to be angry, he wanted to make Noah feel like there was no talking to him, but Alfie couldn’t control his face. No when he was tipsy. So it looked more sad than angry. The opposite of what he wanted.

[thenoahchapman0]

Noah could feel his heart flutter as Alfie said his name, the fact that the two were actually in an area alone together after all this time made Noah weirdly emotional. He raised an eyebrow, not moving when Alfie ordered him to, but instead moved one hand to lock the door. Noah couldn’t help but feel how Alfie was feeling, the anger depleting from his body. All he could feel was sad. 

“H- How could ya leave me…I…All I wanted was ya…Th- That’s all I wanted…” All of these pent up emotions caused Noah to tear up, his eyes looking at his feet. He suddenly wasn’t the bulky, gay club dancer that intimated everyone. He was Noah; the tired and sweet young man who wanted nothing more than to just hold Alfie in his arms. But he couldn’t…could he?

[alfieeffinpaulson]

Oh… oh hearing how sad he was broke Alfie’s heart. When Noah started to cry, Alfie melted a little, remembering how he found the man years ago lonely and homeless, starving. Alfie had taken him home, taken care of him, nursed him back to health. This was the Noah he’d found so many years ago and fallen in love with.

Alfie shook his head, “… Noah ya called me useless, ya yelled at me constantly. I never fuckin’ saw you at home, you took extra shifts. You insulted me. You made me feel like a piece’a shit. Ya came home punchin’ th’ walls and ya told me you were tired’a me. It fuckin…” Alfie struggled not to snap, gritting his teeth together. “I ain’t never felt so fuckin’ alone in my fuckin’ life an’ you were sleepin’ right next ta me. Everythin’ was fallin’ apart an’ you were blamin’ me. Sure, I know I ain’t worth shit, I fuckin’ know that but I thought maybe you were th’ only one in this fuckin’ world who thought I wasn’t. Like I was.. like I was worth somethin’.”

Alfie struggled not to cry, the anger filling him again. “All ya did was make me feel like I’m trash so I left cause I felt like my existence was a fuckin’ burden on you. I know you’ve got somethin’ goin’ on in yer head an’ ya know i ain’t ever gonna fuckin’judge ya fer that but you were jus’ gettin’ worse an’ worse. I dunno what th’ fuck ya wanted me to do. I asked you ta talk to me, I tried ta work it out but ya kept gettin’ worse and I guess I’m a fuckin’ coward cause I ran. So sorry I was an asshole. But I couldn’t handle livin’ with that shit no more. I can easily make myself feel like a worthless piece of shit, I aint need someone else who I trusted to be vulnerable around doin’ it too.”

[thenoahchapman0]

Noah knew that he had messed up in the past, his work and personal demons getting the best of him during that phase in their relationship. He never meant to take it out on Alfie.

“I- I,” Noah was cut off again by Alfie, his words feeling like daggers against his chest. Noah started to cry even more, his eyesight on the ground as he took in how badly he had hurt Alfie. Did they hurt each other? Noah was too caught up in his emotions to think, his fingers moving to tangle in his hair tightly, feeling his throat tighten.

He slowly moved to his knees, tears and snot running down his face as his forehead hit the dirty ground. He wants forgiveness, but he didn’t know how to start. He wanted Alfie to just pull him up and kiss away the tears. But Noah knew that wouldn’t happen.

“I- I...I didn’t wanna hurt ya...I... I’m had an’ havin’ a-” Noah hiccuped from his crying, muscles tightening in his bare back as he continued to cry.

“A- A hard time. I- I dunno how t- to fix i- it...”

[thenoahchapman0]

Mid-Shift

[alfieeffinpaulson]

Alfie had just finished up what he had to do, deciding he was going to get the hell out of here because watching Noah dance up to some dudes wasn’t exactly a sweet taste in his palette.  It was like eating an apple that had gone bad so it tasted grainy and more like sand. Alfie walked out to the sink, wiping his face before starting to wash his hands as a few men left the room, leaving him alone. When the door opened up, Alfie must have been in his thoughts because when noah spoke, Alfie jumped and water splashed everywhere.

“Jesus fuckin’ Christ don’t fuckin’ sneak up on someone like that ya cock!”

He spat angrily and noticed Noah was blocking his exit. “Oh fuckin’ great.” he mumbled and snatched paper towels from the wall. “I don’t wanna talk ‘bout this, Noah.” Alfie said through gritted teeth, suddenly wishing he had a drink in his hand to down it. It would make things a hell of a lot easier right now. “Move.” He mumbled, keeping his distance from Noah, refusing to look at him. Alfie wanted his face to be angry, he wanted to make Noah feel like there was no talking to him, but Alfie couldn’t control his face. No when he was tipsy. So it looked more sad than angry. The opposite of what he wanted.

[thenoahchapman0]

Noah could feel his heart flutter as Alfie said his name, the fact that the two were actually in an area alone together after all this time made Noah weirdly emotional. He raised an eyebrow, not moving when Alfie ordered him to, but instead moved one hand to lock the door. Noah couldn’t help but feel how Alfie was feeling, the anger depleting from his body. All he could feel was sad. 

“H- How could ya leave me...I...All I wanted was ya...Th- That’s all I wanted...” All of these pent up emotions caused Noah to tear up, his eyes looking at his feet. He suddenly wasn’t the bulky, gay club dancer that intimated everyone. He was Noah; the tired and sweet young man who wanted nothing more than to just hold Alfie in his arms. But he couldn’t...could he?