I think some of the loneliness of autism is that you feel like you hurt people just by Interacting Wrong, but you donāt know how to Interact Right, and the more effort you put into it, the more exhausted you are and the more artificial it comes across (with the end result of people still being upset with you). and itās not anyoneās fault for not liking Being Interacted With Wrong, and itās not your fault for doing it so wrong, but it is very, very lonely.
anyway, every single book I write ever is going to secretly be about autism





















