Just My Blog

A mind can be expressed by everyone in many way. So, this is my way to express my mind. -exa-

[alifaexa]

Umi, ayah.. Selamat ulangtahun pernikahan yang ke 25, yang kata orang2 istilahnya pernikahan perak. Semoga selamanya berjodoh sampai nanti di surgaNya kelak, semoga selalu diberkahi kehidupannya, semoga selalu sehat sampe nanti jadi kakek, nenek, uyut, dan seterusnya. Semoga ketiga anakmu ini bisa jadi salah satu jalan surga, salah satu jalan keberkahan, dan salah satu sumber kebahagiaan umi sama ayah. Terimakasih sudah jadi orangtua terbaik untuk kami, terimakasih ilmunya, terimakasih sudah bersama2 membangun fondasi keluarga yg kokoh, yg kuat, yg harmonis, yg luar biasa bermakna untuk kami. We love you umi, ayah 💕 Keep sehat dan awet muda 😂 Insya Alloh bisa sampai pernikahan emas ya umi, ayah 🤗

[alifaexa]

👧 : ini siapa sih, ga pernah liat sama sekali ko tiba2 ngewawancara? Miba gitu? Apa siapa sih dateng2 seenaknya? 👨 : ini cewe annoying deh, berisik banget sumpah. Untung cantik (bukan sombong, emang dianya yg cerita kaya gitu haha) . . Itu pikiran yg muncul di otak kita waktu pertama kali ketemu. Meskipun ada kesan sama2 ga suka, tapi nyatanya pulang dari situ malah semotor berdua, ujan2an bareng gara2 harus pindah tempat buat lanjut rapat FORSI 2012 dan berakhir duduk sebelahan selama rapat. Ga ada feeling apapun bahkan sampe dia minta nomor hp pun biasa aja. Dulu masih jaman smsan belum ada sosmed. Dari situ akhirnya hampir tiap hari smsan. Dari mulai ngomongin hal2 penting sampe hal paling ga penting. Masih ngerasa biasa aja, cuma menganggap temen baru dari fakultas lain, alhamdulillah ngobrol apapun nyambung dan bisa kerjasama dengan baik. Lalu semuanya berubah waktu pertama kali denger suaranya pas dia lagi jadi imam sholat maghrib di mushola sekre. Unconditionally, i smiled and i said, "ini suara yang selama ini aku cari" . P.S kalo ngelakuin napak tilas, hati2 jadi baper, jadi rindu, jadi banyak mengeluarkan memory tentang masa lalu 😂 (at Unpad Jatinangor)

[karenapuisiituindah]

Percuma kau membaca tamat sebuah buku namun tak mengerti maknanya. Analogi yang pas ketika kau merasa mengenal seseorang dengan baik, padahal tidak.

Tia Setiawati Pakualam (via karenapuisiituindah)

[jupinaprincess]

Make sure you tell the people you love that you love them. Loudly and often. You never know when it might be too late.

Tom Hiddleston  (via leviathanrose)

[alifaexa]

Ya kita memang ga akan pernah tau masanya “kita” itu selama apa..

tapi menurutku yang penting adalah..

bukan seberapa lama, tapi seberapa berkualitas hubungannya..

bukan sesayang apa, tapi sekuat apa perjuangannya untuk selalu saling menyayangi

cinta itu dibangun, bukan tumbuh begitu saja tanpa ada yang mengarahkan

[alifaexa]

Maintenance

Maintenance of relationship between man and woman is the most difficult task

We have to balancing heart and brain in the same time

We have to choose when we have to talk and when we have to silent

There is too many things that we have to think

And of course there is too much kind of emotions that we feel

Sometimes, when we can’t balanced the heart and the brain

We’re getting frustrated

But sometimes, when we can balance the heart and the brain

We can’t enjoy the relationship too

I think one thing that very important for maintenance of relationship is expression

Express any things that you tought

Express any emotions that you feel

Even our partner can’t accept that, we have to force ourself to express and sharing anything that you want

So that, we can sit together, think together, found the best solution and love each other more

[alifaexa]

I made a mistake

You made a mistake

We made a mistake

I know it’s the most hardest time for us

But i really tired, can we use our heart rather than our brain?

[alifaexa]

Do you understand how i feel? Maybe understand isn't the appropriate word. Maybe just know. Do you know what i feel? Do you?? I think you know me well, but in the end i know i'm wrong

[alifaexa]

I wanna throw any things, i wanna bad mouthings. I am ANGRY with you

[alifaexa]

Some people said that it's really hurt when you missing someone. Now i feel that, it's not just hurt, it's painful

[alifaexa]

Words are sharper than sword. Remember it !

Alifa

[alifaexa]

Sometimes you should really aware with your own mouth

Alifa

[alifaexa]

It's hurt when you realize that you're just an outlier. Admit it, feel it, then let it go !

[alifaexa]

"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do in a harmony" ~ Mohandas K. Ghandi

[alifaexa]

Hey girl, Happy Birthday.. Too many moment that we share together, may this photo represent it. Today you are 23 yo, older than me of course hahaha I hope you can be a wise woman, daughter, and sister. I hope your thesis will finish soon. I hope you will getting marry soon with the best man that Allah sent to you. Last, i hope our friendship will bring us to become a better woman in every stage of our life. I love you Nunu

[alifaexa]

So happy, thanks love 😘

[alifaexa]

'09 kesayangan.... 😍😊 Gapapa bukber ga full team, tapi kalo aku nikah harus full team ya, eh? Hahahaha