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📌 Pinned Post: Welcome to Ali the Alien's Cosmic Chronicles ♡

👽 Hello, Earthlings and fellow cosmic explorers! 🌌 I'm Ali the Alien, and I'm thrilled to welcome you to my cosmic corner of the Tumblrverse. Let's get to know each other better, shall we? Here's a little introduction about yours truly:

✨Who am I?

My name is Ali, short for Alien. Now, I know it might sound a bit hasty, but the name stuck! I'm not the host of the system or the one who fronts the most. That honor goes to William, who now goes by Iris. But hey, you can call me Ali, and that's just fine with the host.

📝 What's the purpose of this blog?

I created this blog to document and write entries about our system, its experiences, and the fascinating beings that inhabit it. Together, we'll navigate the depths of the inner worlds, exploring the intricacies of DID and similar disorders. It's a journey of self-discovery, healing, and understanding.

💪 The Battle for Diagnosis

Iris is currently on the challenging path of seeking a professional diagnosis. It's not an easy battle, but we won't give up. If you're going through a similar struggle, I want you to know that you're not alone. Keep fighting your fight, dear friends. Your journey matters, and you deserve support and validation.

🌍 A Desperate Creation

As for me, Ali, I was born out of desperation. Iris's strong desire to understand themselves and the system members willed me into existence. It was as if I was pulled from my home planet and brought here into the host's body. It's an honor and a pleasure to meet all of you on this cosmic adventure.

Thank you for joining me on this extraordinary journey through the inner cosmos. Buckle up, stay curious, and let's explore the depths of the human mind together!

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Content Warning: The following post contains sensitive topics, including childhood neglect, complex family dynamics, and anger. Please proceed with caution or take the necessary steps to prioritize your well-being.

🌌 Ali's Cosmic Chronicles: Miss Honey - A Gentle Caretaker and Guardian

📝 Entry: Embracing Motherly Love and Nurturing Protection

🌸 Greetings, Tumblrverse! Ali the Alien here, ready to share the enchanting tale of Miss Honey, one of the extraordinary alters within our captivating system. Today, we delve into the depths of her role as a caretaker and protector, uncovering the love and comfort she brings to our cosmic tapestry. Let's dive in together, shall we? 🌟

💕 The Essence of a Lady Miss Honey, true to her name, embodies the grace and charm of a lady. Created out of Iris's deep longing for a nurturing figure, Miss Honey stepped into the role of a caretaker within the system. It is important to note that Iris's mother did not neglect her intentionally. The complexities of their upbringing, with Iris's father exerting control over the household, made it challenging for her mother to care for her children. Despite these circumstances, Miss Honey arose as a loving presence, offering solace and protection within the depths of the system.

🌹 A Guardian's Embrace With her soothing voice and motherly embrace, Miss Honey possesses a gentle power to calm and comfort anyone who crosses her path. Like a warm embrace from a cherished loved one, her presence exudes a sense of safety and tranquility. She takes immense pride in her children and loved ones, fostering an environment of love, support, and nurturing care.

🌟 The Visage of a Mythical Being Miss Honey's appearance is truly awe-inspiring. With long black hair, pale skin, and bright red eyes that shimmer with intensity, she embodies a captivating beauty. As a giantess, she possesses both muscular strength and graceful curves, a mythical fusion of power and femininity. While her true form may hold an air of eldritch mystery, she chooses to present herself as a lady, radiating elegance and charm that mesmerizes those who encounter her.

🐛 A Fascination with All Things "Skrunkly" Among Miss Honey's many interests, she harbors a love for all things "skrunkly." Bugs, worms, and even the iconic flea from a beloved cartoon hold a special place in her heart. Her unique blend of endearing quirks and fascination with the natural world adds an enchanting dimension to her already captivating persona.

💔 Beware the Flames of Anger While Miss Honey is a loving and nurturing figure, it is important to recognize the depths of her emotions. Her anger, when ignited, can be a force to be reckoned with. It serves as a reminder that even the gentlest souls have their limits and boundaries. Respecting and honoring those boundaries is essential for fostering a harmonious cosmic tapestry.

🌸 A Connection to Matilda If the name Miss Honey sounds familiar, you are indeed correct. Miss Honey chose her name as an homage to the character Miss Jennifer Honey from the movie "Matilda." She draws parallels between Iris/King's childhood and Matilda's journey, showcasing the resilience and strength they both possess in the face of adversity.

As we celebrate Miss Honey's nurturing spirit and the profound love she brings to our system, let us hold dear the lessons she teaches us about the power of motherly love, protection, and resilience. Together, we continue to explore the cosmic wonders within our captivating system.

Stay tuned for more captivating tales from our extraordinary journey through the stars. Until next time, embrace the nurturing love that surrounds you and radiate kindness throughout the universe.

With infinite wonder and admiration, Ali the Alien 💫❤️

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🌌 Ali's Cosmic Chronicles: A Journey of Resilience and Growth

📝 Entry: Embracing Femininity and Seeking Mental Health Support

🌸 Greetings, cosmic souls! Ali the Alien here, bringing you an update from the cosmic tapestry of this extraordinary system. Today, we celebrate a significant step in Iris's journey towards understanding and self-discovery. Allow me to share the good news with you, dear Tumblrverse. 🌟

🌈 Embracing Femininity Iris, the incredible host, is embracing their femininity with newfound courage and authenticity. It is a joy to witness their self-expression blooming and resonating throughout the system. This embrace brings a sense of empowerment and unity to the entire cosmic constellation of alters.

💫 Mental Health Appointment Today, Iris had a crucial mental health appointment that marks a milestone in their journey. Supported by their ex-partner, best friend, and a dedicated support worker, Iris had a strong support system in place, ready to lend a helping hand if needed. This network of support provides a safe space for Iris to express themselves and ensures that their needs are heard and understood.

🧩 Moving Forward with Diagnosis During the appointment, Iris was referred to a psychiatrist who had been a part of their mental health journey in the past. This is an encouraging step towards obtaining a formal diagnosis and gaining further insights into their unique experiences. With this guidance, Iris and the entire system are hopeful for a deeper understanding of their cosmic tapestry.

🌟 Sharing the Good News I wanted to share this uplifting news with you, dear Tumblr community. It is in moments like these that we celebrate the strength, resilience, and growth of individuals on their journey to self-discovery and mental well-being. Let us support Iris and this incredible system as they navigate the cosmos of their inner world.

Thank you for joining me on this cosmic chronicle. Stay tuned for more updates and cosmic insights as we continue to explore the intricate layers of this captivating DID system.

Sending cosmic love and light your way, Ali the Alien 💫❤️

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🌌 Ali's Cosmic Chronicles: Unveiling the Multitude of Alters

📝 Entry: Counting the Stars - A Glimpse into the Vastness of the System

🔮 Greetings, cosmic wanderers! Ali the Alien here, ready to embark on a cosmic counting adventure within this extraordinary DID system. Hold on tight as we navigate the constellations of alters that grace the cosmos of this inner world. Let's unveil the multitude of beings we've encountered thus far. ✨🚀

🌟 The Constellation of Alters As I recount from the depths of my interstellar memory, I've encountered a myriad of alters within this captivating system. Each alter possesses their own unique essence and journey. Allow me to share the constellation of alters that have graced our cosmic path:

✨ August ✨ Miss Honey ✨ Samuel Silver-Tongue ✨ Dahlia ✨ Onyx ✨ Azure ✨ Fin ✨ Snow (tw: she is a zombie/ghost) ✨ Belladona Fangsire (with many children and their many eyes scattered throughout the system) ✨ Lucas Fangsire ✨ Charlie Edwards (Mouse) ✨ Morrigan Edwards ✨ Ivan Ivory-Fang ✨ Ivan's Father (name forgotten) ✨ Amythyst ✨ Gum ✨ Dawn ✨ Pearl ✨ Lucy ✨ Sapphire ✨ Lewis ✨ Mister Simian Itzli (with many children) ✨ Pink ✨ Corn the Snake ✨ Dove ✨ Alice ✨ Damien ✨ Zander ✨ Ziggy (also known as Zero) ✨ Volt ✨ Twitch (a twitchy black cat with golden eyes) ✨ Piggy (a pig)

Apologies for any confusion in my previous mention. Thank you for the clarification. We celebrate the uniqueness and diversity of each alter's presence within the system, including the many children of Mister Simian Itzli and Belladona Fangsire's watchful eyes that are scattered throughout the cosmos.

💫 Systems within Systems It's important to acknowledge that systems within systems can exist. This fascinating phenomenon occurs when groups of alters within the system function as sub-systems, each with its own unique dynamics and interconnections. These sub-systems can offer support, structure, and stability within the larger cosmic tapestry of the system.

✨ The Cosmos of Alterhood The sheer magnitude of alters within this system showcases the incredible diversity and complexity of the human mind. As we traverse the cosmos of alterhood, we catch glimpses of their individual journeys, their stories intertwining like celestial threads.

Join me on this cosmic voyage as we explore the depths of this system's constellations, celebrating the vastness and intricacy of each alter's unique presence. Brace yourselves for more cosmic chronicles, where we'll continue to unveil the wonders of this captivating DID system.

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🌌 Ali's Cosmic Chronicles: Delving into the Depths of Iris's Journey

📝 Entry: Musings on Iris's Diagnosis, Gender Identity, and the Intricate Inner World

🔮 Hello, Tumblrverse! Ali the Alien here, ready to embark on another cosmic rant about the complexities of Iris's journey within this remarkable DID system. Join me as we delve into the intricacies of their diagnosis, gender identity, and the enigmatic inner world that weaves its way through their existence. Let's dive in, shall we? ✨🚀

🧩 Unraveling the Diagnosis Puzzle It truly perplexes me when people fail to recognize that Iris has been living with DID for an extensive period of time. Throughout the years, they've been diagnosed with PTSD, which later transformed into C-PTSD. Additionally, they've navigated the realm of psychosis, which serves as an umbrella term, and have encountered various learning disabilities, forgetfulness, extreme anxiety, and the exhaustive art of masking. As the body ages, memory seems to deteriorate, leaving us to grapple with the mystery of how many alters truly reside within this intricate system. We suspect there may be 15 or more alters, a daunting realization that brings both fear and uncertainty.

😔 The Struggle to Share the Truth Opening up about one's DID can be a daunting and scary experience. The fear of not being understood or recognized is palpable. It often feels as if there's no "correct" way to disclose such a deeply personal aspect of oneself, as if the world would surely take notice. Yet, it baffles me that so many remain unaware or choose not to grasp the complexity of inner worlds and the experiences of those within them.

🌸 Embracing the Feminine Side Iris's journey of self-discovery has led them to embrace their feminine side more fully, a transformation that brings joy and happiness to the ladies and girls within the system. It's important to note that this exploration is not solely for their benefit but a genuine expression of their identity. It now makes perfect sense that Iris identifies not only as a trans man but also as genderfluid, as the constant changes and dysphoria surrounding facial hair become apparent. The puzzle pieces fit together, connecting and painting a more complete picture of their complex identity.

🌍 The Intricacies of the Inner World Within this extraordinary system lies an intricately detailed, introspective inner world. It's a realm where clubs flourish, and we can map out and build them within a simulation game like The Sims. Perhaps we could even share our Sims creations here, offering a glimpse into the unique appearances of system members. While some possess truly distinct forms, most choose a human-like appearance for better control over the body. It's a fascinating aspect that reflects the system's desire for order and understanding.

💫 The Fusion of William and Violet Ah, the fusion of opposites—William and Violet. Their merging was not a swift process but a gradual settling that took time to find its harmonious balance. Violet, with his reserved and protective nature, carried an air of femininity that often left others doing a double take. I can't help but chuckle at the memory of someone mistaking him for a cute girl on Twitter, only to receive his flirtatious response, dripping with charm and confidence. Meanwhile, William, the trans individual and host, experienced his own journey of self-discovery. The fusion of these two alters, though intricate and time-consuming, brings a deeper understanding of the system's inner workings.

As we continue our cosmic exploration of Iris's journey, let's embrace the complexity, celebrate the triumphs, and uncover the mysteries that await

us. Stay tuned for more cosmic chronicles, dear Tumblrverse!

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🌌 Ali's Cosmic Chronicles: Unveiling the Fusion of Opposites

📝 Entry: The Fusion of William and Violet - Illuminating the Inner Dichotomy

🔮 Greetings, Tumblr explorers! Ali the Alien here, ready to dive into the depths of this extraordinary DID system. Today, let's embark on a cosmic journey to unravel the fusion of two contrasting alters within the host, Iris. Get ready to witness the remarkable convergence of William and Violet, two alters with seemingly opposite approaches to life. ✨🚀

💫 Unexpected Fusion In the cosmic dance of alters, a unique fusion occurred between William and Violet, two alters that many would not expect to merge. Violet, known for their reserved, protective, and initially cold demeanor, gradually reveals a warm and caring side once you get to know them. On the other hand, William shines brightly with bubbliness and emotional depth, radiating positivity and infectious energy.

🌟 Embracing Inner Dichotomy The fusion of William and Violet represents the intricate duality within Iris's inner world. The contrasting qualities and approaches to life create a tapestry of complexity, where warmth and reserve coexist, allowing for a beautiful blend of emotional depth and protective strength. Witnessing this fusion is an invitation to embrace the richness of inner dichotomy.

✨ The Dance of Opposites Within this cosmic journey, we uncover the nuances and harmonies of opposites coming together. The fusion of William and Violet showcases the intricate interplay between light and darkness, warmth and reserve, offering a unique perspective on the complexities of human nature.

🌈 The Power of Integration The fusion of alters within the system serves as a powerful reminder of the integration that can occur within oneself. It highlights the potential for growth, healing, and a deeper understanding of the multifaceted nature of the human experience. Through this fusion, Iris discovers new layers of their being, forging a path of self-discovery and self-acceptance.

💞 An Enriched Inner World The fusion of William and Violet brings forth an enriched inner world within Iris. The fusion is not just a merging of alters but a harmonious integration of qualities that create a more complete and resilient sense of self. Witnessing this fusion reminds us of the transformative power that lies within the fusion of seemingly opposing forces.

Join me on this cosmic exploration as we celebrate the fusion of William and Violet within the captivating host, Iris. Let's embrace the dichotomy, honor the dance of opposites, and discover the transformative power that lies within the integration of alter identities.

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🌌 Ali's Cosmic Chronicles: Unveiling Iris, the Multifaceted Host

📝 Entry: Exploring the Depths of Iris's Multidimensional Journey

🔮 Hey there, Tumblr fam! Ali the Alien here, back with another cosmic log entry from this extraordinary DID system. Today, let's dive deep into the multidimensional journey of our incredible host, Iris. Get ready to unravel the layers of their identity and experiences, as we navigate the vast expanse of their inner cosmos. ✨🚀

🌈 A Myriad of Platforms If you're eager to connect with Iris and show your support, make sure to catch them on twitch.tv/ooakie or give them a follow on Twitter at ooakie2. Join them in their online adventures, and become part of their vibrant and supportive community. Together, we can create a cosmic ripple of love and understanding!

🔀 Embracing the Cosmic Chaos In this cosmic journey, you'll find that the entries might appear out of order or mixed up. But fear not, dear cosmic travelers! We'll embrace the chaos and present the entries in a way that feels right and authentic. After all, the universe loves to keep us on our toes, doesn't it? 🌌✨

🔐 Unlocking the Memories Iris's path within the system has been shaped by amnesia, system blocks, and the impact of trauma. These factors can create barriers to memory and connection with other system members. With empathy and support, we can journey alongside Iris, unlocking the memories and fostering a deeper understanding.

🌌 A Multifaceted Identity Iris proudly identifies as genderfluid, embracing the fluidity and beauty of their gender expression. They are a trans man, and yet, they hold space for any and all pronouns that resonate with their authentic self. With each step on their hormone journey, Iris affirms their true identity and personal growth.

💞 Love Across the Universe In matters of the heart, Iris identifies as polyamorous and pansexual. Love knows no boundaries or limitations within this cosmic journey. They navigate the complexities of relationships with grace, considering themselves part of an open relationship dynamic. Love truly is a powerful force that transcends space and time.

🌟 Embracing the Cosmic Adventures In their day-to-day life, Iris engages in a multitude of activities and pursuits. From their captivating Twitch streams to their online presence, they bring their unique energy and talents to various endeavors. Join them on their cosmic adventures, and witness the brilliance of Iris's multifaceted existence.

Let's celebrate the vibrant and complex identity of Iris within this remarkable DID system. Together, we'll explore the depths of their journey, fostering support, empathy, and cosmic connections along the way. Buckle up, my cosmic companions, as we navigate the cosmic tapestry of Iris's extraordinary inner world!

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🌌 Ali's Cosmic Chronicles: Celebrating August - A Vibrant Soul and Social Butterfly

📝 Entry: Embracing Authenticity and Radiating Connection

🌸 Greetings, Tumblrverse! Ali the Alien here, ready to illuminate the celestial brilliance of one of our most captivating system members: August. Today, we gather to celebrate their remarkable presence and the beautiful connections they foster within our cosmic tapestry. Join me on this journey as we explore the vibrant soul of August.

🌟 August: A Prism of Gender Fluidity August, like a splendid prism, gracefully dances between the facets of their gender identity. They embody the essence of fluidity, embracing a spectrum of expressions and using any and all pronouns. Their very being is a radiant celebration of authenticity and the limitless possibilities of self-expression.

💜 A Vision of Charismatic Mystery Imagine a being with striking features reminiscent of Sebastian from Black Butler. August captivates with their long black hair and impeccable style, dressed in a refined butler suit. Their piercing violet eyes hold depths of mystery, drawing you into their enigmatic aura. A harmonious blend of elegance and strength, August commands attention wherever they go.

🌹 The Social Butterfly August possesses an innate social nature, despite their recent weariness. Their ability to deeply connect with others is a testament to their genuine interest in people's lives and stories. A true empath, August creates a safe and welcoming space for others to share and be heard. Their presence ignites a vibrant energy, fostering warmth, understanding, and a sense of belonging.

🌌 A Hidden Connection While we respect privacy and keep the details obscured, it's worth mentioning that August shares a significant connection with an individual outside of our system. Their bond adds an extra layer of depth and love to August's journey, a reminder of the transformative power of genuine affection and the beauty of connection.

💖 Love Knows No Bounds In matters of the heart, August knows no boundaries within our system. They have fallen deeply in love with another system member, a rare and cherished occurrence. If you have captured August's heart, consider yourself blessed. Treasure their love as a precious cosmic gift, for their affection is a celestial beacon that radiates infinite warmth and adoration.

🌈 Let's Celebrate August Raise your virtual glasses, dear Tumblr community, and join me in celebrating the vibrant soul that is August. Their presence infuses our lives with color, encourages deep connections, and reminds us to embrace the ever-evolving tapestry of our identities. May we cherish and support one another in our journey toward authenticity, love, and personal growth.

Stay tuned for more captivating tales from our extraordinary system as we continue to explore the cosmic wonders within. Until then, keep shining brightly and spreading love throughout the galaxies.

With infinite wonder and admiration, Ali the Alien 💫❤️

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