Like Poems And Stuff

Original poems and other sad stuff you probably won't see anywhere else

[igmakeup]

[guy]

im so lonely

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Sudden Realization

I just realized that my only two followers on this blog are porn robots, so basically I've just been on here keeping a fucking digital diary for like two months

[boy-so-pale]

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Three Weeks Ago

I wrote this poem a few weeks ago when I was trying to get sobered up for this girl I liked, you can figure out how that ended up. Three weeks/ There've been no drugs in me/ Three strange weeks/ In the beginning I was a little happy/ Then I just kept talking/ With her & she slowly shattered my hopes & dreams/ "But I'm open to casual dating"/ A big 'fuck you' is what it seems/ To me, you must be playing/ With my emotions/ And I'm always praying/ That this pain will stop with these epileptic convolutions/ I drink once before my three weeks/ I pour my heart out to you/ Drunk & trying to be smooth/ What a joke it was too/ Guess what, fuck you/ I'm not going to try to make things happen, just so you can be care free as I worry if I could ever be/ Good enough/ So guess what/ Fuck this I'm done.

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Hey guess what I do every hour of every day

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Sit, uncomfortably numb, pondering everything and nothing at the same time. My mind a blank, visions of happiness and destruction, loved ones; then the viscous and brutal slaughter of those close to me. My mind a battle ground, a beautiful field of lovely flowers and peace, drowned in dead bodies and war.

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Hey guess what I do every hour of every day

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*to music* “No one little loves a Carlo” *Smol jig*

[boy-so-pale]

[thoughts-memories]

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New posts

I haven’t posted shit for a long ass time And I’m sorry if the three of you actual people who follow me were looking forward to anything, but I haven’t had enough of any emotion at all to even care to do art or poetry and shit

[aestheticaspirations]

[bled]

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A reason to live

If someone texts or calls me before I text them this week, it will prove someone actually cares else cares I'm alive.

[danger]

[t-hy-lla]

coming out of my cage and i’ve been doing just

bad

[alittlebitosadness-blog]

Hey guys, I’m like 4 weeks sober now, no drugs or alcohol for 4 weeks tomorrow, & I just wanted to say I feel a lot better not depending on that stuff to make me feel better, but that’s not true. I honestly feel so much worse now that I can focus on the pain, without the drugs to distract me, I’ve been really depressed & I don’t think my friends care, because they know but only 2 people actually took the time to talk to me about it. I just wanted to say if any of the people following me use something to cope with depression, before you quit, make sure you place yourself in a loving environment so that you don’t turn back to it.