The Scientist

visual poet|creative director

[seriouswapanese]

[alkebulan24]

on the path to a new kind of discovery... the lion takes form... hidden in the grass ready to pounce on its prey.

the time has come... to feast on all the bounties of the earth that the good lord provideth... 

now is the time to become who you say you are my young one. now is the time because it is the only time that exists. there is no future without the present and what you do with this gift

I once lived in the past until i realized its happened already. forced smiles, unacknowledged feelings and elephants in the room... these things are for the birds... shall we grow and ascend together

im deciding we grow together... some nights I want to rest because really i work so hard. tomorrow im acting in a film again... i haven’t acted in a very long time and here I am back to my real life’s work

the grind i moved to this city to pursue and i got this opportunity through my own merit and expertise. I am all that I am and I am grateful that I have re-discovered in this material world that I am love. 9 months Ive shared my life with someone and a kiss is hard to come by because sometimes we are fearful and fear eats the soul. I want to feed our souls. I water you and you water me. do you have the capacity to love me the way I want love - or do we still have much to learn for this life is so complex.

it could all be so simple. we could really tell each other our thoughts and be there for each other. im happy to see you but what shall i do with this happiness if you fear it. shall i help make you more comfortable even further. 

i trust in the universe... i know what i am manifesting is true to me and is good for me. I deserve the love I want because I give this love. and because i give i know its coming for me. what i want wants me too. thank you.

[alkebulan24]

thank you for being here. I have learned your boundaries and you have learned mine. I held you yesterday, had your whole ass in my hands, you smiled and hugged your arms around my shoulders. My hesitation to go further made you uncomfortable and you still invited me to the gym lol. You are a puzzle and I trust in the universe that what I want wants me too. I will continue to be kind and patient, insightful, and myself. I am love and so are you.

[alkebulan24]

It’s easy to be beautiful, it’s difficult to appear so

They can’t bring you down if they’ve never been this high before,

Flowers in your window,

I kiss you because I kiss all my friends,

But when I look in your eyes, I can tell that you’re high too,

I want to fall in love but fuck you -

…I don’t know what I would do without you

Will the world end or must I live with this fire inside

The god of air learning to stay on the ground,

Just to be close to a dream we’ve lived time and time again,

We spent a lot of time in cafes and strip clubs,

we were saving the world

Since the first day in los angeles

The only one who would give me unconditional love in this godforsaken city,

They refer to you as a whore.

Everyone’s a stranger but I wrote this poem for you… in out last life time too.

[alkebulan24]

i just gotta clear my mind now

it’s been racing since the summer time

new opportunities, 

new friends wishing me a happy birthday... they buy me shots

I want to live with someone who cares about me and I them,

instead im eating my lunch alone

I worked out alone today... I’m not used to that anymore

do you just need space or do you want me away forever

I’ve pushed love away countless times, even today

what the fuck is wrong with me

they say only jesus can save you from yourself

i wear my cross every day

[thebalancedprince]

It’s easy to be beautiful; it’s difficult to appear so
but you do both and think the world hates you for it
I wish I could tell you on the things on my mind
You would fall in love the way I want
in Los Angeles and Medellin
Spend all my money because I have millions on the way
I only feel safe with you by my side
I may look like a whore but I swear I’m the Universe 
All that exists is a manifestation of the divine 
your anxiety lies to you, I want to bring you Truth
I like your point of view
Even though I tried to push you away
And now you push me away 
The god of Air
But I will always be here for you (at Los Angeles, California)
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[alkebulan24]

[thebalancedprince]

[venusflames111]

[alkebulan24]

[alkebulan24]

[alkebulan24]

[thebalancedprince]

[alkebulan24]

[thebalancedprince]

I knew you thought it was stupid My biggest fear - being with one person for the rest of my life, I don’t see how people rush into that You take it that I don’t really love you. So much going on in your head but I’m the only one talking. If only we learned to properly speak. I’m alone because I listen to understand. I kiss you because I kiss all my friends Sometimes I forget you’re better than me. All the poems I wrote you yet your city is so far away So loud, niggas can’t even weep the scars and the dead flowers. I rather be a warrior in a garden than a gardener in a war Many thought I was the Devil, who am I to say that they’re wrong? I achieved Nirvana now you say my life is boring. I drove four hours on LSD just to get your doorstep and find you with another friend. I’m fucking her but you’re cute too Why can’t we coexist? We’re all bored but hate change. You hate materialism but can’t live without your dreams The American Dream already came true. The world will never end we will just evolve We chase romance just to fill the time. I was so ashamed until there was no reason to be I hide you from the internet because I don’t want to flex too much I hate when people are jealous of me. You say that’s just an excuse I rather keep you a secret, it’s more exciting when no one knows. Reasons are fiction and money’s the greatest work of art. Relationships are routine and romance is an emotion. A love affair with me is a very dark thing, like my skin So beautiful, so mysterious; You wonder who I am. We meet every Tuesday at 1 a.m I want it my way but I’m easily convinced when you give me those eyes I get lost in and kiss me 17 times. I will do anything for you but don’t ever fucking embarrass me because I’m better at embarrassing you. We fall in love and forget to get back up. I hate when you call my rants poetry. I started making my bed at 27 cause my mother told me it would make me feel better We’re always trying to feel better. These days I’m barely sober, Climbed this mountain just to post like it’s my throne “It’s easy to be beautiful; it’s difficult to appear so” https://www.instagram.com/p/ByUbbyPHQ_m/?igshid=hbik1nny5x9y

[thebalancedprince]

[thebalancedprince]