all i cannot say

...sun is shining everyday, but it's far away, over the world that's dead...

[svnflowerdreams]

suicidal thoughts always come back no matter how hard i try so why am i even trying?

[nostalgicbones]

a rainbow of van gogh—

in order: Peach Tree in Bloom (in memory of Mauve), 1888 / Red Poppies and Daisies, 1890 / Willows at Sunset, 1888 / The Sower (Sower with Setting Sun), 1888 / Undergrowth with Two Figures, 1890 / Landscape with Couple Walking and Crescent Moon, 1890 / Branches with Almond Blossom, 1890 / Starry Night Over the Rhone, 1888 / Irises, 1889 / Wheat Field With Cypresses, 1889

[audiovisual-dept]

[thepersonalquotes]

[fucking-voices-kill-me]

Who am I?

[poems-and-word]

[skull-heads]

Growing Apart… .

[depression-healthy-carrier]

ever miss yourself? the person you were, before you became depressed, before you started hating yourself, before you wanted to die.

[depression-healthy-carrier]

depression isn't always sadness, it can also be emptiness, anger, tiredness or loneliness. sometimes a cry for help isn't so visible

[wishingto-disappear]

i really hope there’s nothing after death because i’m so tired of this world

[chocolateincubus-deactivated201]

I hate being so lonely all the time

[emotionalwords]

[thedarkperidot]

I call myself lonely but I cut off a lot of communication with people because I’m sick of feeling like I’m completely unimportant compared to everyone else.

[learnforoneself]

[votedami]

The thing I hate most about depression is that it tricks you into thinking you don’t have depression. It makes you think that nothing is wrong with you, that you just feel this way because you lack value as a person. Whether that’s in your relationships, your academics, or a view of yourself, it makes you think you aren’t good enough for any of that.

“It’s not the illness,” it says, “You feel this way because it’s who you are.”

[adhdedrn]

“Mental illness is like fighting a war where the enemy’s strategy is to convince you that the war isn’t actually happening.”

[disease-danger-darkness-silence]

Me: I can’t get out of bed today, what is wrong with me. I’m so lazy and terrible and I am a huge flake and there has got to be something wrong with me. My brain: There is no war in Ba Sing Se.

[understands]

[depression-healthy-carrier]

What I say:I want to die

What I really mean:I want to die