Discovering the Covered

Jeanine. 28. Muslimah. Palestinian American. Wife. Mom of 2.

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Everything ok?

No my mental health is struggling

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I haven't been on here in ages..

Anyone here?? Lol

Anyone struggling with anxiety and/or depression? Let's talk. I'm having a hard time 😔

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How are you sis? Hope you’re safe back in the US ❤️

Alhamdulilah doing well. No I'm still living in Jerusalem ☺️ we are ok inshallah

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Wow .. ive never been so depressed, lost, lonely, scared, aggrieved, sad, angry everything negative at the same time

I just need someone, something idk

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The people in this country really think they're supposed to be celebrating mawlid... it's an actual holiday and kids are off of school.. excuse me what? What happened to birthdays being haram? Do other arab countries do this? Or can this be the yahood trying to corrupt us?

So confused at this whole thing. They even have a huge celebration at the aqsa......

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Im going back home for the summer and im soooo anxious about traveling with my kids alone like im 30 years old why cant i have more confidence in myself im a whole grown up

But i am literally sick to my stomach thinking about it

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Back to this sick feeling of anxiety

I cant live like this

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I was so hyped about ramadan in a muslim country for the first time but it was a major let down lol

I mean the Aqsa was so lit and beautiful but did I enjoy it with my littles? Nope.

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I want to go home man im tired

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Why cant i do one thing without embarrassing the f out of myself

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I think its time for me to leave

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I really just want to die right now

Like it will just be so much easier than getting divorced and being a single mom and feeling sorry for my kids

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Im visiting Palestine too and I regret coming here it’s so bad and I know ppl are supposed to love it but it’s so hard you’re not alone

Dont get me wrong, I love Palestine. Its just hard to live in a different country away from your family.

Idk what your situation is. How long are you here for? What are you finding hard?

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every night i tell myself not to do the thing

And im still doing the thing every day

I am so toxic and i need to shut up

This is what happens when im bored

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Are you back in the states?

No still in palestine

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I hate the people here man

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Idk if this is crazy but I feel like someone made dua that I dont enjoy anything in my life

Honestly I can't remember that last time I had a good time lol everything fucking sucks here and everything sucked there too