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โ ๐๐'๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐! (TEASER) (FULL FIC) (f) (a) ; decelis high's academic weapon, future valedictorian, model un prodigy especially in the crisis council, and top-notch secretary-general of the mun club, lee heeseung has it all. | secgen!lee heeseung x journalist!fem!reader, high school au, rivals to lovers
โ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐. (BLURB) (f) ; living under the protective eyes of your older brother, park sunghoon, he think he knows you the best. but litte does he know that heeseung knows you love your sour patch kids more than you love his usual swedish fish. (inspired by the summer i turned pretty scene where conrad knows belly's taste of candies more than jeremiah) | non idol!heeseung x fem!reader, childhood best friends-ish, forbidden romance?
park jongseong / ๋ฐ์ข ์ฑ
โ none yet!
sim jaeyun / ์ฌ์ฌ์ค
โ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐. (BLURB) (f) ; being jake's gf, you normally tag along everywhere. every concert, every fansign, every soundcheck. but with a heavy heart, jake has to attend another fansign without you. little does he know, you're in line with the other engenes ready to give him a little surprise.
park sunghoon / ๋ฐ์ฑํ
โ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ (ONESHOT) (a) (f) ; dating sunghoon was like flipping two sides of a coin. on one side, it felt like you were dating the sweetest introvert known to man. but on another side, you felt like he was the loudest extrovert (and gamer) that ever lived. you tried living with it, in this little bubble. but when sunghoon starts acting sensitive and eventually forgets your anniversary, that fragile bubble finally bursts.
kim sunoo / ๊น์ ์ฐ
โ none yet!
yang jungwon / ์์ ์
โ ๐๐๐'๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐! (BLURB) (f) ; having jungwon as your boyfriend is full of surprises, and after dating him for a while, he takes you on once again another date. at this date, which happens to be an arcade date, you see the playful and child-like version of him, which makes you fall in love with him more.
nishimura riki / ่ฅฟๆ ๅ
โ none yet!
โ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐
bang chan / ๋ฐฉ์ฐฌ
โ none yet!
lee minho / ์ด๋ฏผํธ
โ none yet!
seo changbin / ์์ฐฝ๋น
โ none yet!
hwang hyunjin / ํฉํ์ง
โ none yet!
han jisung / ํ์ง์ฑ
โ "๐๐๐'๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐?" (BLURB) (f) (a) ; being a hairdresser and stylist at jyp, you didn't expect to become han jisung's girlfriend. but with it, you now have yourself your personal wig to test out your hairstyles on. and han being your loving boyfriend, of course he won't say no. but when the members start noticing the different hairstyles at practices, they start to get suspicious.
โ "๐๐๐๐ ๐๐, ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐" (BLURB) (f) (a) ; with an m.i.a. hopper and a failed crawl, you and steve are left stuck in the WSQK van desperate for help to arrive. despite your past, the empty silence hanging between the two of you leads to the uprise of feelings swept under the rug for too long.
โ "๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐" (BLURB) (f) (slight a) ; stuck looking for answers in the upside down's hawkins lab, dustin purposefully leaves you and steve alone. the risk of an apocalypse nearing forces the two of you to finally open up and maybe solve a rubik's cube in the process.
โ "๐๐๐'๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐" (BLURB) (f) (slight s) ; as the team prepares only mere moments away from the final battle, you can't help but get distracted by your boyfriend's "new look."
โ โ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐โ (BLURB) (f) (slight a) ; after the final gate closes and 18 months passes by in a blur, you and steve finally talk about your definite future. not before you reminisce every memory saved in a box you had hidden away for him.
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โ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ (BLURB) | STEVE HARRINGTON
เญจเญง pairing โ steve harrington x fem!reader
เญจเญง synopsis โ after the final gate closes and 18 months passes by in a blur, you and steve finally talk about your definite future. not before you reminisce every memory saved in a box you had hidden away for him.
เญจเญง genre โ fluff, a bit of angst in reminiscing the past
เญจเญง warnings โ STRANGER THINGS 5 FINALE SPOILERS! YOUโVE BEEN WARNED! set after the 18 month time jump, specifically set in the scene after nancy, jonathan, robin, and steve discuss their meet up plans in philly once every month. but youโre there! pre-established relationship, can sorta read as a part two to โ15 seconds to fall in love.โ
เญจเญง word count โ 1.42k (not proofread, wrote this on my phone in one sitting)
เญจเญง authorโs note โ man i canโt believe stranger things is just over like that! i wrote down my thoughts in a separate post, but i myself was itching for a fanfic that i wrote one myself! #steveliveson! i have like more fics in store from other scenes but this one just lived in my head the rest of that epilogue and holy shit! i wrote this one so fast cs steve in that suitโฆ mmmmhmmmm
it was done. the gate closed almost two years ago, and despite the heartbreak of elโs sacrifice for the cycle to end, everyone was finally to live life to the fullest.
promptly after the final battle, you moved in with steve. it took months for the two of you to readjust to the new normal. eventually, steve got a job as a baseball coach at hawkins middle school, whilst mr. clarke was able to snag you a job as a substitute english teacher.
all was well, everything was rebuilding. changing. growing. and so was your relationship with steve. fresh out of the upside down, every nightmare, anxiety attack, and breakdown, you were there for each other.
murray used to joke that you should take up psychology for college with the way you could pep talk anyone to calming down. even steve knew.
but the bills were high and so were your love. living in the harringtonโs fully paid off mansion was glorious for your bank accounts, however, you couldnโt help but want to start fresh. steve wanted that too.
despite it, you spent all the time you had with him, teaching in the day, trying to snag an extra job at night. if it meant living out the rest of your life with steve, then so be it.
which brings you to the squawkโs rooftop. gathered in a small circle, sipping beer legally for once. jonathan came to visit from new york, nancy on break from emerson, robin from smith, and you and steveโs domestic teacher lives.
after a toast to always staying in each othersโ lives, robin giving us the address to her weird uncleโs house, nancy and jonathan debating whether or not his character dies in a boiler or gets mutilated, where they start packing up the trash and walk down, leaving you, steve, and robin.
as steve and robin debate on whether or not itโd be triggering to stay in her uncleโs creepy basement, you find yourself walking to the edge of the rooftop.
steve approaches you and sneaks his arms around your waist, pulling you into his embrace. he senses you thinking, eyebrows furrowed into a state of forming a thought. he kisses the crown of your head before resting his own in the crook between your neck and your shoulder.
you place your hand atop of his, rubbing figure eights while you look out into the distance. you sensed that he knew you were deep in thought, so you look back at his face, placing a soft kiss on his cheek.
he looks into your eyes, ignoring robinโs โget a room!โ comment, and sighs. โwhatโs my pretty girl thinking about, hm?โ
you giggle as he tries to push out a laugh from you by tickling his hair into your face, โwhat? nothing. just looking at this view.โ
โso this view is better than waking up with me each morning? wow babe. i thought you loved me.โ he lets go and complains, as he pretends to walk away in anger. you chase after him and hug him from behind.
it erupts a laugh out of him, and robin snickers at the interaction. โhey dingus!โ she calls out, piquing the attention of you two, โi donโt want to babysit any harringtons yet, so please, use protection!โ
you and steve turn red in embarrassment, as she turns to go down and join the other two. you give steve a look, before he cuts. โi mean, i do have enough money for our own house soon, we could always start planning?โ
you grab steveโs hands, your fingers touching the edge of his suit that he wore to the kidsโ graduation ceremony. โcall hopper, heโll officiate us. right here. right now. in this suit. which you look so goddamn good in.โ you couldnโt help but trail your nose through his dress suit, smelling his scent.
as you try kissing his neck, you feel a laugh erupt through his chest, as he puts his hands on your waist, lifting you up and into his arms. as you hug, he takes in the scent of your hair, the lavender notes of your shampoo, the smell of your cherry chapstick radiating off of your lips, memorizing you for eternity.
โnot too fast babe.โ he grumbles. โi still want to cherish the time we have to ourselves first. especially if we want to fulfill the dream of those six kids.โ you gasp and smack him on the arm.
โfuck that! iโm not pushing out six goddamn babies from my pussy, you help half and half.โ giggling as a scornful loom appears on his face. he tangles himself in your arms, kneeling down as he squishes himself on your stomach.
you can practically feel him breathing, as he mumbles. โas many as you can take. donโt want my girl in pain.โ
you laugh, grabbing his face in your palms and kissing his forehead. a soft pout appears on his face, disappointed. you giggle before you finally kiss him on the lips, feeling a soft sigh release from his mouth, as you smile into the kiss.
as he runs his hands through your hair, you pull away, reminded of something. โwait. i have to show you something.โ you grab his hand and guide him down the ladder and into the station.
you browse the station with your eyes, trying to remember as steve holds your hand, following you around like a dog. as you spot a tears for fearsโ vinyl.
pulling it out of the stack, you give the vinyl to steve as you reach out your hand behind the vinyls through the gap. โbabe, this is your favorite album. i know we have head over heels on repeat with your copy at home butโโ
he immediately shuts up when he find you pulling out a small box from behind the vinyls. how you found that he couldnโt even imagine. but on top of the closed secret, are your names etched in pink glittery ink. although covered in dust, you wipe your hand on top of the box.
steve places the vinyl on the table, as he takes the box from your hands. he opens the box to reveal a bunch of letters and scraps. his eyebrows furrow to question you, before he realizes.
โare those? the movie tickets from our first date?โ he inquires, reaching in the box to look through the papers. you nod, allowing him to dissect the contents once more.
as he goes through the papers, he realizes those werenโt just ordinary papers. he spots the scribbled sticky notes the two of you passed in class, a polaroid of the two of you at the snow ball for your unofficial first date, little bits and pieces, details of your relationship.
you saw his eyes grow glassy, as he takes in the past memories, and how far youโve gone. even the letters you wrote to him, and his to you, while you were off to summer camp for two weeks, everything was sealed. never moved.
you could hear him sniffle as tears drop, his facade breaking. you rub your thumbs on his cheek, wiping away his tears.
โiโum. i never really thought i would be alive to give you this. after lockdown happened, i did all i could to find everything you gave to me.โ you confessed, leaving steve sighing with confusion.
you let out a dry laugh, โyou know, since with the whole cursed life-or-death hawkins situation, i figured i prepared.โ
steve looked at you with utter shock, โbabe, what?โ
his hands were now on your cheeks, after placing down the box. โbut youโre here now, with me. alive. vecna, the upside down, everything is finished.โ
you sigh, grabbing his wrists, โi know steve, i know. itโs just, i wanted to know youโd at least be safe living on without me. that these notes and letters would be your reminder to keep on living.โ
he cups your face and kisses your forehead, โeven if the world ends again, even if we get stuck in time, i will always live for you.โ
youโre now crying, just at the mere thought that the two of you are still alive. โbut now you can live with me. till the end of eternity. itโs just us against the world, right sweetheart?โ
your foreheads touch, as you breathe in his scent as if it were the last time.
โus against the world.โ
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โHOW THE HELL ARE THEY GONNA FIT THE LORE AND FINAL SCENES OF EVERYTHING INTO A 2 HOUR LONG EPISODE????โ babe โฆ the same way movies do it โฆ itโs not that hard โฆ
ok ya lowkey im dumb but likeโฆ honestly seeing this after it came out im like yeah okay the lore fit but they sacrificed a lot of plot lines and character arcsโฆ but yeah honestly idk if the whole netflix cuts thing is real but i would like to see at least closure for a few empty holesโฆ but yeah!!! :3
letโsโฆ go? letโs fucking go? give me a second i! need to set my story straight! reply to be tagged :P (no smut guys iโm sorry but itโs gnna be v fluffy)
OH MY GOD YOU GUYS??? ST5 FINALE??? UNBELIEVABLE ACTUALLY AND I WILL BE TALKING ABOUT SPOILERS UNDER THE CUT, YOUโVE BEEN WARNED!
ok starting off strong. WTF DUFFERS??? โmajor deathsโ you said and it was just steve almost death jumpscare saved by jonathan which btw is such a PUNCH cs that blackout?!?!?!
and nancy almost dying in that cave corner by the mind flayer??? holy shit the stancy/jancy/stonathan edging the duffers gave us???
the epilogue was actually very domestic and the theory of it all just being a dnd game written by mike was KINDA TRUE? lumax endgame!!!! COACH/CAMPERVAN STEVE FICS COMING SOON !!! oh he actually is thriving with his nuggets dream i can imagine the fic ideas im writing once i get my laptop back
cgi wise it was insane though, i canโt imagine the effort and hard work the crew put into this!! oh and edit* extra: dustinโs speech and the whole graduation montage just showed how much we grew with the show. how it has changed and shaped so many childhoods, and birthed so many new ideas and fanfics lol
BUT ALL JOKES ASIDE, i have to say, as a writer myself, it was kind of an underwhelming finale and it could have been written a whole lot better. the standards the whole cast and crew had to uphold were insanely high, and there was no way they could actually fulfill it. there was bound to be disappointment.
if they had actually kept their promise and killed off a couple people, i believe that it could actually impact the audience cause the writers were brave enough to take that risk. in a way, it shows how death is so imminent especially with the current stakes.
a lot of the plot twists were expected in a way, however from a writerโs standpoint i do have to admit that a finale with stakes this high is hard to write. i just wish they incorporated more heartwrenching twists and actually lived up to the whole deaths thing :(
el surviving and kali helping her, was a bit unexpected but at the same time like okay if she didnt survive, her death would have been more gut wrenching since she has always been the point of the show for the past 10 years.
the byler โqueerbaitโ though pissed me off a bit, cause they threw away that entire storyline??? i mean sure will got his โuni bfโ in the epilogue but i dont think it was worth cutting out bylerโs storyline entirely. again, with the rumors of cuts and all, i wished there was more screentime for the two. but wah wah im glad they all found their happiness in diff ways.
but honestly i believe that they left the finale like that as an open ending. mikeโs fantasy of el living her life now free, can give viewers a chance to choose. to believe with the kids, or choose to move on and live life.
ANOTHER EDIT: i just discussed this with my friend whoโs a film student, but honestly this season felt very fanservicey? i dont think anyone is at fault but i feel like the way it was directed maybe didnโt live up to the way it was written. but then again, both parts of filmmaking is very tedious. i can write scenarios and fics, but will i be able to direct them? we dont know yet.
and lastly, i dont think 2 hours will ever be enough to fulfill all the storylines. honestly i feel like the dialogue was a bit too long some times, or the flashback to previous seasons was a bit much, when it could have been saved for a proper closing of the chapter.
my final verdict is: the finale was a 7/10 for me. it was great in some ways, some characters got their dream storylines, some didnโt. but no show is flawless, and with the power of fanfiction (LMAO) im so excited to read and write all of your takes and AUs!!! thank you stranger things for fulfilling my childhood :33 im otw to start outlines for fics now be PREPARED!
เญจเญง synopsis โ as the team prepares only mere moments away from the final battle, you can't help but get distracted by your boyfriend's "new look."
เญจเญง genre โ fluff and lowkey kinda steamy (no smut), set after dustin and steve make up in episode 7, a known established relationship between you and steve
เญจเญง warnings โ VOL 2 SPOILERS, YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED! no usage of y/n, making out, sexual innuendos, dirty jokes, basically the aftermath of the acknowledgement and outing of big!dick energy (and actually) steve...
เญจเญง word count โ 1k words (not proofread)
เญจเญง authorโs note โ last fic of 2025 (which i wrote in a sitting btw sorry) before we get ripped into pieces on new year's! actually might go insane over how underprepared we all are... especially on HOW THE HELL ARE THEY GONNA FIT THE LORE AND FINAL SCENES OF EVERYTHING INTO A 2 HOUR LONG EPISODE???? i might actually tweak... so this is my way of coping basically hope you likey! happy new year's to everyone!
despite all circumstances, the final mission, you had to take in the moment one last time. this very well may be the last time you would see everyone alive and thriving.
from max's resurrection, the whole idea of the upside down being a wormhole, and so many discoveries, your life has changed.
so when you see your boyfriend, in that godforsaken hell of a leather jacket, and a backwards trucker cap, you couldn't help but eye him. the way his eyes glimmered with pure dedication to protect dustin and the rest of the crew, you felt like you were committing a sin for eyeing him with such lust.
you knew he had that motherly instinct in him to save and protect, but god forbid you were selfish for once and have him all to yourself.
stuck in your trance, you didn't notice that steve was already looking back at you. after the two fought all across the upside down, it was about time they made up. i mean, nothing should be left untold, right?
"sweets? i think you should close your mouth, don't want my pretty girl attracting any flies, do we?" steve commented at your state with a laugh, hands on his hips. he shook his head in love, as you shut your mouth and continue to pretend and sharpen your knives.
dustin had the attitude to even respond, "hey, since we're in a soon-to-be life or death situation, it's not too late for you to prove robin's too big comment, huh?" which earned him a slap on the back from steve.
he pushed him out playfully so you could come over. robin's jab at steve 'going in anyways' wasn't a lie, but you'd be lying if you didn't have the urge to pin him down and just have him as he is.
you came over with a pink tinge spread across your cheeks, where he easily put his hands on your waist. you try to distract yourself from his gaze by playing with the patches on his jacket, but your eyes defy you. you can't help but stare at the way his hair pokes through the hole in the cap.
"how could you look even more handsome?" you comment, reaching up to play with the strands of hair.
he scoffs at your comment, playfully of course. "better than the mornings i wake up with you?" he asks, biting his lip.
you slot your arms around his neck, pulling him closer to you. his eyes realize how yours look at him with a passion. like you were trying to memorize each and every inch of him.
"you know, when robin made that joke, i was so angry." you huffed. a pout grew across your face, whilst a look of confusion grew across steve's.
in an attempt to make you spill your beans, he leaned his forehead onto yours, his hair tickling you, erupting a small giggle out of you. "and why is that, sweets?"
you smile cockily, "well because, i thought you were the only one hearing me tell you that. turns out, you tell all your girls that, don't you?" terrorizing him with a playful jealousy. you weren't jealous, no, you knew steve was yours. but the way you toyed with him? the way your hand slowly inched down to palm him from his pants? he would fold in an instant.
steve nearly lets out a moan at your hand's contact, "sweets, not here. not when everyone else isโhmmhโwaiting for us..."
you give him a mischievous look. "oh i know, baby. it's just, you dressing up so dirty, makes me wonder... is this for vecna slaying or are you purposefully trying to get yourself laid?"
a sigh erupts from him as you toy with the hem of his shirt. your hand immediately stops when you feel the warm palm of his hand touch your cheek. his thumb toying with your bottom lip.
"let me go kill that son of a bitch, and we can have as much fun for as long as we want, okay?" he negotiates. "plus, i know how much you love it when i edge you, huh sweets?"
you giggle at his words, but grumble at the fact you'd have to wait. while he waits for an answer, you grab him by the collar and smash your lips onto his. it was no longer a kiss of lust, but of utter impatience.
he reluctantly lets you do whatever you want to him, reciprocating the kiss. the gnashing of teeth, despite how much you pushed him, he loved this side of you. the urgency, the heat, the need.
you wish you could figure this out faster and ride him right here, right now. but there were demos to demolish and a vecna to kill. you pull away from him and look into his eyes with a passion.
"i will never take my eyes off you, tonight, you get me, harrington?" you confirm to him, chests heaving for oxygen.
his hand pushes back a strand of your hair covering your eyes, "oh trust me, you won't be able to take your eyes off of me all night."
you laugh at his assumption, but he wasn't wrong. you kiss his lips as if it were your last time doing so, interlocking your fingers together as the two of you smiled into the kiss like there was no tomorrow.
he pulls away and takes off his cap playfully, adjusting the size and placing it on your head. "looks better on you already, pretty."
you wink at him before walking away, and start stuffing your utility pants with the weapons you've previously prepared.
steve runs a hand through his hair and adjusts his pants as he looks at you in awe, whispering to himself, "fuck, you really had to screw me over now, huh?"
let's just say, neither of you will be taking your eyes off of each other anytime soon.
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เญจเญง pairing โ steve harrington x nerd!henderson!fem!reader
เญจเญง synopsis โ stuck looking for answers in the upside down's hawkins lab, dustin purposefully leaves you and steve alone. the risk of an apocalypse nearing forces the two of you to finally open up and maybe solve a rubik's cube in the process.
เญจเญง genre โ fluff, slight angst. based on the scene in season 5 ep 5 (shock jock) except you, dustin's older sister, is there. forced proximity, pre-existing mutual feelings but you guys just haven't confessed... also kind of inspired by that one scene in s4 where him and nancy talk about his future
เญจเญง warnings โ SLIGHT VOL 2 SPOILERS, NOTHING MAJOR JUST ONE PARTICLUAR SCENE IN EPISODE 5 IN THE UPSIDE DOWN'S HAWKINS LAB!!! YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED!!! steve and dustin banter as per usual, no usage of y/n, slight rivalry, replaced the fight scene with this cause i hated that steve and dustin had to go physical :( my duo
เญจเญง authorโs note โ holy hell wtf was that volume... literally going through a second rewatch rn bcs of how messed my brain is rn... new year's is going to haunt me...
maybe it was the upside down spores, or maybe it was the fact you were stuck in the upside down. if it wasn't for steve speeding into that disgusting flesh wall, maybe you would have been able to save your energy.
despite it, here you were in hawkins lab. well, the upside down version of it though. you haven't been here since the whole possessed will scenario.
automatically stuck with your brother and steve (who by the way were in another god-forsaken fight over god knows what), you were walking through the lab's basement.
maybe it was dustin's energy force theory, or steve's sloppy return of the jedi reference, your mind was running laps trying to figure out the whole meaning behind the upside down.
snapping back to the present because of the dynamic duo's banter, every single vine you saw squirmed an irk out of you. the history of these walls sent shivers down your spine. all the torture, the disgusting things the people did here.
you walk down the eery hallway, listening to steve and dustin arguing on keeping metaphors (or analogies) straight, before dustin pushes open a door revealing another room with rainbow walls slithered with the usual vines in what seemed to look like a children's playroom.
"okay." steve complained, taking in the room. "did not expect to find a daycare in this hellhole, that's a perk." you could see the way his flashlight was trying to observe every corner of this room. highlighting children's toys, tables, and broken glass.
the way the only source of light was shining on his face mesmerized you. it didn't even give you the slightest thought that there was a weird children's room in a science lab. but it is hawkins.
you hear steve scoff, "holy shit henderson," before walking towards one of the tables. he picked up a metal ball from what looks like to be a maze game of some sorts, before acting shocked, "treasure," and throwing the ball towards you.
you catch it though, even if you almost dropped it. dustin's face twisted, pissed. "okay you know what?" he asked.
steve looked back at him, "what?"
"i think this is the perfect spot for you, considering your arrested development." dustin snickered. you choked your own spit hearing that.
"and while i search the rest of the basement, why don't you two just stay here, and play with your balls?" dustin proclaimed. before murmuring a little, "i bet she'd like to," before storming out. you caught a glimmer in his eyes before shooting you a wink.
"perfect, yeah. a plan that i can get behind- wait, she'd what?!" steve protested. but it was too late. dustin was already gone, but having time to shout back "i can imagine!"
steve shouted back, "well good luck looking for your, you know... treasure! i mean shield generator... wait i mean made up bullshit!" you could see the stress in his wrinkles, them fighting wasn't unusual, but this one was different.
but it was no secret that dustin knew how much you liked steve. he thought it was just admiration, but the summer with the russian base, him nearly dying trying to fight off demobats, and the fact you were always first to rush in to help him, he figured it out in seconds.
so with just the two of you left, you sigh, murmuring to yourself, "gosh, dustin, you do know how to make things interesting..."
steve looks back at you while pointing at the doors, baffled at dustin. you knew they weren't on the best of terms, but you didn't expect that at this moment he would even consider matchmaking the two of you.
steve's whining gets to you, not easing the situation at hand. "can you believe his ass? i mean this guy shows up m.i.a. to a crawl, everything goes to shit, my beamer is fucked in some fleshy wall, we're stuck in this weird daycare center in the middle of a lab! i thought i'd be in college by now or something..."
you snicker at his last comment, sparking a "what, henderson?" out of him.
as you walk deeper into this 'rainbow room,' toying around with all the knick knacks in this bloody hell, you giggle at him, "well i never expected you'd be a college type of guy, y'know? i always thought you'd take over your dad's company or something."
steve follows you around, "i mean, that guy probably would have forced me to continue the harrington line. but with the world on the brink of turning into a full on mad max movie, i guess my future no longer aligns."
you find yourself sitting on one of the unbroken tables, crossing your legs and fidgeting with some toys. steve joins next to you with tension brewing and a facade behind his eyes.
his eyes find yours, and it's like he could understand you were thinking. "what's that big brain of yours thinking about, hm?"
you shrug at him, trying to avoid eye contact, "i don't know. i guess i thought i'd always end up in harvard or MIT or something. but here we are, end of the world. sounds like a blockbuster hit."
he tries to convince you that there's still a chance, but with the world ending, a part of him is pessimistic. but he stays positive as he just puts his hand on your shoulder, "hey, you're one of the smartest girls i know. harvard would be goddamn lucky to have a brain like yours on their campus. once we get out of this hellhole, you bet my ass i'll be there to help you apply."
"help me with what, harrington?" you giggled at him. "aren't you in a stage of arrested development?" quoting your brother.
he hits you lightly, smirking, "hey, watch it, i'm a great moral support system. says miss graduated with honors and a 4.0 gpa. right, miss smartass?"
"smarter than nancy?" you challenged.
he laughed, "definitely smarter. although she is better with a gun than you are."
it was your turn to smack him in the arm, "it was one time!"
despite knowing nancy and steve's past as you laugh together, your eyes look for his, where you see his pupils dilate in pure admiration. with the forced proximity, you couldn't help but notice how his brown eyes swirled with pure awe.
"but you know, with all this vecna shit? i don't think my gpa matters. what really matter is whether or not we pack a good punch and end it once and for all." you sighed. you tried to give him a fake smile but he saw through you.
"you know what i want when we're all out of here? i want to settle down. obviously after i get a stable job that isn't scooping ice cream or sorting tapes, a real job." you could feel his knee grazing yours but you didn't pull away.
steve pushed his hand through his hair, "and i would want to travel. with my wife. and maybe my kids. maybe in a caravan driving from new york to LA."
you smile, "and how many kids do you want to have, steve?"
"it's stupid, i told nancy this but..." your smile falters at the mention of her name, before he continued, "i'd want six. six little harringtons. but i'd make sure first with you."
your eyes widened at the sentence. he smiled at you.
"i mean, the wife's gotta know what she's getting into, i'm not the one pushing 'em out." he glimmers, as if he didn't just shock you with the previous statement.
you look at him with confusion, "steve?" he hums in response. "do you know what i want once this is all over?"
he shakes his head, signaling no. "the nerd in me wants to go to college, but honestly? i'd want to travel." you continue.
"just hand-in-hand with the person i love. feet running through the sand this week, and hiking through the mountains the next. just a full cross-country road trip." you ramble, trying to hold back your smile.
steve halters at the mention of your loved one, "oh i mean that's great."
you finally take his pouting face in your hands, "i mean, that's if you're driving me. you are, right?"
you smile at your question, seeing his eyes light up. he gives you a simple nod before you notice his eyes moving to look at your lips. "i know there's like weird spores in the air and gooey vines everywhere but, can i kiss you?" he asks.
you place your forehead on his as he slinks his hands to carefully place them on your neck. "yes you may, steve harrington."
he shudders in relief as he pulls you in, your lips finally touching. after knowing him from his farah fawcett hairspray secrets, to him accidentally calling you gorgeous under the influence of russian truth serum, this is what his lips felt like.
you can't help but run your hand to the back of his neck, playing with his hair, as he smiles through the kiss. it wasn't urgent. it wasn't feverish. it was something itching for the longest time and it finally happened.
your giggles cut through his kisses, despite him chasing for more, you finally pull away.
"once we get out of here, i swear i'm taking you on a date. no questions asked. deal?" he put out his hand.
you took it and interlaced your fingers into his, before smiling. "deal."
leaning in, you kiss him once more, the sound of a coming of age story with pent up feelings set in a hellish landscape. you two no longer cared about whether or not the air was slowly killing you anymore. you just cared about each other.
after pulling away, the two of you realized you needed to help dustin figure out his theory. with the goal of finally being able to embrace each other on a cross-country road trip set in stone, you two were determined to end vecna.
but steve, being the idiot he is (your idiot, by the way), ends up fidgeting with a rubik's cube he found lying around. he tried to solve it, but despite all efforts, he couldn't even make it past the first color layer. you laughed at him, and he shot you a mocking look.
"come on, man." and in frustration, he threw it, "piece of shit." before realizing dustin was back, catching the two of you side by side. he noticed the glimmer in your eyes, and you gave him a smile of confirmation, your head leaning on steve's shoulder.
dustin shines his flashlight at the two of you. "really, steve? you're actually playing in here?" you couldn't tell if he meant about the two of you or the rubik's cube.
steve sighs, "i'm just following orders, dude."
dustin grabs the rubik's cube off the floor and hands it over to you, where you immediately start toying with it. "can't solve this thing? eddie would've solved this in 30 seconds flat." dustin adds.
before steve could protest, he hears the clacking of the plastic cube in your hands. his face showed utter admiration as you begun to solve the cube with ease.
jumping off of the table the two of you were perched on, you twist the final pieces. "and iโcan do it in 15. let's go you two." you throw the cube into steve's hands (which he catches) as you give him a wink, taking your flashlight and searching the hallway.
"jesus christ. you're so down for her." dustin giggles. steve shoves him playfully, blushing. "fuck it. i'm so in love with her."
the years of pining no longer mattered. because it took you fifteen seconds and a rubik's cube for him to fall in love.
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HOLY SHIT GUYS???? 500+ NOTES OVERNIGHT IS CRAZY WORK! THANK YOU GUYS SO MUCH THIS MEANS THE WORLD THAT YOU GUYS ENJOY READING MY WORKS ๐ฅน๐ฅน๐ฅน SO OKAY IโM GONNA FEED YOU MORE WITH ANOTHER FIC IN THE WORKS!!
taken specifically from that one scene from ep 7 aka trucker cap STEVE :3 okay thatโs all lmk if you wanna be tagged cs it will be steamy ๐คญ
p.s. this next fic also might be my last fic of the year cs im going on holiday yup yup
เญจเญง pairing โ steve harrington x nerd!henderson!fem!reader
เญจเญง synopsis โ stuck looking for answers in the upside down's hawkins lab, dustin purposefully leaves you and steve alone. the risk of an apocalypse nearing forces the two of you to finally open up and maybe solve a rubik's cube in the process.
เญจเญง genre โ fluff, slight angst. based on the scene in season 5 ep 5 (shock jock) except you, dustin's older sister, is there. forced proximity, pre-existing mutual feelings but you guys just haven't confessed... also kind of inspired by that one scene in s4 where him and nancy talk about his future
เญจเญง warnings โ SLIGHT VOL 2 SPOILERS, NOTHING MAJOR JUST ONE PARTICLUAR SCENE IN EPISODE 5 IN THE UPSIDE DOWN'S HAWKINS LAB!!! YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED!!! steve and dustin banter as per usual, no usage of y/n, slight rivalry, replaced the fight scene with this cause i hated that steve and dustin had to go physical :( my duo
เญจเญง authorโs note โ holy hell wtf was that volume... literally going through a second rewatch rn bcs of how messed my brain is rn... new year's is going to haunt me...
maybe it was the upside down spores, or maybe it was the fact you were stuck in the upside down. if it wasn't for steve speeding into that disgusting flesh wall, maybe you would have been able to save your energy.
despite it, here you were in hawkins lab. well, the upside down version of it though. you haven't been here since the whole possessed will scenario.
automatically stuck with your brother and steve (who by the way were in another god-forsaken fight over god knows what), you were walking through the lab's basement.
maybe it was dustin's energy force theory, or steve's sloppy return of the jedi reference, your mind was running laps trying to figure out the whole meaning behind the upside down.
snapping back to the present because of the dynamic duo's banter, every single vine you saw squirmed an irk out of you. the history of these walls sent shivers down your spine. all the torture, the disgusting things the people did here.
you walk down the eery hallway, listening to steve and dustin arguing on keeping metaphors (or analogies) straight, before dustin pushes open a door revealing another room with rainbow walls slithered with the usual vines in what seemed to look like a children's playroom.
"okay." steve complained, taking in the room. "did not expect to find a daycare in this hellhole, that's a perk." you could see the way his flashlight was trying to observe every corner of this room. highlighting children's toys, tables, and broken glass.
the way the only source of light was shining on his face mesmerized you. it didn't even give you the slightest thought that there was a weird children's room in a science lab. but it is hawkins.
you hear steve scoff, "holy shit henderson," before walking towards one of the tables. he picked up a metal ball from what looks like to be a maze game of some sorts, before acting shocked, "treasure," and throwing the ball towards you.
you catch it though, even if you almost dropped it. dustin's face twisted, pissed. "okay you know what?" he asked.
steve looked back at him, "what?"
"i think this is the perfect spot for you, considering your arrested development." dustin snickered. you choked your own spit hearing that.
"and while i search the rest of the basement, why don't you two just stay here, and play with your balls?" dustin proclaimed. before murmuring a little, "i bet she'd like to," before storming out. you caught a glimmer in his eyes before shooting you a wink.
"perfect, yeah. a plan that i can get behind- wait, she'd what?!" steve protested. but it was too late. dustin was already gone, but having time to shout back "i can imagine!"
steve shouted back, "well good luck looking for your, you know... treasure! i mean shield generator... wait i mean made up bullshit!" you could see the stress in his wrinkles, them fighting wasn't unusual, but this one was different.
but it was no secret that dustin knew how much you liked steve. he thought it was just admiration, but the summer with the russian base, him nearly dying trying to fight off demobats, and the fact you were always first to rush in to help him, he figured it out in seconds.
so with just the two of you left, you sigh, murmuring to yourself, "gosh, dustin, you do know how to make things interesting..."
steve looks back at you while pointing at the doors, baffled at dustin. you knew they weren't on the best of terms, but you didn't expect that at this moment he would even consider matchmaking the two of you.
steve's whining gets to you, not easing the situation at hand. "can you believe his ass? i mean this guy shows up m.i.a. to a crawl, everything goes to shit, my beamer is fucked in some fleshy wall, we're stuck in this weird daycare center in the middle of a lab! i thought i'd be in college by now or something..."
you snicker at his last comment, sparking a "what, henderson?" out of him.
as you walk deeper into this 'rainbow room,' toying around with all the knick knacks in this bloody hell, you giggle at him, "well i never expected you'd be a college type of guy, y'know? i always thought you'd take over your dad's company or something."
steve follows you around, "i mean, that guy probably would have forced me to continue the harrington line. but with the world on the brink of turning into a full on mad max movie, i guess my future no longer aligns."
you find yourself sitting on one of the unbroken tables, crossing your legs and fidgeting with some toys. steve joins next to you with tension brewing and a facade behind his eyes.
his eyes find yours, and it's like he could understand you were thinking. "what's that big brain of yours thinking about, hm?"
you shrug at him, trying to avoid eye contact, "i don't know. i guess i thought i'd always end up in harvard or MIT or something. but here we are, end of the world. sounds like a blockbuster hit."
he tries to convince you that there's still a chance, but with the world ending, a part of him is pessimistic. but he stays positive as he just puts his hand on your shoulder, "hey, you're one of the smartest girls i know. harvard would be goddamn lucky to have a brain like yours on their campus. once we get out of this hellhole, you bet my ass i'll be there to help you apply."
"help me with what, harrington?" you giggled at him. "aren't you in a stage of arrested development?" quoting your brother.
he hits you lightly, smirking, "hey, watch it, i'm a great moral support system. says miss graduated with honors and a 4.0 gpa. right, miss smartass?"
"smarter than nancy?" you challenged.
he laughed, "definitely smarter. although she is better with a gun than you are."
it was your turn to smack him in the arm, "it was one time!"
despite knowing nancy and steve's past as you laugh together, your eyes look for his, where you see his pupils dilate in pure admiration. with the forced proximity, you couldn't help but notice how his brown eyes swirled with pure awe.
"but you know, with all this vecna shit? i don't think my gpa matters. what really matter is whether or not we pack a good punch and end it once and for all." you sighed. you tried to give him a fake smile but he saw through you.
"you know what i want when we're all out of here? i want to settle down. obviously after i get a stable job that isn't scooping ice cream or sorting tapes, a real job." you could feel his knee grazing yours but you didn't pull away.
steve pushed his hand through his hair, "and i would want to travel. with my wife. and maybe my kids. maybe in a caravan driving from new york to LA."
you smile, "and how many kids do you want to have, steve?"
"it's stupid, i told nancy this but..." your smile falters at the mention of her name, before he continued, "i'd want six. six little harringtons. but i'd make sure first with you."
your eyes widened at the sentence. he smiled at you.
"i mean, the wife's gotta know what she's getting into, i'm not the one pushing 'em out." he glimmers, as if he didn't just shock you with the previous statement.
you look at him with confusion, "steve?" he hums in response. "do you know what i want once this is all over?"
he shakes his head, signaling no. "the nerd in me wants to go to college, but honestly? i'd want to travel." you continue.
"just hand-in-hand with the person i love. feet running through the sand this week, and hiking through the mountains the next. just a full cross-country road trip." you ramble, trying to hold back your smile.
steve halters at the mention of your loved one, "oh i mean that's great."
you finally take his pouting face in your hands, "i mean, that's if you're driving me. you are, right?"
you smile at your question, seeing his eyes light up. he gives you a simple nod before you notice his eyes moving to look at your lips. "i know there's like weird spores in the air and gooey vines everywhere but, can i kiss you?" he asks.
you place your forehead on his as he slinks his hands to carefully place them on your neck. "yes you may, steve harrington."
he shudders in relief as he pulls you in, your lips finally touching. after knowing him from his farah fawcett hairspray secrets, to him accidentally calling you gorgeous under the influence of russian truth serum, this is what his lips felt like.
you can't help but run your hand to the back of his neck, playing with his hair, as he smiles through the kiss. it wasn't urgent. it wasn't feverish. it was something itching for the longest time and it finally happened.
your giggles cut through his kisses, despite him chasing for more, you finally pull away.
"once we get out of here, i swear i'm taking you on a date. no questions asked. deal?" he put out his hand.
you took it and interlaced your fingers into his, before smiling. "deal."
leaning in, you kiss him once more, the sound of a coming of age story with pent up feelings set in a hellish landscape. you two no longer cared about whether or not the air was slowly killing you anymore. you just cared about each other.
after pulling away, the two of you realized you needed to help dustin figure out his theory. with the goal of finally being able to embrace each other on a cross-country road trip set in stone, you two were determined to end vecna.
but steve, being the idiot he is (your idiot, by the way), ends up fidgeting with a rubik's cube he found lying around. he tried to solve it, but despite all efforts, he couldn't even make it past the first color layer. you laughed at him, and he shot you a mocking look.
"come on, man." and in frustration, he threw it, "piece of shit." before realizing dustin was back, catching the two of you side by side. he noticed the glimmer in your eyes, and you gave him a smile of confirmation, your head leaning on steve's shoulder.
dustin shines his flashlight at the two of you. "really, steve? you're actually playing in here?" you couldn't tell if he meant about the two of you or the rubik's cube.
steve sighs, "i'm just following orders, dude."
dustin grabs the rubik's cube off the floor and hands it over to you, where you immediately start toying with it. "can't solve this thing? eddie would've solved this in 30 seconds flat." dustin adds.
before steve could protest, he hears the clacking of the plastic cube in your hands. his face showed utter admiration as you begun to solve the cube with ease.
jumping off of the table the two of you were perched on, you twist the final pieces. "and iโcan do it in 15. let's go you two." you throw the cube into steve's hands (which he catches) as you give him a wink, taking your flashlight and searching the hallway.
"jesus christ. you're so down for her." dustin giggles. steve shoves him playfully, blushing. "fuck it. i'm so in love with her."
the years of pining no longer mattered. because it took you fifteen seconds and a rubik's cube for him to fall in love.
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I JUST FINISHED VOL 2 AND I SAT DOWN. also new fic otw :3 i HAD to write this because i can solve a rubikโs cube and people always are mesmerized by the fact i am able to solve oneโฆ so i believe steve would too!!!!! anyways taglist is open just reply here or send me an ask teehee i have SO MANY IDEAS!!!!!
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โ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐, ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ (BLURB) | STEVE HARRINGTON
เญจเญง pairing โ best friend!steve harrington x afab!reader
เญจเญง synopsis โ with an m.i.a. hopper and a failed crawl, you and steve are left stuck in the WSQK van desperate for help to arrive. despite your past, the empty silence hanging between the two of you leads to the uprise of feelings swept under the rug for too long.
เญจเญง genre โ based on the scene from stranger things season 5 episode 2 (except instead of jonathan, it's you with steve in the van), best friends to lovers, pre-existing feelings
เญจเญง warnings โ a tad bit of angst but ends in fluff
เญจเญง word count โ 1063 words (not proofread)
เญจเญง authorโs note โ i am back!!! this time my hyperfixation has redirected to stranger things season 5 as i am ITCHING in my seat. also felt like i had to give my version of this scene a BIT of justice. i wrote this in a sitting so i apologize if there are errors lol i was actually itching.
เญจเญง playlist โ chateau (feel alright) by djo, autumn by NIKI, given-taken by ENHYPEN
despite the proximity and the soft breathing of his, the silence felt deafening. after spending a year stuck in hawkins, no way out, your simmering feelings for steve were screaming for acknowledgement.
but it was the end of the fucking world. now that you lost your connection to hopper in the upside down, and the van broke down, you were stuck relying for a good samaritan to stop by and help assist the vehicle.
if only it wasn't for the awkwardness between the two of you, you would have figured something out by now.
you and steve weren't always the best of friends. yes, he was once the "asshole king steve," who broke your heart in freshman year, but i guess with the looming idea of a dead or alive vecna on the loose, you had pushed everything aside.
from recklessly driving his car after billy had beat him to a pulp, to throwing molotov cocktails to a vine-covered lunatic of a creature, it was safe to say you and steve saw each other through the thick and thin.
you found yourself patching him up after he was beat up by billy, abused by the russians, swarmed by demobats, and he found himself putting his life on the risk so you wouldn't get choked by the vines in the upside down version of the creel house.
and that moment you listened to him ramble about six little nuggets, your heart bloomed and wished that could have been you. with nancy in the back with the kids, you wondered if you could ever have that with him. he told you all of his dreams, and for a moment, you thought you could be one of them.
a part of you wondered if he ever reciprocated those feelings you had for him. behind his facade and hair, he was just your steve. even if he just saw you as a friend. you were content with keeping him close.
but not as close he and robin were. oh how you envied that. their connection. you knew robin was with vickie, but you wished you could've held onto that strand of thread. you wished you could have been as pretty as nancy wheeler.
which leads you to the present. where you're overthinking every decision you made in the middle of the night. trying to memorize his face, the way his hair sits, the way his chest rises up and down to signify that he was still alive and living in the moment.
stuck in your trance, steve looked to you, catching you off guard. you turned your head away. he opened his mouth to say something, but you cut him off.
"so... that was, interesting." you murmured. โi mean what else could have happened? despite hundreds of safe and unsuccessful crawls, what happened? why did it go wrong now?โ
"all because of fucking henderson. if that son of a bitch were here right now, then maybe we could have this shitshow running." he sighed in anger, pushing his hand through his hair.
at the mention of henderson's name, you can't help but be reminded of the times you and steve were joked as "the parents" of the party. all those years of keeping them safe, all those times of jumping head first for them, you both would die for those kids.
especially dustin. he was like your golden child.
you whipped your head back at steve's statement. you knew eddie's death took a toll on dustin. you knew damn well. "hey, he's grieving, steve."
"but it doesn't give him an excuse to not show up! i mean, the kid's gone AWOL for christ's sake! and the second he does, everything goes to shit! what happened to him clinging onto my arm for absolutely-fucking-everything?"
as he continues to ramble, you couldn't help but want to shut him up. you clench your fists whispering to yourself, this is gonna be a bad idea.
you lean over the gearshift and grab his face before crashing your lips to his. he freezes. he breathes it in. you're kissing him. every crevice of his lips. every skin cell. you felt it. but it didn't last long. but you pulled away.
"i had to shut you up somehow, and if that means ruining our fucking friendship so dustin would have decent parental figures then so be itโ"
before you could continue, it was his turn to lean over and grab you by the back of your neck, kissing you like you were his antidote. you felt a part of yourself melt, moving against his.
the sparks between the two of you molded like how a painter mixes two primary colors to join into one. like how the yellow brightness of your smile conjoins with the blue attentiveness of his gaze combines. you were no longer water and oil, you were now the milk to his usual black coffee.
as he pulls away, your eyes are beaming at him. he misunderstood them for confused shock, before he begins to apologize profusely. "shit, i'm sorry, i didn't mean to. i swear you were rambling too and i had to shut you up tooโand for once you weren't bloody so i needed to kiss you likeโnow..."
you giggled at his rambling. two ramblers in one van, what a shock. "and i was waiting for your demobat-bitten abdomen to heal so i could make your stomach flutter. not in pain, but with love, so for god's sake, shut up, king steve, and let me kiss you again."
your confession made his eyes glisten with hope, before letting you jump over the gearshift and straddle yourself on his lap. pulling you in and desperately kissing the life out of you. knowing well that hawkins was hanging on the edge, and that the fate of your lives could be given or taken, you would rather spend every second you could savoring each moment you had left. even if it means you would risk your lives for each other.
but for now, you were finally content with the fogged up windows and broken down engine of the van. as long as you could feel steve's lips on yours. as long as you could shut him up with your kisses again. as long as he was yours.
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โ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐, ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ (BLURB) | STEVE HARRINGTON
เญจเญง pairing โ best friend!steve harrington x afab!reader
เญจเญง synopsis โ with an m.i.a. hopper and a failed crawl, you and steve are left stuck in the WSQK van desperate for help to arrive. despite your past, the empty silence hanging between the two of you leads to the uprise of feelings swept under the rug for too long.
เญจเญง genre โ based on the scene from stranger things season 5 episode 2 (except instead of jonathan, it's you with steve in the van), best friends to lovers, pre-existing feelings
เญจเญง warnings โ a tad bit of angst but ends in fluff
เญจเญง word count โ 1063 words (not proofread)
เญจเญง authorโs note โ i am back!!! this time my hyperfixation has redirected to stranger things season 5 as i am ITCHING in my seat. also felt like i had to give my version of this scene a BIT of justice. i wrote this in a sitting so i apologize if there are errors lol i was actually itching.
เญจเญง playlist โ chateau (feel alright) by djo, autumn by NIKI, given-taken by ENHYPEN
despite the proximity and the soft breathing of his, the silence felt deafening. after spending a year stuck in hawkins, no way out, your simmering feelings for steve were screaming for acknowledgement.
but it was the end of the fucking world. now that you lost your connection to hopper in the upside down, and the van broke down, you were stuck relying for a good samaritan to stop by and help assist the vehicle.
if only it wasn't for the awkwardness between the two of you, you would have figured something out by now.
you and steve weren't always the best of friends. yes, he was once the "asshole king steve," who broke your heart in freshman year, but i guess with the looming idea of a dead or alive vecna on the loose, you had pushed everything aside.
from recklessly driving his car after billy had beat him to a pulp, to throwing molotov cocktails to a vine-covered lunatic of a creature, it was safe to say you and steve saw each other through the thick and thin.
you found yourself patching him up after he was beat up by billy, abused by the russians, swarmed by demobats, and he found himself putting his life on the risk so you wouldn't get choked by the vines in the upside down version of the creel house.
and that moment you listened to him ramble about six little nuggets, your heart bloomed and wished that could have been you. with nancy in the back with the kids, you wondered if you could ever have that with him. he told you all of his dreams, and for a moment, you thought you could be one of them.
a part of you wondered if he ever reciprocated those feelings you had for him. behind his facade and hair, he was just your steve. even if he just saw you as a friend. you were content with keeping him close.
but not as close he and robin were. oh how you envied that. their connection. you knew robin was with vickie, but you wished you could've held onto that strand of thread. you wished you could have been as pretty as nancy wheeler.
which leads you to the present. where you're overthinking every decision you made in the middle of the night. trying to memorize his face, the way his hair sits, the way his chest rises up and down to signify that he was still alive and living in the moment.
stuck in your trance, steve looked to you, catching you off guard. you turned your head away. he opened his mouth to say something, but you cut him off.
"so... that was, interesting." you murmured. โi mean what else could have happened? despite hundreds of safe and unsuccessful crawls, what happened? why did it go wrong now?โ
"all because of fucking henderson. if that son of a bitch were here right now, then maybe we could have this shitshow running." he sighed in anger, pushing his hand through his hair.
at the mention of henderson's name, you can't help but be reminded of the times you and steve were joked as "the parents" of the party. all those years of keeping them safe, all those times of jumping head first for them, you both would die for those kids.
especially dustin. he was like your golden child.
you whipped your head back at steve's statement. you knew eddie's death took a toll on dustin. you knew damn well. "hey, he's grieving, steve."
"but it doesn't give him an excuse to not show up! i mean, the kid's gone AWOL for christ's sake! and the second he does, everything goes to shit! what happened to him clinging onto my arm for absolutely-fucking-everything?"
as he continues to ramble, you couldn't help but want to shut him up. you clench your fists whispering to yourself, this is gonna be a bad idea.
you lean over the gearshift and grab his face before crashing your lips to his. he freezes. he breathes it in. you're kissing him. every crevice of his lips. every skin cell. you felt it. but it didn't last long. but you pulled away.
"i had to shut you up somehow, and if that means ruining our fucking friendship so dustin would have decent parental figures then so be itโ"
before you could continue, it was his turn to lean over and grab you by the back of your neck, kissing you like you were his antidote. you felt a part of yourself melt, moving against his.
the sparks between the two of you molded like how a painter mixes two primary colors to join into one. like how the yellow brightness of your smile conjoins with the blue attentiveness of his gaze combines. you were no longer water and oil, you were now the milk to his usual black coffee.
as he pulls away, your eyes are beaming at him. he misunderstood them for confused shock, before he begins to apologize profusely. "shit, i'm sorry, i didn't mean to. i swear you were rambling too and i had to shut you up tooโand for once you weren't bloody so i needed to kiss you likeโnow..."
you giggled at his rambling. two ramblers in one van, what a shock. "and i was waiting for your demobat-bitten abdomen to heal so i could make your stomach flutter. not in pain, but with love, so for god's sake, shut up, king steve, and let me kiss you again."
your confession made his eyes glisten with hope, before letting you jump over the gearshift and straddle yourself on his lap. pulling you in and desperately kissing the life out of you. knowing well that hawkins was hanging on the edge, and that the fate of your lives could be given or taken, you would rather spend every second you could savoring each moment you had left. even if it means you would risk your lives for each other.
but for now, you were finally content with the fogged up windows and broken down engine of the van. as long as you could feel steve's lips on yours. as long as you could shut him up with your kisses again. as long as he was yours.
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