I really thought this summer I’d be in love with someone by now. Like not just starting a summer romance but in a romance that has lasted into summer and we spend the whole summer together. I guess I just thought I’d be in a relationship rn. It’s so embarrassing how bad I want to be in a relationship because like I’m free and not miserable but also love is so beautiful and someone loving me would be even more beautiful. Anyways summers kinda not giving the way I thought it would give but also other blessings more important blessings are happening for me so there’s that.
I also feel so bad for myself for still letting someone I met at 18 affect me still to this day I’m 22, I’ve not been with anyone AT ALL because lowkey I’m still hoping he come back but also anyone I like doesn’t like me back fr. Like no one’s showed me how much they’d like me like him so that’s definitely a huge reason on why I want him right. Or maybe I’m just a hopeless romantic. But anyways life’s a mess but amazing, yeah that’s another thing one thing goes amazing for me then everything else just comes crumbling down making it so hard to recognize that really amazing good thing I’ve been waiting for all year.
1) when will I find love and have my first real boyfriend/ long term relationship?
2) do men even want to date me or just date for a long time anymore or did I miss all of that?🥲
3)YAY! Life’s getting better but still why’d all that weird crazy stuff happen at the same time now I’m confused about how to feel there’s so many feelings I can’t even think straight
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