Ghost boy

[allister-yaps]

Hi. My name iss Allister.

I'm an alter. Headmate. Whatever u wanna call it. I'm the ssysstem's denial holder. About being a ssysstem mosstly.

We're... maybe traumagenic? Unssure.

I jusst wanted ssomewhere to sscream into the void bcuss I didn't wanna usse our main.

I like Pokémon. And ghosstss.

#ᝰ.ᐟ speaking to ghostz - my talking posstss

ᝰ.ᐟ ghost boy reblogz - my reblogss

ᝰ.ᐟ screaming - negative posstss

I didn't form all that long ago sso I don't really have an identity yet. I'm sstill figuring sstuff out.

[allister-yaps]

I wanna make my massk from ssource one day !! If I can find good materialss...

[allister-yaps]

every time i try and think about uss posssibly having a cdd our brain goess all fuzzy :(

[house-of-systemries]

That's really normal! Breathe, scribble what made ya think of it down if you can remember, and do somethin' that moves your body for a bit. Our host Silho 🏘️ , especially when they were in semi-denial about being a system, saying ~oh but the trauma wasn't that bad~ ((dummy, the whole point of a system is to block memories of trauma from some alters ESPECIALLY THE HOST to keep functioning)) has made the brain go fuzzy and get a headache a ton repeatedly by thinking too hard

Your brain going fuzzy means you're panicking or someone else's panicking; there's stuff in there that one or more of you aren't sure you can handle knowing. That's one I'm the ways dissociation barriers can feel when you push against them, so you're doing a really normal system thing! Totally normal to want to know more, but all systems have trauma so your brain's piecemealin' it for ya. Just chill, think less about a diagnosis and more just about trusting the others and getting to know them; mood boards like on Pinterest or reblogging stuff and tagging it with alters have been awesome for us! You'll be able to think about it more when there's more trust and less panic, don't worry!

Rex 🦖, the coolest in our system 😎

[allister-yaps]

Thank you :D

[allister-yaps]

ssometimess i remember our old friend ussed to romanticisse the military/ww1

[allister-yaps]

every time i try and think about uss posssibly having a cdd our brain goess all fuzzy :(

[allister-yaps]

the chance of uss having a cdd might not be zero like we thought and thatss sscary

we never conssidered it a posssibility becausse our trauma issnt that bad. Itss not nonexisstent but itss not that bad.

[allister-yaps]

computer... computer tell me how to tell if we're a traumagenic ssysstem or not!

[mariopokemonuniverse]

Allister and Gengar for Pokéween 👻

Promotional art by Naoki Saito.

[hereliescallie]

Allister my precious onion boy.

[kajiuna]

Allister Pokemon

[twilightofthesandwiches]

[allister-yaps]

"I don't think we're a real ssysstem," i ssay while being an alter

[allister-yaps]

I don't wanna have any sstancess on disscoursse. Itss all too confussing.

[allister-yaps]

my head feelss fuzzy