Messy Thoughts

I guess I just need a place to put my thoughts. maybe I'll find out I'm not alone along the way

[jonjjja]

my biggest desire: to be seen

my biggest fear: to be seen

[allkindsofmessy]

would you like to be friends

Sure! How old are you?

[allkindsofmessy]

I saw some of your posts about loneliness and thoughts. Will it be good idea to see psychologist?😭😭

I can't afford it. Besides, a psychologist won't make me less lonely.... a friend would

[allkindsofmessy]

Hey :)

Hi 🙂

[allkindsofmessy]

Need friends in the Southern hemisphere. My only friend is asleep 😞

[allkindsofmessy]

Really struggling being alone with my thoughts. Anyone want to chat to keep my mind busy?

[allkindsofmessy]

I can't make the thoughts stop that maybe your life would be better if we never met

[allkindsofmessy]

I think a 24/7 dynamic would help me. Imagine never having to make your own decisions again. Damn it could be so good if all i had to worry about in life was taking care of my man.

[allkindsofmessy]

I don't know why I thought there was a chance for me to be happy. I am too broken to be loved

[tyynicbubul]

I don’t want to be mysterious i want someone to notice i’m drowning without me having to say anything.

[allkindsofmessy]

And just like that, all the progress is gone

[allkindsofmessy]

I can't stop thinking that maybe I should have gone through with my plan last year... but it's okay, because only 26 more days until I can try again

[lowzbehigh]

I will forever believe that i am unlovable and undesirable.

[allkindsofmessy]

I feel like I'm losing myself again...

[allkindsofmessy]

I worry I require more attention than any one person can provide...

[allkindsofmessy]

What is an attention whore to do without attention?

[allkindsofmessy]

Call me an apple, because i have been stewing all night.