just wanna be skinny lol

18 | boy | trying to lose weight | if you are in recovery please stay off my blog and good luck✨🌻

[bingebitch97]

YALL. These are so damn good, my lactose intolerant ass has been struggling to find a dairy free alternative to Halo Top and this is what I found at Walmart today ! They’re about $4 each and the Walmart near me had almost every flavor. I got the chocolate chip and it’s soooo good and fluffy. This is definitely a mousse texture, not ice cream. It kind of reminds me of frozen cool whip.

Serving size: 2/3rds a cup

Servings: 3

[allpainnogxin]

once im skinny ill be happy

[allpainnogxin]

okay so ! my food plan will hopefully be this:

- breakfast: special sandwich

diced potatoes, cooked over stove (only salt and pepper)

egg (only salt and pepper)

tomato

mayo

- lunch: nothing but water and maybe tea

- dinner: if it's anything i can't eat, skip

im hoping the sandwich would be big enough to last me all day but small enough to not add anything to me. if it's too big, i'll remove the egg or just have a baked potato !! ive already lost a lot of weight, but im nowhere near being skinny. i hope i can reach it soon, it'll make binding and buying clothes a lot easier.

as for other things:

- drink only water and sometimes tea

- bedtime is eleven PM

- do not tell anyone i know what im doing

- do the usual exercises i do every night

i hope when im skinny i can actually feel okay with existing, and when im around my skinny friends i wont feel so gross and disgusting.

my first goals are to fit in my exo hoodie properly n be able to wear the old overalls my mom gave me !!

[rosalinelilian]

[fueledbycoffeeee-deactivated202]

all-around self care masterlist

giant self care masterlist!

water, water, water

rule: drink 3 liters a day

benefits of water -

♥ clears up your skin!

♥ fills up your stomach!

♥ improves your digestion!

♥ alleviates headaches!

♥ overall, just helps your body extremely!

how to eat your water (some of my favs!) -

♥ pineapples are 87% water

♥ strawberries are 92% water

♥ zucchinis are 95% water

♥ cucumbers are 96% water

♥ watermelons are 92% water

♥ celery is 96% water

♥ apples are 84% water

♥ sucking on ice is also good!

here comes the tea rule: drink teas to curve appetites and get some benefits some great teas and their equally great properties - ♥ green tea, 0 calories (speeds up your metabolism and is delicious) ♥ chamomile tea, 2 calories (helps with cramps) ♥ hibiscus tea, 88 calories (lowers blood pressure and promotes relaxation) ♥ black tea, 2 calories (improves cardiovascular health) ♥ ginger tea, 9 calories (another metabolism booster and boosts immune health)

take ya vitamins rule: take your daily vitamins in the morning and at night some good vitamins for protection - ♥ calcium (when you aren’t getting enough in your diet, take some calcium pills to keep your bones strong and from being brittle) ♥ melatonin (if you have insomnia, like me, melatonin can help with falling asleep) ♥ iron (it’s easy to get this through red meat or green vegetables, but for vegetarians or people who get enough, iron vitamins are good to get the essential component of hemoglobin, which carries oxygen in red blood cells) ♥ fish oil (helps hair and nail growth) ♥ fiber (fiber helps your metabolism speed up and your digestion work better, a lot of people don’t get enough of fiber in their diet so it wouldn’t hurt to take some fiber vitamins) ♥ vitamin b-6/b-12 (another vitamin that speeds up the metabolism)

taste the rainbow rule: you can eat as much raw fruit and veggies as you want, but keep it colorful! the rainbow of foods - ♥ red: heart healthy, decreases blood pressure, helps cell renewal, skin protection ☺ one cup of bell peppers is 20 calories ☺ one cup of apples is 65 calories ☺ one cup of watermelon is 47 calories ☺ one cup of red onions are 67 calories ☺ one cup of tomatoes is 32 calories ☺ one cup of radishes is 18 calories ♥ orange: helps immune system, supports eyesight, antioxidants, heart healthy ☺ one cup of carrots is 50 calories ☺ one cup of pumpkin is 26 calories ☺ one cup of papaya is 98 calories ☺ one cup of oranges is 85 calories ☺ one cup of mango is 99 calories ♥ yellow: lowers cholesterol, helps joints and tissue, supports eyesight, helps skin ☺ one cup of corn 132 calories ☺ one cup of banana is 133 calories ☺ one cup of pineapple is 82 calories ♥ green: improves digestion, helps eyesight, immune system support, bone strength ☺ one cup of green beans is 31 calories ☺ one cup of asparagus is 27 calories ☺ one cup of zucchini is 17 calories ☺ one cup of cucumber is 16 calories ☺ one cup of broccoli is 34 calories ☺ one cup of celery is 20 calories ♥ indigo: helps blood flow, improves memory, anti-aging, helps urinary system ☺ one cup of eggplant is 20 calories ☺ one cup of grapes is 62 calories ☺ one cup of blueberries is 85 calories

ya nasty rule: shower/bathe everyday hygiene routine that’s under an hour* ♥ set the mood - 5 mins (start up some music, set out your tools, lay out some clothes) ♥ turn on the water - like 2 mins (make sure the water isn’t too hot, which can damage your hair and your skin, or too cold that’ll make it hard to do anything) ♥ wet your hair, shampoo, and rinse - 3 mins (you shouldn’t shampoo everyday because it’ll dry out your hair by over washing, so do it every other day) ♥ after rinsing, condition your hair and loosely tie it with a hair tie - 2 mins (you shouldn’t immediately rinse out the conditioner so then your hair takes in the full effect of it, and by tying it you can keep it from mixing with your body wash etc) ♥ take your loofah, or washcloth, put some body wash or soap, and exfoliate/wash your skin - 5 mins (exfoliating is important to clear away the dead skin that builds up, make sure you get every part of your body!! + if you have a vagina, please please please do not use and soaps to clean it because that can screw up it’s pH, causing yeast infections, so water and a washcloth will suffice) ♥ [optional] when you are fully rinsed, you can shave if you want - 5 to 10 mins (use conditioner as shaving cream because it softens the hair) ♥ now wash out the conditioner - 2 mins (be gentle, but make sure you run your fingers through your hair to detangle) ♥ turn off the shower and dry off - 10 mins (dry off every crack and nook of your body, and although it isn’t recommended, dry off your hair with the up-do way, or by patting it dry) ♥ moisturize! - 5 mins (use fragrance-free or gentle body lotion and moisturize your arms, legs, body etc. if you have boobs, do not neglect with safe lotion, chapped nipples are not fun! also, here you can self exam, or even when you were in the shower. my people with testis, self exam too! self examinations are key for a healthy life!) ♥ wash face - 2 mins (with a brush, use a gentle or prescribed facial wash and wash your face) ♥ [optional] face mask - 5 to 20 mins (i love face masks!!! i do two per week ad i should probably stop but its a nice way to self-pamper and are a lot of fun!) ♥ tone face - 1 min (with a cloth or pad, to your face to kill bacteria, i use witch hazel and it does wonders to your skin) ♥ while the toner dries, clean your ears or something else in your routine - 2 mins (i like to let my toner dry, so during that time i clean my ears, moisturize my lips, and apply my eyelash growth serum. i do this because my eyelashes were hella short and i’ve noticed a great change, also burts bees lip balm not only repairs your lips but plumps them!) ♥ apply moisturizer - 1 min (i use a gentle moisturizer, but i also use snail cream for my scars and whatnot, and also spray rose water because my skin gets extremely red and that calms it down. i also have rosacea soooo) ♥ get dressed - 2 mins (if it is nighttime, put some fluffy socks on! you have one life, enjoy it! get comfy!) ♥ gently brush your hair - 2 mins (combing is better, but don’t yank it!) ♥ nails nails nails - 3 mins (if you haven’t, push back your cuticles and apply some oil so then they don’t dry out, jojoba oil is the best btw) ♥ and you’re done! overall, it was around 47 minutes, but of course you can take longer *only if you want hehehe luxury bath for shitty days (okay so last year i was extremely into baths and i still fucking love them, but due to my anxiety, i’ve been having a shit time at taking baths. i know, this is extremely ridiculous, but i have anxiety about not seeing the water, but this is what i would do and it was hella relaxing!!) ♥ set the mood with some music, candles, the smell of the room (aromatherapy is extremely effective! if you smell something pleasing, it’ll affect your mood by sending relaxing signals to your brain, which controls everything. in fact, that works for your entire location. focus on the bathroom, dim the lights, turn on beyonce- the world can be a shit show outside, but the bathroom is your safe space for the next 30 minutes to an hour) ♥ when you run the water (make sure its the perfect temperature), put in your bubble bath, or bath bombs, or salts, but PLEASE be careful! once again, your vag’s pH could be extremely altered! yeast infections are not fun! ♥ optional, but sprinkle some flower petals on the surface of the water. it can be a hassle cleaning it out of the drain, but its another part of the mood. also, if you are like me and neeed something to do, set up a tablet or your phone in a safe space to play a movie or show as you relax. don’t forget a rolled-up washcloth to pad your head! ♥ sit there and soak up! spend sometime to yourself! you could even put a face mask on but it could be accidentally wash it off. ♥ when its time, start to drain the water, and then get up, close the curtain, and rinse off with the shower for like two minutes. this is so unwanted oils or stuff sticks to your skin. then, get out and dry off, and do the rest of the steps in the routine above! i hope you had a nice time! **i have so much more on this topic, so if you want some more, than tell me!

also, ill put an exercise and diet post if you want!

[revengeofdraculard]

[switchbladeskin]

Me too

[anarecipe]

5 cups air-popped popcorn- 125 3 tablespoons maple syrup- 3 (recipe on blog. You could also use honey). 4 tablespoons pb2- 90 3 tablespoons mini semi-sweet chocolate chips- 210

Servings: 10 Calories per serving: 43

 Mix together popped corn and chocolate chips in a large bowl. In a small saucepan over medium-high heat, stir together maple syrup and peanut butter until bubbling. Pour the maple peanut butter mixture over the popcorn and chocolate chips, and combine well with a spatula. Roll popcorn into 2-inch balls. Once all the balls have been rolled out, place them on a sheet of parchment paper to cool.

[ulzzangoals]

[allpainnogxin]

the "god i wish that were me" moodboard

[bigeyes-littlebones]

I need more people to follow ! Please reblog if:

-You’re lgbt

-You’re around 5'5

-Your SW is around 130/140

-Your goal weight is around 95/100

-Your goal BMI is around 16

-You’re a guy with an ED

-You’ve suffered from an ED for a couple years

-You’re active!

or any combination of these things!~

[cocaiinejesus]

少し生きる //◇feel free to reblog◇//

[starvingpikachu]

this!this!this!

this is an absolute life saver

-under 5 dollars

-many flavors all 0 cal

-lots of flavor

-this one is spicy

-enjoy salads with dressing again

[teacupbones]

hello!!! if ur a member of the LGBTQ+ community & also a thinspo blog pls reblog this so I can follow u!!

[whataslutforfood]

Me: *has dysphoria*

Me: maybe if I’ll loose weight it will go away

Me: * develops an Ed*

Me:

…can y’all like my other posts too :)

[relapsingarbage-deactivated2019]

When I’m a thin boy

When I’m a thin boy, I’ll look genderless When I’m a thin boy, I can finally start going swimming again When I’m a thin boy, other queer boys will crave me When I’m a thin boy, I can write “slim” in my grindr description When I’m a thin boy, I’ll look younger and more innocent When I’m a thin boy, I will be as soft on the outside as I am on the inside When I’m a thin boy, girls will feel jealous of me because I’m skinnier than them When I’m a thin boy, straight boys will feel confused  When I’m a thin boy, I can have any haircut I want  When I’m a thin boy, fashion will be more fun When I’m a thin boy, I can wear makeup  When I’m a thin boy, I won’t blend into a crowd but stand out When I’m a thin boy, I will finally be able to see myself in the mirror When I’m a thin boy, I’ll finally be free When I’m a thin boy, I’ll be able to respect my own determination

[justsohekkinpeachy]

That moment when you’ve had a Pinterest folder named “outfits” from about like maybe 2 years ago and u only now realise its all thinspo-