destiny / defier

𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴⠀𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦,⠀𝘸𝘦⠀𝘥𝘦𝘤𝘪𝘥𝘦⠀𝘰𝘶𝘳⠀𝘰𝘸𝘯⠀𝐝𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐲.

[alluress]

stealing is literally what has killed my motivation to be on here. just... don’t do it, and if you get caught doing it - take the L and move on? it’s literally that simple. being a fan of somebodys style is fine, but blatant copying after you’ve been confronted about it is absolutely not. 

[alluress]

ahaha...  i am v stressed because my parents have potentially been in close contact with somebody who has tested positive with covid  &&  i’m the only one in the family who has not been vaccinated  (  thanks australia  )  so pardon me if activity dips

[tovanori]

based on this textpost 

Because of @xekstrin​

[alluress]

@lacruor

[notoriouslydevious]

Ahri by NIXEU

[alluress]

pogchamp more like foxchamp

             stares at her phone.  “  i’m going to block you.  ”

[alluress]

❛  i’ll  do  anything  for  you ,   just  tell  me  what  you  need .  ❜  ——  @defyances​​​  /  death of an optimist.

             oh,  she’s always been a selfish little fox;  to give more than she’s able to is an entirely foreign feeling.  (  except for when in love,  even the keenest of senses are seemingly dulled  &&  smeared over with the bright crimson of devotion  )  to see the sentinel on one knee,  barely fending against the sickly green taint of corrupted magic;  ahri had acted without a second thought,  lending her aid even as she struggled to draw from ionia’s lifeblood within this tainted space.

             so the vulpine had pulled from her own reserves instead,  she poured  &&  poured until there remained naught but the barest leftovers to sustain her life force.  when she came to,  her beloved was holding her so tenderly,  battered  &&  bruised,  while a weakened hand reaches to cup the dancer’s face with a tired smile.  “  you’re unharmed...  thank the heavens,  ”  ahri rasps with a cough that rattles her frame.  those eyes,  they’re so blue  ——  like the clearest day.  “  i need you,  my heartlight,  and ample rest.  ”

[holyisthenameofmyruthlessaxe]

we are forever prey to each other’s teeth.

Everything Good between Men and Women, C. D. Wright (via decreation)

[leadsouls]

𝑗𝑜𝑦`𝑠     𝑡𝑜𝑜     𝑞𝑢𝑖𝑒𝑡     𝑤𝑖𝑡𝘩𝑜𝑢𝑡     𝑠𝑜𝑟𝑟𝑜𝑤     𝑜𝑛     𝑡𝘩𝑒     𝑑𝑜𝑤𝑛𝑏𝑒𝑎𝑡.

ind.   sel.   and   mutuals   only     𝑠𝑒𝑟𝑎𝑝𝘩𝑖𝑛𝑒     of     𝑙𝑒𝑎𝑔𝑢𝑒     𝑜𝑓     𝑙𝑒𝑔𝑒𝑛𝑑𝑠.     written   and   loved   by   fuan.     NOT   AFFILIATED   with   character`s   original   game   fandom.

[xayarchive-deactivated20211012]

the world owes the vastaya a great debt.  i’m here to collect.

[luthienne]

Nikki Giovanni, from “Wild Flowers”

[alluress]

❛  there’s  no  difference  between  you  &  i .  ❜  ( akali , blood moon verse ! )  ——  @lacruor​​  /  death of an optimist.

             a mockery of a smile as lips stretch over bloodied fangs,  more akin to a snarl as she gazes towards the chosen cultist,  paws raking against the forest floor as the beast faces the maiden  /  but really,  which is which?  such a curious statement makes ahri tilt her head,  her crimson-tipped tails swaying slowly.  "  were you not the chosen of the progenitor,  your presumptuousness would've granted you little succor.  "  though times may have changed,  it is uncommon for the fiend to be approached by priestesses of the xueyue out of her feral demeanor.  "  tell me,  what is it that you seek from me?

[alluress]

ngl…  after being stolen from i want to change my url but i don’t rlly have anything in mind  &&  also alluress is rlly nice ;-;

[alluress]

thinking about it has me laughing tbh like...  she could not have made it any less obvious since she literally copied my username but changed the e to a c instead.  nice pinned tweet as well,  i wonder where you got the “inspiration” for that from 😭

i love to share my inspo for ahri with people but taking the psd i used,  the poetry i used  &&  even my username is a little bit much,  bestie.

[alluress]

8. to undress my muse  ——  @expirator​  /  nsfw prompts.

             some peace and quiet was very much desired,   especially after such a busy day.  but ahri had pulled her strings accordingly, all for a relaxing night away from everyone except for the embrace of her lover;  where she could forget everything and just focus on enjoying every moment spent with zed.  (  a rare reprieve for a starlet who has remained in the limelight for most of her life  )  and as calloused hands roam across her body to tug at the zipper at the back of her neck,  it seems that he has the same idea in mind.

             "  you can take your time,  you know~  "  sultry is the vixen's low teasing tone,  but of course she's more than pleased by his voracious eagerness to claim her body for himself.  it's been far too long,  she muses as the dress falls down in a puddle at her feet;  a statuesque figure left in her lingerie is soon plucked from her feet  &&  swept into his sturdy arms to be carried to the bed.  it is there,  amidst the soft sheets of their hotel room and the glow of the nightlife miles below them eminating from the tall windows where she closes her eyes as her partner lavishes her body with attention.  "  i'm all yours for tonight.  "

[alluress]

ngl...  after being stolen from i want to change my url but i don’t rlly have anything in mind  &&  also alluress is rlly nice ;-;

[ohisms]

𝑫𝑬𝑨𝑻𝑯 𝑶𝑭 𝑨𝑵 𝑶𝑷𝑻𝑰𝑴𝑰𝑺𝑻 .    (   lyric starters  originating  from  the  works  of  grandson .   mature  &  dark  themes  are  present ,   tread  with  caution .   ) 

❛  tell  me  what  you’re  trying  to  hide .  ❜ ❛  look  me  in  my  eyes ,   tell  me  everything’s  not  fine .  ❜ ❛  i’ve  got  a  secret  i  need  you  to  keep .  ❜ ❛  beg  me  for  mercy .  ❜ ❛  i’m  not  so  brave ,   &  i’m  not  so  smart .  ❜ ❛  i’m  doing  you  a  favor .  ❜ ❛  i  did  a  lot  wrong  that  i  can’t  make  right .  ❜ ❛  i  can’t  cope .  ❜ ❛  there’s  no  difference  between  you  &  i .  ❜ ❛  there’s  no  way  of  stopping  this .  ❜ ❛  is  there  anybody  out  there  that’s  paying  attention ?  ❜ ❛  i  try  to  do  my  part .  ❜ ❛  how  did  we  get  here ?  ❜ ❛  one  day  i  know  i’ll  regret  it .  ❜ ❛  i’m  in  love  with  the  pain .  ❜ ❛  idle  hands  are  the  devil’s  best  friend .  ❜ ❛  won’t  you  help  me ,   please ?  ❜ ❛  we  might  not  make  it  ‘til  the  morning .  ❜ ❛  i’m  a  sick  joke .  ❜ ❛  we’re  stronger  when  we’re  together .  ❜ ❛  it’s  the  same  shit ,   just  a  different  year .  ❜ ❛  i’m  terrified  none  of  it  matters  at  all .  ❜ ❛  i’ve  gotta  get  out  of  here  as  quick  as  i  can .  ❜ ❛  there’s  a  knock  at  your  front  door .  ❜ ❛  beg  me  for  mercy .  ❜ ❛  do  exactly  what  you’re  told .  ❜ ❛  don’t  listen  to  them ,   you’re  not  free .  ❜ ❛  there’s  nobody  that  can  stop  me .  ❜ ❛  i’ve  got  one  life  so  i’m  gonna  live  it .  ❜ ❛  i  don’t  want  to  move  on .  ❜ ❛  where  the  fuck  do  we  go  now ?  ❜ ❛  my  heart  keeps  fucking  up  the  motherfucking  plan .  ❜ ❛  i’m  done  playing  games .  ❜ ❛  nobody  make  a  sound .  ❜ ❛  the  higher  the  crime ,   the  harder  the  fall .  ❜ ❛  everybody  told  me  ever  since  i  was  young ,   i  should  bite  my  tongue .  ❜ ❛  i  don’t  know  where  i’m  gonna  go .  ❜ ❛  i  will  not  apologize .  ❜ ❛  i  think  it’s  time  for  a  change .  ❜ ❛  get  down  on  the  ground .  ❜ ❛  sometimes  the  bad  guy  wins .  ❜ ❛  this  is  my  one  shot  at  redemption .  ❜ ❛  i’m  looking  up  at  rock  bottom .  ❜ ❛  i  don’t  want  to  get  left  behind .  ❜ ❛  is  this  what  you  wanted ?  ❜ ❛  i  wish  i’d  read  the  signs  better ,   ‘cause  the  writing  was  on  the  wall .  ❜ ❛  i’m  just  trying  to  get  used  to  these  changes .  ❜ ❛  i  thought  i  had  the  upper  hand .  ❜ ❛  one  day  you’ll  understand  why  i  pushed  you  away  as  i  ran .  ❜ ❛  what’s  your  alibi ?  ❜ ❛  i’ve  gotta  get  out  of  this  town  somehow .  ❜ ❛  the  bad’s  been  slowly  getting  worse .  ❜ ❛  what’s  your  life  worth ?  ❜ ❛  i’m  still  trying  to  find  my  identity .  ❜ ❛  somebody  call  the  doctor !  ❜ ❛  that  which  you  fear  is  that  which  you  become .  ❜ ❛  does  any  of  this  pain  have  meaning ?  ❜ ❛  i  was  in  over  my  head .  ❜ ❛  should  we  just  say  ‘to  hell  with  it  all’ ?  ❜ ❛  i’m  gonna  get  away  with  it .  ❜ ❛  you  think  that  you  can  stop  me ?  ❜ ❛  this  isn’t  gonna  be  some  little  fix .  ❜ ❛  i’m  sick  of  being  an  optimist .  ❜ ❛  don’t  resist  the  temptation .  ❜ ❛  we  can  all  be  saved .  ❜ ❛  i  want  to  feel  something .  ❜ ❛  i’m  feeling  all  this  pressure ,   it’s  a  weight  on  my  shoulders .  ❜ ❛  i’m  looking  for  the  proof  that  i’m  alive .  ❜ ❛  all  i  ever  wanted  was  a  little  piece  &  quiet .  ❜ ❛  i  am  the  thing  you  created .  ❜ ❛  i’ve  tried  getting  better ,   did  all  of  the  twelve  steps .  ❜ ❛  if  you  love  me ,   let  me  go .  ❜ ❛  you  deserve  all  you’ve  got  coming .  ❜ ❛  i  spent  my  last  dollar  on  a  motherfucking  cab .  ❜ ❛  i’ve  got  no  hope ,   not  a  sliver .  ❜ ❛  sometimes  the  good  things  don’t  last .  ❜ ❛  i’ll  do  anything  for  you ,   just  tell  me  what  you  need .  ❜ ❛  the  goodbye  is  the  hardest  part .  ❜ ❛  i  never  thought  it’d  come  to  this .  ❜ ❛  everything  will  be  okay .  ❜ ❛  i’ve  done  bad  things  to  good  people .  ❜ ❛  i’ve  got  no  self  control ,   it’s  the  root  of  my  evil .  ❜ ❛  if  i  were  you ,   i  wouldn’t  love  me  neither .  ❜ ❛  i  keep  on  looking  at  the  world  like  i’m  an  optimist .  ❜ ❛  we  can’t  go  back .  ❜ ❛  have  you  ever  thought  that  you  don’t  know  it  all ?  ❜ ❛  i  wish  you  would’ve  called .  ❜ ❛  save  me  from  myself .  ❜ ❛  nobody  really  cared ,   so  it  never  really  mattered .  ❜ ❛  what’s  the  point  in  fighting  for  a  happy  ever  after ?  ❜ ❛  i’d  rather  drop  dead .  ❜ ❛  don’t  give  up  that  easy .  ❜ ❛  i  can’t  keep  my  shit  together .  ❜ ❛  life  is  a  bitch ,   she  doesn’t  fight  fair .  ❜ ❛  i  want  to  live  for  something .  ❜ ❛  i  want  to  die  for  something .  ❜ ❛  this  won’t  last  forever .   nothing  ever  lasts  forever .  ❜ ❛  i  think  i  need  some  guidance .  ❜ ❛  you  don’t  have  to  hurt  anymore .  ❜

[violentwavesofemotion-deactivat]

She glows. Her heavy strands of black hair slide / Like serpents over somber, blood-red plush. / She stands there as a rose within the night. / The dark-red rose so deep within the night.

Gertrud Kolmar, from Dark Soliloquy: The Selected Poems; “Rose in the Night,” (via violentwavesofemotion)

[alluress]

𝐒𝐎𝐍𝐆  𝐀𝐒𝐒𝐎𝐂𝐈𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐒.  ♡

daisy by ashnikko;  being a bitch is my kink  /  what the fuck else did you think?  /  fuck a princess,  i'm a king  /  bow down and kiss on my ring  /  it's gonna hurt,  it'll sting  /  spittin' your blood in the sink  /  i'm crazy but you like that,  i bite back  /  daisies on your nightstand,  never forget it  /  i blossom in the moonlight,  screw eyes  /  glacial with the blue ice,  i'm terrifying

savages by marina;  humans aren't gonna behave as we think we always should  /  yeah, we can be bad as we can be good  /  underneath it all we're just savages  /  hidden behind shirts,  ties and marriages  /  how could we expect anything at all?  /  we're just animals still learning how to crawl  /  we live,  we die,  we steal,  we kill,  we lie  /  just like animals but with far less grace

xs by rina sawayama;  hey,  i want it all,  don't have to choose  /  and when the heart wants what it wants,  what can i do?  /  so,  i'll take that one,  that one,  yeah,  that one too  /  luxury and opulence  /  cartiers and tesla xs  /  calabasas,  i deserve it  /  call me crazy,  call me selfish  /  i'm the baddest and i'm worth it  /  gimme just a little bit  (  more  )  /  little bit of  (  excess  )  /  oh me,  oh my

alone by halsey;  and i can never say sorry 'cause i won't take the blame  /  i know i always go missing and you're lying awake  /  but if you ask why i'm distant,  oh,  i'm runnin' away  /  you know that everywhere i go i got a million different people tryna kick it  /  but i'm still alone in my mind  /  i know you're dying to meet me  /  but i can just tell you this  /  baby,  as soon as you meet me  /  you'll wish that you never did

hunger by florence and the machine;   oh,  and you in all your vibrant youth  /  how could anything bad ever happen to you?  /  you make a fool of death with your beauty,  and for a moment  /  i thought that love was in the drugs  /  but the more I took,  the more it took away  /  and i could never get enough  /  i thought that love was on the stage  /  you give yourself to strangers  /  you don't have to be afraid

stolen from @ioniasjewel o/