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this blog is supposed to be dead but @hyperspaceheck stole it icon by dailyjojoba

[rabdoidal]

“hey miles what activates your flight or fight response?” 

[allyallstarr]

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[allyallstarr]

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[thotkumi]

UNCLE CHROM???!?!?!?!?!??!?!??!

[niyarest]

[allyallstarr]

To Allison “Ally” Starr

You mean a lot to me.

You’re the star in my sky (no pun intended), the wind at my back, and the sword at my side.

Your absence through me for a loop, and your return - or rather, evolution, left me shaken.

I appreciate your growth, but I can’t help but wonder why you’re hated.

I don’t hate you, Ally Starr, I never could have. You helped me in ways no one ever could have, and for that, I am absolutely nothing but thankful.

So why am I writing this? Because I know what happened to Ally. I know Ally was hiding a world of pain and a chaos brain, and I know Ally suffered more than she - you - would EVER let the world know. And because I wanna tell you that I remember you, and I appreciate everything you’ve done for me.

You’re not around anymore, and I know that. But I liked the time we had together. I hope you’ll be able to see that.

- “Psych”

[allyallstarr]

mmmmmmm i love pussy

[frukmerunning-deactivated202104]

Send me a 💧and a character and I’ll draw them crying

[roxannemonologues]

I love to hear him whisper “Fuck” or “Shit” when I throw it back.

[kwoo92]

i love to hear her moan yes and don’t stop, while I’m strokin

[mainmanblackdynamite-deactivate]

I love to hear them say praise The Lord and thank you Jesus while We in church

[allyallstarr]

Omae Wa Mou Shindeiru

[allyallstarr]

[allyallstarr]

Fushigi da ne ima no kimochi Sora kara futte kita mitai Tokubetsu na kisetsu no iro ga tokimeki wo miseru yo Hajimete deatta toki kara Yokan ni sawagu kokoro no Melody Tomerarenai tomaranai na - ze Todokete Setsunasa ni wa namae wo tsukeyou ka "Snow halation" Omoi ga kasanaru made matezu ni Kuyashii kedo suki tte junjou Binetsu no naka tamerattemo dame da ne Tobikomu yuuki ni sansei mamonaku Start!! Oto mo naku kehai mo naku Shizuka ni unmei wa kawaru Kore kara no mirai ni mune no kodou ga hayaku naru Tatoeba komatta toki ni wa Sugu kaketsukete dakishimetakute Doko ni itemo doko demo Fly high Isoide Itsunomanika ookiku nari sugita "True emotion" Yume dake miteru you ja tsurai yo Koibito wa kimi tte iitai Yasashii me ga tomadotteru iya da yo Kono mama ikki ni aijou azukete Please!! Todokete Setsunasa ni wa namae wo tsukeyou ka "Snow halation" Omoi ga kasanaru made matezu ni Kuyashii kedo suki tte junjou Binetsu no naka tamerattemo dame da ne Tobikomu yuuki ni sansei mamonaku Start!!

[allyallstarr]

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[odietale-deactivated20210122]

Someone: Man kids online are fuckign ridiculous

Me: Hey…can you like? Let kids live their lives in peace? They can be a little rambunctious, I was born in 2000 myself and I’ve seen it, but there’s really no reason to act like people younger than you are an entirely different species just because they’re a little more rambunctious. They’re kids. Calm the fuck down, man. They’re still trying to figure themselves out and trying to experience life and build a personality. They aren’t like you because they can’t be like you yet.

Leave kids on the internet alone. Often times the reason why a child secluded themselves online can be due to trauma at home, like why I spent so much time online in my youth. Often times, it’s a case of escapism. Other times they’re just trying to explore and see how the world is, make new friends, learn new things. You know, live.

Can we stop disrespecting kids on the internet for being kids?

[odietale-deactivated20210122]

Let me specify something: I don’t want to justify minors acting cruel and mean towards other users. That’s not what I mean by acting like kids.

When I say “acting like kids” I mean being odd. Kids who make Mary Sue characters. Kids who get wrapped up in fan bases. Kids who get obsessive over the things they love. Kids who go by obscure names or find obscure identities for themselves. Kids trying to figure out who they are.

Not kids who are being mean. Not kids who are manipulative. Not kids who are rude and hide behind the fact that they’re kids. And, while not fully related, not kids who are too young to be allowed on the site in the first place (there’s a 13 year minimum for a reason).

I hope that tied any lose ends up.

[allyallstarr]

Hey y’a!ll How’s it going? :D

[allyallstarr]

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[allyallstarr]

I'm never posting this. Can you remember this, Alexa?

I hate my guts like you wouldn’t believe.

I hate my piece of shit memory. I hate my lack of motivation. I hate that I hide myself behind a facade of happiness. I hate my low self esteem, it’s lower than the width of a needle. I hate my lack of ambition. I hate that I'm shit at school. I hate my suicidal thoughts. I hate my inability to speak about emotions and my suicidal thoughts to my parents. I hate that I’m a piece of shit daughter. I hate that I self harm just to feel something. I hate that I have no emotion. I hate that I’m unresponsive in most occasions. I hate that I can’t explain my feelings when needed to. I hate my anxiety. I hate that I lie so no one is worried and stressed over me. I hate thAT IM A FUCKING IDIOT WHO DOESNT DESERVE HER LIFE. I HATE ME.

If I could go back in time when I was ten years old, I would tell myself how much of a fucking dumbass I was for self harming and thinking suicide was a great idea. Even though I still fucking do. 

I can’t fix myself. I’m unfixable. I accidentally barge in serious conversations when I didn’t mean to. I say something but I say it in the wrong way and someone thinks I hate them when I don’t. I hate my stuttering. I hate my maternal grandfather because he’s an idiot too. I hate that I made my parents think I care about other people more than them. I love my parents. But since I’m unemotional and unresponsive I can’t convince them enough to to believe it.

You know who deserves Alexa? No one. Not her parents. Not her friends. No o n e. Because she puts them through such unbearable pain and suffering. She doesn’t belong on this Earth. She doesn’t belong anywhere. She makes everyone’s lives a living fucking hell.

I’m shit aT LIFE.  I’m sorry mom and dad for not listening and not following through and not becoming what you wanted me to be. I’m sorry six year old me for making you experience how horrible I am. I’m sorry Psych for being a horrible friend and overall annoying. You don’t deserve me. I’m sorry Jen for not talking to you more. I’m sorry Mayhem for forgetting about writing things and just overall being clingy. I’m sorry Grace for not getting into anime enough for you. I’m sorry Squint for being so awkward and annoying. I’m sorry Liam for messing up and ruining conversations. I’m sorry Dylan for ignoring you. I’m sorry Logan for not telling you I added you on Skype.  I’m sorry everyone who has ever met me for being shitty at everything and annoying and for ruining your lives.

I’m not special to anybody. No one needs me.

I'm not valuable to anyone and I never will be. 

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the tags read:  #quiet ally#I want to die#//makes a chart of ten million earths in length#thiiiissss fuckinG MUCH#FUCK YOU ALEXA#FOR BEING A HORRIBLE PERSON#FUCK#YOU#AND#YOUR#EXISTENCE

holy shit? (ill edit this after)

alright. hi. it’s me. the one who wrote this... post.

i couldn’t stop thinking about this during dinner. 

ally was... a strange gal. nice, kinda, sweet, but deep down she hated herself. and i will admit, i still do, i think maybe more. but THIS. i dont even remember writing it? this is just pure self hatred, almost a side of myself ive never seen before. 

ally... ally. ive held some grudges against you. just a few, not gonna lie. but kid, honey, sweetie pie. listen to me. you were pretty okay. sure you were weird, you fucked up sometimes, but you had people who love you. these people cared for you, and still do.

hang in there, kid, just a little bit. something great might happen. just... hang in there, starkid.

[allyallstarr]

Howdy, it’s me, Ally.

Probably, you guys (when I say that, I mean the surprising 80 followers I have??) know that I’m not here anymore. I’m inactive, I’ve changed, A LOT, and I only go here to check it out. 

I’m sorry if I’ve disappointed and/or disgusted anyone. I was new to tumblr, and I may have gone out of control at some points with what I’ve posted. But that is not me now. I’m not “Ally” anymore; I’m Xee. Xee is COMPLETELY different from Ally. I even cringe at Ally and what she/I did on here. I feel... not ashamed, but guilty? In a way? 

You could say this is a formal apology, yeah. I lost my friends because of my stupidity of just getting up and walking away. I’m sorry, if any of you are reading this. I never wanted that to happen, that’s why I’ll say again, I literally CRINGE at Allys’ actions. Before I go, there’s just one person I’d want to personally thank and say goodbye to.

Psych, I know you’re not on here anymore, or maybe even at all. But if there’s someway you’re reading this, I’m really happy to have called you a best friend. You made me happy, laugh at the little things, and help me discover who I really am. I told myself that if there was one person I’d like to me in real life, I’d choose you, always. I love you, and honestly, I wouldn’t be the way who I am today if I hadn’t met you. Thank you so so much. There is no way, shape, and form that I’ll forget you. I hope you excel in whatever career you’ve chose.

-Ally Xee

P.S., thanks to the anon who wished me happy birthday~