I am falling

I am falling

[faustique]

when i‘m trying to go go sleep but then i remember and remember and remember and remember

[unusual-suspects]

x

[therealelvirus]

Jason Voorhees, keeping an eye on your teens since 1980 👻

[bixx-1981]

🤣😂🤣😂

[goth-queen]

[saintfelina]

[almightybracket]

I would like to wake up now. If this is a coma or a hallucination or a dream, I would appreciate a wake up.

I call tech support. This is not a joke. This is an actual real request to wake up. I'll take the other pill this time, I'll file the right paperwork, whatever it is, I'm done here.

I remember everything, I solved the riddles, I am at the center of the labyrinth, please just wake me up.

[aesthetic-revival]

[dark-angels666]

[destruction1999x]

[dial-666-for-satan]

pick up the phone 

[90s-kid-sad-adult]

a snow globe

[megthemariner]

@ryebreadgf / The Truth About Grief, Fortesa Latifi / bone deep, m.v.e / Sidewalk, Richard Silken / unknown / 60 hours, m.v.e / @itsblackleader / Salt, Nayyirah Waheed / @heavensghost

[inksplit]

[mournfulroses]

Susan Sontag, from a diary entry featured in Reborn: Journals & Notebooks, 1947 - 1963

[alcrego]

Presence of absence

[milksockets]

surface: contemporary photographic practice - simon browning, michael mack + sean perkins (1996)

[nitewrighter]

Me: I don't get it. I thought I was doing a lot better than I was a few years ago. I'm like 10 times more on top of things than I used to be. How does everything feel terrible now?

The Tiny Me in OSHA-approved Hi-Vis Gear Who lives in my brain and pulls all the levers: Boss, it's the fascism. You're completely gunked up with cortisol due to the fact that your entire daily life is now underscored with a haunting awareness of the rapid erosion of your rights, dignity, and any and all social safety nets, and you're also bearing witness to the most vulnerable people immediately being persecuted. This creates a natural stress response that basically means you're going to continue having memory and organizational problems, as well as emotional imbalances.

Me: BUT I HAVE A BULLET JOURNAL AND I MEDITATE NOW.

Tiny OSHA Me: BOSS, THE FASCISM.