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Today's Document
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I'd rather be in outer space šø
trying on a metaphor
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"I'm Dorothy Gale from Kansas"
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if i look back, i am lost
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@almirahemmings
Deleted all my other social media accounts to avoid toxicity or triggers. Nakakawalang gana halos araw araw nalang umiiyak. Sayang yung ilang araw ko na ginamitan Olay eye serum. But what's the use mag maganda kung ang lalim naman ng emptiness mo :) pagod na ko
Huh. Why do I only post something here whenever Id miss something? When will I write again because Im happy???
I miss having you to open up to. I cant remember if I ever just told you I was feeling sad whenever I was but for some reason youre the one I want to reach out to, except I shouldnt talk to you anymore let alone think about you. I guess sometimes I still miss you.
I miss having someone who understands my sadness. Not really understood it really, but knew about it yet didnāt give up on me. Until he became the reason for my sadness. I hate that I still feel this way. hiufhdiuhsdcushdui sdyk yoko na
I still catch myself feeling sad about it sometimes. Even though I canāt bring myself to talk about it, there are nights when Iād still break down. Nights like this. Iāve stopped writing because I didnāt want to feel. Some part of me wanted to write about it, just to let it out. Write him a letter Iāll probably never send, just like all those other letters. But more than anything, I wanted to forget. So I stopped writing altogether. But itās so fucking hard to carry it all inside.
I only ever told two people about it. One is my childhood best friend, I told him because I knew he wouldnāt tell anyone because he wasnāt from the same college. And another was a blockmate that I just met this school year. Funny thing was, I just got home from a party that night and I really had fun but for some reason, I had to fcking break down. Maybe it was the alcohol, but whatever the reason was, she was the person I could contact that could stay with me and so I told her everything and we stayed up til 5am.Ā
But besides them, I never talked about it. Not even to my highschool bff, or to anyone in my circle of friends in highschool. Or to any of my college best friends, not even to someone I spend time with everyday.
I just want to forget.
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why am i so butt hurt about it it's not like i didnt expect it but still??? i dont know anymoooore. this is just a nonsense rant post just wanted to let this out somewhere besides twitter. ah shit. i am so annoyed right now.
Hello again, tumblr.
It's been a while. A lot has happened but Im still alive.
Mom wanted to pull a James Reid on us and surprise us w a maltese as a grad gift for us. Theyve been looking since then but circumstances would not permit until last night, when i couldnt sleep and decided to look at malteses again. So today, we finally got one!!! Yay! šš¶š
Hemmings girl (at Tagaytay City, Philippines)
first night š«š (at Taal Vista Hotel, Tagaytay City)
03122016 SLFL Manila | Have been to a lot concerts since my first but have always considered Taylor's Speak Now 2011 as the best until this night! And after 2 years of waiting finally got to see them!!! Thank you @5SOS!! ā¤ļø I love you @lukehemmings i miss you penguin š§š (at MOA Arena, Mall Of Asia)
1-30-16 | one concert i didnt have to beg for.. āŗļø Mom: hindi ka na nga namin nakakasama sa concerts eh = this concert date!! š¶šāŗļø#3logy
When thinking about life, remember this: No amount of guilt can solve the past and no amount of anxiety can change the future.
(via only-for-tonight)
I lost myself while loving you
Iām Sorry (via escafeism)
No one entered a relationship with the thought that itās never going to last.
Donāt. Do not let that person go to bed feeling sad, do not let him/her head hit the pillow after an unfixed argument, with tears forming in his/her eyes, with a hollow feeling inside. Do not make that person feel that he/she is unwanted, that no one is there for him/her, including you. You, of all people, should be the one to wipe the tears and not the reason for it. Except when you wanted to make that person so happy, only then those tears will be acceptable. Do not make that person feel that he/she is not good enough, because that will hurt more than anything. Iām pretty sure you wouldnāt want to feel that either. Do not compare that person to anyone, they are totally different and the way they love you is not and will never be of the same level. Do not make promises you donāt intend to keep. Do not say sorry for the things you have done intentionally to hurt the person you love. Do not lie to the person who trusts you, you will find it hard to earn that trust back. Do not let that person feel as if he/she has to beg for your time and attention, if you love that person you should always find time regardless if youāre busy or not.
Do. Do remember the little things, The small talks, events, the color of his/her eyes, the day you finally won his/her heart, the day he/she introduced you to her family, all the small details of your relationship. The things you could easily forget are the things to are more meaningful to a person. The things that you tend to forget are the things that could possibly bring back the spark once it starts to flicker, the patch that could cover the hole that could make the boat sink. Remember those because it will remind you how it all started, and youāll smile as you reminisce those moments youāve had together. Do remind yourself of the little things youāve done just to be with that person. Do tell yourself that itās okay to feel tired but to give up is not. Unless youāve done everything. Do tell yourself that pain is inevitable but with it comes learning. Do tell yourself that every relationship has problems, but everything should be fought together. Fight together not with each other. Do separate the past from the present. What lies in the past remains there forever. It maybe a good place to visit, but itās definitely not a good place to stay.
Love that person, because many have tried but failed. Make that person feel that he/she is worthy to be loved, and that he/she is worthy to be kept. And that is how you keep that person. Ā
I dont think iāll ever have a chance at real happiness.āØSo be it but pls dont let me live longer than I have toāØIm so done šš»
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