(PEN)NAME : steph/count(either is fine with me tbh).
i have a lazy eye that i had surgery on and before that surgery i couldn’t see shit out of it,my left eye is my stronger eye and the surgery uh didn’t quite fix it but now i can see out of that eye so that’s the only plus lmao.
i suffered from really bad jra(Juvenal rheumatoid arthritis) growing up,i had to take loads of different medications for the pain and it sucked some worked,some didn’t and one medication made me vomit right after so yeah that was fun lmao. i’m in remission now,thankfully,only get occasional pain in my joints. i hope it doesn’t come back i hated the medications they put me on and the constant doctor’s visits.
i love reading about serial killers and knowing what made them turn out the way they are,how they got to the point where they just said ‘’fuck it’’ and decided to become serial killers. it fascinates me to know end and i could tell you loads of facts about shit you probably don’t want to know. i probably sound cringe af but i am passionate about learning about them and reading/watching everything i can on whomever i am learning about.
i have been writing different characters since myspace was popping,i started writing them when i was probably 14,or 15,and when myspace died i found tumblr and started my mass collection of muses on here,which you’ve probably seen floating around here and there. i have made a shit load of mistakes on here and regrets and have learned from them and am trying to move on from those past mistakes,and be a better person/writer on here. i keep coming back to this hellsite even if it literally kills me to be on at times but the friends i have made and kept through this site are what makes it worth coming back and sticking around.
my muse preference has always been oc’s,i have never ever written canon muses i have so much creativity that i constantly come up with muses in my head and decide on who to write. at one point i’ve had at least three from different fandoms,mainly horror and sticking them in the ahs verse. i had an urge to write violet harmon forever,really,she’s always been my favorite female character in all the ahs seasons and i hope i can bring her to life and do her justice like she deserves. while i miss my oc’s,i’m having fun trying out canon muses for a change and might bring back my oc’s later in the year depending on how my mental health is.
——— FLUFF / ANGST / SMUT ! ♡
FLUFF : i love fluff but i kinda suck at it since most of my oc’s were always hardasses who didn’t know how to reciprocate feelings/emotions and would constantly brush them off lmao. fluff is alright,though it really would have to depend on the connection mine and your muse has in order for us to get anywhere because my oc’s are stubborn as fuck.
ANGST : my jam. i am always down for angst,its my favorite thing to write and i wish people were more open to writing the darker things but i can understand where people come from on that aspect,it isn’t everyone’s jam and i’m okay with that but uh if you ever want to,you know who to hit up.
SMUT : i can write smut but tbh i chose not to solely because i think i am god awful at writing it. and sometimes it does make me uncomfortable and my oc’s uncomfy at times,they don’t take expressing love very well and it honestly depends on who i am writing with in order to pursue smut.
PLOT / MEMES : memes are neat and i love responding to them and having that plot in mind through memes,it just makes it so much easier for me honestly and less pressure. i can wing plot ideas or just like standard plots i already have but i am very flexible with plotting.
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