It's my awkward charm

Yes, I am English. Hence my crappy sense of sarcastic humor and my love of classic literature. .... But mainly I am Roisin and yes movies have eluded my sense of judgement. I am romantic. I am arty. I am naive. And that is the way I like it. I write a lot of pointless posts displaying my very hypocritical emotions. You'll soon understand me.... I promise

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Goodbye Mr A

About a year ago my life was an interesting jumble of dilemma and calamity or so I thought. I was on the prowl, I wanted love, love that blossomed put of nowhere. I wanted a romance.

And like every tragic story it somehow came true.

I got everything I wished for, I found mr right. However as with all great stories there was a catch. But me being me and mr right being himself I pushed it to the back of my mind and refuse to take notice.

Well here I am a year later. Nothing much to say other than goodbye. I’ve realised I can only have my happily ever after when my story ends.

As they say it’s better to loved and lost than never to have loved at all.

So adieu to you….

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Love surrounds us all the time, it drives us crazy, it drives us mad. We can disguise it or mistake it and never comprehend it.  It has no purpose other than to to help us through the bad. I ask you why do we use love as an excuse just to make us sad?

At a young age we are taught that love is that warm fuzzy feeling, but through adolescence we find out that it is much much more.  We find out that it is

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LOOK ...

Well this is awkward,I'm back. I left tumblr for a long time it was full of shit basically. No longer a blog site but a host site for horny potheads (sorry to those I have offended). I should apologise my writing is rather rusty. My imagination is a little rusty. My creativity is rather rusty. So here I am. Starting to write again about my teenage woes or what's left of them. I started this blog because I was lonely. Now I'm the opposite of 'alone and waiting' I have many many friends and am in a relationship/(s). Yet I'm back. Why ? Well I guess like every good happily ever after I'm not satisfied so here I am creating my sequel 'alone and waiting 2' the impatient girl.

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Some one please take me on a romantic getaway.A voyage away is all I need to stop my pre-conceptions. Whisk me off my feet without a say. I will be yours for forever without  exceptions..

[jennnamarbles]

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what happened to me, I left tumblr and went rogue.

lesson well learnt.

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I have learnt that dicks should never be before chicks.

Wanting a relationship for now is overrated. I am happy to stay single. I never thought I would say that. I guess my friends come first. 

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The prodigal daughter has returned.

[kezzoh]

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^GPOY

[olivejuicekelly]

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Finally a song in tune with my feelings. Thank you universe....

"Everybody's Gone To War"

I've got a friend, he's a pure-bred killing machine He says he's waited his whole damn life for this I knew him well when he was seventeen Now he's a man he'll be dead by Christmas And so, everybody's going to war But we don't know what we're fighting for Don't tell me it's a worthy cause No cause could be so worthy If love is a drug, I guess we're all sober If hope is a song, I guess it's all over How to have faith, when faith is a crime? I don't want to die I'f God's on our side, then God is a joker Asleep on the job, his children fall over Running out through the door and straight to the sky I don't want to die For every man who wants to rule the world There'll be a man who just wants to be free What do we learn but what should not be learned? Too late to find a cure for this disease And so, everybody's going to war But we don't know what we're fighting for Don't tell me it's a worthy cause No cause could be so worthy If love is a drug, I guess we're all sober If hope is a song, I guess it's all over How to have faith, when faith is a crime? I don't want to die If God's on our side, then God is a joker Asleep on the job, his children fall over Running out through the door and straight to the sky I don't want to die I-I-I-I don't want to die I-I don't want to die

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When consulting your music library to help you with an important decision....

... It takes the mick and throws it right back at you.

I ask it to help me with the usual teenage boy trouble; it gives me in return:

Constant Craving 

followed by

Listen to the music.

Thank you Universe.

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I know there is a lot of going around about a man called Joseph Kony. Some of you may have not watched it and just thought oh not another protest blah blah. I did that the first time i heard about all of this. Just now I watched the video. I want you to watch it now. I don't care if this post in unoriginal. This video is the first bit of human compassion I have seen in a long time. Humans were made with a voice so that we could speak, a mind so that we can think and an awareness of the world so that we could fight for good. I was touched by this campaign and for the first time in my life I am going to be compassionate. All we need to do is speak to one person each and we could tell the whole world in 30 minutes.

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Well hello dear friend. I seem to return to you whenever I feel detached from my world or lost in a train of deep thought. Today, I have come to realise that I think so much but never have anything to say. I feel the need to express myself but never have anything to express. It feels so cold coming back to this space. An awkwardness. I am just coasting, I guess.

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The most lasting reputation I have is for an almost aggressive ferociousness when in fact I am amiable, indulgent, affectionate, shy and rather timid at heart

J B Priestley