Lone Lotus

Take a scroll •• made in '98 • AZ ▪︎ • here since 2013

[fyeahthesopranos]

[daggerdoggy]

I'm so fucking stupid

[flowerais-deactivated20211031]

soft reminder: good nothingness should be felt more. listening to music on a long car ride. noticing flowers blooming. listening to the rain. daydreaming about impossible things. seeing beauty everywhere and feeling love in your chest. life can be overwhelming sometimes. let yourself simply be alive.

[dangerpeel-deactivated20260222]

unknown man, c. 1950s

[mothprincess]

don’t forget that it’s your life. it’s not school’s life, it’s not work’s life, it’s not your family or your partner’s life—it’s perpetually your life, for better or worse. what do you want from this life? forget happy, what motivates you to live? why are you here?

[yeris]

THE LORD OF THE RINGS: THE FELLOWSHIP OF THE RING (2001) dir. peter jackson

[daveygillywillymour-deactivated]

“how many times are you going to listen to that song” until the void in my heart is filled

[hiddensideoflife-deactivated202]

Questioner from Quora: What is the difference between being rich and having money without attachment to wealth for enlightenment purposes?

“The wise have attained the unitive state, and see the only resplendent Lord of Love, desiring nothing in the physical world, they have become one with the Lord of Love.”

“But those who are pure in heart, who practice Meditation and conquer their senses and passions, shall attain the immortal Self, Source of all light and source of life. Action prompted by pleasure or profit cannot help anyone to cross the sea.” (This sea is of samsara- the cycle of death and rebirth.)

-These passages are from the Upanishads

Jesus also has been quoted in scriptures speaking about how hard it would be for one to enter the “kingdom of heaven” (moksha) when they are rich.

The Buddha said "First remove "I," that's Ego, then remove "want," that's Desire. See now you are left with only "Happiness.”

Why are these sages telling us this? In the end, it is about sense pleasure and desire. Some have created religion and dogma out of such statements, causing guilt and trauma for others by condemning those who struggle to forcefully release desire and pleasure, but this is not the way. A soul must be willing to release desire and sense pleasure for themselves. We all have the choice. We can continue in the cycle of death and rebirth or we can experience complete liberation.

The essence of this truth about sense pleasure and desire is the reason why we continue to come here and experience this unreality which is not home. Home is the “kingdom of heaven” or “moksha.” Some belief systems have spoken about an eternal life or bliss away from pain and struggle as heaven or higher lokhas. This is still wrapped in desire and sense-pleasure. The kingdom is beyond even such things. It is complete liberation and dissolution back into the void where none of it exists.

Notice how some may feel as they read these words. The ego does not wish to cease to be. That is what keeps it all going: desire. This desire can be for good, spirituality and the highest knowledge. Even these things are separation and through desire of them cause suffering. This is why a spiritual soul who has left it all behind (this would include relationships, money, status, power, career, etc.) is often closer to this bliss or moksha than the one who is rich and possesses it all.

Namaste…

[seasonofhorror]

THE LOVE WITCH

2016, dir. Anna Biller

[clowncarbrain]

How I look telling my friends all about witchcraft in hopes they’ll take an interest and be my witchy buddy:

[seasonofhorror]

THE LOVE WITCH

2016, dir. Anna Biller

[desert-love]

[sustancy]

[felhok-felett-a-nap]

Dr. Jacobo Grinberg-Zylberbaum, commonly known as Jacobo Grinberg, was a Mexican neurophysiologist and psychologist, born in Mexico City in 1946. He became known for his extensive research into consciousness, Mexican shamanism, Eastern disciplines, meditation, astrology, and telepathy, attempting to merge these fields with scientific methodology. Here's an overview of his life, work, and the mystery surrounding his disappearance:

Early Life and Education:

He decided to study the human mind at the age of 12 after his mother died from a brain tumor.

Grinberg studied psychology at the Faculty of Psychology of the National Autonomous University of Mexico (UNAM).

He went to New York City in 1970 to study psychophysiology at the Brain Research Institute, earning a Ph.D. with a focus on the electrophysiological effects of geometric stimuli on the human brain.

Career and Research:

Upon returning to Mexico, Grinberg founded a laboratory of psychophysiology at the Universidad Anáhuac.

He established the National Institute for the Study of Consciousness (INPEC) in 1987, where he conducted most of his research.

His work included experiments on telepathy, which he termed "transferred potential." His most notable study, published in 1994 in the journal "Physics Essays," dealt with the "Einstein-Podolsky-Rosen paradox in the brain."

Grinberg was also interested in the relationship between shamanism and science, particularly through his observations and studies of the famous Mexican healer, Pachita, with whom he wrote the book "Pachita."

Theory and Books:

He developed the "Syntergic Theory," which posits that there's a continuous space of energy where humans perceive only a part, suggesting that reality is a kind of hologram created by the interaction of neuronal and quantum fields.

Grinberg authored over 50 books on topics ranging from consciousness to shamanic practices. His works include "El Espacio y la Conciencia," "La Expansión del Presente," and "Los Chamanes de México."

Disappearance:

Jacobo Grinberg disappeared on December 8, 1994. His family noted his absence when he did not arrive at his own birthday celebration on December 12.

His disappearance has since been the subject of numerous theories and speculations, including involvement by the CIA, abduction by extraterrestrials, or even that he might have transcended to another plane of existence due to his research into consciousness.

No conclusive evidence has been found regarding his fate, leading to a variety of conspiracy theories and documentaries, like "El secreto del Doctor Grinberg," which explore different possibilities.

Legacy and Influence:

Even after his disappearance, his work continues to inspire researchers and enthusiasts in both scientific and spiritual communities. His theories, though controversial, have sparked interest in the intersection of neuroscience, physics, and spirituality.

Recent discussions on platforms like X (formerly Twitter) and various web articles reflect ongoing fascination with Grinberg, often debating whether he might still be alive or what could have happened to him.

Grinberg's life and disappearance remain a significant part of Mexican cultural and scientific folklore, with his work still influencing studies on consciousness and human potential.

[shed-some-light]

reminders for today:

if you or someone you know might need it in the next few years, purchase plan b. the shelf life of plan b is 4 years, and we might not be able to access it as easily as we can now in the days ahead.

if you are larger/plus size: go online and purchase ella instead of plan b. plan b is less effective if you aren’t under 160 pounds.

if you can, purchase books that project 2025 is looking to ban.

mass deportations are starting. if you see ice vehicles or agents, yell ice raid and la migra as loud as you can.

if someone asks who you voted for, keep your mouth shut. they’re fishing for traitors.

if anyone, anyone at all asks about your neighbors or their legal status in the us, you know nothing. don’t be the reason that their family is separated.

if anyone asks about your religion or lack thereof, keep it vague. this administration will look for any excuse to persecute you.

your friends are trans or queer? for the next four years they’re not. don’t expose anyone’s status as a trans or queer person to anyone else, even if you think you can trust them.

did someone you know get an abortion? no, they didn’t. they were never pregnant.

in short, don’t be a snitch, and keep to yourself these next four years. we’ll make it through this even if it seems hopeless at times.

we can survive this. we’ve survived before, and we’ll survive again.

[wokefrogvirus]

elon musk did a nazi salute twice at the inauguration, and republicans are defending him.

trump revoked executive order 11246, which prohibited discrimination.

trump put all dei employees on leave to be fired.

trump banned all lgbtq+ flags from being hung in government buildings.

trump rolled back biden’s executive order to lower prescription drug costs for people using medicare and medicaid.

trump rescinded the $35 cap on insulin, and prices are expected to rise to $1500 a month.

trump ordered the national institutes of health to cancel their review panels on cancer research.

trump ended the guidelines to prevent ai misuse. the guidelines prevent many things, but notably it prevents production of ai child pornography.

when sean hannity asked trump about the economy, he said “i don’t care”, after campaigning with the economy as his main talking point.

trump has withdrawn the us from the world health organization.

trump is ordering health agencies to stop reporting on bird flu and halt publications of scientific reports.

trump has pardoned over 1500 people who stormed the capitol on january 6th.

trump changed mount denali back to mount mckinley.

trump signed an executive order to rename the gulf of mexico to gulf of america.

trump shut down cbp one, an app which granted legal entry to 1 million+ immigrants.

trump is allowing ice raids at churches and elementary schools.

trump announced plans to declare a national emergency at the us-mexico border.

trump signed an executive order to expand the use of the death penalty.

trump disbanded the school safety board that works to prevent school shootings. it was comprised of survivors, educators, and gun violence prevention advocates and formed after the school shooting in parkland.

trump withdrew from the paris climate act.

trump revoked all protections for transgender troops in the us military.

trump rescinded executive orders made by biden that benefited and protected women, lgbtq+ people, black americans, hispanic americans, asian americans, native hawaiians, and pacific islanders.

trump is attempting to make it legal to refuse to hire or fire pregnant women.

multiple state legislators are drafting bills to allow the punishment for abortion to be the death penalty.

trump pardoned 23 individuals convicted under the freedom of access to clinic entrances (FACE) act for their anti-abortion activism, including oftentimes violent protests at abortion clinics.

trump signed an executive order allowing deportation of foreign students who they believe express support for hamas or hezbollah.

trump announced that the us government will from here on out only recognize male and female as sexes. intersex is not legally recognized anymore.

trump refused to swear on the bible during his inauguration. (i’ve gotten some comments about this specific point. i didn’t include it because i’m christian, because i’m not. i’m agnostic. i included it because he’s the first president in history to refuse to swear on ANYTHING, bible or not. in the bible it teaches that the only person who cannot touch the bible is the antichrist, yet that on TOP of everything else will never convince his followers that he’s unfit.)

andy ogles drafted a constitutional amendment to allow trump to be president for a third term.

georgia republican congressman mike collins called for the deportation of new jersey born mariann budde, the bishop who urged trump to “have mercy” on the lgbtq+ community and immigrants during a service at the national cathedral.

six states (arizona, idaho, iowa, kansas, mississippi, and north dakota) are planning on challenging obergefell v. hodges, which would end same-sex marriage nationwide. about a dozen more states have representatives who are also considering filing similar resolutions.

amazon revoked protections for lgbtq+ and black employees.

every single republican told us we were overreacting. trump swore he had nothing to do with project 2025 yet continues implementing details outlined in it. not a single person has the right to tell us we’re being dramatic anymore.

hope “cheaper eggs and gas” was worth it.

[frutiguro]