i recently fucked up gacho with this guy i used to date but i have to make a confession.
first of all, we were NEVER official. we just had sex, i took care of him very well and he took care of me.
we looked out for each other and the sex was fucking great.
so i fucked up. that’s it. it’s fucking over.
so the day before he started to ignore me because of some shit i pulled, i looked through his phone.
he was texting some fucking friend and i know who it is but whatever. anyway, he was texting his friend about a girl (being me) who liked him but he didn’t like back (being me). and he said all this shit about how he didn’t know what to do and what to say to this person (me) to get them (me) to chill the fuck out and stop having the feelz n shit.
honestly, It hurt my my fucking feelings. I felt so hurt and disregarded.
And you know what, thinking about this makes me feel less at fault.
I know what I fucking read and you (you fucking asshole) can say whatever the fuck you want. You can claim you had feelings now after I fucked/up, but nothing changes the fact you didn’t want to like me.
You couldn’t fucking stand being with a girl like me.
Girls like me move on quick, are moved on from quick and we learn no one lasts.
I am sorry for what I did but I wont apologize for what you felt or what you didn’t want to feel for me. You couldn’t fucking handle settling with a fucked up girl like me and it’s okay. Just be fucking honest with yourself, too.
you would’ve strung me along for fucking many more months until i fucked up just like this.
it could’ve worked but once again, you couldn’t fucking stand being with a girl like me.